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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Vision of Love

    Long ago, I had a vision, which showed the Heart of humanity standing up and saving itself from further destruction. So, I pray for God to send us the Love that will save us, save America and save the rest of humanity - the Love that will restore our Freedom and safety - the Love that will work through every Heart that allows it.

You can be a Dove. All its takes is Love.


Monday, May 22, 2017

No Matter What They Say. . .


My heart keeps assuring me that GENUINE help will empathize and be here for us, in every way it can, no matter what we say or do or write.

I'm trying to keep my hope alive.

P.S. Writing out my feelings is something that comes natural to me and is what a large part of my work has been about. Bringing this habit, of freely writing, into a public forum, while I am being targeted, has not always worked very well. There are times, like in the past few weeks, when it is literal hell for me to be trying to survive rounds of torturous setups while struggling to figure it all out and write about it on infiltrated computers in infiltrated libraries. Please try to understand.
  
I am recently asking myself why I even continue to try to write under these horrible conditions, especially since my writings appear to be being blocked from the public. Would letting go of this relentless battle, until I have a safe computer in a peaceful place, the same thing as giving up?

My Spiritual View

   I feel, with every fiber of my heart and soul, that "God is Love" and that the only way to God is through our Hearts. And this is why it is so critically important that the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, which has been blocking the Heart of humanity, be stopped as quickly as possible. Please help save the Heart of Humanity from further destruction.

Websites Blocked?

It appears that my primary websites about the targeting have been being blocked at strategic times.

A Big Issue

   There are no issues, that I know of, which are more critically serious then the plight of people like me who are being technologically and psychologically tortured...etc., and that of community members who are unaware of being enslaved in a secret society/covert program that uses them in the grossly inhumane and cruel process of covertly harassing (psychologically torturing) fellow citizens like me.
   The technological and pharmaceutical mind control parts of the targeting have been being used to enslave humanity through the past few decades. This is destroying the heart of humanity and I feel that this is the most critical issue that humanity has ever been faced with. It just has to stop. Please stand up and help stop it from continuing. 

Saturday, May 20, 2017

When "Help" Hurts

   Some of the most sadistic parts of the covert targeting are done under the guise of "help."

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Wouldn't You Feel the Same Way?

Sometimes I feel desperate for the targeting to immediately stop in a good positive way - with decent honest officials standing up for us and protecting us from further harm and I feel frustrated that it has not been able to happen yet. How could anyone in my situation feel differently? My frustration is not about blaming anyone for not being able to be here for us in the ways I have wanted. And I hope decent officials are not offended by my venting of these feelings.
   Please let your Hearts understand how difficult it is for someone in my situation to be surrounded by the destruction of witnesses and evidence while experiencing infiltrations into my writings and ongoing technological tortures and covert harassment and obvious setups to frame me for something...etc. I feel scared. My frustrations are born from fear and pain. I do not know how this is going to end and things sometimes seem to be getting worse instead of better. The past couple weeks are proof of this. I want things to get better - I want the targeting to be stopped before its too late for too many more victims, myself included. Wouldn't anyone else feel the same way in my situation? Wouldn't you?
I Have Natural Feelings About What is Happening to Me
My feeling angry when I am being tortured or harassed or badgered, or all of these things at once, is a natural human response to something that is hurtful and should be stopped.

I sometimes feel sad. I sometimes feel angry. I sometimes feel scared. And these feelings do NOT mean that I am mentally ill or dangerous or suicidal or paranoid or against anyone who has not been able to be here for me and us! It just means that I am human.

Its the targeting that is wrong

I Have Natural Feelings About What is Happening to Me

   My feeling angry when I am being tortured or harassed or badgered, or all of these things at once, is a natural human response to something that is hurtful and should be stopped. 

   I sometimes feel sad. I sometimes feel angry. I sometimes feel scared. And these feelings do NOT mean that I am mentally ill or dangerous or suicidal or paranoid! It just means that I am human. 

Its the sadistic targeting that is wrong
www.targetedinamerica.com

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

A Horrible Set Up

It appears that librarians and other community members have been being used to try to provoke me. I know that they are victims too, but I am tired of being hurt by them. I am also experiencing a vamp up in computer infiltrations in libraries and my emails accessed. It appears that they are having me video taped at strategic times, when I am either being hit hard with radio waves or when I appear fine…etc. It seems like there is some sort of set up happening.

