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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Right is Right


The right thing to do can not be wrong, 
Because the wrong thing is never right,
And something has to be right.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Please Stop the Covert War





   This is a simplified version of my 2015 video. I beg all who are involved and all government officials, especially leaders of our governments and military, to please help stop the covert wars and be here for us. Please help stop all forms of technological and pharmaceutical targeting and hold a Heart out to those who have been hurt and those who are suffering and those who are being tortured.

Friday, July 20, 2018

Painful Torture

   Torture of my brain and laser shots to other parts of my body vamped up to very painful levels yesterday afternoon and is still hard to bear.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, July 16, 2018

They Try to Guilt Trip Us Into Enslavement!


    Much of the technological torture parts of the targeting (against myself as well as others) appears to be set up to force me to feel guilty about living my life and to force me to leap out of my life and into enslavement with those who target us, under the guise of it being a covert "rescue." (I think that, sometimes targetings of other people are even fabricated, through puppets, in order to make me feel like people are being hurt if I do not leave and that what they do to them is my fault.) This has repeatedly happened to me, in various ways, including a V2K message in 2006, which said, "Your children will be alright if you leave." These are extremely threatening and bullying types of tactics that we should NEVER obey and let succeed. . .and that should not be allowed to continue.
   My heart keeps reminding me that we should NOT choose to leave our lives, that we should NOT continue to be forced into the covert "rescue" where we vanish or are enslaved, and that more people (especially officials) should be standing up for us, in order to stop the sadistic targeting and the forced enslavement of primary victims like myself from freely continuing.

   They have me basically backed up against a wall and I may not have a choice once they get me into a shelter or other facility where they can easily abduct me. I hope they do not succeed, but my situation has become extremely dangerous since they started more seriously sabotaging my vehicle, which is still my only home and all that protects me from an easy abduction.
   I feel that too many victims have already vanished from their lives and this should all be exposed an  stopped as quickly as possible. . .the lost or enslaved victims returned to their lives where they can recover. . .and us torture victims getting the understanding and support and protection we need.

The Welfare Budget Problem

 Much of the Welfare expense problem can be fixed by exposing and stopping all forms of covert and technological targeting and its multitude of negative effects on victims who are intentionally shoved into poverty and forced to get government assistance, in order to survive.

   I just read a news article about President Trump wanting to stop the food stamp (EBT cards or Snap) program and only give poor people boxes of food. There could be a danger in this for heavily targeted people, unless there is strict security around the boxed food, because those of us who have been being covertly and technologically targeted, and literally forced into poverty, are in danger of being infected with drugs, chemicals or parasites through food sources. I have sensed, and experienced this horrible reality already happening in some food pantries and homeless shelters, as well as even in some grocery stores and restaurants that heavy targets frequent. I hope poor people, especially those who are victims of covert targeting, can continue having a help with a free choice of food in places that are less apt to be used for contamination. And I hope we regain Freedom from all that hurts us and sabotages our work and shoves us into poverty, so that we do not even have to get government help with food or anything else.
    I would not have ever needed government help with food if I were not being targeted and were free to do my work without any sort of interference. There is a serious problem with heavily targeted people being intentionally shoved into, and held in, a state of destitution and then forced onto welfare, which seems to be one of the aims of the targeting. Many of our loved ones are also targeted and prevented from helping us, forcing the government to foot the bill. If we were free to work and help each other the welfare lines would greatly diminish.

I beg government officials to please expose and stop the covert and technological targeting, which prevents healthy people from doing their jobs and getting help from loved ones.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, July 13, 2018

What's the Plan for Me?

    I feel too trapped and too vulnerable. My concern has grown considerably since obvious invasions of my car and writings
   And my concern has hit the ceiling since I had the dream about officials covertly bringing/luring me to a place where a group of us were forced into a tunnel that ended up collapsing and killing those of us who walked through it... and since they tried taking away my valid ID - drivers license and I found that my birth certificate had been altered and I was not allowed to retrieve my lost bank account, which is desperately needed for my safety and health...etc.
   These things on top of the current sabotaging of my car/home and manipulations that have been done to my writings...etc.,  makes my whole situation more terrifying than ever. I do not know what is going to happen to me, but its all appearing like it intends to be the opposite of the help I have been waiting for since my first reports to various officials. Things seem to be getting worse instead of better and I hope they aren't, but it looks like they are. I have been telling myself that "Time will tell" for years now, but its been telling bad things lately. I need good things to be happening. I need things to be getting better for myself and everyone else. I need a good solid Light shining at the end of the tunnel and I need to be at the end of this torturous tunnel.

