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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Wednesday, January 30, 2019

New Article on The Covert Program

 The Covert Program

Too Many Victims Are Suffering :-(

   I woke crying this morning, thinking of the suffering that has been being inflicted, upon masses of people, in the form of intentional deprivation of Love and support from loved ones, due to the targeting.
   This is a heart wrenching scenario that tears at my heart since I realized the scope of the targeting and that I am not nearly the only one this is happening to and that my family is not nearly the only family that has experienced cruel targeting and tortures and even complete enslavement of some.

   It appears that most people are mind control victims in varying degrees. Too many are completely enslaved and used against loved ones and torture victims like myself, and this is horribly sad for everyone. Freedom from, and understanding of, the technological mind control, is desperately needed, as fast as possible, for all levels of victims as well as the rest of humanity. Please help set humanity free.


P.S. They have a puppet come to sit next to me in the library and say, "Nothing you can do about it. You have to accept it," as I wrote the above statement!!! They have me so trapped that there is little I can do, right now. But there is a lot that aware and uncontrolled and caring officials can do. I hope I reached some of them with my reports and writings. And I will not ever accept the enslavement of humanity - the destruction of the Heart and Spirit of humanity, not of my own free will anyway, and I hope it does not happen any other way. Humanity must be set free. It just has to be.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Overall...


Things can not slowly get better 
while they are quickly getting worse.

Please quickly stand in the Light for complete and genuine
freedom from technological and pharmaceutical mind control...etc.


 P.S. I do not want the fight that I have been being cornered and forced into, in some of my writings. I wish it did not seem that my survival, and that of others, depends on me periodically blasting things out publicly. And I do not want the kind of help that involves dark set ups, which pits victims against each other... or blames us torture victims, instead of being here for us... or blames enslaved victims for what has enslaved them and uses them is fully responsible for. I want the kind of help that openly and honestly stands in the Light, with Heart and integrity, to set ALL victims free....all of us torture victims and all of the enslaved victims and all other mind control victims and all of America and the rest of humanity. It is critically important for all aspects of the mind control and enslavement of humanity and the covert program and the technological and psychological tortures...etc., to be honestly exposed and stopped. . .enabling recovery and support for all types of victims.

Monday, January 28, 2019

Please Help Set Humanity Free

    Uncountable numbers of families and individuals continue to suffer under the influence of technological and pharmaceutical mind control (many even completely enslaved) due to the lack of awareness that can, not only help people to understand and help each other, but can also bring an end to criminal use of the technologies and the pharmaceuticals, which aid them. 

Please Help Set Humanity Free
And deliver the understanding that is needed for recovery.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

I Want My Loved Ones Back

I want my loved ones back,
Free and with Hearts in tact.

And the same can be said for my country and the rest of humanity.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

The Raising of Trust


Hidden Truths raise suspicion
Exposed Truths raise trust.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, January 25, 2019

Government Shutdown

   I don't understand why the USA border security is not just being easily, and inexpensively, remedied through having the borders monitored with satellite surveillance and extra troops called in for illegal trespassers. And I definitely can not understand American citizens being made to suffer the loss of jobs in order to get funding for it. It doesn't make sense. I hope the government shut down does not start up again.

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

The Real Truth About the Covert Stuff?

   This situation with officials is something that I have been confused about. They have, at times, lead me to believe they are using me for bait, (even though I do not want to be). BUT, judging by my experiences with it - the threats and the patterns of the tortures...etc., it feels more like its all been either a horrid and careless covert war and/or the process of trying to enslave or control and torture and threaten and deprive me into silence, - silence not only about what they have been doing to me but also silence about the technological and pharmaceutical mind control that has been destroying humanity and is used for multitudes of dark set ups, which everyone should be made aware of. No matter what it has been or is now I don't feel comfortable with any of it, and have been waiting for officials to be here for us, while my loved ones continue to be harmed and enslaved and I continue to be tortured and threatened and slowly destroyed on levels that are most important to me...etc. My real prophetic dreams had warned of ill intentions in some officials. And its all terrifying, beyond description. What is the real truth? What is really happening in the covert stuff? I can only go by my experiences and my prophetic dreams and my dulled instincts and the fact that things seem to be be getting worse instead of better, especially in the past few years. I have been waiting for good/uncontrolled officials to be here for us, but none shown up even after many promises to. Then one covertly said that "officials are not going to make a stand on this." Does this mean that it is all about control and that we are going to continue being tortured and enslaved and destroyed? It appears so.

