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Thursday, August 31, 2017

Don't You Feel it Too?

Don't you feel it too?

I feel it. Don't you feel it too - 
The hearts crying and needing you
To open Freedom's lost door;
The pain, the agony, the suffering,
Beneath holocaustal crimes,
Of those who do not even know
And need your hearts and mine?
Don't you feel it too -
Their need for a kind hand?
Don't you feel it too -
Their need to understand?
Don't you feel it too -
The death of the sane?
Don't you feel it too -
The heart wrenching pain?
Don't you?


Imprisoned

I wrote this while processing some of my feelings yesterday. Am really struggling with all that has been happening. I don't trust or understand the covert world that surrounds and hounds me. And there is too much cause for concern for myself as well as the rest of humanity. I used to feel better after venting my feelings in poems. But I didn't yesterday.

Imprisoned
 copyright Sharon R. Poet

I honestly have not wanted to blame.
I just need to end the cruel game.
Help shouldn't hurt me more than others
What happens to my children...etc., and brothers
While I still wait for the wars to end -
For the hell to stop and you to be our friend?
I'm sorry. I truly am. Believe what I say.
I didn't want things to go this way.
Two thousand thirteen and fourteen
Extended way too far beyond mean
We paid the cost in too much lost
And its time to sooth it clean.
Oh God, it hurt. I screamed and cried,
"Stop. Please stop!" Don't wonder why.
Then hope and trust continuously slashed
Around threats to throw it in the trash.
But now I know I misunderstood -
Its the Truth to you that is "not good"?
Where are you now? Where does it show -
In plans to silence the ones who know?
You'll "say I'm crazy" if I don't bow too,
And so I'll be totally nuts of I do.
What do I do and where should I turn
In a covert world that needs to learn
How to care and be honest and direct?
What in this mess deserves my respect?
I try to find it and reach out to give.
"For better or worse" is how we forgive.
But I'm still trapped here under the threats
And genuine help hasn't reached us yet.
Fading in a prison where I don't belong.
Cast to the wolves for singing fear's song?
Where is it? I wonder - where is the good?
And why can't things go as they should?
Is it getting better or just getting worse,
Under covert covers for the darkest curse,
Where pills and radio waves aim for control
Of innocent Hearts and defenseless souls,
And victims suffer beneath false blame
Or are enslaved under a different name?
What Hearts intend to stand up tall
And stop humanity's most lethal fall?
Who can care to even understand
My grope for help with trembling hand,
For all who needed to be set free
While wars imprisoned the heart of me?
Perhaps it was all a terrible mistake
That must be realized before its too late.
My soul bleeds, but still wants to hope
For your Hearts to cast a kind, helpful rope.
But I can't change your minds or choices.
Oh please hear all the pleading voices -
Suffering souls crying, "please set us free,"
For you and them and us and me. . .
And the future of all humanity.

No Matter What

   I beg good officials to let your hearts openly be here for us, as quickly as possible, no matter what we publicly write or do not write, no matter what we say or do not say... while being trapped in this torturous public prison.

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

A Quote That Says a Lot

"Bright lights cast dark shadows
when shone from only one direction."

I found this quote in a puzzle book. Says a lot doesn't it?

Saturday, August 26, 2017

Another Torturous Night

   I experienced hours of technological torture last night. it flipped from lasering of various body parts, causing pain and itching for several hours. This has been an ongoing thing, but lasted longer last night. Then painful heart attack symptoms, microwaving of my lungs and then pain in my head done one after the other for a few minutes of each. . . like I have experienced before and seems like a sort of threat, which says, "see what I can do to you if you do not conform..."  I see. I already know. And I beg you to find your Hearts.

   Am feeling very sad lately. The whole FBI thing is devastating to me. Lot of puzzle pieces clicking together in between rounds of torture. I pray for Light to shine on them and turn this around.

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Freedom Can Be Free


Freedom will be free when people stop fighting
for it and start standing for it.



    Yesterday, after I saw a bumper sticker that read, "Freedom isn't free," A little voice cried from my heart, "It is free," and the thought above came to mind. It may not apply to every situation, but I feel that it applies VERY accurately to the Technological Holocaust situation.




Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Thank You to the Birds


    I believe in the old Native American spiritual belief of animals being symbolic of things that happen in our lives, particularly the birds. Each type of bird seems to represent people in the world that surrounds me. 






Thank God for you - precious little Doves.
We all need more of you. Your what truly loves.
Thank you to the Geese. Ravens gripe at you.
May only good shine through all that you do.
Thank you to the Eagles who, for Freedom, sing.
Oh let it lift strong currents beneath your wings.
Thank you to the Hawks for their keenest sight.
Let your Hearts sore into the glowing Light.
Thanks to all others who's Hearts can soar
To help the Light shine on this lonely shore.


More may be coming soon


Monday, August 21, 2017

Please Stop

  I beg ALL who perform covert stuff around me to PLEASE STOP.
Again, I beg ALL who are aware of me being targeted to please let your HEARTS stand up for us. If you can not help me/us in the ways that are still desperately needed, please just leave me alone - please do not do anything that can add to my confusion or distress in any way.

I of course need all levels of the technological targeting to stop as well.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Sudden Car Problem!

   The serpentine belt in my car suddenly started breaking a few days ago - the same belt that was replaced four times in 2015 as I was punished for putting a "Please stop the covet war" sign on the back of my car...etc. Am praying to be allowed to keep my vehicle functional/unsabotaged until the miracle happens, which will expose and stop the technological and covert targeting. I really need it all to be stopped. It has been going on for too long. And I need it stopped without hurting me more and especially without an abduction into enslavement or a framing/arresting or declared "mentally ill"...etc.