Unhealthy Denial

   This has all been so hard that I sometimes cope through flipping into denial. I recently did this through convincing myself that all the targeting is stopping and all I have to do is get back onto my feet, somehow. I'd even recently written some of this denial into a post where I asked for financial help, in order to recover and get back onto my feet and continue my work...etc. This concerns me, because its a demonstration of how I just can't handle anymore. Sometimes I feel like I am going crazy, which I guess would serve those who target me, but it would not be good for me. I am concerned about every level of my health. I have been trapped in this situation for too long and it has been getting too threatening.
   The Truth is that I desperately need substantial amounts of financial help, in order to just keep surviving - in order to do what I can to protect myself and save what is left of my heart and my spirit and my mind and my body and my soul and my work. This needs to happen, along with the targeting being acknowledged and stopped and officials being here for all of us, before I can even start recovering myself or anything else.
   So, I should be asking for help for my survival, so that I can at least be trying to do things that can  prevent things from continuing to get worse. Please help me to survive, until the desperately needed miracle of all of the hell ending happens, if it is allowed for me. And then, after that, I'll need help recovering and getting back onto my own feet. Please help me to survive...etc.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Concern About This Blog and it's Book

   I am deeply concerned about this blog and its book and the fact that it appears to have been being altered in ways that include the changing of dates on posts. (I'd mentioned this a couple years ago, but am not sure if its still in the blog, since I have periodically found key things erased.) I have thought about taking the whole blog down until I have the freedom to comb through it and fix it all, but I'd also have to have a better understanding of the manipulations in the covert stuff. I am concerned that, if I took it down, it could have a bad outcome, because the exposing of certain parts of the targeting seems to stop it from succeeding or continuing...etc. But I am also concerned about the blog and book  remaining up, without being fixed, because I wonder if their manipulation in them could include set ups to use against me, in some way. Not knowing what their intentions are, or what the manipulations are, and being too trapped to do much of anything about it, is very difficult. There could be bad outcomes either way - whether I take it down or leave it up, and this is frustrating.
   I wish this whole situation were not so confusing and manipulative and threatening for me and that I had the required freedoms and more understanding of the covert stuff and what is happening with officials in my situation and if anyone intends to be here for me...etc., and that I could comb through my blog with my heart and with absolutely no negative interference of any kind.

Email Concern

There have been several times, including recently, when it seems like someone else is sending emails from my account. This seems to happen around the time when I have sent emails, which I rarely do.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Too Threatening

    I wish I were not trapped in this situation that is too threatening to me, and my loved ones, and has forced me into a fight for my own survival instead of my being able to focus primarily on the bigger picture....etc. All these years of being trapped in this, and being pounded on, has hurt me and has been tearing away my heart and my trust and my hope and my objectivity...etc. This shouldn't be happening! It just shouldn't. I need it all to stop.
    My heart and my mind and my body and my spirit and my soul need to be free from all that tortures or harms or interferes or controls...etc. And they should be.

   And please stop trying to convince me that this problem exists because I do not "take care" - because I do not leap out of my life and into the enslavement hell. The Truth is that my situation is so threatening because there is no one standing up with me. I have needed a group of genuine hearts to be here with me and lessen the threat for myself as well as others. The problem is not because I do not leap and hide, its because I am isolated and nobody is standing with me. A critical problem, with this whole situation, is that not enough people, who are aware and can genuinely care, are standing up for humanity. More Hearts should be standing up, not less!

For the Good

I wish all the "good" would openly stand
up for Freedom with honesty and Heart,
and not hide in the "home" that's dark
And uses victims to feed the sharks.


   Those who torture and enslave humanity want us to believe that we have to leap out of our lives and hide in the dark in order for the hell to end and in order to be safe, and it uses many victims, in order to lure people into that dark enslavement "home." But the Truth, which I feel through the core of my heart and soul, is that it is safer to stand in the Light - to openly stand up for Freedom and enable the Love and understanding and comfort and support that is desperately needed and should be happening for all the victims everywhere, especially those who are not aware.

Wipe Out the Wars

May Light and Peace and Heart and Hope
and Freedom grow and wipe out the wars.



