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Wednesday, May 16, 2018

I Can't Stand It!

I can't stand the fight I am forced to perform on this blog (www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com), in order for those who target me to not succeed with all of what they do to me and others. I have other tings I am supposed to be doing, but they seem to still have too much control of my writings and my emails and my snail mail and my phones and my car and my loved ones and every place I have turned to for help...etc. I feel too trapped and want it all to stop. This is a horrible, inhumane, holocaustal situation that should be stopped for me and everyone else whom it is hurting.

I Can't Stand the Fight

I can't stand the way people are used as puppets instead of being free to follow their own hearts and instincts. I can't stand it! I can't stand the whole convoluted covert world. I can't stand it. I never could. This is not about being against anyone. Its about my feelings that I have to vent, about the whole situation. I can't stand the way I feel like I have to fight for our lives, in writings that they alter or block, while we all continue being hurt or destroyed. I can't stand it. Has anything gotten better? Or is it all getting worse, like my personal situation? Is there any hope for America to be set free in our lifetime? I can't stand the lack of answers and the fact that there is nothing solid/non-covert that is caring and explaining and reassuring and comforting and validating...etc. I can't stand the silence and the dark mystery and the lack of Light shining on the whole situation, globally as well as in America and my personal situation. I can't stand it.

I Can't Stand the Fight

   I can't stand the fact that so many official cover-ups appear to be happening, in order to hide the past five + years. . .instead of honesty and explanations and resolutions, which it now seems too late for in my situation. I would have forgiven almost anything (and done almost anything to help regain freedom for all of us) for good decent officials, no matter how hurt or upset I have been while being held (or left) in this torture prison. I can't stand the fact that there has been no one here to help me and that there appears to be no safe place for me to turn to for help and protection from further harm, as they continue ripping me down...and that there still seems to be no officials who even plan to acknowledge the fact that the targeting is really happening, although they know and victims continue to be falsely labeled as mentally ill or abducted and enslaved...etc. I can't stand the fact that I am FAR too trapped and at the mercy of people who are hurting me and clearly do not really care about me and my safety, or that of my loved ones who have been being even more enslaved...etc. (Billy's phone has been disconnected. Where is Billy?) I can't stand the fact that no good/uncontrolled officials have stepped in to be here for us and bring an end to all this hell that has continued for too long. I can't stand even having to write this. But I want it to stop, because I can't stand any of it and they don't respect my repeatedly expressed wishes for it to stop. I can't stand the fact that they keep threatening to deprive me of professional help arriving HERE for me when they do not like what I write and when I do not cover up what is being done to me, like they did again as I write this post. I can't stand it.

I want it all to stop.
Please stop.