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Wednesday, August 29, 2018

Still Stranded!

    I am still stranded in a parking lot!

   I have let go of most of the posts I wrote in the past few days. I am so distressed that I probably should not be writing much of anything right now anyway, as is the case with a lot of this blog. I am extremely distressed about my car and phone suddenly breaking down and what may happen to me next.
   The heat on top of the technological targeting is difficult...etc. I am praying they do not succeed with making me pass out or anything else that could enable them to have me shoved into an ambulance and carted off to be enslaved. There have been threats to make me "black out"...etc.

Please pray for me...and for all of humanity to finally
be set free of ALL LEVELS of the targeting and 
receive the validation and understanding and
Love and support that is needed for recovery.

Tuesday, August 28, 2018

Message From my heart

    My heart still strongly feels that, There is a desperate need for good officials to be openly standing up for us and America and Humanity in ways that deliver compassion and validation for the victims and understanding for everyone else... so that people (from all walks of life) can start pulling together to help each other and support each other and love each other...etc.
   Every day there have been more hearts and spirits and souls and bodies being either broken or destroyed, by the covert and technological targeting...etc., in a world that mostly does not understand and is not allowed to care for the victims! This has been happening for too long and it should be going the other way.  It should be being stopped.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

    Through horrible levels of covert messaging stuff, seeming to come from various sources, my head has been spinning and my soul has been aching for a normal NON-covert world. I have done my best to ignore it, but some of it is impossible to ignore. Sometimes my desperation wants to believe that there is something good behind some of it. And its at these times when my heart loudly whispers, "If its not openly standing in the Light do not trust it." And I am listening to that advise, because not doing so means remaining trapped in the confusion of trying to decipher what the cryptic messages  mean and the uncertainty of who is behind them and what their intentions are...etc., which is too much to deal with on top of all else I must endure. Its just really too much.

Monday, August 27, 2018

I Wish I Could Talk Directly to Good Officials

  I wish I could talk (face to face) with genuine good officials, who want total freedom from all aspects of the targeting for us and America and all of humanity, and are aware of my situation through the past few years...etc., and that they would be completely honest with me so that I can gain the understanding and reassurance that has been desperately needed for too many, long, excruciating and confusing years now.

   I wish I were not being held stranded in a parking lot, help being withheld until I agree to various things that are delivered through completely untrustworthy covert messaging...etc. I am in a horrible distressing situation even with just my car being disabled and this shouldn't be used as an axe over my head, but it is! Who is doing this to me? And where's the good?

Book Altered in Library Computer and/or USB Storage Device

   I recently tried to do an update on my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book and had uploaded  the back up one onto my publishing site. . . and then aimed to make a few changes today and found that the contents were altered, a lot of the recent blog posts erased and I do not know what else. This is so horribly frustrating. And now the book is being blocked from being published. This is discouraging, because I had hoped to update and make a few positive changes to the primary book on Amazon, but do not dare to now. But there are sure to have been some alterations to that one as well. When I had recently done updates for the back up book, I found that someone had erased a post about my having difficulty with and not trusting covert messaging stuff.
   I do not know what other alterations have been done to my writings. This has all been so horribly violating - the infiltration of my writings on top of what has been being done to me, which prevents me from doing what I want with them as well...etc. And then there is always the threat of not getting help if my writings are not approved of...etc. This has become one of the most horrible parts of the targeting and has been happening severely since around the end of 2014.

I feel totally trapped. It feels like both my writings and I are being held hostage after disabling my car and holding me trapped in a parking lot and wiping out info I had stored on my phone... and I do not know the intentions of those who are doing this to me, but none of this can even begin to feel good to me. Is anyone on my side? Does anyone truly care about me and others who are being tortured and hurt...etc. Is anyone in my situation on the side of regaining complete freedom from all aspects of the targeting, especially that which is doing the worst of it - space based technologies and pharmaceuticals...etc?

Saturday, August 25, 2018

Criminal Use of Space Based Technologies Must Be Realized and Stopped

   Criminal use of space based technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, as well as watch victims is the most dangerous thing that humanity has ever been faced with, especially since they can be used to inflict illnesses and mind control...etc. NOTHING good can come from pretending that space based technologies are not being used against humanity! And Freedom and safety and people pulling together to help each other, and stopping it from continuing can come from more people realizing that it is really happening. Please help spread awareness, especially to government officials who can take steps to stop all aspects of it from continuing.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, August 24, 2018

Its All True

   Sometimes I think that they hit me with round after round of severe torture and threats and harassment, in order to wear me down and break my spirit and heart. Sometimes I think that its all an experiment - that they watch me and monitor my brain and reactions as they make me suffer and test me and interfere with my brain function and vamp up the technological tortures at strategic times. Sometimes I think that they vamp up technological torture on me, in order to force me to leap out of my life and into silence or complete enslavement. Sometimes I think that most of humanity is already under the influence of technological mind control and that too many condone this and do not want it to be exposed and stopped. . .and that too many are not aware that it is destroying the Heart of humanity. Sometimes I think that there are good/uncontrolled officials who are fully aware and are doing all that they can to help restore our desperately needed Freedom and will be here for us as quickly as they can. And I feel that all of these things are True, because they are.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.


Still Stranded

   I am still stranded in a parking lot. I have had to tow my car twice, but am still not in a good place. Its just not good for me to be this stranded and being kept even more imprisoned and at the mercy of whatever.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018

Loss of Phone and Car Accessed

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I am still stranded with a broken down vehicle/home in a parking lot. Since the 8th I have experienced a chain of dangerous and threatening stuff. Too much to fully explain at this time. But my car was accessed again on the 8th while I walked 6 miles to and from a library in order to pay important bills. This was proven to me by the fact that they did it during a rain storm and through the passenger door, which left a strap that was attached to the door, outside and soaking wet.  
   On the night of the 11th my phone suddenly stopped functioning, causing the loss of hundreds of saved text messages and pictures and other data...etc. More loss of evidence, which I feel is not a coincidence! (I have also noticed that many of my email contacts have recently vanished.)

Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Please Help Bring Public Awareness to Technological Mind Control

   The technological mind control parts of the targeting are too horribly destructive on unaware victims. Please help bring public awareness. www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html

Vehicle/home Disabled

  My car suddenly just stopped running, two days ago, after a red truck zoomed up behind me (crowding me) and then sped past me while swerving into me as if to say that it was shoving me off the road. (Red symbolizes anger in the covert stuff.) I am again stranded in a parking lot!

I am really concerned about will happen to me.
Please pray for me to remain safe and to NOT be abducted or harmed in any way.

Concern for my Daughters

  I have stayed painfully distant from my daughters since around the end of 2011. Most of the reason for this has been with the hope of them being less effected by the targeting. But did it protect them from the less obvious parts of it? I wonder if my keeping distant may have been a mistake, because they have been deeply struggling with what has happened to all of us as well as other difficulties.
   However, I have felt that my daughters would have to become aware of the targeting and officials would have to be here for us, in order for things to get better and for recovery to take place and this is very true. I have been waiting an excruciatingly long time for this too happen. Through all these years we are all still hurting and suffering in various ways, all of us too deprived of each other's love and understanding and support...etc. It all hurts so much its beyond words. I know that we are not the only ones, but we count too.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.