My feeling angry when I am being tortured or harassed or badgered, or all of these things at once, is a natural human response to something that is hurtful and should be stopped. I sometimes feel sad and I sometimes feel angry and this does NOT mean that I am mentally ill or dangerous or suicidal - it just means that I am human.

Words cannot fully describe what is happening in our world. It truly is a holocaustal situation for EVERYONE involved and far more people should be openly standing up against it, because it thrives and grows in the silence that has surrounded it for too many decades now. I keep hoping that things are getting better, instead of worse, and I am waiting for proof of this.

God help America and Humanity to be totally set Free.

Monday, May 15, 2017

Please Do Not Misunderstand

   Prior to the hell I was hit with this morning, I had written out a small statement, which was to be my only new post for today. In it I had hoped to reach all who may be upset over my mentioning them in my writings. In it I wanted to explain that when I express concern about people or official places being enslaved, in my heart I am actually trying to stand up for them, even while I am expressing concerns for me. This applies to my family and every level of law enforcement, military...etc. I have been doing my best to stand up for ALL of us through exposing the technological mind control enslavement, particularly since I realized the scope of the targeting. These writings are not about going against any of these places. I may not be doing a very good job of standing up for us all, but its the best I can do under these conditions. Though things appear to be getting worse in the past couple years I keep groping for the hope that they are getting better, overall. I guess time will tell.


  

VERY Disturbing Round of Targeting

   I was going to do a bit of editing of my last few posts, since I wrote them while being heavily targeted with a lot of technological torture through the process. But before I could do much I was rudely confronted/harassed by a woman the Goffstown Library and another puppet who tried blocking me from my car as I was leaving... and I am a bit overwhelmed today.

Forced to Erase Things Stored on Phone Again

   This morning I was blocked from accessing my email and received text messages to erase data on my phone, instead of codes to access my email, even though my phone memory was not genuinely full. I have experienced many episodes of  this sort of thing, where I have to erase evidence from my phone in order for it to store messages. This is the first time they blocked me from my email with this process. I did erase a bunch of stuff, because it really doesn't matter anyway. I can not prove what is happening on my own no matter what is or is not on my phone.

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Another Death Threat

   I am feeling very frustrated. After yesterday's round of hell I vented my frustration in my car for a while, probably offending those who could hear me. Then I was woken, shortly after I fell asleep, by an angry voice yelling and repeating, "I hate you. I am going to murder you."

Friday, May 12, 2017

Back Up Email Account Compromised?

I was receiving threats to wipe out my google accounts and emails. This forced me to try to do another backup blog with a yahoo email account. (My brain was being heavily lasered through this process) So I foolishly opened my old yahoo email, yesterday, which contained a few years of backup emails and blog posts from my google accounts. (sharonpoet (at) rocketmail.com) It now appears that this is what they wanted so they could access the yahoo account! I am deeply concerned because this Ramblings... blog and its books and even some of my emails and print outs have been being ersed, stolen or altered!
   I'm soooooo upset! Its contents were really all I had left for a defense against what appears to be alterations being made in my writings in order to set me up for various things and/or to cover up the targeting...etc. This is all extremely difficult. I just don't know what to do! I feel completely trapped and too vulnerable and at the mercy of those who seem to be able to do whatever they want with me as well as my writings.

   I'd had dreams of becoming a "prisoner of war" and kept at an enslaved loved ones home, and fear that some of their manipulations and alterations of my writings may be heading in that direction.
My blogs have been my backups in case something happens to me and my private websites are wiped out due to my not being able to pay for them.

My backup blogs for information on the targeting are www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com and www.targeted11.blogspot.com and www.technologicalholocaust.blogspot.com. The blog for part of my original work is www.heartbud.blogspot.com and one on Weebly that was wiped out. And I want to hold onto these, in case anything happens to me. They have been well established and I do not want my primary email account wiped out, because I am already too dangerously isolated.

Blogs Are My Backup

   My blogs have been my backup in case something happens to me and my websites are wiped out. my backups for information on the targeting are www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com  and  www.targeted11.blogspot.com  and www.technologicalholocaust.blogspot.com. The blog for my work is www.heartbud.blogspot.com and I had one on Weebly also, but it was wiped out. And I want to hold onto these, in case anything happens to me. They have been well established and I am already too dangerously isolated. But I am starting another blog that is not on google in case my google accounts get wiped out against my will.

My primary website, which links to all of my work
www.poeticpublications.com


Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Calling All Hearts Again

   Please print and pass this paper to as many people as possible as quickly as possible. It is a shortened version of the one a did a few years ago;



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way 
Through bullets hidden in microwaves, 

And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND 
That saves our lives and FREEs our land.

