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Wednesday, December 26, 2018

Bridges Can Be Rebuilt

Bridges can be rebuilt, but not during the storm.

    Sadly, it is too late for my family and I to weather the targeting together. This was VERY evident in 2012 when I last tried. They would have to be fully aware and not enslaved for that to have safely happened for all of us. But we can safely reunite after the technological control has been completely stopped and we can recover after we are all aware of what happened to us - the Truth. I hope this happens for us. We have all suffered too much and for too long.It should end and we should have a chance to recover.

Seven Christmas Candles

 This year I only lit seven Christmas prayer candles, because I did not have room in my car for more and it was too windy outside. I lit one for me this time. I need it too. And I rewrote my "Light a Candle" Christmas song...

Light a Candle
copyright Sharon R. Poet
 
Light a candle for my daughters who never had the chance
To let their precious Hearts blossom and dance.
Light a candle for the brother we lost one summer day.
Light a candle for my mother who was also enslaved.
Light a candle for my sisters, brothers and my dad.
And for the memories that made us all so sad.
 Light a candle for the freedom that we all still need
To recover from the pain and let Love plant a seed.

Chorus: Lets let it out. Lets shed a tear.
Lets bring Love into Christmas this year.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.


Wednesday, December 19, 2018

Too Nuked

The technological targeting recently shifted to less brain torture and manipulations and into a lot more general microwaving of my whole body. Neither one is really better or worse than the other, but it feels like they are really killing me now.

   I recently sent a letter to the FBI revoking permissions I'd given in 2016, in order to get released from the Lee, NH parking lot that I was held in for four months and with the hope that they would finally stand up and be here for us and not be concerned that I'd swing against them and start a lawsuit...etc. But it appears that they never intended to be here for us, although they have been promising to be for over five years. And they seem to want to discredit and destroy me now, which is terrifying and devastating. I hope this situation is not as bad as it appears to be. But I know I'm not completely wrong and I just need all this hell to end without it hurting me anymore than I already have been and the same for my loved ones.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

They Removed My Books From My Publishing Site!

  I was recently blocked from updating the book of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual blog. This appears to have happened in order to have it not include the recent chains of events. Then all my books were removed from my publishing site, (www.createspace.com) which says they moved the books to another publisher, but there is more than that happening. I can not even purchase copies of my own books right now, which I was going to try to do in order to sell them in these months before Christmas.
   I am concerned that the book of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual blog, and possibly others, have been altered to suit those who target me and have infiltrated every aspect of my life.

Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Christmas Wish

Christmas
Wish for
Freedom

   This is the saying I wrote on a Christmas post card I made this year. I hope complete Freedom is restored to humanity and America and my loved ones and me. . .ASAP. Our Hearts and minds need to be free.

Tuesday, December 11, 2018

A Vehicle "Accident" Intentionally Instigated Late Yesterday

  Around four PM yesterday a vehicle accident happened directly behind me and I feel certain that it was caused by technological targeting. 

