My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;

Thursday, July 27, 2017


   It appears that I am again receiving covert threats that they will disable my vehicle and shove me into an unsafe homeless shelter! If they did that it could also cause me to lose what is left of my belongings. I feel scared for myself and other Targeted Individuals who have been isolated and are in danger of being abducted and completely enslaved. I hope that what is left of us is spared from that hell.
   I have recently experienced three episodes of police officers in Goffstown, NH, kicking me out of places where I park for short periods of time during the day. . .and videotaping me while questioning me. This seems to happen at strategic times and I am not sure what it is about. But the last episode came shortly after I had posted my concerns about the possibility of our words being altered in videos or recordings....like what I saw someone do in a video of presidential candidates in 2016. I pray for all levels of law enforcement to be set free so that they can be a source of help to us and not be used by those who target us, which would be best for them as well as us. And I beg all good/uncontrolled law enforcement officers to let their Hearts find the courage to openly stand up for us and themselves and America and the rest of humanity. We need you. We desperately need you.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Plight of Targeted Individuals

I erased what was here. Apparently some things are just too dangerous for us to feel or think or say while still trapped in the surveillance prison.

We need good, decent government officials and our loved ones to be free to be able
to be here for us in ways that are supportive - validating and understanding
and compassionate and protective. And I hope it happens soon.

Covert "Rescues" Into Enslavement

    I have said this many times before, but. . . I feel that the worst of the tortures have been to wear me down until I leap into the covert "rescues" that have been being set up around me through the past few years. This has often happened during and after rounds of painful torture and death threats and is what some of the "gang stalking" is about. And I still feel that these "rescues" lead to complete enslavement and that Targeted Individuals have been vanishing - torn from their lives and sometimes not even a trace of their existence left behind through the past few decades.
   Some of the covert "rescue" attempts appear to be performed by good people, who are enslaved and/or unwittingly used in the foreground of the dark operation that target us all, and this is disturbing to say the least.  So, I want to again make it really clear that I do NOT want to be abducted and enslaved. So, please stop trying.

I still feel that the dark forces have control of the covert world and that it is safer for good people to fully stand up for us as well as themselves and the rest of humanity.

Delayed Reactions and Realizations

   The mind control part of the targeting seems to cause delayed realizations and reactions to severe parts of the targeting. I have experienced this and have witnessed it in other victims.

Monday, July 24, 2017

Antony C. Sutton - Psychotronic Weapons and Behavior Modification

  Around the late 1980s Professor Antony C. Sutton said, “Psychotronics is the long range modification or manipulation of behavior by electronic, specifically radio means. In other words you use electromagnetic energy – radio wave transmissions to effect human behavior. . . You are merging radio engineering and parapsychology . . You can create a passive behavior. You can make people go to sleep. You can create narcotic effect. . . You can make people alert. You can make them misconstrue – misunderstand things. Each has a specific – very precise frequency. We know what these frequencies are. We know the behavior modification that can be brought about. . . You can induce medical effect – you can induce heart attacks, at a distance, with certain frequencies. . . We know you can modify behavior through beaming radio waves on specific frequencies at a distance. I think what they did in the 1970s was experimentation. I think what they are doing today is not experimentation. . . The West Germans issued their diplomats with protective devices about ten years ago. . . ”

Antony C. Sutton - Psychotronic Weapons and Behavior Modification


Monday, July 17, 2017

The TI Book Test?

   In 2012, those who targeted me were having their puppets tell me to write a book. I said no. Part of the targeting is done by a group that appears to be watching and judging and testing us while we get tortured and tormented. And I do not want to be used in the sadistic games that test and judge instead of protecting and helping.  My books, which are about the targeting, are just copies of my websites and blog so that my information will not be lost if I lose my websites.
   I feel that I am being too heavily targeted to do a good job with writing a new book, especially one on the details of my personal experiences with the targeting.  I want and need to be set free so that I can write my own book for the sake of healing. . .and write it from my heart when those who target me can not manipulate it or alter it or judge it or torture me if I feel and release my pain...etc.

Dart Marks?

   It appears that I was shot with two little darts late in the day before yesterday. At first they were raised red bumps and, when I scratched my nail over them, there was a little snapping sound...as of something plastic snapped off of the center of both of them.
    I am experiencing very high levels of distress lately especially since being shot with the darts. I do not know what kind of effect it will have on me and I do not believe it is a "good" thing at all.
   Its been difficult trying to log my past experiences for my latest video. And it was frustrating not being allowed to do the video, as well as past ones, without interference with my brain and the technologies I use. I'd hoped the new one, which ended up being two due to my recorder shutting down, would be better than the ones I did in 2015, but there are many things I forgot and many things I did not articulate in the ways that I normally would have, due to technological interference with my thought process on top of my own distress.
   Yesterday morning, I tried doing a better video of my chain of past experiences, but my recorder shut down again and I felt it was done remotely. I spent the rest of the day venting in my car.