Monday, July 9, 2018

For my Daughters

 Youtube Playlist for my Daughters; 

    I dedicate these songs to my daughters. Around the end of 2011, as the targeting tore us from each other, my heart broke in a way that it never has before. I wanted things to go in the opposite direction from what was forced upon us. I wanted us to get the proper kinds of help so that things could get better instead of worse - I wanted us to stand together and be here for each other and I wanted our love be our strength...etc. I wish I'd had the strength to crash through the painful tortures, that were being inflicted upon me during that time, and through the brainwashings that prevented my children from realizing what was happening. I wish my heart could have stood stronger for all of us. But I now realize that we never stood a chance against all that manipulated and interfered. I wish we were free to love each other.
   To me, our Love for each other is a memory, that I carry in the deepest depths of my heart, until it is free to bloom again. I just don't know if it will have the chance to in this lifetime, and this hurts indescribably.
    Tears yearned to sneak out of my heart, this morning, as I listened to "I have Nothing" by Whitney Houston today. I thought of my daughters and how I felt in 2011, when my heart wanted to cry, "I don't want to have to go where you don't follow. Don't make me closed one more door. I don't want to hurt anymore. Stay in my arms if you dare. Or must I imagine you there? Don't walk away from me. I have nothing if I don't have you. Your Love I remember forever."

Whitney Houston - I Have Nothing


https://youtu.be/FxYw0XPEoKE

 Most of these songs can apply to my other loved ones as well, to those who are both inside and outside of my family. Sadly, there does not seem to be many of us left and those of us who remain are not as whole as we used to be. But somewhere, beneath all the dark manipulations and destruction and turmoil, our Hearts are still connected.

Somewhere, beneath all the dark manipulations and
destruction and turmoil, our Hearts are still connected.

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Documention of Memories Related to the Targeting


My most recent testimony of more obvious parts of the targeting

The Core Problem - the Technological and Pharmaceutical Destruction of the Heart of Humanity

God help our world, torn so far apart.
God help the people who suffer the death of a Heart.

God's hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part. Please do yours.


Technological and pharmaceutical mind control
www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html


Thursday, July 5, 2018

Yearn to Get Back to Work

  The targeting forced me to stop the core of my work, (www.poeticpublications.com) and focus on exposing and getting help to stop the targeting, so that I could freely do my work, without it being sabotaged and without my clients being targeted...etc. At this point, after nearly seven years of a heavy aim to expose and stop the targeting, I feel like I have done just about all that I can, under the threatening and torturous and deprived conditions I'm trapped in. (www.targetedinamerica.com)
   I'm still standingbut they have my hands too tied and have been watching and sabotaging and hitting me so hard for so long, that there is just not much more I can do, and its up to the rest of you to help pass the word and/or allow this part of my writings to reach people who can do more to help stop the targeting from continuing, for everyone.
   Through these years of fighting to expose and get help with stopping the targeting, my heart has yearned, with increasing intensity, to get back to my work, fix the sabotaged parts of it, add more too it and do more to promote it; I deeply yearn for the freedom to do this and the privacy and peace I need, in order to look back through my whole life and finish clicking the puzzle pieces together...etc. I need to do this, not only to make sense of it all, but also to process my feelings, which have been imprisoned for too long. This process of looking back and freely feeling and healing is not only a necessity for my health, it is also what my work is about, and it feels horrible to be trapped in a torturous prison where I am not allowed the freedom and safety and privacy that my work and health requires. The "embracing feelings" part of my work is the most important core of what I am supposed to be doing with my life. And its what I should be doing.

   So, I beg those of you who target me and hold me in this torturous destitution prison, to please set me free. And I beg everyone else to please help me get back on my feet financially, so that I can survive the targeting and get back to my work if the targeting ever ends. Please send what you can to...

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



"Three Weeks With My Brother" by Nicholas Sparks - a Portrayal of Sadistic Targeting?

  I still feel that most of the sadistic targeting is far more than technological experimentation or the torture of trouble makers...etc. I have felt that there are probably an uncountable number of families who are victims of subtle sadistic targeting, both inside and outside the government. I feel that my whole family is a victim of sadistic/satanic targeting since at least 1970. Having experienced so much of this sort of  targeting, for so many decades, I now tend to recognize it in other places and people. Those that stand out the most tend to be famous people, because their lives are sometimes shared publicly. But this is not only happening to famous people. And it seems to be worse with poor families that are not very social and are sort of isolated, like my family was.   In the past few days I read a book called "Three Weeks With My Brother" by Nicholas Sparks, which is a true story about his own life experiences with chains of difficulties within his family of origin. I was shocked by how many of his experiences are the same sorts of things that have been happening in the sadistic targeting of families. Were the Sparks being targeted? It appears so. But it also appears that Nicholas does not know about the covert targeting. I think that most targeted families remain completely unaware, which increases the suffering and bouts of toxic self blame as well as the deterioration of the victim's trust in themselves. People need to know what is happening.
   These families are victims of criminal use of technologies that can inflict individuals with various types of mind control as well as what appears to be physical or mental illnesses. And the family members struggle to survive and make sense of odd chains of hardship or unusual shifts in emotions or obsessions,  unexplainable "accidents" or crisis happening at strategic times or rounds of unusual neglect from loving people...etc.  Some family members end up dead at a young age, (Some of their deaths possibly staged and the victim completely enslaved.) Some family members end up being mind control victims who appear to be fine, but aren't. Some are not allowed to succeed with what they want in their lives and some are allowed certain types of success just so it can be disrupted or later torn away...etc. None are allowed to just fully and freely be who they were born to be. And its all just too horrible to be allowed to continue or remain secret.

