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Dates and Times of Targeting

Short Sample of Recent Experiences With
Electromagnetic (Microwave) Targeting

    Aside from the types of things I list here I experience ongoing (almost steady) ringing in my ears, which ranges from mild to very loud; covert harassment, which includes being stalked and delivered confusing cryptic messages through stalkers (puppets) or various types of media; lasering of my pubic area....etc.
   One of my survival techniques is to do my best to ignore as much of it as I can, especially the covert messaging stuff, so I rarely write them down. I also do not write down all of the technological stuff.
   I often do not notice exactly when the technological attacks stop, especially when they slowly lessen,  because I try to ignore it and focus on other things, in order to bear the pain. 
    When gaps appear in my logging dates and times it means that I am being hit too hard to even want to write, or that its just about the same as usual with no heavy vamp ups, or that I am getting one of those rare breaks from it.
   Rounds of targeting appear to have gradually vamped up over the decades. It has been really bad since around 2001, after I had written my "Embracing Feelings" book and had shared the prophetic dream I had about criminals working underground and contaminating a public water supply...etc. But the worst of it has been since 2005 after they isolated me from most avenues of possible help and finished instigating financial ruin.
    I have experienced covert harassment and microwave weapon attacks in Peru and Canada as well as many states in the USA, including New Hampshire, Maine, Vermont, Arizona, Utah, North Carolina, California...etc. 

  How do I know that these are weapon attacks? Because of the timing of them and the fact that they often come with threats...etc.

    With the field of psychiatry being used to help perform the part of the targeting that forces people to take mind altering pharmaceuticals after inflicting false “mental illness” labels, which can also lead to the loss of rights through being declared “incompetent,” there is a grave danger for Targeted Individuals – a danger that could have worse results than a physical death. This makes it scary to even report the crimes to places that are trained to direct us toward a psychiatrist, in order to prove our sanity - prove that the targeting is really happening. Heavy long term technological targeting can be scientifically provable. Clearly, the most effective method of proving the technological part of these crimes is through honest medical tests for radiation, cell structure damage, brain damage…etc. And I pray that more people start realizing this.

  I am writing this list on infiltrated computers so there is no guarantee that it will remain the same as I wrote it. I hope this is not tampered with. But it is copied from my hand written  journals, so the originals still exist.
  I am writing this list on infiltrated computers so there is no guarantee that it will remain the same as I wrote it. I hope this is not tampered with. But it is copied from my hand written  journals, so the originals still exist.

Sept 28, 2015
Pm; sudden onset of torture levels of pain in head, which included nausea, after I purchased a camcorder and did a small test video exposing the targeting. The severest levels of this lasted through the evening and half the night.

Sept 29, 2015
Have body bloating and swelling in my face, (worse than normal) as a result of last night's attack. Moderate levels of pain in my head, and interference with my brain, continued through this day as I aimed to do a video about my work and the mind control obstacle.

Sept 30, 2015
Moderate levels of pain in my head, and interference with my brain, continued through all of this day as I aimed to do another video about the targeting. I felt a sudden piercing pains in my throat as I tried to talk about the more critical parts of the targeting. And I experienced obvious interference with my brain as well. The pain in my head suddenly completely stopped directly after I posted this video on the web, then later picked back up again.

Oct 1, 2015
I felt a sudden infliction of what felt like a microwave attack to my lungs, which appears to be a cover up for the attacks to my throat - to make it look like I have a cold. I have no cold and it stopped as quickly as it began.
9:00am; another sudden burst of pain in my head as I think about perfecting the videos.
1:30pm: Extremely painful blasts of heat in head until early evening when it subsides and becomes just a loud ring in my ears.

Oct 2, 2015
Torture vamps up as I put four targeted videos into one. . .and continues on a moderate scale.

Oct 5, 2015
Moderate levels of torture continue for the past few days. Am surrounded by stalkers who are slamming doors and saying things like, "Bad girl."
PM; I am up half the night and vomited.

Oct 6, 2015
I have been experiencing sleep deprivation since I picked up the camcorder to do the videos. Today I experienced what felt like a chemical attack. Sudden burning in my throat and nostrils, as if I breathed in something. This was followed by a lot of coughing. It appears that they are still trying to make it look like I just have a cold and that I was not being attacked while making the videos.

Oct 7, 2015
I was half the night last night - still experiencing unusual inability to sleep. Experienced another sharp stabbing pain in my throat as I was about to say something to a minister about the targeting.

Oct 8, 2015
I'm experiencing swarms of stalkers (puppets) parking around me and slamming doors...etc. (This often happens and I do not write it down most of the time.)

Oct 9, 2015
Sudden problems with my elimination system - have the runs and unusual bright yellow discharge.

