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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Monday, June 27, 2016

I Can't Agree With Either One.


   I seem to be surrounded by two opposing covert groups. One blames only the government and the USA, even though they are being targeted too. This group seems to be the infiltration that targets America and utilizes technological mind control on us all. The other group goes in the opposite extreme. Both have been demanding, controlling and threatening in various ways. I can't agree with either one. Are they both lead by perpetration? It seems so
  
I wish all covert groups would let their Hearts unite into a peaceful stand for our Freedom. We desperately need more Hearts to publicly stand up and expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, the human enslavement, and the torturing and tormenting of victims like myself

PLEASE HELP BREAK THE SILENCE.

P.S.  The covert and technological hell continues for me! I do not write most of it. Lately has been horrible and too much. I feel too traumatized. It appeared that ticks were being shot into my car today. I am still stranded in a parking lot. I was surrounded by a group of puppets yesterday. They sarcasically took pictures of me after I took pictures of their cars and plates. I'd hoped to intimidate them away. But it didn't work. I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Please!

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

I'm Sorry

   I am sorry for the mistakes I've made in my fight to expose the targeting while I am still being targeted. Its been an indescribable hell. My situation has deteriorated considerably. I beg honest people who are aware of my being targeted and surrounded by manipulations, please report it for me.

MAY THE TRUTHS AROUND THE TARGETING BE OPENLY EXPOSED BY HONEST HEARTS INSTEAD OF TORTUROUS COVERT MANIPULATIONS. 

Please Understand

   Like I have said many times before,
 I am sorry if my writings offend you.
Please try to understand.

   The "about" page of this blog has been being hidden by those who target me.

   In this blog there are sure to be things, which I misperceived, because much of it has been a desperate fight for our lives while I am being threatened and my brain is being electronically tortured. I have also been being surrounded by multitudes of covert manipulations.

   I really believe what I had put in a recent post; Humanity's worst enemy is technological and pharmaceutical mind control and the secrecy that allows its continuation. Now that I realize the scope of the mind control, and the enslavement, it makes it easier for me to forgive people, or organizations, who are victims of it. This does not mean that I want to pretend that the targeting has not been happening or that I am going to put my head back on the chopping blocks. It just means that I am going to hope for them to regain their freedom and aim to refrain from just angrily blaming them.

   My stand, though not nearly perfect, is to save tortured victims. . .like me; to help free enslaved victims. . .like most of my estranged loved ones; to help America and Humanity to regain freedom from technological and pharmaceutical mind control...etc.; and to help save the Heart of humanity from further destruction

The False Covert "Rescue" Into Enslavement

   I know that I've said this before, but it deserves another mention; The false covert "rescue" into enslavement was first shown to me in a dream in 2006 on the day after I was in a small Arizona town where a group of women quickly zoomed in to befriend me. The night after I met these women I had a dream about them holding me captive and in the process of trying to inject me with something when a group of people barged into the house to "rescue" me. These rescuers pretended to be good people, but were actually part of the same criminal group as the women. After this dream I pulled away from the area, because I feel that this would have happened to me if I'd stayed there. But there appear to have been many other attempts to do a similar thing since then.
  
   I feel that it is a regular pattern for perpetration to target and traumatize their victims and then move in to rescue them. . .in order to slyly enslave them. I think that this process probably happens in many different ways and sometimes even uses good people in the foreground of the operation - people who are already enslaved and/or people who really think they are helping victims and do not realize that they'd be handing us over to the criminals who are targeting us. (Sometimes they even use our own enslaved loved ones in this process.) Please help spread the word. And please help publicly expose this and set enslaved victims free. Please.

P.S. Heavy electronics shooting into my brain again today! Lot of torture lately, including painful laser shots to my legs while I tried to sleep, for a few nights before switching to lasering my brain into the restless talking that I mentioned in a recent post.

P.S.S. Lot of manipulations going on in the covert targeting as well as my writings associated with them. Double sentences were plugged into chapter four of my Heights of Wisdom story just before they disabled my computer around the 20th of June 2016. 

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Forcing Me Onto the Streets?

   I am being hit hard on all levels - with electronics shot into my brain and the puppet crap. Today the puppets were trying to tell me to go on foot somewhere. One angrily repeated, "If you don't leave I'll call the police." It appears that they are threatening to call the police and force me to abandon my car and belongings, which include the little bit that is left of my writings and the evidence they have been destroying. I can not carry most of it with me. This would also put me on foot, on the streets, and completely at their mercy! They also appear to be threatening to steal my car. I had wondered if they had yesterday and a puppet said, "Not yet." 