Thursday, July 13, 2017

My New Targeted Individual Videos

   In the first video below I had accidentally said "2007" instead of the 1970s when I talked about the chain of three vehicle accidents I experienced. I erased that part and am not sure if it was a mind control thing or my own nervous mistake. That chain of vehicle accidents actually happened between the spring of 1975 and the fall of 1977. Within that time I also had a near accident when my brakes failed to work as I approached a stop sign and then found that the brake fluid had been drained from my vehicle. In the 1970s my mother was also dieing of leukemia. It was a a difficult stretch of time. I was only eighteen years old in 1977.

Part One of Three

Part Two of Three

   I had tried, in 2012 to help my family realize the targeting, but failed miserably. We remain separate and they still seem to think that I am just crazy. I had accidentally said "2007" instead of the 1970s when I talked about the chain of three vehicle accidents I experienced. I erased that part and am not sure if it was a mind control thing or my own nervous mistake. (This is the only edit I made in this video.) 
   Around the time when I started coughing in this video the targeting of my brain vamped up a bit and began interfering with my thought process more than it previously was. There are many spots in the video when my thoughts were interrupted and I did not complete what I was trying to say or did not say it the way I was thinking it. One is when I stated that the ambulance driver had heart attack symptoms. It was actually his assistant who had the heart attack symptoms. Sometimes what I try to say gets jumbled in my brain. Some of this can be my nervousness in front of the camera and my emotional struggle as I recall and talk about the targeting, but some of it may be the mind control. In order to do a better job with videos I'd need to be in a peaceful, radio wave free environment where there are no distractions and no intrusions upon my brain.
    These two were also interfered with through technological malfunctions that stopped my recorder and forced me to make a second video and then did not allow me to edit it or combine both videos into one before uploading it onto youtube. The situation about the blue coat, which I failed to finish talking about, is a situation where more puzzle pieces have been clicking together in the past few years. A woman who gave me a blue coat when I was around 11 years old now appears to have been part of the satanic/sadistic targeting. There is a lot that I did not share in this video. More is in my Targeted in America and Ramblings of a Targeted Individual books on Amazon. They can also be freely downloaded on http://www.targetedinamerica.com My blog is at www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

"You do not have my consent," She Cried

   I have added a few videos to my Targeted Individual Videos page; https://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/targeted-individual-videos-i-recently.html  In a new video I posted today Valentine Armon begs the perpetrators to stop. It really hit my heart when she cried out, "Enough is enough. . . I did not give you my consent. You have no right to torture me. You have no right to violate my brain. I beg you to stop. I am very ill. Stop it! Stop!" I can totally understand her feelings.

Targeted Individual Videos Web Page

   We desperately grope for who and why and how in a world that has provided too few honest answers. Is it this one or that one or coworkers or community members or our families or the government...etc. Who would do such a thing? And why? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! When we look through our justifiable pain, anger and fear, from the prison of hell that our abusers have us trapped in, it looks like everyone is involved in targeting us, because we are surrounded by manipulations and misinformation and interference with our brains, which makes it hard to be objective.
   When I reached the point of realizing the horrible technological and pharmaceutical mind control's enslavement of humanity, and was able to back up and look at the bigger picture, I began to see that humanity has been being targeted by a sadistic/satanic force that has been pitting people against each other and torturing those of us who are less controllable. In the sadistic targeting, technological mind control has been being used to pit governments and citizens against each other and pit loved ones against each other....etc. The government is just a compilation of our fellow citizens who have also been being targeted or effected in various ways, like the loved ones and community members of long term Targeted Individuals. Some have been technologically brainwashed into blind disbelief and/or the assumption that we are just "mentally ill," although there is concrete proof that both space and ground based technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, do indeed exist and can be criminally used; some have been lured or roped or tortured into the covert program that targets us and seem to think it is a good thing and are used to help "rescue"/enslave heavily Targeted Individuals or to fight for freedom in covert wars that merely add to the destruction. And some truly are criminals who know what is happening and either condone it or vengefully torture and/or aim to control us, our loved ones and other community members. God help us all.

Monday, July 10, 2017


   Radio waves can be shot into a person's body as easily as that which comes from satellites for internet access. Many of us are being tortured - literally tortured. The technological mind control, and its enslavement of humanity, is the core of the problem and it victimizes people both inside and outside governments. Please help expose and stop it from continuing. I beg all levels of government officials, who are aware of the technological tortures and mind control, to openly stand up for themselves, each other, us torture victims and all of humanity.

P.S. Early this morning I received a death threat, via a projected dream, and then my lungs were tortured/microwaved as I woke. Can they inflict emphazema with microwaves? Probably. This is part of another round of what appears to them wanting me to stop smoking and go through a healing process while they are watching and judging and, if its anything like the past, torturing me as well. I can not do it. I just can't stop smoking and heal while I am in this torturous prison. I am being painfully tortured with a laser shot to my head as I write this and was tortured off and on through yesterday and today. I have been experiencing a lot of harassment and lasering of my brain into anger lately. Apparently they have been trying to make me look insane or dangerous I hope they do not succeed.
   It appears that they have accessed and used my primary email account more than once lately. My original youtube account was taken over and I am not allowed access to it for a few years now. But this new one has been up and running; https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUnFkr95AGaz43o6FmOxbsw

Friday, July 7, 2017

Stand With Love

God is Love. Satan is hate. God forgives. Satan punishes.
God is Honest. Satan is deceitful. God promotes Peace. Satan promotes wars.
God is clear and direct. Satan is confusing, covert and cryptic.