   I was driving in Bedford, NH on route 114, almost in front of the Market Basket store. As I approached a line of traffic that was stopped at the street light I felt a weird feeling in my head and experienced a delay in braking for traffic that had stopped in front of me. But then it passed and I stopped in plenty of time. I sat there thinking that they may have just tried to make me hit the car in front of me. Then a red car, which was stopped behind me, suddenly pulled out to my left and a truck came crashing into the back of it. The woman in the red car said that she saw the truck coming and tried to get out of its way. If she hadn't pulled out to the side her car would have probably been shoved into the back of mine. The truck ended up hitting the back corner of her car and the driver said that he just "couldn't stop the truck."
   I feel that this was all orchestrated with criminal use of space based surveillance and laser weapon technologies, which can perform mind control and interfere with brain function. I feel that they tried to make me hit the car in front of me and then, because it did not work, they switched to doing the same thing to a man in a vehicle that was approaching behind me. (If the man's brain was not effected then they may have had him do it intentionally, effecting only my brain so that I'd assume his was too and write it this way. Either way, it feels instigated by the targeting.)
   I told the police officer that I felt it was not an "accident" and that I have been being threatened. I gave him my phone number and he said he'd call. I've not heard from him and even if he does call, what can be done to prove it and will he even believe me? Higher officials have not been even acknowledging the technological targeting and many local and state law enforcement are victims of the silence and the technological mind control as well. Sadly some of them seem completely enslaved and used by the criminals who hold the controls.
   Since I got the new car there appears to have been many other attempts to make me have an accident - many times when other vehicles pull into me or when I am approaching intersections and experience a sudden pain in my eye, as if something was just flung into it, and I think its probably being done with a laser weapon. I think they are trying to force me to be hauled to a hospital for the process of complete enslavement, under the disguise of an "accident."
   There appears to be some officials who are seeking revenge on me for realizing and sharing the recent chain of events that included trying to force me to sign power of attorney documents and let them change my address to one that they can get my mail at. The hawks/FBI appear to be involved in all of this. This is really terrifying, especially since they have also blocked me from updating my book of this blog, not allowing a public record of these recent parts of the targeting. I am praying hard for them to not succeed and for GENUINE good officials to be here for me, if they even exist in my situation and even if they haven't yet. I hope that my writings are able to reach officials who can care and understand and be here for me. Its already too late for too many and I don't want to be added to the horribly long list of victims who have been enslaved - killed the worse way. They may have even finished completely enslaving my youngest daughter in the past few weeks of this hell vamping up on me! I know that many officials are aware of us being targeted, for years now, including the FBI and Senator Shaheen and Obama. But this is all still happening to me and some of them (if not all) seem involved in the targeting. Yes, some of them are victims too and they deserve compassion too, but some of them have been being used to prey upon us instead of being here for us and it is all just too harmful and devastating and scary for me.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, December 10, 2018

"Take Care"?

How do I "take care" when it appears that this "care" is what's hurting me?

Trapped Between a Wall and a Raging River

   I recently had a dream, which showed me being trapped in a run down shack that is under the threat of being swept away by a raging river. This is pretty accurate symbology, even if it was a technologically projected dream, which I am not sure of. And I feel the lack of safety and lack of security in my past and current situation acutely.
   They are now threatening to disable the new car I was given. And it is only registered and inspected for about two months. I am not safe. As I got the car I aimed to get back to the plan I had, to take better care of myself in multiple ways that are desperately needed, in order for me to regain a bit of inner balance...etc., before I was trapped in a parking lot for three months. But then the room rental, and insurance payment for damage done to my other car, were sabotaged with sly aims to get me to sign Power of Attorney papers. New crappy job/money aims were sabotaged with the lasering of my back. And then the hell I went through with town offices (in the vehicle registration process) being used to help target and threaten the little bit of freedom I'd regained with a vehicle, has taken its toll. All of this is the complete opposite of what I needed and should have been able to do.
  Sleeping in the back seat of a small car is hard and I'm not sleeping very well since I got it. I don't know how much longer I can survive this hell of too often getting delivered the opposite of what I desperately need, which has been happening for many years. I'm distressed and discouraged beyond description. I had needed time to regain at least a bit of balance in the room...etc., but more hell was heaped on instead. And now they are again threatening to force me into enslavement again, using the usual librarian puppets. It has to stop. It just has to stop. Not only what is being done to me, but also the using of (sometimes involving enslavement of) official people to harass or threaten me.

Tortured and Overwhelmed

   I am experiencing heavy brain torture and loud covert harassment this morning. Its a pain. I had a lot to do today, but am floundering, as usual. However, I did put up a couple little posts, before this one,  of things I've been thinking about.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.