Please Help Expose and Stop Sadistic Targeting of Families

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Yearn to Look Back and Get Back to Work

 Yearn to Look Back and Get Back to Work   The targeting forced me to stop my work, (www.poeticpublications.com) and focus on exposing and getting help to stop, the targeting, so that I could freely do my work, without it being sabotaged and without my clients being targeted. At this point, after nearly seven years, I feel that I have done all that I can to expose the targeting, under the conditions I am now trapped in, and its up to others to help pass the word and/or allow my writings, which expose the technological and pharmaceutical targeting...etc., to reached people who can do more to help stop the targeting from continuing. (www.targetedinamerica.com) I need to make these writings better, but I need freedom from ALL levels of the targeting and peace and privacy and uninfiltrated computers...etc., in order to do so. I'd also need to do some personal recovery work first and have some important questions honestly answered.
   Through these years of fighting to get help with stopping the targeting, my heart has yearned, with increasing intensity, to get back to my work, fix the sabotaged parts of it, add more too it and do more to promote it; I deeply yearn for the freedom and privacy I need, in order to look back through my whole life and finish clicking the puzzle pieces together. I need to do this, not only to make sense of it all, but also to process my feelings, which have been imprisoned for too long. This process of looking back and freely feeling and healing is not only a necessity for my health, it is also what my work is about, and it feels horrible to be trapped in a torturous prison where I am not allowed the freedom and safety and privacy that my work and my health requires. My written "embracing feelings" part of my work is the core of what I am supposed to be doing with my life. And its what I should be doing.

   So, I beg those who target me and hold me in this prison to please set me free. And I beg everyone to please help me get back on my feet financially, so that I can do more to protect myself and do more with my work. Please help me. Please send what you can to...

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Targeted in America.

   When I look at the bigger picture I still feel that our government and America are victims of the technological targeting too - that we are all targeted in America. . .and I don't want to fight "the government." I hope the Heart of our government openly stands up for us and shows us that it cares and is here for us, so that trust and Freedom can start being restored.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

More Torture

Had a difficult round of targeting yesterday and am being painfully tortured today. Please stop.

Independence Day Wish


I wish America were completely Free from technological and pharmaceutical mind control, all forms of technological torture and all else that harms us. We need our Freedom Back.

Please read Targeted in America website
www.targetedinamerica.com





Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make
a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Raven Warnings at Welfare Office

    I was recently forced to get a new EBT/food stamp card. I am not sure why. But they gave me a new card and a new number and as I went through this process ravens gathered at the Portsmouth welfare office and screeched out warnings of danger. And there does seem to be a danger, but I do not know what it is. I had never sensed anything bad there before. This is the first time. I wonder why.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Why Is It Not Being Stopped?

   It seems that most of the people in businesses and organizations, including government organizations, are used in the covert program. Some seem to know that they are part of the covert program, but most of them seem to be completely unaware mind control victims. And some are completely enslaved - turned into ravens, which is dangerous for them as well as us. Most of the time, it is hard to know who is controlling them, but it all should be stopped, especially the technological enslavement of human beings, which seems to be getting worse. Even just public awareness of the mind control and its tactics, would take away a lot of the power of their controllers. Why have people not been made aware yet? Why is it not being stopped?

Quest for TRUTH

   In the covert stuff that surrounds me, it is most often impossible for me to be sure of who is doing what, and what the intentions are, especially while I am still being targeted and while I do not have the safety and privacy and peace I'd need to recover and figure more out. I do not want to misplace blame and I am sorry if I have, at times. Please forgive me. I really need to talk to the Heart of officials who are fully aware of what has been happening. May TRUTH win in my situation as well as that of others who are being tortured and/or targeted in other ways, including those who are enslaved.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.