Please stand with Love/God. 

   I have always viewed "satan" as just the dark forces in our world. But I'm using biblical terminology to make my point easier here.

A Potential Danger that Must Not Be Allowed to Happen

   I had exposed this before but erased it because I did not want to make good officials, who do good things, to look bad. But my heart tells me that genuine good officials would want to know the danger of set ups where even they could be used to hurt victims even more.
   Due to the wide spread mind control and enslavement of humanity there is a serious danger, if those who help to target and control victims are the ones who control the initial exposing of the targeting, because they could just set up anyone they want to look like a criminal part of the targeting. This could create even more hell for tortured individuals and loved ones of heavily Targeted Individuals. What a horrible scenario it would be if the targeting were exposed in ways that just hurt us more. This just can not be allowed to happen. We need the opposite - kindness, validation, understanding, protection from further harm, a chance to recover...etc. I think that those who target me know that it would hurt me immensely if, after years of my begging and waiting for help and protection for my loved ones and I, they set up the most innocent and tortured victims to look like the criminals. Last year I had actually gotten threats that they would do this if I wanted a "stand up" in my situation. And it has concerned me since. Thinking about this scenario proves the statements I made about how the little stuff can not be fixed, or dealt with, in the usual way, under the constraints of the BIG stuff - the technological mind control.

I beg good/uncontrolled officials, in ALL levels of our government, to openly stand up for themselves, each other, us torture victims, America and ultimately all of humanity so that victims can be helped without more pain being inflicted.

Its Not Safe

   The mind reading part of the targeting leaves no room for privacy or secrets. It appears that the dark forces, which target me, lurk behind most, if not all, of the covert world, although some of it appears to be from good sources. I still do not trust any of the attempts to covertly "save" me, no matter who is doing it - I still feel that the covert "rescue" leads to enslavement. I still feel that the covert world is not safe and that its safer to openly stand up.
   Lately, there appears to be a vamp up in attempts to set me up, drug me, enslave me, drive me nuts...etc. I have been experiencing another round of what appears to be threats to disable my car in order to abduct me. I'm scared.

Thursday, July 6, 2017

Sticky Stuff

   It appears that they are putting some sort of sticky stuff on surfaces i have to touch lately. This has happened on the steering wheel in my car and on door handles, which happened today as well as other days. I do not know if they are just trying to make me think they are drugging me or trying to kill me...or if they just want me to think they are. Its hard to tell if there is any effect from it because  the technological targeting can mimic almost any symptom. And they sometimes do things to make it look like my symptoms are from that and not from the technological targeting.
   Aside from this I am having a lot of difficulty lately. I have been being hit hard. Am scared and still need help, but there is not yet anyone even acknowledging the targeting. Some places appear to have been taken over and I hope they haven't really been. Am doing the best I can under torturous and horribly confusing conditions.
   Though I said I'd back up a bit on blogging due to being hit so hard, I will still try to post something every week to let you know I am still hanging in here. No matter what, I do not want a covert "rescue"/abduction/enslavement from ANY source. So, if I vanish its not of my own choice and I hope that does not happen. No matter how unlikely it now appears I still want to believe that there are good decent officials who will someday be here for us. . .with compassion and validation...etc.

Some of my emails were erased from my account. Though I have a double security set up to access it, they still appear to be getting into it. There also may have been some recent mailings that were not from me. I hope nothing bad was done.

Saturday, July 1, 2017

A Hope for Survival

   Have been at my wits end worse than ever. But I spent this morning writing in notebooks about our recovery after we regain our freedom. My hope will not let me stop waiting for things to get better - for enough officials, around the globe as well as in America, to realize the scope of what has been happening and stand up for us and the rest of humanity.

Friday, June 30, 2017

Backing Up A Bit

  I am not going to be doing much on this blog anymore, due to too much harassment in libraries that I have been forced to write in since they disabled my computers...etc. In the future there will be more in my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book on Amazon than there will be in the free download on my websites and this blog.

Thursday, June 29, 2017


I don't need false labels and "medication" - I need kindness, understanding, validation and a chance to recover after its over.
And I don't want enslavement - I just need protection and freedom.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

The Evil Blue Coat

  I erased this post because this situation feels too dangerous without the proper kinds of help. Things are not looking very good for me and it appears that a lot of cover-ups and set-ups are happening.