P.S. I was able to get my car registered, but I had to  have it redone in order for even my mailing address to have not been changed. I fixed the rest at the DMV, which should have my mailing address as PO Box 383 Mont Vernon, NH 03057. And my "legal" address listed as #4 Grand Hill Road, Mont Vernon, NH 03057, which is the address of my post office - the only "legal" address I have right now. Something feels horribly wrong that homeless people are being forced to lie about their residential address (using someone else's) instead of just telling the truth - instead of just writing  "homeless" as a legal or residential address. Its actually being demanded that I pretend to be residing somewhere else...to the point where I feel scared of getting into trouble for being honest about my addresses and this feels horrible, but far worse may be happening in this sort of scenario.
    I understand that some officials may perceive the "using someone else's address" (like what is done for licensing) a good and helpful thing, but, with the targeting that is happening it merely enables others to get the most important documents...etc., that would be sent to a person's residential address instead of mailing address. It should be OK to write 'Homeless' as a legal or residential address and perhaps add a phone number for anyone who may want to meet with, or make a delivery directly to, the homeless person. The way the laws are right now, serves those who target us and shoved us into destitution and homelessness and even aim to steal lost bank accounts or inheritances...etc. And I hope the laws change into simply requiring the truth, for example; Legal/residential address; Homeless.

P.S.S I am being forced to make yet another publishing company change. They suddenly started blocking me from updating the book of this blog when I tried to update it with the recent rounds of targeting using vehicle registration...etc. And it appears that they are literally forcing me to go digital, which I do not want, because they can just alter our writings when they are digital instead of only being printed in an actual physical book.

Sometimes A Change of Behaviors is All That is Needed

If they are concerned that their behaviors being a disgrace to their family or organization or  country, then they should change those behaviors instead of continuing them and threatening people into hiding them.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Fair Choices Require Good Options

Fair Choices Require Good Options

I thought of this phrase last week. It applies to the many aspects of the targeting that leave a victim with either no choices at all or no good choices. Those who are involved with the targeting seem to justify their abuse by claiming that it is the victim's choice that is at fault, but its not True.

In order to have a fair choice
 there must be good options.

Thursday, December 6, 2018

The Blocking of my Vehicle Registration Continues in a Third Town!

 (Continued form previous few posts)  Today I went to the Bedford, NH town office to try to do the vehicle registration, because I have actually slept there more than anywhere else in the past few months. It looked like it was going to be a possibility at first, and I did not want to run into problems, so I called the DMV and they said that the DMV does not even deal with vehicle registrations and have no laws about it and that it is totally up to the discretion of the towns how they deal with registrations for homeless people. (This is the opposite of what I was told by someone who spoke for the previous two towns I'd tried.) Then I called the Bedford town office and the woman there launched into the same routine that was given as an excuse for the previous two towns. She said that she called the DMV and that they require me to set up my legal address at a place like a shelter or the church, which she was checking into having me use as my legal address, in order for them to register my car. I told her what the DMV told me and she didn't seem to believe it. I called the DMV again and had it affirmed (for a third time, actually) that they have no laws around vehicle registration and do not handle registrations at all and that it is totally up to the discretion of the town as to how they deal with registrations for homeless people. I called the Bedford town office woman back and told her this and also that the laws she was saying are for registration are actually for licensing and not for vehicle registration, according to what the DMV told me. She got really angry, as if caught in a lie, and demanded to know where I am sleeping. I didn't tell her because I think her next aim was going to be to cause trouble for me, judging by her attitude. I'm not staying there anymore anyway, primarily due to her/the town following that darkness that is even using a lie, in order to prevent me from registering my vehicle without letting someone else have my address and get important types of mail that should only come to me.