P.S. I do understand that, in the bigger picture, many officials are victims too, just like many of my loved ones are victims too, buts its scary when they are used against us, instead of being here for us. I wish good/uncontrolled officials would stand up and shine a Light for us and America and humanity, so the dark forces can start losing their power and freedom can start being regained. I wish they'd stand in the Light and stop letting the dark win.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

The Spray

The Spray
copyright Sharon R. Poet

A candle disguises spray
That had it's cruel way,
I hope the rank odor
Will not return or stay.
It has to be over.
It just has to be.



  This poem was inspired by a dream I had this morning, which was about a man who had set me up to be sprayed, off and on, and then left...and me screaming for it all to be stopped and a woman (outside the room, where a couple remained) knowing but not saying anything... and then someone lights candles in the room, in order to cover the odor - in order to make things look like they were not as bad as they were, which had already started happening in reality.

P.S. Its hard to share this, which is about officials, (mostly in the FBI) because I am scared that they may torture me again or make things worse for me again and things can't get much worse. But I wish that things could permanently change, in a positive way, out of care for me and not only the usual little bit AFTER I publicly say something about it, in order to make them look better than they were. (When I privately say something I often get hurt in some way.) But I guess if there were enough care for me, none of this would have ever been happening or it would have happened with me knowing and understanding and with my permission - with regard for me. I hope they come to me, in person, and really make things better through being honest - through standing behind their actions and helping me to feel better about it all. But it has appeared to be headed in the opposite direction, for a long time now, and I do not want to be hurt anymore - I do not want to continue being destroyed in the ways that are most important to me, and especially not by people whose job it is to do the opposite of what they are doing. 

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Please Set Me Free

   I have been being held imprisoned, living in a vehicle, and intentionally kept destitute - deprived of even my own money, my work sabotaged...etc. And officials of all levels have been pretending that I am "fine", and not being targeted, while knowing keeping me entrapped while they use me for bait in their covert wars and keep threatening me into not "complaining" about it...etc., instead of being here for us. And there has been no way of escaping and no way of taking better care of myself on the levels that are most important to me and no chance for recovery...etc. I am a tortured prisoner, by all that surrounds me, and no place to turn to for help...etc., while my loved ones and I continue to be destroyed.

I want to be set free from ALL of it. I want to be set free - my spirit and soul and mind and heart completely free, my body and all of the rest of my life not being used by anyone. Please set me free.

I DON'T WANT ANYTHING "NEW" OR "DIFFERENT", LIKE THEY KEEP OFFERING WHEN i GET UPSET...FOR OVER FIVE YEARS,  I WANT TO BE SET FREE! AND NO I DO NOT WANT TO BE ABDUCTED OR ENSLAVED I WANT ALL OF YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE!

Friday, January 18, 2019

Blackmail and Severe Torture

   I was severely tortured last night. Painful and life threatening. This came after my refusal to be blackmailed, by what appeared to be FBI (hawks) who have wanted me to "excuse" them in order for them to let me have my bank account and be let out of the destitution prison, and being used for bait, that they have held me trapped in for many years.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

I am NOT Participating

   The covert stuff, which tries to force me to depend on it, has been driving me crazy, more than all the other parts of the targeting put together. Its just a horrible thing to me and I want it all to stop. I cannot do the covert stuff. It plays cruel games and is undependable and dark.

This morning they said, "It continues until you pass." I assume they mean until I pass their sick tests. But I am not taking any tests. I did not choose to be tested. I am not participating.

I opted out of what I never joined. 

The Sun Still Rose

Another desperate time
In this twisted place I live.
The sun still rose to shine
But what has it to give?
A little warmth, perhaps,
To sooth away the cold,
A little hope, perhaps,
For wishes never sold.
A little comfort, perhaps,
To lighten up the load.