The Baffling Draw

   Before I realized the full scope of the targeting I had sometimes felt drawn to turn to the  perpetrators, who had previously infiltrated my life to befriend me, in order to get help as I was shoved into fearing for my life and destitution. This had baffled me until I fully realized the technological mind control part of the targeting and that I have been effected by it more than I'd previously thought. The brainwashings can also make us forget names and make us (sometimes just for period of time) think people are wonderful when they are actually the satanic perpetrators who are hurting us. The brainwashings are most effective when we are inflicted with emotional trauma or have been drugged and when we are not aware of the mind control. But truly satanic people can fool many - they are sometimes the most respected community members.

   I feel certain that I have been being targeted by a satanic occult since at least 1970. Since I have become aware of the mind control I have learned to second guess my thoughts and do my best to listen to my heart above them, although it gets very difficult to do when being heavily targeted.
Please read the next post - the Blue Coat. 

Monday, June 26, 2017

Calling All Hearts Again

I recently updated this one page paper.
Please print it out and pass it to as many people as possible.

    Most people are aware that radio waves can be sent down to their homes or computers, from satellites, for the purpose of internet access. But most people are not aware that these technologies can be criminally used – that beams of radio waves (microwaves) can also be directed into human beings to disrupt brain and body functions in ways that can range from mild to lethal. Radio waves shot into the human brain can inflict mental numbness and confusion, unusual mood swings and mind control - brainwashings. Radio waves shot into other parts of the body can cause physical illnesses like fatigue, joint pain, lupus, cancers, lung inflictions, heart attacks, brain damage...etc. I understand how difficult it may be to believe that this is happening, but please give it the benefit if your doubt. What's happening is so outrageously inhumane that a natural response can be to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or blind disbelief, but this situation needs your awareness and attention. This is a crisis that is already hurting humanity in many ways. It is a technological holocaust that needs to be more fully realized and stopped as quickly as possible.
    There is documented scientific proof that experiments, on the effects of radio waves (microwaves), being shot into the human body, began around the early 1900s by scientists like Nicola Tesla. Around 1961 President John F. Kennedy exposed this crisis to media officials saying, “Today no war has been declared - and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack... we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means… There is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity." This is NOT A “COMSPIRACY THEORY.” It has been happening for decades. Most people just are not aware of it. Hints of it leaked into the mainstream media in the 1970s when part of the MKULTRA and Russia’s microwaving of the American Embassy were reported, but not much has been reported since then.
   The worst of the technological targeting is mind control, which is aided by certain types of pharmaceuticals that have been being heavily pushed upon humanity and were even reported to have been found in USA public drinking water supplies in 2008. Though the immediate effects of technological mind control may be virtually unnoticeable to most people, the long term effects could be devastating for all of humanity if it is not immediately stopped, especially that which is performed on children – humanity’s future. When we are not allowed to freely think and feel we cannot fully follow our own instincts and Hearts and our natural process of personal growth is impeded and this is too damaging to be allowed to continue any longer.
    The computerized infiltration of people’s minds may sound impossible to many, but it is a devastating reality to even some of them. Veteran Author, Jim Keith had stated that, "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s…”
    The technological mind control is a covert enslavement of humanity which must be stopped as quickly as possible. It has been being performed on unaware people in the secret shadows of a global covert war for decades now. The late Philip Coppens reported that "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare.” Many blame only “the government,” but victims of technological mind control, and other forms of microwave targeting, include government personnel and media, as well as common citizens. The sadistic mind control programming appears to be pitting government and citizens, as well as family members, against each other and this cannot have a good result if it is allowed to continue. We should be standing up for each other, instead of fighting against each other, since we are all in this together. There are privately owned satellites “for internet purposes,” And there probably are other privately owned space and ground based technologies as well. The field of medicine, from psychiatry and dental to universities and hospitals appears to be heavily involved in the targeting and it is very possible that many of the physical and mental illnesses, which are inflicted with radio waves (microwaves) being shot into our bodies, could be for the purpose of financial gain through the sale of pharmaceuticals. . . some of which may also contain the compounds that aid technological mind control.
   Part of the sadistic technological targeting includes the torturing of heavily Targeted Individuals who are suffering indescribably. Within the covert war, unaware citizens and mind control victims have been being lured into, or targeted/tortured into, a sadistic covert program, which uses them to help technologically target or harass or recruit fellow citizens, sometimes under the guise of it being good or “help.” There appear to be false covert “rescues” of isolated and tortured Targeted Individuals, which lead to complete enslavement of those of us who are thought to be missing or dead. Please help spread the word on this. Public awareness can stop the recruiting process and deliver severe victims and their families the validation and understanding that is desperately needed.

   Criminal use of ground and space based technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, is probably the most dangerous thing humanity has been face with. Never, in the history of humanity, has there been a more crucial time for the Heart of humanity to rise into a strong, PEACEFUL, public stand for Freedom. I beg government and media officials, in America, as well as around the globe, to let your Hearts unite and stand up for us.

