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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Friday, December 22, 2017

Heart of Christmas again. . .

Lupus Threat

  It looks like they are threatening to give me lupus again. They had backed off on that form of microwave targeting, and had even tried making it look like I made up the whole lupus thing, after I exposed it to be caused by energy being directed at me in 2006. But, lately, they have been  microwaving me in the same way as what they were doing back then. I hope it stops and that I am protected from further harm, especially since it could land me in hospitals which I feel are HEAVILY used in the targeting and the abductions that stage deaths...etc.
  
   Aside from the shift in the microwaving of my body, I just got an email from the "Lupus Forums at The Lupus Site," which said, "You’ve been missed." This may seem innocent, as most of the covert targeting does. But lump it in with the energy I have been being blasted with, in the past week or two, as well as the fact that I have not gotten any emails from lupus forums and have not even visited them in MANY years. . . and it becomes a subtle threat. The push is still to try to force me to go to that "home," which pretends to be a good escape from the targeting, but is really complete enslavement.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Letting Go

    I have let go of the public sharing of my Into the Light book, until I can do the edits that it has needed from the start. It was never intended to be publicly shared the way it was. I had uploaded it, in 2010, out of a fear for my life, literally, and had not thought about all that was in it.
   I have not had the freedom to completely comb through it and figure out all of the reasons why I have gotten so much flack about the book being on the web. Apparently many different people have had a serious issue with it. But I have re-read enough of it to understand how parts of it could have offended some people.
   I think that some of those who target me wanted this book shared the way it was. I am not sure why. Parts of it may have even been altered by those who have had my computers infiltrated. Its all too much for me to fully figure out and deal with, at this point. So, after much going back and forth and wondering what to do and attempts to explain it, (while still being targeted) I have decided to just let it go until my heart is free to do the proper edits and explanations.

   I am deeply sorry for any distress that my publicly
sharing this book caused other people, as well as myself.

Please read VIP information on;
www.targetedinamerica.com

The first chapter is still at
www.poeticpublications.com/Into the Light.rtf

Monday, December 18, 2017

Heart of Christmas



Please print and pass out this paper

    I've made a few more changes to this paper. Its been hard to put it all onto one page and word it correctly, while being tyargeted. But I hope it is good enough to help. Please let your Heart help us all through printing it and passing it out to people.

Calling All Hearts Paper
www.poeticpublications.com/callinghearts5.pdf





Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, December 14, 2017

Top of the Trees


Raven still sits on top of the trees.
I hope it gains the Heart to
Not hurt them or me.

But then I was tortured
For daring to see.
Oh, set us free!

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

I Think I'll Need Help, But. . .

    I feel that too many genuinely Targeted Individuals have been being discredited with the false "mentally illness" label and this should stop. I feel that the field of psychiatry is heavily involved with the covert targeting. Its one of the patterns in the targeting - to falsely label victims so that no one will believe what is really happening to them...and in order to prescribe the types of pharmaceuticals which aid technological control. I have written about this in previous writings, but feel a need to re-post it due to a continued push that aims to try to force me to go to a mental health facility.  Some  have even withheld financial help...etc., in order to force me to go to a psychiatrist!

   As for seeking professional help for myself, I have been waiting for the hell to end, so that I can start recovering. If that miracle were to happen in my life time, I would probably choose to get some sort of help with healing from what has been done to me. I do feel like it has hurt me too much at this point. But I would not choose a psychiatrist, especially since I've lost trust in that profession and have been standing up against their methods of labeling and medicating, instead of helping people to heal, since around 1999. For myself I would want supportive help from some sort of counselor who is aware of the targeting and is wise and compassionate and has a deep understanding of the need to feel and heal instead of suppressing...etc. I may also choose to attend a support group, with other TIs, if there is one available with a good functional leader. But recovery can not begin until the targeting has genuinely stopped and I am genuinely safe and protected from further harm and am in a private environment that I feel comfortable in...etc.

