Last night I was again confronted by a puppet who appears to be suggesting that I give up my life, in order to save others. A guilt trip was thrown into this one, (this morning) in the form of a license plate which abbreviated, "Live to kill," as if my life is killing others - as if I am responsible for what they are doing.
Does this mean that those who target me are aiming to harm people until I either go with them or die? It appears that this may be the case. This is a difficult thing to live with, but I am forced live with it. I have no other choice, at this point. I wonder how many other long term Targeted Individuals experience this sort of threatening pressure.
This scenario is often expressed as a religious sacrifice type of thing, like what they say was done to Jesus. . .as if His death (and my death) would help humanity. . .as if this is "what God wants." But, in my heart, I strongly feel that this isn't what God wants. . .and that it wasn't in the days of Christ either.
My feelings about these sorts of spiritual beliefs have not changed, although those who target me seem to be waiting for that change. (Last night the puppet even offered to pray for me to realize that God wanted Jesus to die.) But my feelings on this subject have actually intensified; I feel, in my heart, that God wanted Jesus to live and teach humanity how to Love. (This was the purpose of His life.) I feel that God wants me to live and be protected from further harm. And I feel that God wants the same for other heavily Targeted Individuals. I feel that God does not want us to continue being hurt and destroyed.
I feel that God wants the technological and pharmaceutical targetings, and the covert war, to be exposed and stopped, so that Freedom can be regained and recovery can begin. I feel that God wants humanity to stand up and save itself from further destruction and to find the Heart to openly stand up for victims of heavy targeting in that process. I feel that God wants the crimes to be stopped and our lives to be spared. I feel that God wants humanity to be free from all sorts of dark control so that genuine Love and Light can fill our Hearts, homes, religions and countries...etc.
As for Jesus; I feel that God did NOT want Him to be sacrificed; I feel that Jesus was murdered, because the dark forces wanted ALL the power and control over humanity. . .and that the poor state of our world is a result of that devastating event. I also believe that the dark forces succeeded with the murder of Jesus, because His friends betrayed Him instead of standing up for (and with) Him.
Like I had stated long ago, the same sort of scenario is happening around heavily Targeted Individuals today. And this horribly dark and destructive pattern desperately needs to be broken.
I feel that nobody has EVER needed to die, in order to save humanity. I feel that these sorts of sacrifices of life are dark, cruel, barbaric and satanic. . .and that the cruel torturing and testing, which I and many others are being put through, is also.
I pray for more people to find the Heart to openly and honestly stand up for victims of these evil crimes. . .and ultimately for all of humanity.
I feel that God wants the crimes to be exposed and stopped so that humanity can regain its Freedom and recover. I feel that "God is LOVE" - that God is about Living - about Healing and Loving and Growing closer to the Light. . .and that this is what is needed for ALL of us.
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I still strongly feel that technological and pharmaceutical mind control is at the root of MOST of the problems we are faced with in our world today. . .and that recovery can not begin, and underlying problems can not be honestly resolved, until this is stopped - until humanity is Free to follow its Heart without interference.
Please help to set humanity Free.
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I have sometimes used this blog, in order to report the crimes, because it sometimes feels like the only way for the information to reach people who can do more to help us. Emails, phone and snail mail can be interfered with. I am concerned that the proper American government officials, as well as those in other countries many not have always gotten my letters and emails.
I have shared some articles and links, which make political stands, that I do not necessarily agree with. I share the articles, because they are all that I have been able to find for proof that mind control technologies do indeed exist and are being used on humanity. My stand is not political and is only of concern for humanity, my loved ones and myself. . .no matter who is performing the crimes. . .and no matter who else is blaming who. It is sad that there is so little objective proof. We need more of it.
In this sort of situation, honest people would directly confront the kids, saying things like, "I heard you stole my friend's lobsters and I don't serve people who steal from my friends," or "We want you to leave our community, because of your disrespect for us." This would give the kids an opportunity to face their behaviors and the consequences of them. And it would surely make them think twice about doing it again. But handling things in the deceitful ways of covert targeting merely inflicts more pain and compounds the problems.
It bothered me to recognize the covert targeting being depicted in a "best selling" novel, which is influencing many people, because these are the same types of tactics, which are used by those who covertly target humanity in a dark program, which utilizes technological mind control on its members, and seems to have really recruited many community members, especially their business owners. These types of things are really happening around the world! They are even happening to people who have done nothing wrong. And NOBODY ever deserves to be harassed and terrorized. I pray that the covert program is quickly exposed and stopped so that humanity can start returning to honesty and Heart instead of staying trapped in the deceitful vengeance that is tearing us ALL apart.
Examples of alterations to my writings; I recently found the post below altered and erased from some of my writings. Some of its dates of 2012 were changed to 2014. And my old address to Technological Holocaust information, (www.poeticpublications.com/zinfo.html) had been altered.
FYI: When I wrote the "Public Notice" paper it was out of sheer desperation and fear of what is happening. My desperate gropes for proof, at that time, had only found reports on HAARP. So, this is the only technology I listed in this paper. I have since learned that there are MANY technologies, that can be used to target us. Please excuse my ignorance, and assumptions through the early stages of my aim to expose these crimes under conditions that were (and remain) indescribably difficult.
The Public Notice grew from a paper I wrote in February 2012. Below are links to some of my earlier web writings. Though they are not done very well, and though I have learned a lot since I posted or printed them, they are what they are and I have decided not to alter or erase them."
FYI: I had printed the "Public Notice" paper while staying at a motel where I now believe that I was also being drugged. The drugs make the technological mind control much more effective.
P.S. One of the senseless parts of the targeting has been a foolish competition for who is the first to find and post information...etc., those who target me and infiltrate my computers must be in that race because they have erased things and altered dates as well as sentences and paragraphs in my writings and even on my files and pictures. (perpetration wanting to be the ones to expose their own targeting targeting!) I don't need credit for anything. But I want my writings to be left alone. This has all felt too intrusive and invasive. And there is a danger for humanity if those who target us take charge of the exposure of their own targeting. I have stated this before in my writings, but is has probably been erased as well.
I am also finding other alterations being done as I again try to resurrect this blog into a more complete book. I found a heading changed from one statement to another - completely giving the wrong impression...etc. Through the years there have been too many things to list.
The staement below had been erased in recent editions of the book of this blog.
"the town suddenly decided to ban bodies from being buried in my family's preexisting grave yard unless they are cremated." This is of concern, here as well as other places, because cremation can hide evidence of staged deaths, microwave targeting and the True identity of bodies.
This appears to be a common practice in the targeting. It seems to be set up so that the attacks can be blamed on trash in the road or on being flung up from someone else's tires.