   Please give this information the benefit of your doubt. Please copy and share this paper with as many people as possible. Gather loved ones and neighbors into supportive groups and stay calm and act peacefully. Avoid the sadistic covert program/secret society and follow your own Hearts above all else. Do what you can to protect yourself, especially your brain. Please help remedy the obstacle of radio wave blockers being illegal to obtain in some countries. Pray or wish for the full restoration of our Freedom and do all that you can to help stop criminal use of radio wave technologies.

ATTENTION GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS; There may be modes of technological “protection” that have been a sly enslavement and filters, which bypass the low frequencies used for mind control, built into radio wave detect and blocking technologies. I hope this is investigated.

A PDF of this to print and pass it to as many people as possible;

P.S. Today a library computer was shut down, blocking my access, while I had my email account open. So, I am concerned about what may have happened. I hope it was closed out and not accessed by those who target me.Technological torture of my brain vamped up to painful levels as I worked on editing this paper, which I started trying to do over a month ago. Its been hell, but I think I finally made it a bit better. Please print it and help pass it out, since there is not much I can do, due to being so heavily targeted and monitored. Thank you.

Friday, June 23, 2017

Empty Promise

This is it - its summer - another time gone by
When a promise of help sits empty on my sigh.
Were all these years of waiting and suffering in vein?
How can nothing here for us sooth away my pain?
How can hope start over with only a broken feather in my hand
And too many promises broken? I don't understand.


Monday, June 19, 2017

I'm Worried

    Among many others, I am still worried about a man who lost his jobs and his wife and his children and his home after he witnessed life threatening damage done to my vehicle on two different occasions.
    I also still feel concerned about my children whom have been being targeted in ways that they do not even realize. I hope they have not been tortured and/or drugged into being used in the sadistic covert program, since I was last closely connected with them around the end of 2011. Either way, I hope they get the freedom and protection they need. My fight to expose the targeting for all of us has been long and hard and I hope it will help all of us. I hope that the people in and around my situation are not hurt any more than they already have been. I wish we were all free to be together and love each other and support each other and recover...etc. I am not trying to blame anyone for this not happening yet. Like I have said before, I know that it can not happen while we are all still under the constraints of the mind control and the dark manipulations. Obviously it just has not been able to. But I worry, especially since there appears to have been so much destruction of people and evidence in my situation. I just do not want any of us to be hurt anymore!

Chemotherapy Concern

   Some forms of Chemotherapy may be good for some types of natural illnesses. I really do not know much about it. However, I feel that there is a type of chemotherapy that can be extremely damaging to our Spirits and cause a sort of inner death, which greatly aids technological mind control.
   My concern started in 2006 when a doctor told me I was nearly dead and needed chemotherapy. At that time, I'd had a dream which showed my illness being caused by dark energy being shot at me and had felt that the chemo would be even more damaging to me, so I refused treatment. I now feel that the "dark energy" was the microwaves/radio wave targeting and that, at that time, it was being done in ways that were intended to force me into medical treatment, including chemotherapy. I am so glad I didn't let them do that to me. And I hope other people listen to their instincts above all else, when it comes to taking any sort of pharmaceuticals. Doctors do not always know what is best for us. It appears that, in this holocaustal targeting, they are sometimes even used to hurt us. I hope it is all exposed and stopped soon.

   I feel that there are many different types of pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control, and have been being pushed onto people who are not really ill, but are experiencing microwave/radio wave targeting, perhaps just to be put on the meds for monetary gain and/or to aid technological mind control.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. I am concerned for the wife of someone I know whom I was told was recently diagnosed with cancer and is undergoing chemotherapy. Due to my connections with them, I feel that they are probably being targeted. I hope the chemo does not damage her in the ways that enable complete technological enslavement or any other form of death. I hope she is saved from further harm. And the same for all others who suffer due to cruel technological and pharmaceutical targetings.

The Bill

   Those who target me claim to be just giving us what we want and keep asking what I want so this is it. I don't believe in the law suit craze, especially those against the government that us heavily Targeted Individuals have been being pushed into by those who target us. But I do believe in people taking responsibility for their actions. I have felt from the start that the core of the targeting has been being done by a satanic occult and that the the top leaders, of all the hell we are experiencing, hide in the back ground watching the wars and destruction...etc. This condensed version of a bill is for them.

Please permanently stop all the targeting and immediately pay me what you owe me in a one lump sum payment that has no strings attached, since I already paid for them one way or the other. I’ll appreciate it very much, because I DO NOT WANT you to keep holding me in a state of destitution and forcing me to beg for little scraps of money from your operatives who limit the amount of help I get, especially when I need it for things that will help protect me...etc. I DO WANT THE FOLLOWING THINGS.

1. Reimbursement to me of Freedom; Please permanently restore my Freedom from ALL aspects of the targeting. . .and do the same for the world I live in - for the rest of humanity, so that I can freely live a healthy life in a safe and free world.

2. Reimbursement to me of all the personal property and all the money that your operatives have either stolen from me, caused me to lose or forced me to spend due to the targeting. And the same for all others who have been being targeted.

3. Reimbursement to me for every year, since the year 2001, of the average yearly income, which you prevented me from earning, PLUS all that was spent on and all that could have been earned by my mission with my books, poetography prints, songs and other artistic works, which you sabotaged.

