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Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Focusing on My Own Survival Right Now

   I am deeply sorry that this blog and and my other writings are not what they could be if I were not being targeted. I am trying hard to focus more on taking better care of myself, which is deeply needed for the sake of my survival and health on all levels. This has been next to impossible for me to do in this situation, due to too many forces working against me. I hope that, if I can get my inner self and physical self into a better place, and provide myself with at least some level of protection, I will be able to do a better job with my work and these blog writings. Until I can accomplish this please excuse the state of this blog...etc., and refrain from passing judgement on me or anyone else due to anything written in this blog.

   I got another car. A coupe gave it to me after noticing that I was stranded. I am trying to get myself a job and room rental of some sort - just a warm peaceful place to get out of the cold and do yoga and other things needed for my health right now. I had just gotten a job before my previous car suddenly died three months ago, leaving me stranded in a parking lot and unable to get to it...etc. Its been a difficult haul to say the least. And the interference and painful technological torture has vamped up as I aim to try to get help with fixing, registering and inspecting the new car...so that I can get the room and the job. Those who target me...etc., definitely control too many places and people. I don't know if I am going to be allowed to take batter care of myself in the ways that I desperately need to and can only do part f right now. I don't know if it will even be allowed for me to get help with registering and fixing and inspecting the new car, so that I can do the other things I deeply need to do and alleviate a bit of distress. I don't know if it will all be sabotaged yet another time, if someone does not approve of what I am doing or wants to seek revenge...etc.
   It would be difficult for me to be trying to pull myself back together, and start over again, even if I were not being targeted. I feel extremely battered and in desperate need of recovery (on every level)  before I do anything else, but that is not possible right now and I can only do the best I can under these conditions. So please excuse me and the state of my writings.

   I appreciate the help that I have gotten, particularly when it is only out of care and consideration for me, and even though it has never been enough for all that I need. I hope that I will be able to pay it all back someday. If I were not being targeted I wouldn't have to ask for help and could provide for myself. I wish I were not being targeted and I wish I were allowed to recover my own money and my own work and my own homes and my health (inner health especially) and not be forced to depend on anyone else for my survival, because this is the way it should be. I should be free. And so should everyone else.

If your Heart can send me financial help
 please do so. I really deeply need it.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank You.

P.S. The car that came to me runs good and has a good heater and is dry, which means a lot to me right now. As my van got sabotaged in the past three months, they appear to have zapped/destroyed the new two year old battery, which stopped me from opening the windows, and then water suddenly started accumulating inside my car on the rug in the front seat and under my bedding. (This van never had any leaks before this and still doesn't seem to.) During the last two winters they had damaged my heater, leaving me without any heat during the coldest part of the winter. I hope that never happens again. I still live in a vehicle, but am right now trying to get a room in the same place where I had tried to rent in 2008. I hope it is not sabotaged and that I can do what I need to do there without being hurt or abducted or my belongings invaded...etc.