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Friday, July 13, 2018

What's the Plan for Me?

    I feel too trapped and too much at the mercy of those who target me and  those who seem to have ill intentions toward me. (I stand too alone with all this.) This concern has grown considerably since the spring of 2016 when they disabled my car and held me trapped in a parking lot while they forced me out of my vehicle and invaded the writings I had stored in it, stealing two books and an email I'd printed as well as replacing a printed blog post. . .and I am not sure what else.
   And my concern has hit the ceiling since I had the dream about officials covertly bringing/luring me to a place where a group of us were forced into a tunnel that was set up to collapse and kill us, and since they tried taking away my valid ID - drivers license and I found that my birth certificate had been altered and I was not allowed to retrieve my lost bank account, which is desperately needed for my safety and health...etc. These things (aside from the dream) have happened in officials places and it seems like it is officials who orchestrated them.
   These things on top of the current sabotaging of my car/home and manipulations that have been done to my writings...etc.,  makes my whole situation more terrifying than ever. I do not know what is going to happen to me, but its all appearing like it intends to be the opposite of the help I have been waiting for since my first reports to various officials. I am too distressed and there has been no solid/NON-covert/real reassurance or explanations. Things seem to be getting worse instead of better and I hope they aren't, but it looks like they are. I have been telling myself that "Time will tell" for years now, but its been telling bad things. I need good things to be happening. I need things to be getting better for myself and everyone else. I need a solid/NON-covert/real Light shining at the end of the tunnel and I need to be at the end of this torturous tunnel.