4. All losses and expenses instigated by the taking of my Loudon, NH home, the fire in my Andover, NH home and the forced sale of my "Adirondack Shack" - my in New York...etc.

5. Reimbursement to me for all moneys that have been earned by my works through those whom you used to plagiarize them. This includes, but is not limited to, my second "I Sing" song, which is sung by Tim Mcgraw and called "Last Dollar" and also some other name. And I want all of my creative works to be returned to me so that I can use my own songs and poems...etc., without running into difficulties with what looks like set ups for plagiarizers to pretend that I am the one who plagiarized if I were to ever succeed with my work.

6. Reimbursement to me of the amount of money I have had to spend on medical bills due to any aspect of the targeting.

7. Reimbursement of money I spent on every phone, computer, camera, guitar, vehicle...etc., that was damaged or lost in any way or form, due to the targeting.

8. The return of all of my personal property that was scoffed up by your operatives as you shoved me into destitution and instigated their loss on many occasions.

9. The amount of all money I borrowed (and still owe), while being held in destitution and struggling to survive. This includes what I owe three banks, several hospitals, several churches and many individuals...etc.

10. Reimbursement to me of the inheritance, from a friend, that you appear to have had people take from me in 2001.

11. My life back; All of my loved ones permanently returned to me in a state of being completely free of all mind control and other forms of targeting and them and the rest humanity fully aware of what has been happening to us so that we can heal from it together. And the same for other heavily Targeted Individuals, so that we can heal together as well, because we need each other's validation. Please also pay for our choices of modes of recovery from what you have done to us.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

   Is this a joke or what?! Seriously though. Its only fair. I have been experiencing indescribable difficulty with having to beg for money just to survive living in a vehicle. This has been very distressing, on top of all the other parts of the targeting, especially when I have gotten harassed, or have been in more danger, for begging for money in parking lots...etc. Though I deeply appreciate the batches of uncomplicated help I have gotten since around 2012, I am in deep need of more financial help, in order to relieve this part of my distress, until a miracle happens to stop the targeting and I can get back onto my own feet. Would you please let your Heart care to send me as much monetary help as you can? It can be done anonymously with bits of cash each week or things like postal checks for more...etc. Please let your heart help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Saturday, June 17, 2017

Please Stand Up

   I again want to beg those who are being used in the sadistic covert program, under the guise of it being a good thing, to realize that it isn't and find the Heart and the courage to step out of it with a group of people/witnesses and fully and peacefully stand up for yourselves and us and America and humanity.
   But if you want to stand up please do it quickly because there may be dangers in considering it or talking about standing up for too long before acting.

 God, help humanity to be completely
set free and have a chance to recover.

I wrote this poem, in the Spring of 2014, for those who are completely enslaved and are missing or thought to be dead.

How many alive are thought to be gone?
How many shoved into that lethal "home"?
They are the angels we now need
To step out and stop the bleed.
Beneath the numbing microwave's pill
Our hearts Truly love them still.
Please come back.

Friday, June 16, 2017

Bits of Validation

    When I run across bits of validation from sub media forums that are standing up for us Targeted Individuals, (TIs) I feel grateful. I deeply appreciate their courage. And I'd do more to thank them in comments on their articles, but I have been being blocked from them.
   I have concerns too though, because most of the exposure in the sub media seems to focus primarily on the "gang stalking" and is laced with blame against our families and/or the government, which is understandable, since these are the places we have been being programed to blame. And their silence...etc., makes them look guilty. Its easy to blame them when we are not aware of the extent of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control which can seriously influence not only our loved ones, but also community members in all arenas.
    The technological mind control is a critically important component in the sadistic targeting, because it is used on our loved ones and community members, in order to keep us isolated and disbelieved and unhelped and sometimes even completely forgotten or framed for crimes...etc. Much of humanity appears to already be enslaved. Most of the covert harassment  appears to be done by mind control victims who are unaware of being used.  Some of them appear to have been recruited or tortured into the covert program under the guise of it being good and "helpful." This level of the stalkers are used to try to abduct and enslave us under the guise of it being a covert "rescue." Some appear to be torture victims who have been recruited, by their own abusers, in order to seek revenge on those whom they are convinced have been torturing them, in a covert war for freedom that merely adds to the horrible destruction of it. In one way or another, most of them are victims too. But some are actual criminals who do things like tamper with brakes on vehicles or shoot things into tires or spray something on our windshield that prevents us from seeing through it when it rains or drug and rape us, or steal from us or destroy our property, or put parasites in our food or on our clothes in public...etc.
   We TIs also experience the mind control in ways that sabotage relationships and block our hearts and sabotage us getting the proper kinds of help, can make us appear "mentally ill," or make us forget important pieces of evidence, or make it look like we are just catastrophizing things that are really even worse then we can express...etc. The tortures and mind control can practically drop us to our knees in physical and/or emotional agony one day and then make us look happy and OK - like nothing is really happening to us the next day.  The result can be devastating and like being trapped in a desolate public prison.
    Aside from the covert harassment (gang stalking), and the parasite targeting and chemical/bacteria targeting, and the technological mind control, we also experience technological tortures to various parts of our bodies, especially in our head and breasts and pubic area. We are experiencing horrible, holocaustal levels of physical and psychological torture, while being surrounded by people who are not even free to follow their own minds and Hearts and realize or believe or care about what is happening to us. This is more excruciating then words can express, especially when we are not aware of the mind control that uses people to either prevent or withhold various types of help or limit and control the amounts of financial help we get once we are shoved into destitution. We are in desperate need of compassion, validation, understanding, protection from further harm...etc. But all of humanity must become aware, be set free and start recovering, in order for our lives to return to normal even if the targeting stopped on us.