    I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS FOR A LONG TIME (too long trapped in this horrible situation!) AND HAVE NEVER RUN INTO THIS. PRIOR TO THIS BIG PUSH FOR ME TO GIVE THEM POWER OF ATTORNEY AND THE OBVIOUS AIM TO CHANGE MY ADDRESS TO A PLACE THEY CONTROL, (which seems connected) NOBODY EVER GAVE ME A HARD TIME WITH VEHICLE REGISTRATIONS. I AM CERTAIN THAT THESE TOWN OFFICIALS ARE FOLLOWING, OR ARE BEING USED BY, THOSE WHO TARGET ME AND HAVE VAMPED UP THEIR EFFORTS TO GIVE ME A HARD TIME AND TAKE OVER IMPORTANT PARTS OF MY LIFE AND BELONGINGS AND LOST BANK ACCOUNT...ETC., BECAUSE THEY ARE USING THE SAME EXCUSE WHICH IS NOT TRUE AND IT IS BEING DONE IN CONJUNCTION WITH OTHER THINGS THAT MAKE IT VERY OBVIOUS TO ME.

P.S. The "legal" address I have used for licensing and registration, in the past year or so, has been the only honest legal address I have - four Grand Hill Road #383, Mont Vernon, NH 03057. Its the address of my Post Office Box. Using someone else's address, whether they approve of it or not, is not honest, because I am not really sleeping there and noone else should be getting my mail...etc. I feel that I should be allowed to keep it the way I already have it until I actually have a place where I am really sleeping/living. Unfortunately, I can not use my children's addresses, because it could just make them more of a target for those who already target us all already, especially now that I have realized the aim to get power of attorney and steal from me while leaving me destitute, instead of being here for me and helping me. This is all too horrible and just should not be happening, but it is happening and I hope it stops right now. Enough is enough and too much is too much. And its already been too much for too long.

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

Lasering of My Spine With Threat to Disable Me

   Today, after my persisting with my refusal to succumb to them trying to blackmail me into giving them power of attorney, they started lasering my upper spine - between my shoulder blades and threatening to disable me. (This is a completely different location from the lower back stuff they did to sabotage my jobs recently.) I hope they do not succeed.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Attempt to Blackmail me Into Giving Them Power of Attorney!

   To make a long story very short; They set up events with two town offices (also trying to force me to use the un-trusted Share program in Milford, NH as my residence address)...and then used a man in the MMG Insurance company to call me and say things that obviously gave me a choice to either sign the power of attorney paper or not be allowed to register the new car, which is a serious threat to my survival right now. I refused to use the Share program for my legal address and I refused to sign teh power of attorney over to them and I even confronted the puppets they were using... and then they set up a scenario that makes it impossible for me to register my car.
   So they held my car registration over me - covertly letting me know that I would only be allowed to get it registered if I used the Share program as my legal address and gave them power of attorney (I think these two things are connected!) and trashed my writings and it also appeared to include my joining the covert program. I said : "NO!" to all these things and am holding strong. And then they used women in both Mont Vernon, and the Share program who said it also included a woman in the Milford town offices, to set up a situation that makes my car basically impossible to register. (I only have five days left to legally use it!) Like much of the targeting, this all looks like it's for legitimate and legal reasons, but its not. It really is not.

   There is a danger, for heavily targeted and isolated people, being forced to use controlled churches and other non profit organizations as legal addresses along with sly set ups to con the victims into signing power of attorney contracts. I feel that I am not nearly the only person this has been happening to. And it should be stopped and not allowed to continue. 

Sometimes they use ravens (completely enslaved people) in the foreground of these things...and sometimes they seem to set up good people whom they would want blamed if the scheme does not succeed. The two separate power of attorney documents, that they recently tried to get me to sign, appear to have included both scenarios - one seemed to be setting up a good man and one seemed to be a perpetration puppet being used, but I can not be sure because I am way too distressed.
Sometimes they use ravens (completely enslaved people) in the foreground of these things...and sometimes they seem to set up good people whom they would want blamed if the scheme does not succeed. The two separate power of attorney documents, that they recently tried to get me to sign, appear to have included both scenarios - one seemed to be setting up a good man and one seemed to be a perpetration puppet being used, but I can not be sure because I am way too distressed.