And, like I wrote a few years ago; Targeted Individuals should NOT have to prove their sanity, on top of all else that we have to deal with, especially not through the profession that is used to help target humanity, and especially not while still being targeted, because things can be manipulated. The technological targeting can be so easily detected and proven.Why is that not being done? I understand that there is a push to hide the fact that it is being mostly done through space based technologies, like satellites. But, no matter what technology is used, it has to be stopped, in order to set humanity free, and this part should be fully exposed so that it can be monitored by many and NEVER gain the chance to start up again.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Another Heavy Nuking

   Since yesterday after noon I am experiencing another round of heavy nuking - the kind that causes me to feel cold although my head feels like its on fire and my body temp dropped below normal.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, December 8, 2017

The Nature of Care


Genuine Care and Help is always unconditional.

 

Post Office Flag Knocked Down...etc.

   In the past month or two I repeatedly saw a large raven swarming above my post office when I went there. Last Sunday I noticed that the American flag pole had been smashed down. I was told that an old man got a cramp in his leg and couldn't take his foot off the gas. I can not help but wonder if it was a laser weapon that caused his leg to cramp up.
   There was another time, when the American flags were being taken down in places I frequented. At that time the clasps, which held the flag on the pole at my Post Office, had broken. Coincidence? I don't know what the flag stuff means, but it seems to be part of the targeting.

 In the past few decades there have been repeated aims to push me into changing my mailing address, especially after I open a PO box to try to re-launch my business with. But I have been holding strong with the one I got in Mont Vernon around the year 2009, even after the gruesome murder happened there and puppets seemed to be going out of their way to ask me where my address is so they could relate it to the murder.  I have wondered if those who target me had that crime done just for this purpose. I doubt it, but I can't help but wonder.
   Last Sunday a customer was hanging out at my post office and seemed to be trying to provoke me as I did what they knew I'd do - rejected an ad that was placed in my box, while my brain was being lasered into anger...etc. I felt very frustrated, but walked out telling her that I hope she finds her Heart.
   I have wondered if I am getting all of my mail. I've been begging for help on my blog and websites, and after over 200,000 hits on my blog and the last web stats were at about 400 hits per day, I'm surprised that financial help has not been showing up in my postal box. I've gotten tiny bits here and there, like the fifty dollars I got this year. I think most people would want to help a victim who is in my homeless and destitute situation, which has been horribly distressful on top of all else. But I do not know if its the Post Office or my websites or something else that is being blocked.


Tuesday, December 5, 2017

How?


How can a healthy mind retain needed trust
In a world where deception is free to hurt us?

Please lock deception up. 

How Can. . .


How can genuine happiness even survive
In an enslaved world that's barely alive?


Please set it free.


How on Earth?


How on Earth can a soul feel at peace
When all the world is at war
And its hurting you and me?

Please stop the wars and settle into Peace. 

Saturday, December 2, 2017

Article on the Pharmaceutical Control of Humanity

   I found this article written by Ray Williams on "How the drug companies are controlling our lives." Its gives some interesting statistics on the scope of pharmaceuticals being pushed upon humanity. Lump this in with the technological mind control, which is VERY successful on people who take Psychotropic drugs, as well as the fact that technological targeting can produce symptoms that send people running for psychiatric help. . .and we have the holocaust that has been growing for too many decades already. In this article, among other interesting things, Ray Williams says, "And what is the most profitable area of drug sales? Psychotropic drugs. Mood altering and behavior modifying drugs aimed at brain chemistry. Worldwide sales of antidepressants, stimulants, antianxiety and antipsychotic drugs exceed $82 billion a year as of 2003." I have not read all of the article, but have read enough to feel that it could help people to realize some of what is happening in the holocaustal targeting of humanity. Please read it. https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/wired-success/201105/how-the-drug-companies-are-controlling-our-lives-part-1
   The first paragraph in Ray's article mentions a book which portrays a future of people (children) being conditioned and controlled and that, "All is done in the name of keeping people happy and healthy and free of worry." That future is already here.  And those who want to control humanity obviously either do not realize, or do not care about, how critically important it is for human beings to retain the ability to freely think and feel ALL of the feelings we were born with for VERY important purposes....etc. I feel that the control of children, and even many adults, is already REALLY happening and that many people have already been enslaved to the point of their feelings being blocked and not fully having a mind of their own. The Heart of humanity has been being destroyed. This is NOT science fiction and is NOT futuristic and has already been hurting humanity too much and must be stopped as quickly as possible. I pray that the pharmaceutical and space and ground based technological control of humanity is immediately and completely stopped, in order to save what is left of humanity from further destruction.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.