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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Monday, February 11, 2019

"Sharon's Bud" and "Heart Bud" publication Advertisers Targeted

   It appears that my earlier statements about my advertisers being targeted were erased. Also my www.sharonsbud.com website has been redirected and publications appear to be blocked from view. Many of my advertisers (that were in the 2008 and 2010 printed papers) appear to have been targeted and this has been a deep concern since I began realizing it. But is this another thing that has been being hidden? It appears so. It hurts to look back, but I feel I must and I wish I had the freedom to do more of it.
   Yesterday I learned of another death that I feel is due to the targeting, and this has triggered other memories, but I'm a bit too overwhelmed to get into this new death here right now. I am also struggling with painful levels of technological torture, as is often too usual.

Wednesday, February 6, 2019

Please Help Me

This is a very difficult time for me. I am still living in my car and am having difficulty even just sustaining this plight, and need to even do much more than only retain a safe and functional vehicle...for the sake of my own health on every level, and this is all still being sabotaged. I deeply need help from my fellow human beings, in order to survive until I am able to get back onto my own feet. Please let your Heart send as much financial help as you can.





Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank you.

A Harmful Injection

   I've had repeated dreams warning of dangers with some sort of injection and that there are those want to do it to me. I do not know exactly what it is about, but I know it is really bad and would not be good for me. I hope it does not happen to me or anyone else.

A Call for the End of Forced Fighting

Do you want the
mop or the broom?
  Too many are fighting instead of standing; some fight to do their jobs, some fight to regain freedom, some fight to save our lives, some fight to seek revenge, some fight to destroy freedom, some fight to enslave humanity and keep everyone fighting...etc. Most, if not all, of the fighting is either controlled by or instigated by the dark forces. And the mess its all made must be cleaned up - humanity set free, recovered and living in peace.
   My heart cries for all the fighting to end, even my own fight that is to save my life and that of others and to restore freedom and for things to genuinely get better for all of us. I believe that, it is through Loving, that things get better. But many of us are blocked from our Hearts and some of us are trapped in the fight, due to other people's choices. Over and over again I have aimed to let go of the most controversial parts of my written fight. . .and over and over again I have been swarmed by those who aim to crucify me when I do. This keeps me trapped in the fight - a place where I do not even want to be, out of concern for my safety as well as that for all of humanity. (And I am sure that similar things are happening to many others.) In order for the letting go to not have bad consequences, things would have to be genuinely getting better, and it appears that they haven't been, which is really disturbing.
   I would prefer that my stand were more in the Light and less of of a fight for my life...etc., but I'd need my own freedom and protection for that to take place...and it would have to be done in a way that is sure to not support the continuation of technological and pharmaceutical mind control and it's enslavement as well as the horrific hidden technological tortures and all else that intentionally harms humanity. I'm not sure what that way is right now, because I do not have the freedom to figure it all out. But. . .

I wish all the fighting would stop, and that far more were openly and peacefully standing in the Light, so that freedom from all levels of the targeting can be gained. . .and we can be Loving each other instead of fighting each other.

We should all be Loving each other instead of fighting each other.  
We should. We really should. Lets clean it up.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Please Help Me

This is a very difficult time for me. I am still living in my car and am having difficulty even just sustaining this plight, and need to even do much more than only retain a safe and functional vehicle...for the sake of my own health on every level, and this is all still being sabotaged. I deeply need help from my fellow human beings, in order to survive until I am able to get back onto my own feet. Please let your Heart send as much financial help as you can.





Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank you.

Painful Torture

I just went through a couple painful days of what appeared to be lasering of my upper spine or neck and shoulders. Also a painful laser shot to my hand after I asked them to stop. I did not injure myself and am sure it was technologically inflicted torture. I don't know if this was revenge for my recent posts or for the "Covert Program" paper or because I was heavily focusing on trying to get another job just before it started. I have experienced many tortures like this for these types of reasons. In this case I was doing all of them. It did stop me. I had to just focus on bearing the pain and did some reading to distract myself from it. It still hurts, but not nearly as much as it did.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, February 2, 2019

I Can NOT Do Covert Relationships

I can not do covert relationships or deals or interactions with anyone, no matter who it is. I do not feel comfortable with covert messaging stuff and I do not trust any of it. The whole covert messaging thing actually feels horrible to me, so horrible that it has hit a point where it triggers  frustration when covert messaging happens, particularly if it appears to be coming from officials. I do not want to communicate with anyone covertly, not even if I were sure of who it is and what the intentions are and exactly what the messages are about, which I can't be, because its cryptic and covert. What I has been happening to me is a horrible hell that I have painstakingly waited for an end to and good honest explanations of.
   I have been saying this for YEARS! Why do people persist with trying to force me to blindly trust and go along with empty, cryptic covert messages, that often even come through the same puppets who are used to be mean to me...etc., and expect me to trust that they are from good officials or good people? (To me even emails and phone calls feel covert, especially when they pretend to be something they are not, because they are not in person or sure to be real or sincere.) If you are good people or officials with good intentions and will not inflict harm, please just be here for me in ways that are solid - not covert and give me something that I can trust and believe in. If your intentions are not good and/or your aim is to control or harm then please get out of my life and out of the lives of my loved ones and out of the lives of all the people whom I interact with. 

P.S. I really need to talk directly to officials. Please let your Hearts be here for me.

Friday, February 1, 2019

A Librarian Puppet's Seething Anger

   I have passed the "Covert Program" paper out to a few places, including to a group of puppets who were harassing me at a library today. The librarian later angrily confronted me and said that they complained about me. She literally seethe (evil type of seething) which demanded, "You will not talk to anyone and you will not give anyone anything" and not turn off her computer, in order to wipe out my documents after I use it...etc. (Its OK for all of them to relentlessly harass me in the libraries, but its not OK for me to kindly hand them what I even called a "gift" for them. Go figure!) But she is a puppet and I am sure that she was not only talking about what happened in the library.
   I walked out after telling her that what I gave those lady's was a gift to help them realize what they are being used by and that she needs it too and that she needs to find her heart and that her "attitude sucks." I was shaking when I left. I don't think anyone has ever talked to me like that way before. Her eyes and verbal seething were so dark that I actually wondered if she was capable of a physical attack.
   I have also recently experienced being blocked from printing this paper on two other library computers. I guess there is a serious issue with it. I actually feel like it is a gift - a source of help for all of the people who are being used by the covert program, which I strongly feel is literally evil in the background and is not good for anyone. I feel that informing them of what they are a part of is far better than blaming them, because I sense that most of them do not know. But their leader does and that is who is really delivering the seething message.

Covert Program Paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/Covert Program 2-1-2019

P.S. Couple days of painful, technologically inflicted torture after this.

Damage Done to my Car

   Yesterday the new exhaust suddenly started loudly leaking after I spent a bit of time in a library. And a large crack in my windshield suddenly appeared a week or two ago. I think this is to try to prevent me from being able to register and inspect my car this month. They will probably succeed, especially since I am still being blocked from my lost bank account. I may soon not even have a vehicle to live in. And I hope they did not do the exhaust leak, in order to blame it on my possible death, which they seem to want. I hope they do not succeed with any more harmful inflictions. They have already hurt me too much.