Oct 11, 2015
8:18am: Felt a sudden stabbing pain in my throat and infliction to my lungs as I talked to a store clerk about a mild targeting thing. It suddenly stopped after I left. Then stabbing pain in my right shoulder that lasted an hour or two.
3:33pm; Torture levels of pain suddenly start in my brain directly as I work on videos again and re-post some.

Oct 12, 2015
AM; Woke in pain, light headed and dizzy. 10:00am; torture continue on moderate scale - heat and pain in head and loud ring in ears.

Oct 13, 2015
Woke crying for the children who are being targeted. Sudden back off in the technological targeting. I worked on a video for the children all day. Tortured for only a short time, while I am posting the video on the web.

Oct 16, 2015
AM; lot of lasering of pubic area. (this is an ongoing thing and do not always write it.) Lot of interference on the web today. I found my facebook "Targeted in America" page switched to private and the spelling of the title altered.

Oct 18, 2015
Woke feeling sad. I silently prayed and cried for a couple of hours.
10am; Torture levels of weapon attacks to my brain.

Oct 20, 2015
Heavy weapon attack to my brain as I woke. Sudden infliction of pain in my hips and back as I was waking. When I experience rounds of this it appears to be to draw attention away, from or make me forget, a dream I had. Experienced foggy thinking and heavy ring in ears all day.

Oct 21, 2015
AM; heavy ring in ears, blurred vision and mentally sluggish.

Oct 22, 2015
PM; lasering of back of my head.

Oct 23, 2015
AM; heavy electronics - loud ring in ears, pain in head and foggy thinking.

Oct 24, 2015
Heavier than normal electronics in head all day.
11pm; Very loud ring in ears and can't sleep.

Oct 25, 2015

Steady electronics all day, ring in ears and pain in head. Its appears that I am getting covert threats through puppet who insinuated that I kill myself in order to save other people. I wrote that God wants us to live and a truck with a license plate that abbreviated "live to kill" pulled up next to me. . .and a song in the next place I went into was, "if I saw you in heaven..." (These sorts of media and puppet messaging are ongoing and I do not write most of it down, because I try to ignore it.)
11:14am; Heavy laser shot to back of my head. Sudden heat and pain.

Oct 26, 2015
9:00am+-; Car pulls out in front of me appearing to try to make me crash into it. I had to quickly veer into oncoming lane, which luckily had no vehicle in it.
10:30am Heavy interference with my brain starts as I aim to meet a minister who wants to talk to me about my family of origin whom he'd tried to pull together I before closed the door to it. Very difficult to bypass the brain interference, which tried instigating literal rage.
10:50am; microwaves vamped up severely as I sat and waited for the minister.
3:00pm; another car yanks out in front of me, though I have the right of way, at a rest area, in the same place where the same thing happened a few days ago.

Oct 27, 2015
Still experiencing electronic interference with my brain as I think of family stuff.
PM; I cried heavily and experienced a painful weapon attack to my brain.

Oct 28, 2015
Early am; Sudden inflictions of pain in my back legs and hips. Experienced sudden infliction of severe pain in my head - torture level with nausea, as soon as I woke.
PM; Electronic torture continued all day.

Oct 29, 2015
Torture of brain continues! I feel drained, exhausted, beaten. It lets up by noon, but then starts back up after I talk about God working through many Hearts to save humanity.

Oct 31, 2015
As I prepare to do a 13th edition of my "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" book a puppet says, "If you can stay awake." 9am to noon; I can not stay awake. I nap for over two hours and forget my car doors unlocked.
1:40; Extreme fatigue. Having difficulty staying awake. (This happens to me a lot, especially when I aim to write or try to report the targeting or work...etc.)

Nov 2, 2015
5-6:00am; mild weapon attack on brain stops by 7am.
Ring in ears remains mild (often unnoticeable) all day.

Nov 3, 2015
AM; Heavy ring in ears and pain in head. Puppets doors slamming around me... the usual type of attack on both levels.
11:00am; Sharp pains into top left side of brain, making that whole side of my head ache.

Nov 4, 2015
5:30am ring in ears vamps up as I think about our military and worry about them being controlled.
11:00am Sudden weapon attack to back of my head directly after I refuse to join and begin to ignore a group of puppet musicians. Deep pain in back right side of head as well as loud ring in my ears. (I often get this sort of attack, with the same pain in the same place) when I defy or ignore obvious advances by perpetration puppets.)
4pm; Torture stopped by now, but still have dull ach in head and ring in ears.

Nov 5, 2015
2pm; Extreme fatigue suddenly starts, while I drive, after puppet points to a bumper sticker that says something like, "asleep while driving."