   The darkest core of the sadistic targeting is criminal use of radio wave technologies, which has been performing various types of mind control and torture upon much of humanity and it must be quickly stopped. Please help to stop it from continuing - Please help set humanity free.

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Deprivation of Nurturing Nourishment?

  In the early 1980s I had two babies whom I had wanted to breast feed. But I was forced to give them formula due to experiencing excruciating pain when I tried to nurse them. This happened with both of my children. Now that I am aware of the sadistic targeting I feel that the pain was technologically inflicted, in order to deprive my children of the mother-child bonding that breast feeding can provide and/or to force me to give them formula instead of the natural milk that would have been better for them.
   This leads me to wonder about baby formula. Since certain types of pharmaceuticals aid technological mind control, and have even been found in public drinking water, is it possible that baby formula could contain traces of at least one of them? I hope someone investigates to find out.
  No matter what may or may not be in baby formula, surely a mother's natural milk is what is best for children. I'd like to urge parents to breast feel their children, no matter how inconvenient it may be, so that the babies can receive the healthiest food and the nurturing bond that nursing can provide. I wish I could have done this. Not being able to was hard for me, because it felt important to me, even back then – before I was aware of the targeting.

   Please help our children - humanity's future, to be free of pharmaceutical and technological mind control so they can grow into all that they were born to be. And please do everything in your power to stop criminal use of ground and space based technologies that have been being used to target people, including defenseless mothers and babies.

Please Help Stop Technological Mind Control from Continuing to Destroy Humanity

   My writings have contained a heavy focus on the technological and pharmaceutical mind control because I feel that it is literally the worst thing that has ever happened to humanity. The infliction of technological and pharmaceutical mind control prevents the natural process of personal growth and can block or interfere with our Hearts and our ability to listen to our natural instincts....etc.
   In my dreams, through the past decade or so, my children are depicted as being young children (under ten years old) even in current circumstances. And I strongly feel that this is because their natural process of inner growth stopped when the technological mind control vamped up on them around the late 1980s. This leaves me deeply concerned for them as well as the rest of humanity.
   Even if you do not believe in dreams, or my interpretation of this scenario, I beg you to listen to your own common sense, which can tell you that ANYTHING, which interferes with our natural process of thinking and feeling also interferes with our natural process of personal growth. And our natural process of personal growth is needed, in order for us follow our own Hearts and grow into all that we were born to be so that we can do our part in making our world a better, safer, healthier and more loving place to live. Humanity needs to be set free and our children - our future need to be protected from further harm.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block our most valuable tool - our Hearts. Just look around the world and see its effects through the past few decades.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block natural instincts, which are needed by every human being, especially those who work in professions like law enforcement - from local through federal. Please THINK about this and the ramifications of dulled or blocked instincts in mind control victims of all kinds. I beg all levels of law enforcement to openly stand up against technological and pharmaceutical mind control for them selves as well as us.
   The list of harm that technological mind control has been inflicting upon humanity could go on and on and on. It is just too horribly wrong and intrusive and damaging and it has to be stopped ASAP. Humanity needs to be free to think and feel and grow...etc.

   Please help set humanity free from technological mind control and the pharmaceuticals and torturous technological targetings that aid its process, as quickly as possible. Please do everything in your power to help stop criminal use of all space and ground based technologies which can emit radio waves. . .as quickly as possible.


   The targeting has been severe lately. Lot of technological torture of various kinds on top of the covert stuff. And there appears to be another heavy push to make me look crazy and declared insane. I hope they do not succeed. I wish I had protection from it. Am not holding up very well, but doing the best I can to hang in here.

Are they trying to drive me crazy
so they can say that I was crazy? 

Monday, June 5, 2017

For Forgiveness to Blossom

  There are many things that I have been feeling confused about or hurt by and I hope for this hell to end with Freedom being regained and direct/overt, positive resolution, in all places where it is possible, so that forgiveness can blossom.

