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Monday, February 29, 2016

Too Fine of a Line

In places where the good and the bad are entwined
The line between standing up for the good
And paving a road for the bad
Can be too fine.

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Another Threat to Frame Me

Looks like I am experiencing another round of them trying to frame me as a pedophile! They had a poor puppet kid follow me in a store at around 8:10pm this evening. This was all so obvious that it is probably just to scare me. Its just too horrible that they use kids in their manipulations. I really felt bad for this one, because I had to angrily scold him saying, "STOP following me!"

Friday, February 19, 2016

Wierd code found and possible alterations to my books

   I found these weird codes plugged into my web page! I have no idea what they mean or what they may be doing to my web pages. But I hope it stops.  †, œâ€ and “

   The file for the sixth edition of my Technological Holocaust book was replaced in my computer, and the other old files erased, on the same day that one was purchased from the publishing company that I had just uploaded the newly updated book interior onto. Was it altered? I also found several missing pages in my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book. Are any of my writings remaining the way I wrote them? The interference with my writings are horrible violations! I do not know what is being done or possibly changed or erased. I beg those who do this to please stop.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Morgellons - A VERY Real Form of Torture

Morgellons is really hard for a victim to face,
talk or write about. It is literally sickening.

Read My New Morgellons Page;

Monday, February 15, 2016

A Cure Vamps Up the Targeting.

  Painful torture levels of microwaves shooting into my brain started at around 11:00am this morning. I am still in pain six hours later. And. . .
   Each time I use large doses of garlic to arrest the morgellons disease I experience a vamp up in the lasering of my private area. I used to wonder why only this area gets worse when I do things that make it better in  other parts of my body. It seems like they have inflicted pain with laser weapons or chemicals in that one area, when the morgellons subsides. I have experienced severe rounds of this since the end of 2013. At times like this, when I aim to cure it, I end up in even more pain and discomfort.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Another Tortured Dream

   At around 6:00am I experienced a sudden, painful blast of microwaves into my head as I woke after having a dream. I forgot the dream. This has been a common occurrence. I am also experiencing another round of threats and demands to alter my writings.

   I have not been doing a very good job with logging my personal experiences. I guess a part of me feels like it doesn't really matter much. They seem able to manipulate things to make it look like I am not really being targeted. I ignore as much as I can and the rest is just too much most of the time!

I Beg Government Leaders, Around the Globe,
to Read this and Let it Touch Your Hearts;

Thursday, February 11, 2016

VIP Message for Covert Operations

Masses of dark crows
Lurk behind your trees.
They are behind you
More than around me.
That is why I've been
Begging you to please
Stand up in the Light
And set yourselves free.

Its Safer to Stand in the Light!

P.S. I am sorry if this offends anyone. Its really no different than what I’ve been saying all along. I am still deeply concerned about the scope of the technological mind control and the “protection” and/or “rescue” being the enslavement. I feel that masses of people (common citizens as well as government officials) are enslaved and are not aware. I feel scared for all of us. I just don’t know what to do. I pray that exposing it helps to set humanity free.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Again, Our Only Enemy Is. . .

   Last night I kept feeling that, if things continue as they are, a horrible destructive world war will break out. I pray that government leaders, all around the globe, unite against their common enemy, instead of against each other - I am begging government and media officials, around the globe, to unite in a peaceful public stand against the technological mind control that has too many people, and possibly even some countries, completely enslaved

Please let awareness help people and
countries to resist the negative programing

Our only enemy is that which pushes us to fight each other, instead of loving each other.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Who do I want to vote for?

  Who do I want to vote for? Which one is not bashing the others?
    I hope that our next president will have the Heart to Truly care about humanity, good respectful  communication skills, enough maturity and self confidence to not be degrading or bashing opponents, wisdom of experience in the field of governing, ...etc. But is this possible under the constraints of technological mind control targeting? I don't think so.
    I have not watched much of the debates this year. But the little I have watched makes me wonder if some of the candidates are being either technologically targeted or controlled. I would think that anyone in such an important position would be genuinely protected from electromagnetic (microwave) interference with their brains. But are they? I don't think so. And how can citizens follow their own Hearts and instincts, when it comes to voting, if they are under the influence of technological mind control? They can't. God help America. And God help all of humanity, because this situation, if allowed to continue, will have a global impact. America needs to be saved, not only for its own sake, but also for humanity's sake. Please help save America from technological mind control enslavement.

Please read this site and help spread the word

Another Round!