Nov 6, 2015
7:55 am weapon attack to head.
Lot of sudden body bloating. (like another round of the Lupus type microwaving.)
PM; After doing a blog post about crop circles being done by same sort of weapons that are used on me (microwaves/electromagnetics/lasers) I experience severe heart attack symptoms, which I feel sure are from being lasered and not a real heart attack. This was very uncomfortable for at least an hour or two. Pain in my chest and left arm as well as difficulty breathing and a gassy feeling.

November 7, 2015
8:30pm Sudden heart attack symptoms again - same as yesterday. This time accompanied by sudden sharp pains in other parts of my body, which stop as quickly as they start. This attack happened as I published my third edition of "Poetic Voice of a Targeted Individual." These sorts of weapon attacks appear to be like death threats.

Nov 8, 2015
7:59am Sudden sharp pain in the back right side of my head as I write down a dream I had. This was followed by increase in the ring in my ears and shortness of breath - the usual microwave attack symptoms.
9:20am; Sudden pain in head directly after sending an email to a senator.
Moderate and mild attacks continue through most of day.

Nov 9, 2015
Very restless night - unusual for me.
7:40am Weapon attack to head - sudden flash of heat and pain.
8:35am Still heat and pain in head.
Lately uncomfortable body bloating, unusual hair loss, difficulty breathing...etc. (Another round of the usual lupus type of microwave attack.)
10:09am Pain subsides but ring in ears vamps up.
11:48 Pain in head vamps up again.
3:57 Lot of heat in head, mild pain. Feel extremely weak and tired.

Nov 10, 2015
11:54am Sudden short blast of pain in my head, along with a puppet parking next to me and slamming a vehicle door, while I work on this list of targeting events.
9pm+- Heavy microwaving started - loud ring in ears and pain in head.

Nov 11, 2015
Heavy microwaving continued through last night and this morning but let up in the afternoon.
I am feeling a lot of anger around an article I found in a Parenting magazine, which suggests that a child's sadness is signs of "mental illness." I am getting interference with my computer as I write a blog entry about this. My computer is repeatedly shut down and turned back on as I try to resurrect the repeatedly vanishing video of Dr. Paula Claplan's statements about the dangers of false mental illness diagnosis.

Late Evening; The battery on my car is suddenly drained and I am up until past 2am trying to complete my work, bypass the computer interference and find someone to help jump start my car.

Nov 12, 2015
9:54am I try to log into my email account and the page vanishes after I type in the access code sent to my phone. I have to do it over again and get a new one. I worry that someone is in my account, but, like all the other times, there is nothing I can do about it.
I finish uploading Dr. Caplan's video, posting it on youtube and replace its broken links on my websites. (I feel that Dr. Caplan has been being targeted with mind control stuff, probably since she did this video.)
11:30am Heavy microwaving after I printed out the post I wrote yesterday. Sudden onset of pain in head and vamped up ring in ears, diminished eye sight and mental sluggishness - the usual.
1:06pm torture levels of pain in my head and shoulders as I post this list and last blog post in book and on web. Also a lot of interference on the web.

9pm_+” I experience a fast, sudden, sharp pain in my right but cheek, which appears to have been a laser shot. This happened after getting an email, which asked, “How can I get the heart but?

Nov 13, 2015
2-3pm Single heavy shot of microwaves to my head (deep pain in back right part of head) after I printed out a copy of this statement; www.targetedinamerica.com/statement12.pdf (I have found that printing my blog posts and pages makes it harder for them to alter them without it being obvious.)

Nov 14, 2015
8:00am I began crying and prayed and begged people to stand up.
8:47am Short weapon attack to head - sharp pains and dull ache with heat building.
1:31pm A white van pulled out next to me with a license plate that abbreviated "Face will ache." This was shortly after covert messages which basically said, "You are going to become one of us..." (Messaging on license plates is VERY common in the covert harassment part of the targeting. A few years ago I caught a puppet with a huge stack of license plates behind the seat of his truck. Apparently he had stopped to swap plates and did not see me walking up behind him.)
1:49pm My facial muscles are tightening in an odd, unnatural way. Heat is building in my head. And I am feeling small sharp pains shooting into the top left part of my head as well as a dull ache in that part of my head. (This is not any worse than the norm, but has me more concerned because of the messages.)
Are they really going to damage my brain or are they just terrorizing me again? And can you imagine what it would feel like to wait and see? I pray that they do not succeed.
2:33pm As I post this the targeting is changing to a strange vibration type of feeling. . .then a sudden urge for an emergency bathroom run, which seems technologically induced and is happening a lot lately, especially when I aim to write.
3:47pm Ring in ears and small sharp pains in head start back up. 

More may be coming soon

P.S.I feel that most, if not all, of the technological targeting is done VERY remotely. . .like from the sky through technologies like satellites...etc.