My Goal is Freedom and Recovery of the Heart of Humanity

   I have been doing my best, under extremely difficult conditions, to expose the covert targeting and enslavement of humanity, especially the technological mind control, which appears to be delivered through things like satellites that can shoot disruptive or brainwashing radio waves into the brains of people as easily as they can shoot them down for internet access, and is aided by certain types of pharmaceuticals, which have been being pushed onto masses of unwitting people. I strongly feel that the technological and pharmaceutical control of humanity is a critical holocaustal situation that must be remedied as quickly as possible, because it has been destroying the Heart of humanity and appears to be growing dangerously fast through the past few decades
   I feel that our precious Freedom must be quickly regained, and understanding of what has been happening delivered to all, so that recovery/healing can begin.
   Heavily Targeted Individuals, (like myself) have been being hurt/tortured in ways that are grossly inhumane, to say the least. We, including those who are not aware of being targeted, need validation, understanding, compassionate help and protection from further harm (of all kinds) including from technological tortures, technological mind control, covert harassment, false mental illness labels, parasite and chemical targeting and the sabotaging of our work, homes, relationships, health and lives...etc.

Sabotaged Medicine

   I recently tried to make garlic tincture to aid with the parasite and bacteria parts of the targeting and the garlic turned bright green, like it sometimes has when I cooked with it. But this garlic was merely minced and put into vinegar. It should NOT have turned green.
   Decades ago I used to make garlic tincture and it never turned green. I do not know if it is something being done to the garlic or if it is being microwaved as I aim to use it. But either way, my modes of medicine have been being sabotaged.
   Many years ago, before I was aware of being targeted, I suddenly started getting excruciating head aches after eating garlic and was baffled by it. I now think I was being technologically tortured for eating something that prevents the parasite parts of the targeting from succeeding.

Technologically Induced Malnutrition?



   There appears to be a pattern, which I have been experiencing, of technologically induced flushing of my digestive system at times when I am trying to eat better and take better care of myself. I think they may have also planted a parasite into me so that the targeting can be blamed on brain malfunction due to malnutrition.
     

Monday, May 8, 2017

Third Technological Holocaust Drawing

   I finally put the finishing touches on the third rough drawing I started in February. It is called "Confusion." This picture of it is a bit blurry, but is the best I can do right now.

Technological Holocaust - Confusion by Sharon Rose Poet

Am experiencing severe pain in head today.

This drawing had been erased from the book of this blog.



Friday, May 5, 2017

Please Do Not Judge Me

Please do not judge me. I am struggling to survive, while aiming to expose/stop the targeting, under indescribably difficult conditions and am not doing the best job of it.

   Sometimes I perceive parts of the covert things one way and at other times a different way and probably should not write about that part of the targeting, but have. I try to ignore the covert messaging but can't always and sometimes I can not help but react (especially with things that are loud and seem threatening or accusing) and then I wonder if I misperceived and feel guilty. Sometimes I share parts of the covert messaging and then erase it, because it is too difficult to be sure of what it means most of the time. I am often not handling things well and I am sorry. Sometimes I feel broken and it scares me. But I am praying for the strength to carry me through whatever the future holds and I am still praying my future will experience complete Freedom for America and the rest of humanity - the exposing and ending of and recovery from all aspects of the targeting, especially the technological mind control and tortures. God help us all.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Weather Modification?

     Whenever I see unusual weather patterns, like the ones that are now happening and causing record levels of flooding, I can not help but wonder if it is being instigated with criminal use of Weather Modification Technologies and/or laser weapons that can break things like eddies and dams. I hope that further devastation can be prevented by positive use of such technologies and the prevention of criminal use. I hope that stalled storm systems can be pushed out to sea instead of dumping too much water in the Northeast in the next week...etc. And God help places like Missouri and Arkansas! I feel for those who have lost homes and hope they are getting compassionate and uncomplicated help.

Monday, May 1, 2017

It Is Never Going to Be "Too Late"

Its never going to be "too late"
For Love to save the human race.
And Love works through anyone
Who has the Heart get it done.

www.heartbud.com


Am holding onto hope, while raven's puppets try to convince me that "it is too late."

Cryptic Dreams

   I erased the poem and statement that was hear, because it was probably just fear based. Am having a tough time. I sometimes try to link past dreams to current situations in efforts to try to understand what is or will happen, but it is not always accurate and I am too overwhelmed and have too much interference with the technological targeting of my brain to do a better job right now. Sorry.