Saturday, June 3, 2017

From Vengeance to Freedom

   In a free world we are able to stand up for what we feel is right, and stand up to publicly expose what is wrong, so that things can get better. In an enslaved world, where sadistic technological mind control has been inflicted, the opposite can happen and this is too unfortunate.
   My experiences have shown me that the technological mind control programming, that has been being used to enslave humanity, pushes severe victims, or covertly uses unaware victims, to seek vengeance against grievances instead of doing the functional listening and looking at and altering behaviors...etc. This creates a horrible situation for people in my type of situation. There are many times when the more I felt and said or wrote about the wrongs/crimes that have been being committed against me as well as many others, the worse things got for me. They'd retaliate instead of caring and striving to make things better. And this has appeared to happen in almost every arena that I have been associated with.
   Clearly we are not living in a free world. It appears that most of humanity has already been enslaved and is influenced by a horribly dysfunctional, often cruel, technological mind control programming. This is a critical holocaustal situation, not only for people like myself who are being heavily targeted/tortured, but also for those who are enslaved by, or used in, the sadistic covert program. But the answer is not to cower in fear as they seek revenge, although I have been doing my share of this, even recently. Its a scary situation I am in! But my heart's Wisdom says that the primary answer is to let our Hearts. . .

Openly stand up for Freedom for all
until it has been completely regained.

Please stand up for Freedom, instead of seeking revenge against me.
Please stop the covert wars and peacefully stand up for Freedom.


P.S. We need more people peacefully and publicly standing up for Freedom from technological mind control...etc.,, especially media and government officials of all levels, in order to stop it from continuing and growing. . .and to start restoring the Heart of humanity.
   Its still OK to embrace and share our feelings. It will just
be a lot easier to do when our Freedom has been regained.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Vision of Love

    Long ago, I had a vision, which showed the Heart of humanity standing up and saving itself from further destruction. So, I pray for God to send us the Love that will save us, save America and save the rest of humanity - the Love that will restore our Freedom and safety - the Love that will work through every Heart that allows it.

You can be a Dove. All its takes is Love.

P.S. I do not want to offend or alienate any level of any agency that could possibly help this hell to end and our freedom to be genuinely restored. I wish that the good/uncontrolled Hearts, in every level of government, would pull together and stand up for us and America and humanity. I wish.

Monday, May 22, 2017

No Matter What They Say. . .

My heart keeps assuring me that GENUINE help will empathize and be here for us, in every way it can, no matter what we say or do or write.

I'm trying to keep my hope alive.

P.S. Writing out my feelings is something that comes natural to me and is what a large part of my work has been about. Bringing this habit, of freely writing, into a public forum, while I am being targeted, has not always worked very well. There are times, like in the past few weeks, when it is literal hell for me to be trying to survive rounds of torturous setups while struggling to figure it all out and write about it on infiltrated computers in infiltrated libraries. Please try to understand.
I am recently asking myself why I even continue to try to write under these horrible conditions, especially since my writings appear to be being blocked from the public. Would letting go of this relentless battle, until I have a safe computer in a peaceful place, the same thing as giving up?

My Spiritual View

   I feel, with every fiber of my heart and soul, that "God is Love" and that the only way to God is through our Hearts. And this is why it is so critically important that the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, which has been blocking the Heart of humanity, be stopped as quickly as possible. Please help save the Heart of Humanity from further destruction.

Websites Blocked?

   It appears that my primary websites about the targeting have been blocked from showing up on both Google and Yahoo searches even when put into quotations with the .com added to it. Those who target me have stated that they are keeping me "in the background." How can they have control of so much? They seem to think they are doing what I want but this is not what I want, especially since the targeting has not yet been being fully exposed by officials and the mainstream media...etc., relieving people like me from having to do it all. This is not at all what I want and its very discouraging. Below are two of the websites that search engines no longer detect.

A Big Issue

   I understand that there are issues with my writings. But there are no issues, that I know of, which are more critically serious then the plight of people like me who are being technologically and psychologically tortured...etc., and that of community members who are unaware of being enslaved in a secret society/covert program that uses them in the grossly inhumane and cruel process of covertly harassing and/or harming fellow citizens like me.
   The technological and pharmaceutical mind control parts of the targeting have been being used to enslave humanity through the past few decades. This is destroying the heart of humanity and I feel that this is the most critical issue that humanity has ever been faced with. It just has to stop. Please stand up and help stop it from continuing. 

Saturday, May 20, 2017

When "Help" Hurts

Some of the most sadistic parts of the covert
targeting are done under the guise of "help."

   Because those who target me have a habit of pretending to "help" while doing the opposite things can get WAY too confusing for me if there really is good help that is acting covertly. When I think of the possibility of genuine good/uncontrolled people physically trying to approach me, in ways that are covert, it concerns me, because I do not think they can do anything without those who target me knowing about it.
   Like I have been saying for years now, I strongly feel that "Its safer to stand in the Light" - its safer to fully stand (OVERTLY) with me and acknowledge the targeting if you are not a part of it and really want to help me and others. . .and I wish you would, because I had a prophetic dream of people deciding to publicly stand up, which showed them not getting hurt for doing so. It may be too late for this to happen for me, but it can happen for others and for America and for the rest of Humanity.

It is safer to stand in the light