This blog is a process of my exposing technological targeting...etc., while I'm figuring it out and still being targeted. So please excuse my mistakes and let the core of it reach your heart, because we - Targeted Individuals, are suffering in ways that most of you probably can not even imagine, and we need your understanding and help. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com
Today my car suddenly started malfunctioning as I aimed to remove something like mold that appears to have been put in it. I was able to clean it out and then the whole electrical system went haywire. It appears to have been nuked again! This is serious because this car is my home and all I have for myself and what little is left of my belongings. I am stranded in a parking lot again. Hopefully it is nothing serious. Am praying for a miracle.
Update 3/29; It appears that my registration has been stolen from my car. I am still completely stranded and it appears to be intentionally happening. They appear to be again controlling my car - deciding when it will start and how far it will go! They even zap the battery of energy if I try to use my laptop in it, forcing me to go into a public place to use the internet or write.
I am stranded and completely at their mercy and they appear to be trying to access or steal my car.
Today, as I try to call for help my phone is being turned off as I leave messages. Even if they allow me to take the car to a garage, and if they pretend it is fixed, like has happened many times before. . .what will happen if I get stopped before I am able to get a copy of my registration? I’m scared.
I’ve never felt so trapped and helpless. This feels horrible. I have no money to get anywhere and no place to go if I did. My writings have been being altered from within my computers and i don’t know if my emails are allowed to get anywhere...etc. Lately the microwaving has also vamped into levels like they were in 2006 when they were giving me lupus. Please pray for me. I’m sorry to have to ask, but please send financial help if you can. God help us all and God help America.
Please let your Heart help me.
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
Update; I found my registration a few weeks later. It may not have been stolen and replaced. It is possible that, in my time of distress, I had tucked it away and forgot where I put it.
Last night I had a dream, which showed that I will be shot in the chest for talking to a man whom I used to know in Goffstown, NH last year. . . and for looking at Tesla stuff. I feel a need to record this in case they follow through. . .and in case it takes my life.
This man who was shown in the dream is actually an old friend whom I believe has been being targeted and is now completely enslaved. Was it wrong for me to hug him and say hello when I saw him at a garage? Was it wrong for me to tell him that I was being targeted? In this insane, dysfunctional covert game are we not allowed to notice old friends or say anything to anyone? I don't know the game. I do not want to. And I didn't know he was a puppet until after I had approached him and had lunch with him. What do they expect me to do when I see someone I used to know. . .pretend all is well, jump in their car - leap into enslavement? Sorry I can't. And I guess it doesn't matter at this point, because I do not know anyone anymore.
Too often I have pretended that this hell is not happening. Sometimes I even pretend to myself just to ease up on the stress. Sometimes I feel like I just can not handle any more of this twisted, backwards game that the covert targeting sets up. Its all so crazy that it drives people crazy. And it's full of foolish tests. I guess I keep failing the tests. Sometimes I fail on purpose. I don't want the approval of criminals. I just want them to find their Hearts and stop targeting us. I try to ignore it as much as I can, but its impossible to all the time. I wish it were not happening. I wish I were free. I wish we all were.
I have been hit hard since
the end of 2014 each time I've tried to pull my article about Nikola Tesla together. The first full article, that I put
on the web, was altered. Now, as I aim to reconstruct
it, I am still experiencing interference. For the past three days I have worked on it
while being hit with painful laser weapon shots, disruptive radio waves
being blasted into my brain and noise campaigns. On two occasions my
computer was remotely shut down and parts of my work wiped out.
I can not always remember and reconstruct the parts that I had not yet saved before these attacks. Hopefully what is left of my article will help us. I could write a whole book on
this subject, but I can not do it while being held captive in this invisible
prison that watches me, judges me and technologically attacks me. I wish
I could. I wish I were free. I wish we all were.
In the past couple months I have been working on updating and posting new editions of my books, which are about the targeting, and have been running into some difficulties. Its appears that someone is intentionally delaying the new editions from being posted. I have been heavily targeted in the past couple days, delaying me from posting a link for the new edition of my "Targeted in America" book. During this time the new edition did not pop up on Amazon in the usual way and two of the old editions sold. Since my books rarely sell, this is may not be a coincidence. The new editions include my article on morgellons. Is this what they want to hide, or is it the new statements and previously erased announcements that I added to the new editions? No matter what the purpose is, I wish the manipulations and tortures would stop. These new editions, as well as the old, are to help set humanity free. I hope they are allowed to; New edition of "Targeted in America" bookNew Link on AmazonOther Books
Lately, I am noticing the same unnatural, pale green color in ginger root and cooked garlic and onions. Surly it is not good. . .whatever it is. Is it a coincidence that these are foods, which can help neutralize the biological warfare stuff?
I just heard that an old neighbor (Bing Chancey) passed away. I'd stopped in to see him a year or two ago. They said he had alzhiemers. I felt that he was being technologically and pharmaceutically targeted. Then I forgot about it as I dealt with vamp ups of targeting on me. Today I was reminded. I feel sad that he suffered so much. But I'm glad that he is finally free. Now, he'll get the Love he needs.
I cried after I heard of his "death". . .not because he physically died, for that has set him free, but because of the suffering that was inflicted upon him and countless other victims of sadistic covert targeting. I hope his family members get the support they need as they suffer this loss, especially since the "deaths" in targeted families can be surrounded by chaos and discord that is orchestrated by the technological mind control part of the targeting.