   Today I am experiencing another round of being swarmed with them trying to make me think that I have been framed and should go with them in order to avoid the slander.
  Yesterday I got an email, which covertly bragged about them being able to force a victim to beep their horn...etc., just before a car at a library tried backing into me, forcing me into a frantic beeping of my horn to stop them from hitting my car. I guess they are trying to establish dominance. I hope they find their Hearts.
   I am also experiencing what feels like another round of heavy microwaving of my kidney and left lung and chest area lately. This is aside from the ongoing attacks to my private area and brain. Please read; www.targetedinamerica.com

 P.S. Today is my birthday, but its just another day to me. I used to do something special for my birthday, now I just try to remember how old I am. I'm now 57. And I am worried that the book to my blog is still being altered. I am noticing that little changes I make are being undone, as of the file is being swapped with other versions of it. I had even caught this in the act once. There seems to be a pattern of aiming to wipe out past evidence on the web and in written form so that the targeting can remain hidden and continue.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

A Plea for Government Leaders, Around the Globe, to Let Their Hearts Unite to Expose and Stop the Technological Enslavement...etc.

There is a desperate need for people to understand the targeting and pull together to comfort and help each other through this crisis, instead of being crushed by it.

   This is a critical holocaustal situation and I am deeply concerned that if things continue as they are, the worse is yet to come for all of humanity. The technological enslavement of humanity...etc., needs to be fully exposed and stopped ASAP. The Heart of humanity needs to stand up and save itself from further destruction.
   It has already been proven that small stands end up being targeted or distracted. What we need is a HUGE stand, one that includes global media and leaders of nations...etc., to unite with a full exposure of all levels of the enslavement and mind control program so that targeted citizens and government officials can understand and resist and support each other until the targetings are completely stopped. I pray for leaders of our nations to let their Hearts stand up for humanity.
  The aim for, and concerns about, lawsuits should be cast away, because this is a time of war and people, in all walks of life, have been being targeted. Government officials and citizens need to be pulling together and standing up instead of fighting against each other.

There is a desperate need for people to understand the targeting and pull together to comfort and help each other through this crisis, instead of being crushed by it.

P.S. The last time I wrote a plea like this it was erased. Please do not erase this. Please let it reach your Hearts and pass it on to everyone who is in positions of power around the globe. And please help pray for the united stand of Hearts to replace the covert wars and bring understanding and comfort into the rest of humanity.

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

The Sylvia Likens' Story reeks of Sadistic Technological Mind Control Targeting

   The Sylvia Likens' Story reeks of a severe case of sadistic technological mind control targeting, from the resented good and innocent being falsely accused and tortured, her lack of tears and being accused of faking - looking for pity, the unexplainable numbness in people who knew and should have helped her, but seem unable to understand, themselves, why they remained silent and/or coldly join in, and the caretaker being on psychiatric pharmaceuiticals. . .to the crimes being blamed on America in the title of the movie. These are all patterns of the sadistic technological mind control targeting that many of us are experiencing. The torture that Sylvia experienced seems like a short, and extremely gruesome, version of what heavily Targeted Individuals are going through. I believe that the families connected to Sylvia Likens situation are victims of various sorts of technological targeting.

  The movie about Silvia's murder, "An American Crime,"  was probably the most difficult movie I have ever watched. I was glued to the screen and felt a gut wrenching sickness that continued even after it was over. Then the pain and a flood of tears came. . .as puzzle pieces began clicking into place . I deeply felt Sylvia's pain and the targeting - the horrible sadistic targeting that drove a woman to torture Sylvia and numbed everyone who should have helped to save her, instead of joining in. (This movie also triggered some of my own old pains of being a targeted young teenager.*)
   Please watch this movie, read www.targetedinamerica.com and help break the silence that continues to protect the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of individuals and families. Can those of you, who help perform ANY LEVEL of the covert or technological targeting, watch this sweet innocent girl being tortured and continue or remain silent like those who helped to torture and kill her did? Can you care? Do you really want to work for, or silently support, people who are capable of instigating the cruel torturing of defenseless children? Do you realize how much you are hurting us, even when your role in it is milder and more inconspicuous? How many other targeted individuals and families continue being either hurt or numbed into carelessness or blind disbelief?

An American Crime


   Most targeted people do not experience (or perform) the extreme levels of torture that those in Sylvia's situation did. Some of us are more slowly and less obviously tortured for decades, literal decades. . .and this hurts indescribably too. When will the sadistic technological and pharmaceutical targeting be fully exposed? When will the lethal silence that supports the continuation of the targetings be broken? When will these holocaustal crimes be stopped?  When will the hell end? When? My own pain needs to know.  When?  Ironically the song in the following video says,

"Tell me why does it have to be like this. Tell me why. Is there something I have missed? Tell me why, 'cause I don't understand, when somebody needs somebody we don't give a helping hand. Tell me why"

The answer is technological and pharmaceutical mind control targeting.
And the solution is to defy the lethal rules and break the silence.