Tuesday, January 8, 2019

An Incredible Song - Bright Blue Rose

  I dedicate this song to all who follow that covert program."For those who must discover, for those who wish to understand, for having left the path of others you will find a very special hand. It is is a holy thing. It is a special time. And it is the only way."

Mary Black - Bright Blue Rose

https://youtu.be/U-vlb9w8SSY

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. Just before the recent episode of them disabling my car...etc., I had written, in my note book, about their being a lot of dark set ups, even in sly "stand ups" for them to discredit or slander or incarcerate or institutionalize me. I was also writing about how exposing it may stop it. Directly after this, they rudely said, "You'd better hope so for your own sake" and then my car was disabled and police departments used to threaten me into silence and joining or else types of stuff. I know/feel that at least one FBI agent is behind this and also a recent aim for a dark set up at the New Boston church.

Monday, January 7, 2019

A Cold, Cold Morning

A Cold, Cold Morning
copyright Sharon R. Poet

Its a cold, cold morning here in the shadow of Rye.
It's a heartless world that listed us all to die,
Then held me in a prison where I can't even cry.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set me free.
Here there's a peaceful ocean in a raging world
Of twisted wars and games - the darkness unfurled;
Another waif enslaved and another boy and girl.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set us free.
What are they doing? Am I just too confused?
But in their master plan only the victims lose.
Too many groping Hearts and bodies left abused.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.

Now I beg for the Light to come and set them free.
Its a cold, cold morning here in the shadow of Rye.
It's a heartless world that listed us all to die,
Then held me in a prison where I can't even cry.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set me free.

Saturday, January 5, 2019

We Will NEVER Be "Even"

I would never do to any of you what you have done to me. I don't even wish that upon my worst enemy.

We will NEVER be "even."
Never. 
P.S. And, from my view point, you are ALL in the catagory of an enemy to me, because none of you have been here for us and all of you have been hurting us either directly or through doing nothing to stop it.

Friday, January 4, 2019

Edited Serenity Prayer

   I'm feeling extreme frustration in this horrible situation I'm trapped in and they have so many set ups to hurt me or manipulate things, under the guise of help, even in using police departments....etc., that I was left feeling too scared and powerless this week. So did a lot of venting in my car - gave em hell for sure. And then still felt no relief. So, I started saying the serenity prayer and just couldn't say the first part. I DO NOT EVER WANT TO ACCEPT THE DARK THINGS THAT HAVE INFILTRATED MY LIFE, EVEN THOUGH I CAN NOT CHANGE THEM. So, I changed it to suit my needs...

God, grant me the serenity to never accept the things I can not change and to wish them out of my life, grant me the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

   Then I realized that, on a spiritual level, I CAN do something about their intrusions into my life and I started imagining every person who violates my boundaries being pulled out of my life by a wall of white Light and then being wrapped in a bubble of pure white Light. Then I imagined them complaining and begging to be released and I started dishing back the same messages (but with the opposite effect) that they have been giving me. I told them, "Its 'your choice'. You can get out but you have to let go of your darkness in order to get through the wall of Light AND you have to chose it 'forever' and can never return to it." and "No I can not help you because 'I could lose my job' if I did."...etc. I even imagined them all floating in the sky, imprisoned in their bubbles of Light with little Angels floating around them singing things like, "Tiny bubbles in the sky... make me happy, make me feel fine...I am going to love you 'til the end of time..." Right back at you. This is true sweet revenge.


https://youtu.be/t45DKmtzTHo


Sometimes we have to go a little nuts, in order to stay sane.


P.S. My email is not blocked today.

P.S.S.  That day when they had me and my car held hostage at a puppet's garage and used him to give VERY clear messages that gave me ultimatums ; either I cover for officials and work for them or they will change their control of the electrical system in my car from pretending it needs a battery replacement to pretending it needs an alternator, which would take too much of the little money I had.... I called the police officer back who was used to deliver one of the messages and talked to the dispatcher. She, oddly, had cut me off to ask my name and phone number, even though she had already done that in the beginning of our conversation. This makes me wonder if they plan to erase part of that recording to change its meaning. Am I getting too suspicious? Maybe. But how can I not when they are clearly ALL being used by a darkness that is cruel enough to threaten me and steal from me....proving that it DOES NOT DESERVE my covering for them. I hope they do not succeed with anymore. "Tiny bubbles...."

