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Friday, February 23, 2018

Efforts to Prevent me From Inspecting my car?

 On the day BEFORE my appointment to have my car inspected I was suddenly being kicked out of parking lots for no legitimate reason. The second time, the police officer said to either go to Walmart or I'd have to go to the Nashua or Manchester homeless shelters. (A few years ago, other police officers had kicked me out of the Walmart parking lot and I was told that I'd be arrested if I was found in another one or a Sams club lot.) This seemed to be a threat to not allow my car to be inspected. But I'd hoped it wasn't. The next day, the mechanic, who is clearly used in the covert program, sternly said, "It is not passing" BEFORE he even started the core of the inspection, and he appears to be making sure it doesn't. (There may have even been set ups for this to happen at a strategic time!)
   A second mechanic that a town welfare office sent me to was even worse. Both appear to be trying to prevent my car from being inspected. A third garage appeared to just focus on legitimate safety issues that it really has...but there have been delays with financial help with this one.
   I'm at my wits end! It is well known that a person in my situation will not last on the streets or in a homeless shelter, especially not the worse ones. That's a horrible thing to threaten me with! Please help pray for me to be able to retain my car/home and get my car inspected. I have already fixed two of the legitimate safety issues. One was just the criminal disconnecting of my windshield wiper fluid tube, which has often been done to my car. And the other was the haze on my head lights that someone told me that bug spray will fix....and it worked wonderfully. A couple things have gone well. Thank God.

Friday, February 16, 2018

I Am Still Feeling Very Sick

   The targeting vamped up, since the first week or so in January, to the point of making me feel too ill and drained of energy. Some days are better than others, but overall, my struggle to survive has become intense and scary. They said they are killing me now and that is what it feels like on some days. I hope our Freedom is restored in time for me and the uncountable others who also suffer through being technologically and covertly tortured...etc.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Honoring President's Day

   When I think of a great president John F. Kennedy is the one who comes to mind, because he stood up against the covert operation that had been, and still is, a serious danger to America as well as the rest of humanity. We need more officials like him - officials who openly stand up for our Freedom...etc. I beg government and media officials, around the globe, to let your Hearts openly stand up for us and the Freedom that still remains too painfully unavailable for too many of us.
   In the 1960s JFK not only stood up for Freedom, but he also shared wisdom that still yearns to be heard and honored. . .

   President John F. Kennedy ~ "I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity. . .
   The very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are, as a people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. . .
   Today no war has been declared, and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. The survival of our friends is in danger. . .no war ever posed a greater threat to our security. . .for we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence - on infiltration instead of invasion, in subversion instead of elections, on intimidation, instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night, instead of armies by day. . .its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. . .  This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to your second obligation, an obligation which I share. And that is our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well. . .  I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed. . . it is to the printing press - to the recorder of mans deeds, the keeper of his conscience. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." 

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, February 9, 2018

Officials, Please Don't Hold Back Help

   Please do not let my unhappiness with you cause you to hold back from being here for me, because the only way that I will be happy with any of you, at this point, is if your Hearts are fully here for me. . .as well as others who need you.

Please Do Not

Please do not torture me even more, in order to "help" me. I have been through many rounds of this through the past several years - the vamp ups at times when I am at my wits end and am begging for it all to stop...etc., and the pretending it is to help me. This has never helped me! It has only hurt me more and mostly at times when it is KNOWN that I am desperate for the opposite. Please stop this crazy scenario.

Monday, February 5, 2018

Serious Torture Since Friday

   Shortly after a puppet mentioned being protected from the flu with vaccines I was struck with what feels like a very sudden and long microwave attack to my brain, lungs and intestines as well as making my body temp rise. Even if I really do have the flu its not all that for sure. The attacks on my brain have been long and severe....leaving me concerned about brain damage. I have hardly been able to eat anything for four days now. I am so weak and lungs to heavily inflicted its hard to walk even a short distance. I am finding it almost impossible to stay awake in public places where I am now forced to get warm in, which is an extreme danger for me. The heater in my car suddenly stopped working Friday evening, after my body temp went over 102 and the temps outside dropped into the single digits. I don't think this was a coincidence because the heater on my vehicles suddenly malfunctioning, in order to make me suffer in the cold, has been a regular part of the targeting since I was forced to live in a vehicle.

P.S. I have been getting a lot of bleeding through my nose since being effected by something in the four months that they had me trapped in a Lee parking lot in 2016. Its been more severe lately. Are they aiming to finish me off this time? They say they are.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.