Sylvia Likens' Story and the song, "Tell me why..."


  * The movie about Sylvia's torture and murder triggered some of the pain I experienced in my own childhood and since then. Though my situation can not really be compared to Silvia's, because it has not been nearly as bad, I can relate to Sylvia's pain in many ways. My case is a lot milder but has lasted for much longer and the physical torture I experience is mostly from laser and microwave weapons attacks. For me the worst part of the torture has been the silence - the fact that people know I am suffering and am experiencing round after round of being physically tortured. . .and they just silently let it continue. I feel the pain of the silence every time I get tortured. At times like last year when I was painfully tortured (for hours at a time) 11 days in a row - literally every time I spoke, it was the silence and its void of help that hurt the most. Since I have realized the numbing effects of the technological mind control, and the manipulations that make it look like I am just faking it...etc., I sometimes I also feel for those who would help, but are prevented from doing so.
    When I was between the ages of 11 and 15 I experienced rounds of severe asthma attacks and a painful untreated hernia, which I now believe were both microwave induced. I remember a night when I sat on the edge of my bed deeply struggling to draw in and push out every labored, wheezing breath. . .I remember feeling scared and being yelled at by my sister who later started throwing shoes at me, in order to get me to leave our bedroom so that she could sleep. . .and then going down stairs where my mother yelled at me to go back upstairs because my wheezing in the far corner of the living room was keeping her awake. I remember many nights of curling up in the corner of dark rooms, trying to not wheeze too loud or cry too loud so that my suffering would not disturb them. Words cannot describe the pain I felt. There were times when I literally felt like I was going to die in a house filled with loved ones who didn't want to be disturbed by my suffering and couldn't care to help me. I'm now sure that they did not realize how bad it was for me. The ongoing lack of help from my family became less painful after I realized that they were technological mind control victims who were not allowed to realize how bad things were for me.
   This does not mean that I never got helped by them. There were times when I did. And I had a neighbor and friends who later filled the gaps. But this does not make the tough times hurt any less. Since I watched the movie, some of the tears I'm shedding are for me and my loved ones. But my initial tears were for Sylvia. I'm glad she is now free.

P.S. I have been seperate from my family of origin through most of my adult life. And the targeting has continued to instigate rounds of various types of torture and neglect. Its an ongoing pattern. Again, this does not mean that I never get help. But, since I realized that I am being targeted, I have, of course, yearned for it to stop and it hasn’t yet. And the tortures are still not acknowledged by anyone whom I know. I was being technologically tortured and covertly threatened the morning after my initial posting of this article on my blog. I experienced a mild weapon attack to my brain for crying after I watched the movie. My writings were being altered in my initial posts of this article. And in the next two days I experienced a few sudden inflictions of pain, including a laser burn on my arm, and my computer malfunctioning as I edit and try to repost this on my blog and in youtube comments. I also experienced vamp ups in the lasering of my brain and left lung/chest area and then the back of my neck as I added these torture experiences to this article. At one point they lasered my pubic area and then slammed a door when I itched the discomfort, as if I am the one who is doing something wrong. The severe remotely inflicted violations to my private area has been an ongoing daily torture since the fall of 2013 and is, in itself, so horrible that I honestly do not know how much longer I can take it. They try to disguise it with other forms of inflictions like chemicals on toilet paper and morgolones in that area, but the lasering happens too. The combination is an agitating hell that most people probably can not even imagine having to deal with for even just one day and I have had to deal with it literally every day for over two years now...and this is only one part of the tortures I experience.  I am still being tortured in various ways and I am still degraded or judged if say anything about it - if I “complain.” And I still go through days when I do not know how much longer I can survive it and if I will ever be genuinely and fully protected or safe.

A Vision of a World With Heart

A Vision of a World With Heart

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Is There Danger in Using Radio Wave Blockers?

   As I go through another round of searching for ways to protect my brain, and other heavily targeted body parts, from laser weapons and electromagnetic targeting, my instincts are again telling me that there can also be a grave danger in at least some types of long term protection, because they can block vital life force energy and/or interfere with our body’s natural energy fields in other ways. This can harm people on physical, mental and spiritual levels.
   I am also deeply concerned that harm, which is being inflicted upon our souls, spirits and hearts, may not be viewed as valid by people who do not believe in such things. But this truly is a critical situation for all of humanity. We need to not have interference with our natural energy fields and our bodies need the freedom to draw from the NATURAL energies in our environment. All of the electromagnetic targeting and interference just desperately needs to be stopped.

 The type of protection that is a sly enslavement
 is the most dangerous kind of all. 

Kirlian Photography picks up on energy fields.