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Tuesday, May 8, 2018

My Heaving Lungs and Threats to Silence Me

  I am still struggling with the lung condition, although it has gone through periods of getting better. This started after years of threats to attack my lungs and immediately after I ate something at a fast food restaurant in January of this year. Shortly after this they said, "I did it" through a puppet. But I am not sure how much of what I am experiencing is technologically induced and how much of it, if any, is from them infecting me with something.
   The threats, in previous years had included inflictions which were obviously created with microwave weapons that can effect mucus membranes or can cause sudden choking or coughing or gagging through lasering of the throat. Though some of my current "illness" feels the same as these types of  technological attacks, it also feels different. I think it may be both - that they may have infected me with something that continues to hurt me and that they have also still periodically lasered me and hit me with microwaves that make it flare, at strategic times, like when they want me to "shut up".
   Last year, they had a puppet ask me a question about the targeting and then I experienced a sever lasering of my throat, which prevented me from answering. Due to things like this, as well as the timing of other attacks, it seems to be about silencing me - telling me to "shut up" which has also sometimes been said through puppets at these times.
   Just before the bad attack happened in January I had been singing my "Freedom's Peace" song and experiencing painful laser shots to my body as I did so. They also obviously want my writings silenced. Parts of my writings should be fixed and will be when my heart has the freedom to comb through them on an uninfiltrated computer (which I just lost an opportunity to obtain) and when I am more clear about the questionable things that have been happening to me. I'll be clad to reach a point where I my heart has the Freedom and safety to set records straight - fix the infiltrated parts of my writings and my own mistakes, so they can do a better job with helping us victims and helping America and the rest of humanity to regain vital Freedoms...etc. (Part of this is actually connected to my job.) But it is impossible for me to fix it all and do a better job with it while I am still being targeted and while I am not clear on a few things...etc. I do not want to join the lethal silence on critical issues, or do anything else, that might support the bad and let the hell continue, and I do not want to give them the chance to alter anymore of my writings through the infiltrated computers I have been forced to use since they sabotaged my other ones.

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.