Please stop hurting me while 
pretending to be "help" for me.
www.targetedinamerica.com 

Hidden Page and Manipulations

Someone had hidden this "About" page, which contains important information about this blog; http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/about-this-blog_2.html

This is the second time this has happened. And there seems to still be rounds of those who target me trying to make it look like I am one of them. I am not sure who they are trying to manipulate or convince, but probably someone whom they know is looking on, because of the way thing shift when they do this.

P.S.  The covert and technological hell continues for me! I do not write most of it. Lately has been horrible and too much. I feel too traumatized. It appeared that ticks were being shot into my car today. I am still stranded in a parking lot. I was surrounded by a group of puppets yesterday. They sarcasically took pictures of me after I took pictures of their cars and plates. I'd hoped to intimidate them away. But it didn't work. I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.

Again - Please Set Humanity Free

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!


 Please Stop the Covert War

Please Set Humanity Free

Crying for America

My heart has been crying for America and every citizen that has been being tortured and hurt and targeted and silenced. 


God Help Us All
www.targetedinamerica.com

A Lethal Song? (I'm Singing) Duplicate Post

   This duplicate post, of the one below, was added in by those who target me. It was plugged in AFTER June twentieth with the date of the 19th. Aside from this double post they have also been recently plugging double words and double sentences into my writings. I do not know what this means, but it does not feel good, especially since it was also surrounded by other manipulations and heavy rounds of targeting.

A Lethal Song? (I'm Singing)

  UPDATE: I have erased this post because it was surrounded by torturous manipulations.    I wrote it while being tortured and traumatized after a round of threats and sleep deprivation. 
   My computer was disabled, after I blasted this post out, preventing me from editing it as I usually do after I write something while being too heavily hit with microwaves shot into my brain.  Their aim appeared to prevent me from getting the proper kinds of help, to make me look like part of the perpetration, or make me look like a "fake TI"…etc.
   I have been being too heavily targeted and am too overwhelmed to figure it all out and comb through it properly. If I reach a point where I can, and feel a need to, I will explain more.


If you read the original post that was here, please understand that it was manipulated by those who target me, during a time when I was being terrorized and technologically tortured and they were issuing threats and orders that they knew my fear would write. . .and this alone is cause enough to erase it. Sometimes the targeting is set up in ways that manipulate if I even just write down what they are doing and saying!!! (This has happened on many occasions and I hope that there are Hearts who can understand the torturous manipulations that are inflicted upon heavy targets.)

"Sing" they say while lasering my brain!
I talk and talk and its still the same.
Who is playing this lethal game?
 And how on earth are victims to blame?


Friday, June 17, 2016

Humanity's Worst Enemy is Technological and Pharmaceutical Mind Control

  Humanity's worst enemy is technological and pharmaceutical mind control and the secrecy that allows its continuation. And it has to be exposed and stopped, in order for the mind, heart and soul of humanity to regain its freedom and recover.
   Within the secrecy of the mind control, and its negative programming, the heart of humanity has been being replaced with greed, selfishness, arrogant quests for power over others and the chaos of victims blaming victims...etc. This must stop.
   Some of my older writings are prime examples of how we can easily misplace blame or misunderstand what is happening when we are not aware of being targeted and are not aware of the mind control grip on others. Once we know about it, we realize that the only thing, which deserves full blame, is the technological and pharmaceutical mind control. . .in many situations. Without the mind control and its secrecy most of our other problems will cease to exist. Please help it to be exposed and stopped, without inflicting more pain upon its victims
 
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. Yesterday and the day before I went through another round of the covert program suddenly flipping into pretending that I am one of them after a few days of torture...etc. It feels really weird when they suddenly start saying things like, "Oh now you are going start ignoring me," and pretending that I am working for them when I have always done my best to ignore them so that they don't drive me completely nuts. Lot of manipulations seem to be going on around me.
 

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Another Threat?

  Yesterday, at 1:47pm, I received a message, which stated that it was from the Red Cross, and repeated, "Give your blood and save a little boy's life." The way it was said seemed a bit odd, like it may be a covert threat. . .in the form of advertising to donate blood.
   I brushed it off, because the covert stuff is so filled with terroristic types of threats, which appear to be normal ads, that it has become best to ignore them so that it won't drive me crazy. But then, this morning, there was a dead fox in the path I walked. Coincidence?

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Heights of Wisdom

   My brain is being more heavily tortured this afternoon. I have been trying to distract my pain and overwhelm with working on a little project that is a take off from some of my older writings; http://yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com/2016/06/heights-of-wisdom-conclusion.html



New "Heights of Wisdom" Blog
    

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Why?