On the 23rd of February, 2016 I had received what appeared to be a threat connected to a "Dad," and "Alzhiemers." This came as I aimed to perfect my article on morgellons and was being told to "STOP.". I'd thought it may have been about my father or possibly a minister whom I know. But it now appears to have been about Bing.
P.S. I am being bombarded today! Heavy swarms of stalkers. My phone keeps ringing with unknown numbers. I don't answer it because its usually bad harassment at times like this. A beeper on my car was going off for no reason again. Along with the news of Bing's physical death. . .came news that I became a grandmother of twins. My daughter never called me to let me know. This is understandable since we were separated by the targeting in September 2011. But my daughters having children, and my not being able to be there for them, is really painful. I used to look forward to being a grandmother. Now its horribly painful to hear of two more innocent babies being born into the targeting with no protection from it.
In the middle of all this my dell lap top suddenly stopped functioning, preventing me from adding this to my book and doing the work I had planned to do today - the work that would have been a comforting distraction from things that I can not do anything about. My blog posts are still being blocked from sending copies to my email.
It all hurts too much to feel, while electromagnetic frequencies (microwaves) are drilling into my head, especially the part about the babies.
P.S.S. Oddly, I could not find Bing's "death" listed in any obituary on the web.
I have erased this post, due to unusual manipulations around it, which lead me to believe that I may have mis-perceived this whole situation. Also, after I posted it, I received what appeared to be a threat about my next garage visit, my blog suddenly stopped sending copies of my posts to my email address. And the computer that I do my books on suddenly stopped working. (My publishing program only works on that computer.)
Lately, I have been surrounded by manipulations that are too confusing and I do not know what to do about it. They seem to be even manipulating things in ways that can be misleading if I write about what is happening to me. And things I write, about my experiences with the puppets, seem to be followed by more threats and vengeance than the rest of it. It may be best for me to publicly share less of the details in that arena, although I've not shared much. I feel scared and unsafe and. . .
Most of the difficulties I go through with the puppets, are actually minor compared to the remote technological mind control,
destructive microwaving, torturous lasering, biological warfare and
psychological destruction that is being inflicted by their leaders.
The following part of my article on Tesla, and some that is still missing, was erased or moved in my books and web page:
There is an interesting "Death Ray" connection between Nikola Tesla's work and the research of Bernhard Schreiber in "THE MEN BEHIND HITLER - A German warning to the world." In part of Schreiber’s book, which appears to have been erased, he had spoken of Dr. Paul Joseph Goebbels bragging, in 1944 - after Hitler’s Reich had fallen, about a secret weapon - a "death ray" that would lead to the "rebirth of the Reich." Quote by Schreiber; "The Nazis may have been disbanded, but the psychiatrists still linger on among us. Maybe this is the secret weapon Goebbels boasted about which would lead to the rebirth of the Reich - not a super-bomb and not a death ray, but a blueprint for a psychiatric slave state." Below is the reconstructed page.
Nicola Tesla - the Birth of a Technological Holocaust
I just realized that the interior of the 14th edition of "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual has been swapped with edition 13 on Amazon. Is it a coincidence that this is the same edition which someone seemed to have rushed to purchase before I added in the article on Morgellons, and edited two posts, which I was working on..etc.
P.S. I was forced to publish a new 15th edition of this book. With this edition, the Amazon page function to see a preview of my book is not functioning. Is this being done in my browser or through Amazon? I have no way of knowing.
Some of my files for past editions of my Technological Holocaust and Ramblings of a Targeted Individual books have been wiped out of my computer and storage device. There have been other perpetration attempts to change or wipe out my older writings and
Sorry. It appears that they erased the rest of this post.
I have felt deeply hurt by the sabotaging and targeting of my life. Sometimes I look back and remember the dreams I had for my future. There is so much that I wanted to do with my life. And the thought of never having the freedom to recover, and aim to do what I need to do with my life, is just too sad. Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong and what I could do differently, but introspection is difficult to do when under such distress and with microwaves interfering with my brain. I feel trapped and try to take one day at a time, but each time I look out at the world, and the scope of what is happening to many of us, a little tearful voice echos from the depths of my heart, "its not supposed to be this way," because its not.
Too many Hearts with too little to say.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Too many wars and too few to pray.
Its not supposed to be this way.
Too many lives being wasted away.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Too many minds being twisted like clay.
Its not supposed to be this way.
Too much silence supporting dark days.
It doesn't have to be this way. Its not supposed to be this way.
This poem was inspired by my experiences with being targeted and the song, "Tell me why" by little Declan Galbraith; "In my dreams children sing a song of love for every boy and girl. The sky is blue, fields are green and laughter is the language of the world. Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need. Tell me why. Does it have to be like this? Tell me why. Is there something I have missed? Tell me why. Cause I don't understand, When so many need somebody, We don't give a helping hand. Tell me why. Every day I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man? Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am? Is this what my life is for - to waste in a world full of war? Tell me why. Does it have to be like this?. . .Just tell me why. . . Tell me why (why, why do we pass the blame). Tell me why (why, why does it never end). Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?"
In the deeper past I had precognitive dreams of a tidal wave being
intentionally created on the coast of Maine after I went "up the coast." Last
year I was being lured to an island off the coast of Maine and I felt
that this was where the tidal wave would have happened. But I want to
expose this now just in case they aim to follow through with it any place else, although I seriously doubt they will now that I've exposed it .
Tidal waves can be caused by laser weapons and perhaps even stopped by laser weapons. Storms can be pushed away instead of stalled with weather modification
technologies. These technologies can be used for good, instead of bad.