Lot of set ups happening lately...too much to list now. I hope for dark manipulations to not succeed in any way or form. I was yet again kicked out of a parking lot for no valid reason today.

I beg all aware government officials to not remain silent about the technological targeting, the enslavement of humanity and its covert program, which uses citizens from all walks of life. We need our freedom back. Don't you need it too?

P.S. I got my car fixed. Then had a flat tire on the 23rd of this month. 

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Call to the Doves

I beg the Heart of officials, in EVERY level of our government, as well as abroad, to openly stand up for us and yourselves and America and the rest of humanity.

   Perpetration, that has tried to be "help" for Targeted Individuals on the web, has told us to focus only on the gang stalking part of the targeting. I have not done so, because I strongly feel that this merely sets up a scenario where those who control it all, through technological mind control, can merely set up whom ever they want to have caught, particularly the loved ones of us heavily Targeted Individuals...etc. (This scenario is also a danger for all levels of law enforcement officials.) I beg every level of government to do everything in your power to bring an end to the technological enslavement of humanity that has been torturing and abducting and deceitfully recruiting and using victims both inside and outside the government. I pray for us to not be blaming each other and to instead pull together and openly stand up against the real enemy - technological and pharmaceutical mind control, its enslavement of humanity and the silence that has enabled its success for too long.

  The sad truth is that the technological enslavement of humanity has inflicted many law enforcement places as well as loved ones of heavily Targeted Individuals. This is extremely dangerous for everyone. I hope it stops. 
   My situation has gotten too horribly confusing and threatening. There appear to be multiple set ups to hurt victims even more instead of helping us. Some of these set ups appear to involve law enforcement. But then there also seems to be set ups for me to blame law enforcement so that they will not help me or so that those who are under the influence of the sadistic mind control will seek revenge! I hope it does not succeed.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Fourth Technological Holocaust Drawing

   Rays of sun peaking through puffy clouds, in this mornings sky, inspired this fourth and final "Technological Holocaust drawing. It is called Technological Holocaust - Freedom

 

Its A Pain

   Lot of pain in my head today, due to what I feel is radio waves being shot into my head.

The Covert Part of the Targeting is Too Confusing

    If there hits a point where I realize, without manipulation of my brain, that I have misperceived some of the cover stuff I will clarify it. But can not do much while still being targeted. Truth is important.

Friday, August 4, 2017

Please Set Humanity Free


   God, please set humanity free. Please stop all the covert wars, the enslavement of the mind and Heart of humanity and the torture of those of us who know....etc. Please deliver freedom, safety and peace to all, in ways that do not harm anyone. Please deliver awareness of what has been happening so that recovery can take place. God, please set humanity free.

God’s hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part.
May the Heart of humanity immediately stand up
and save itself from further destruction.

www.heartbud.com

 P.S. There is a danger of our words being altered in videos or recordings....like what I saw someone do in a video of presidential candidates in 2016. I hope this does not happen, but there needs to be an awareness.

A Prayer I've Had on My Sites

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, August 3, 2017

Attempt to Nuked Me Into An Abduction!

   Around midnight last night I experienced a severe round of microwaving that aimed to force me to leave the parking lot I was in and run to a bathroom. Then I was hit with a strong blast of microwaves and someone yelling, "GO!" when I did not comply. I did eventually have to go to a gas station and barely had the strength to walk in. I felt like I had been drugged as well. My mouth suddenly got severely dry and my limbs extremely weak. Then there was an ambulance waiting outside for me, trying to direct me into it, as I walked out of the gas station. I think they may have thought I would collapse from the microwave blast…etc., and sent an ambulance to pick me up, which is a common covert abduction maneuver. (I feel that the hospitals are heavily involved with a few types of the abductions of targeted people.)
     I have experienced these sorts of abduction attempts many times, especially through the last six months of 2013, when covert "help" zoomed in full force. They'd repeatedly hit me hard with lasers or microwaves, and/or through disabling my car and then try to pick me up, pretending that it’s a covert rescue, but I have felt certain that the tortures are done by the same people who are targeting me and using others to try to "rescue"/abduct me. I have stated, many times, that I feel it leads to complete enslavement and staged deaths…etc., and I do not understand why it is vamping up again. Please STOP! I do not want to be tortured into an abduction. I do not want to be enslaved.  Please stop.

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

For Us


If there is anyone who is aware of the targeting against me or any other person, I beg you to let your Heart stand up with/for us. We need you here for us. I still believe that it is safer to openly stand up against the targeting if you are aware of it. If you can not do this please inform people who can.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Reading the Stones

  A couple days ago, I sat watching the ocean and trying to get my mind off the targeting in order to regain a bit of my balance. I fantasized about picking small ocean worn stones and building a water fountain in a garden on my own property. (I no longer own any land, but wish I did, because gardens and lily ponds...etc., were one of my joyful hobbies on the peaceful country properties I used to own.)
   I felt better as I thought about working in my fantasy garden in a private and peaceful setting. I never said anything about what I was thinking. But within a few hours there were three women showing up at that spot to pick stones right in front of me. This seemed like more than a coincidence. It seemed to be a response to my thoughts, which I am now sure can indeed be read with the technologies they use on my brain.
   I wonder if the women were completely enslaved mind control victims or puppets who obeyed a text message from their leader. Either way, they need to be set free too.

God help us all to be totally set free
and have a chance to recover


P.S. I had owned my own peaceful country homes and require that so much that I've felt lost without them since I was targeted into losing them and then into destitution that has prevented me from replacing them.