Why do too few realize the suffering that silently grows within
the world's worst holocaust? Why do too few care? Why?
www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html
Please help break the silence.

Please Set Humanity Free

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please! Please stand up and set humanity free. Please save the Heart of humanity from further destruction. Please!


 Please Stop the Covert War
Please Set Humanity Free

Saturday, June 11, 2016

A Little Reminder

   Exposure of the remote mind control part of the targeting, happening through the past few decades, appears to be growing more scarce on the web. So here is a bit of a reminder, with the hope that you will do EVERYTHING in your power to expose and stop ALL levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of people's brains, which is hurting far more than our minds. Please help save the Heart of humanity.
The following statement has been in my books and websites and had, at one point, been erased. It is merely an example, which proves the reality of mind control and its possibility by the 1950s. I feel that there are many different organizations who have been involved in experiments with technological mind control. And that the aim to enslave humanity, started long before the 1950s. Irregardless of who has been (or is doing) what part of it. . .the fact remains that it is indeed happening and is in desperate need of being fully realized, exposed and stopped.

 "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . ." In the 1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind” was exposed in a number of Congressional enquiries, but most commentators seem to believe, or accept, that everything stopped, and largely that – from the little information that had not been destroyed prior to the investigation began – it had been unsuccessful. Though the latter might have been the case in the mid 1970s, it is definitely clear that it did not end." ~ Philip Coppens.

Friday, June 10, 2016

Rounds of Hell


Its like rounds of hell in their insane game
Where much is lost and nothing's gained.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Infiltration Concern

   I pray for the good and uncontrolled Hearts, here as well as around the globe, to stand separate from the dark infiltration and quickly grow.

I beg uncontrolled government and media officials to please stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us. . .for humanity's freedom. Please stand up and expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end; So that people can know and resist and have the opportunity to protect themselves; So that people can pull together and support each other instead being torn apart; So that heavily hit victims can understand and get help and recover.  Please!

www.targetedinamerica.com

The Brain and Leg Torture Continues

   My brain is being tortured again today, more than the usual. My legs are being painfully lasered lately, especially through last night.  (Update; the next night my right leg was cast in pain just once and then stopped when I said something and moved.)
   "Its OK" or "She's alright" they keep saying to me. This, along with a recent email saying "Fake TI" seems to be them threatening to pretend that I am not really being targeted. And their repeated "You too," appears to be someone lumping me in with perpetration. I also seem to be being surrounded by a vamp up in dark manipulations. Is there any hope for me? I don't know. Time will tell.


P.S. For a period after this my spine was being lasered. Are they trying to remove the microchip that was found in the early 1990s? It appears that they have recently abducted the doctor who had found it.


Monday, June 6, 2016

Twisted Pain

Twisted Pain

Please don't scrutinize my every thought and word.
Please don't take it personal just because you heard.
I can not explain it all. I need some privacy.
I wish you all knew and could truly see,
This twisted pain isn't really me.

Into the Light Book

Introduction to my old "Into the Light" Book


Into the Light Book

"Do it!" they responded,
To my PRIVATE thoughts.
And I almost didn't do it
Until the lasers became hot.
I erased that book's posting
Partly to see what would happen,
Partly because I had wanted to,
And for the hell to finally end.
But the stress it put me through
Was akin to the rest ravens do.
To me, its not really gone.
Its just no longer out there,
And is in perhaps a safer place
Farther from judgment's evil glare.
"Don't cast even tarnished pearls
Before the claws of swine,"
Is one sore lesson learned
In this torturous time.

"Into the Light" will someday become, "The Covert Puzzle" book.

Introduction to my old "Into the Light" Book
www.targetedinamerica.com/Into the Light.rtf 

P.S. My 2010 and 2012 web postings of my "Into the Light" book have been surrounded by threats and demands to erase it since 2012. Those who were recently demanding for it to be taken down are the ones who do the mind reading.
This whole situation is really scary and I have felt unsure of how to deal with it. I took the 2012 posting down for the sake of good people (including myself) who may have been (or could possibly be) hurt or offended by its contents. I have replaced it with the above intro until I have the freedom to comb through it and figure out what to do. I still have copies of the original book if it is ever needed by honest officials.

