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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Saturday, January 12, 2019

I am NOT Participating

   The covert stuff, which tries to force me to depend on it, has been driving me crazy, more than all the other parts of the targeting put together. Its just a horrible thing to me and I want it all to stop. I cannot do the covert stuff. It plays cruel games and is undependable and dark.

This morning they said, "It continues until you pass." I assume they mean until I pass their sick tests. But I am not taking any tests. I did not choose to be tested. I am not participating.

I opted out of what I never joined. 

The Sun Still Rose

Another desperate time
In this twisted place I live.
The sun still rose to shine
But what has it to give?
A little warmth, perhaps,
To sooth away the cold,
A little hope, perhaps,
For wishes never sold.
A little comfort, perhaps,
To lighten up the load.

Tuesday, January 8, 2019

An Incredible Song - Bright Blue Rose

  I dedicate this song to all who follow that covert program or anything else that takes them away from the path they were born to be on.

Mary Black - Bright Blue Rose

https://youtu.be/U-vlb9w8SSY

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. Just before the recent episode of them disabling my car...etc., I had written, in my note book, about their being a lot of dark set ups, even in sly "stand ups" for them to discredit or slander or incarcerate or institutionalize me. I was also writing about how exposing it may stop it. Directly after this, they rudely said, "You'd better hope so for your own sake" and then my car was disabled and police departments used to threaten me into silence and joining or else types of stuff. I know/feel that at least one FBI agent is behind this and also a recent aim for a dark set up at the New Boston church.

Monday, January 7, 2019

A Cold, Cold Morning

A Cold, Cold Morning
copyright Sharon R. Poet

Its a cold, cold morning here in the shadow of Rye.
It's a heartless world that listed us all to die,
Then held me in a prison where I can't even cry.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set me free.
Here there's a peaceful ocean in a raging world
Of twisted wars and games - the darkness unfurled;
Another waif enslaved and another boy and girl.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set us free.
What are they doing? Am I just too confused?
But in their master plan only the victims lose.
Too many groping Hearts and bodies left abused.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.

Now I beg for the Light to come and set them free.
Its a cold, cold morning here in the shadow of Rye.
It's a heartless world that listed us all to die,
Then held me in a prison where I can't even cry.
I used to beg for them to finally care and see.
Now I beg for the Light to come and set me free.

Saturday, January 5, 2019

We Will NEVER Be "Even"

I would never do to any of you what you have done to me. I don't even wish that upon my worst enemy.

We will NEVER be "even."
Never. 
P.S. And, from my view point, you are ALL in the catagory of an enemy to me, because none of you have been here for us and all of you have been hurting us either directly or through doing nothing to stop it.

Friday, January 4, 2019

Edited Serenity Prayer

   I'm feeling extreme frustration in this horrible situation I'm trapped in and they have so many set ups to hurt me or manipulate things, under the guise of help, even in using police departments....etc., that I was left feeling too scared and powerless this week. So did a lot of venting in my car - gave em hell for sure. And then still felt no relief. So, I started saying the serenity prayer and just couldn't say the first part. I DO NOT EVER WANT TO ACCEPT THE DARK THINGS THAT HAVE INFILTRATED MY LIFE, EVEN THOUGH I CAN NOT CHANGE THEM. So, I changed it to suit my needs...

God, grant me the serenity to never accept the things I can not change and to wish them out of my life, grant me the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

   Then I realized that, on a spiritual level, I CAN do something about their intrusions into my life and I started imagining every person who violates my boundaries being pulled out of my life by a wall of white Light and then being wrapped in a bubble of pure white Light. Then I imagined them complaining and begging to be released and I started dishing back the same messages (but with the opposite effect) that they have been giving me. I told them, "Its 'your choice'. You can get out but you have to let go of your darkness in order to get through the wall of Light AND you have to chose it 'forever' and can never return to it." and "No I can not help you because 'I could lose my job' if I did."...etc. I even imagined them all floating in the sky, imprisoned in their bubbles of Light with little Angels floating around them singing things like, "Tiny bubbles in the sky... make me happy, make me feel fine...I am going to love you 'til the end of time..." Right back at you. This is true sweet revenge.


https://youtu.be/t45DKmtzTHo


Sometimes we have to go a little nuts, in order to stay sane.


P.S. My email is not blocked today.