Thursday, January 3, 2019

Blocked from Email Account

They have blocked my ability to access my email account today.

Chased by Stalker that a Police Officer Covered for

  Around 2pm today I was literally chased by a man who had crowded me in a parking lot and than came after me as I left. He tried cutting me off the road and slammed on his brakes in front of me and continued chasing me after I veered around him and took off. I called 911 and drove to the Rye, NH police department. The police officer who was in the yard when I pulled in looked into my car with a disgusted look on his face. (The "worthless waif" thing.) And I tried to tell him that I was a valuable human being even though I am homeless. But he (and another officer) never even asked the man if he terrorized me on the road and believed the man who was chasing me who said he was only trying to get my license plate number, because rocks were sprayed onto his car when I took off and spun out to get away from him. "No harm was done," one of the officers said. But there was harm done. Its harmful to terrorize a person on the road or anywhere else, and this is clearly what that man was doing. It scared me enough to call 911 even though I no longer have any faith in that system or in my infiltrated phone being able to reach good officials in an emergency. I told them this and the other officer offered to follow up on it, but like I told him, it was already very obvious how it was going to go.
   And there was harm done when the officer looked at my homeless situation with such obvious disgust and then didn't even try to find out what was done to me, didn't even care and leaped into blaming me. The harm in this is the loss of my needed feeling safety in that town. It gone. And I needed to retain it. I drove away looking at the officer who was so unfair to me and saying, "I hope you find your Heart," and I really do and I hope the same for all the other law enforcement officials who are either used against victims like myself and or are too heartless to care about us after we are shoved into destitution.

She was "nothing but a worthless waif"
Who dared to pause in judgment's way.
But angels from beyond the sky,
Reached down to hold me while I cry.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in heartless ways, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Evidence Erased by my Publisher

Create Space has completely removed all of my account, as well as my books, from their site and are literally forcing me to start over with another publisher. This has destroyed a lot of valuable evidence that I had in books I'd uploaded there, with dates on them....etc., and I think this is probably the real reason for the sudden change. I am also concerned that the publisher they are forcing me to go with may be even less trustworthy. So, I'm not doing anything. Its all at a stand still.

Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom

  Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom


   I have publicly posted this unfinished version of my new Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom book, due to computer infiltration and a seriously threatening situation that is trying to force me to hide the part about there having been news reports about drugs being found in public drinking water and my belief that it is to aid mass technological mind control...etc. It also appears that I am being threatened into not saying anything about my past experiences with officials, which I was not doing in this book!!!!! I was being overly objective...offering them a chance to explain. (I was not finished and had planned to make sure that there could be no official issues with it before I'd shared or published it so that it could have a chance to atually reach people. But things have gotten so seriously threatening that I feel I must share what there is of it now.)
   The day after I REposted the water thing, which they had erased from this book, they disabled my car and orchestrated a situation that took away most of the little bit of money I had left through using puppets at the garage they forced me to go to after what appears to be them controlling the electrical system and then pretending it was the alternator failing.
   While I was literally trapped in this threatening situation, three officials, from the Goffstown, NH police department, were used to deliver what appeared to be covert threats to take my car/home/lifeline if I do not do what they say and hide (am not "happy" with) the ways all levels of law enforcement have treated me in the past and if I do not join the covert war stuff and become an obedient, happy puppet. I hope this situation is not as bad as it seems, but it appears to be even worse. It may have even included a threat to change official documents to alter my identity - to pretend that I am not who I am. They had my father do the dame sort of thing a while ago. There were also some death threats delivered by puppets at the garage they held me at a badgered me at all day.

   This book had planned to be completely non threatening to any officials and their issues with publicity of the ways they have treated me and others in my situation. I don't know how they can treat me this way and expect me to feel that they deserve for me to cover for them. And they should NOT be in my computer and watching what I am writing....etc.