The Needle Trail Look

   In the past few days, little bruises are appearing on my inner arm, for no apparent reason. Last night, after a police officer asked me if I was on drugs, I realized that the bruises are probably inflicted with lasers, in order to make me look like a drug addict. My situation is getting more scary. Last night I was expressing concerns from the past and hoping for things to get better, just before things shifted down into another new concern. No. I do not do drugs, except for nicotine and a bit of caffeine and they are bad enough. But they help with my distress and to calm tears that have been tortured for being released. They are my (hopefully only temporarily recurring) comfort things.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Please do not look for fault

   Please do not look for fault in me or other heavily targeted individuals. We are already hurting indescribably. Our suffering hits holocaustal levels. We are in desperate need of compassionate understanding from our fellow human beings.

Nothing that we do or write is going to be perfect while we are being targeted.

Friday, June 3, 2016

Another Threat to "Disable" me?

  It appears that I am experiencing another round of threats to disable me. First there was a wheel chair thing and then puppet pointing at his lower back. . .and then odd sores breaking out around both my upper and lower spine. I hope they do not succeed. Microwaves have also vamped up lately. It seems like another push to make me sick.

From Hacked to Replaced

   Two mornings ago, I cried as I realized that about half of my "Into the Light" book had been hacked up. . .then the usual weapon attacks vamped up on my brain and anger took hold. They backed off after I exposed it in the previous posts. They even replaced the hacked up copies of my Into the Light book. . .as if it had never happened.
   Today I was able to re-post a saved version of this book. But I don't know if it's the same as it was. I don't even know if those 2012 postings were the originals, because I have had ongoing computer infiltrations. And I am not able to access the original 2010 copies of it right now. I am not going to be able to completely comb through it while still being targeted. I have tried a few times since the end of  March, since just before my car was disabled, and it just can not be done under these conditions, because those who target me seem to have an serious issue with this book.

    I am sorry if this book offends anyone. To me, it is just another example of the targeting, like I had stated on it in 2012. Now, after re-reading parts of it, I feel that it just needs a few good honest explanations, aside from keeping it in its original form, until my computer and I are free to fully and peacefully re-read it and do more extensive explaining. Until then here is a short introduction to it;  www.poeticpublications.com/Into%20the%20Light.rtf

Thursday, June 2, 2016

My Promise to God

   Long ago, I had made a promise to God (the REAL God ) that I'd use my own experiences as written examples to help us through the difficulties we are facing in our troubled world. But didn't expect it to end up the way it has. I probably wish it were different more than anyone else. But I need to honor my promise to God above other people's misunderstandings and issues. The biggest problem is that my writings have sometimes not even been being allowed to remain as I wrote them. And I have made many changes out of concern about people not understanding and when I am being too heavily targeted to articulate or explain things properly. Hopefully someday I can pull it all together into a more effective and less offensive book.

They Gave me an Airconditioner

   I'd been struggling with and complaining about the heat, because my car was disabled in an open parking lot where there is no shade. This morning I woke to find an old broken air conditioner dumped next to my car. At some other time I may see the humor.



Wednesday, June 1, 2016

To Those Who Have an Issue with my "Into the Light" book

   I understand how many people could have had issues with my Into the Light book, especially people whom I had named in it. I can understand that many people would want this book to be erased. It was written at a time when I did not know much about the targeting. . .yet reveals a lot, perhaps even more than some of my current writings. I'd hoped to edit it, but have been being too heavily targeted. I have not been allowed to finish reading or explaining this book I wrote in 2010. During my last effort the book was hacked up, about half of it erased, along with literally every "Unedited" copy I had saved in my computer! But here is an intro to it; http://www.poeticpublications.com/booklight.html

Another Desecration of my Writings

   I recently erased my original 2012 version of my "Into the Light" book from my websites.  This book had been written in 2010 and re-posted on the web in 2012, and someone who targets me seems to want to hide this fact or hide the whole book. Since I erased it, for better reasons than their demands, I had started  removing names and plugging in explanations for it to go into a new "Covert Puzzle" book. But as I do this I am finding huge parts of it being erased by those who have infiltrated my computer! About half of this book was chopped out after demands to erase the originals from the web. "You just lost your innocence" they said after I erased the book from my primary websites. Then as I started trying to resurrect it into the "Covert Puzzle" book they started hacking it up!!! (They actually replaced it after I exposed this. . .as if it never happened.)

Update; and I have reposted a new copy of Into the Light onto my www.poeticpublications.com website;

 Into the Light was written in 2010 in a desperate rush to figure out who was targeting me and why. Some statements were pulled into it from past publications. It ended up being a creative way to make a log of all the people who have treated me badly and may have had me targeted. But this was before I knew much about the targeting and I didn't start figuring more out until about a year and a half later.

P.S.S. This morning a dead chipmunk was left in the path I walk.