P.S.S.  That day when they had me and my car held hostage at a puppet's garage and used him to give VERY clear messages that gave me ultimatums ; either I cover for officials and work for them or they will change their control of the electrical system in my car from pretending it needs a battery replacement to pretending it needs an alternator, which would take too much of the little money I had.... I called the police officer back who was used to deliver one of the messages and talked to the dispatcher. She, oddly, had cut me off to ask my name and phone number, even though she had already done that in the beginning of our conversation. This makes me wonder if they plan to erase part of that recording to change its meaning. Am I getting too suspicious? Maybe. But how can I not when they are clearly ALL being used by a darkness that is cruel enough to threaten me and steal from me....proving that it DOES NOT DESERVE my covering for them. I hope they do not succeed with anymore. "Tiny bubbles...."

Thursday, January 3, 2019

Blocked from Email Account

They have blocked my ability to access my email account today.

Chased by Stalker that a Police Officer Covered for

  Around 2pm today I was literally chased by a man who had crowded me in a parking lot and than came after me as I left. He tried cutting me off the road and slammed on his brakes in front of me and continued chasing me after I veered around him and took off. I called 911 and drove to the Rye, NH police department. The police officer who was in the yard when I pulled in looked into my car with a disgusted look on his face. (The "worthless waif" thing.) And I tried to tell him that I was a valuable human being even though I am homeless. But he (and another officer) never even asked the man if he terrorized me on the road and believed the man who was chasing me who said he was only trying to get my license plate number, because rocks were sprayed onto his car when I took off and spun out to get away from him. "No harm was done," one of the officers said. But there was harm done. Its harmful to terrorize a person on the road or anywhere else, and this is clearly what that man was doing. It scared me enough to call 911 even though I no longer have any faith in that system or in my infiltrated phone being able to reach good officials in an emergency. I told them this and the other officer offered to follow up on it, but like I told him, it was already very obvious how it was going to go.
   And there was harm done when the officer looked at my homeless situation with such obvious disgust and then didn't even try to find out what was done to me, didn't even care and leaped into blaming me. The harm in this is the loss of my needed feeling safety in that town. It gone. And I needed to retain it. I drove away looking at the officer who was so unfair to me and saying, "I hope you find your Heart," and I really do and I hope the same for all the other law enforcement officials who are either used against victims like myself and or are too heartless to care about us after we are shoved into destitution.

She was "nothing but a worthless waif"
Who dared to pause in judgment's way.
But angels from beyond the sky,
Reached down to hold me while I cry.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in heartless ways, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Evidence Erased by my Publisher

Create Space has completely removed all of my account, as well as my books, from their site and are literally forcing me to start over with another publisher. This has destroyed a lot of valuable evidence that I had in books I'd uploaded there, with dates on them....etc., and I think this is probably the real reason for the sudden change. I am also concerned that the publisher they are forcing me to go with may be even less trustworthy. So, I'm not doing anything. Its all at a stand still.

Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom

  Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom


   I have publicly posted this unfinished version of my new Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom book, due to computer infiltration and a seriously threatening situation that is trying to force me to hide the part about there having been news reports about drugs being found in public drinking water and my belief that it is to aid mass technological mind control...etc. It also appears that I am being threatened into not saying anything about my past experiences with officials, which I was not doing in this book!!!!! I was being overly objective...offering them a chance to explain. (I was not finished and had planned to make sure that there could be no official issues with it before I'd shared or published it so that it could have a chance to atually reach people. But things have gotten so seriously threatening that I feel I must share what there is of it now.)
   The day after I REposted the water thing, which they had erased from this book, they disabled my car and orchestrated a situation that took away most of the little bit of money I had left through using puppets at the garage they forced me to go to after what appears to be them controlling the electrical system and then pretending it was the alternator failing.
   While I was literally trapped in this threatening situation, three officials, from the Goffstown, NH police department, were used to deliver what appeared to be covert threats to take my car/home/lifeline if I do not do what they say and hide (am not "happy" with) the ways all levels of law enforcement have treated me in the past and if I do not join the covert war stuff and become an obedient, happy puppet. I hope this situation is not as bad as it seems, but it appears to be even worse. It may have even included a threat to change official documents to alter my identity - to pretend that I am not who I am. They had my father do the dame sort of thing a while ago. There were also some death threats delivered by puppets at the garage they held me at a badgered me at all day.

   This book had planned to be completely non threatening to any officials and their issues with publicity of the ways they have treated me and others in my situation. I don't know how they can treat me this way and expect me to feel that they deserve for me to cover for them. And they should NOT be in my computer and watching what I am writing....etc.