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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Monday, August 31, 2015

Erased and Altered Post

I recently found the post below altered and erased from some of my writings. Some of its
dates of 2012 were changed to 2014. And my old address to Technological Holocaust information, (www.poeticpublications.com/zinfo.html) had been altered.
 

FYI: When I wrote the "Public Notice" paper it was out of sheer desperation and fear of what is happening. My desperate gropes for proof, at that time, had only found reports on HAARP.
So, this is the only technology I listed in this paper. I have since learned that there are MANY
technologies, scattered around the world, that can be criminally mused for the same purposes.
Please excuse my ignorance, and assumptions through the early stages of my aim to expose
these crimes under conditions that were (and remain) indescribably difficult.


Friday, July 18, 2014; Public Notice Flyer;
As I aim to clean up some of my writings, I am noticing some unusual things around the posting
of information about the Technological Holocaust. I’d printed a little “Public Notice”
flyer/paper on April 24, 2012 and some unusual things have happened around it. My commercial printer (a NH news paper company) made a few delays around taking payment for it and
then sent me a receipt that was dated a month later. After the original files were missing from
my computer, (or dates on them changed) I felt that there were some manipulations happening,
so I hand wrote the printing date on the papers - “4-24-2012.” (I had not printed a date on
it, because my focus was on just genuinely helping to expose this crisis.) Some sort of mind
control must have kicked in on me while I did this, because on SOME of the papers, I wrote
“5-24-2012” - I wrote a five instead of a four. The address of it on some web postings had
been altered. A USB device, which contained a huge chunk of my writings is recently missing
on a day after my vehicle seemed to have been accessed, while it had been disabled for 5
days...etc.
The Public Notice grew from a paper I wrote in February 2012. Below are links to some of my
earlier web writings. Though they are not done very well, and though I have learned a lot since
I posted or printed them, they are what they are and I have decided not to alter or erase
them."


Close to the Original Public Notice Paper;
www.poeticpublications.com/Public Notice 2.pdf
(Previous postings of this address had been altered.)


Original web pages, which had been altered and blocked;
http://poeticpublications.com/zabout.html


Read on my new "Statements" page to the right of this blog; www.sharonpoetti.
blogspot.com/p/statements.html


Also download my most recent effort to resurrect the original posts of this blog. This is probably the most complete version with the most recently found alteration fixed on 9-1-2015;
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12b.pdf

Saturday, August 29, 2015

To Set Love Free

   What helps to keep me going, while being targeted, is the process of holding onto my vision of citizens, around the globe, being fully informed of the enslavement, mind control...etc., - of citizens being given the opportunity to resist the darkness, and let our Hearts pull together to openly talk about what we are faced with and support each other through it

The Sun will rise for all of humanity 
As we embrace our Hearts and set Love free.

   I have not done very well. But I have been doing my best to embrace my heart as I stumble through the chaos and tortures that I am being inflicted with. It is here in my writings. . .between the fight and confusion. . .a heart that stumbles under too much weight. . .a heart that aims to expose the targeting and reach those who can do more. . .a breaking heart that is begging humanity to stand up and save itself, because none of us can do this alone. Please hear my plea. We all need each other in ways that the silence is not allowing

Please help break the silence
So that Love can be set free.


www.heartbud.com

Friday, August 28, 2015

Something Shot At my Vehicle?

   At around 6pm, on the 25th of this month, my car was suddenly struck by an object. I heard it bouncing off the car and later found a bit of damage on my windshield. Most would probably say that it was just accidental, but it felt like an act of violence to either harm or scare me. A few inches higher, and a split second later, it could have hit me through my open window.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

An Email From Obama?

 [VIP UPDATE 2016; Some odd things have happened around my receiving and posting about the email I received from Obama. I had completely forgotten about even getting an email from Obama for about a year and I feel that this was technologically generated memory loss, although the trauma I experienced in the days and weeks after receiving it had put me into a state of overwhelm.
   Another odd thing is that I actually think I had posted it on the 16th or early on the 17th and it appears to have been erased from that date and added in here. But I cannot find physical proof of this. When I tried to look it up in the printed book of this blog I found that the book had been stolen from my car. This book was my only solid recording of this blog since 2013. And the web PDFs of my book also record it being posted on the 25th.
   I received the email on the 15th of August 2015. Through the 14th, 15th and 16th I experienced debilitating levels of radio waves shot into my brain. On the 17th my car suddenly stopped functioning, which is serious for me due to it being my home. In short, this was a time of heavy targeting and I am a bit confused as to what is happening. But I am sure that the next post is NOT a response to President Obama, it was a response to the targeting I was experiencing.
   All these manipulations around this email, (which also include the altering of the content of this post) and my posting of it leads me to believe that it was probably authentic. And I now feel really bad that I doubted it and forgot about it - that this has all transpired the way it has. I pray that government officials do not wrongly judge those of us who are being heavily targeted and surrounded by manipulations.]

This post had been altered!!! This is the original post, IF it remains the way it is now;

   I have received a lot of fabricated emails, and have even noticed content altered in emails, so I no longer completely trust them. But. . . I recently got an email, which stated that it was from the White House, and was from Obama. Just the possibility of this email really being from him brought on a batch of tears and shone a ray of hope into the darkness I am surrounded by.

   Obama, if this was really from you. THANK YOU as well. Your acknowledgment of my letters meant more to me than I can say or feel at this point in time. I pray for God’s Light to surround you, protect you and guide your Heart through this hell we are faced with.

   I pray for this covert war to soon end, and for all who are suffering to be relieved of their pain and have a chance to recover. I pray for God’s Light to continue shining stronger and stronger until America, and the rest of humanity, have regained the precious Freedoms that have been lost through the past several decades.


God Help America. And God Help Humanity to Regain the Freedom to Think and Feel and Grow Into All That It Was Meant T Be.

Please Stand Up and Set Us Free, Obama.
Please.


Sorry, I Can't

[VIP UPDATE 1016; Many of my posts, like this one, were written with desperation. I may have misperceived some of the things I share in the beginning of this post. I am still trying to figure it all out, but cannot completely do so while still being targeted and too distressed and too desperate for help and too concerned about offending good officials who can help us. My hearts says that good people will understand that I am being targeted too heavily to do a good job with my writings, but I have not met them yet.  GOD HELP US ALL TO BE TOTALLY SET FREE. ] 
I'm sorry, I Can't Join the Silence That is Hurting Too Many

   I am doing the best I can to follow my heart in my struggle to expose these crimes for all of us and save my own life at the same time. I am truly sorry if what I write offends anyone. My exposure of things, like what is in this post, is for the puppets as much as the rest of us.


Sometimes we must expose the dark
In order to turn it toward the Light

   I have been going through rounds of covert messaging and threats, which appear to be demanding that I be silent about my experiences with the NH DOT, various police departments in Maine and New Hampshire, and the fire department that was suspected of restarting the fire in my Andover (Potter Place) New Hampshire home. 
   The recently posted threat, of being "found dead," appeared to be delivered by firemen. Police appear to be covertly threatening to take my license, which appeared to have recently turned up missing, in order to hit this message home. They have also threatened to look for things to ticket me for. Just this morning I passed a New Hampshire DOT official who turned to look at me and zip his mouth as I drove by. And the list could go on.   "You too," they often say as I refuse to erase my bad experiences, with only a few of them, from my writings. And I just realized that this probably is a threat to make me out to be a criminal as well, because there have recently been two more very obvious covert threats of putting me in prison.
   Most of my direct experiences with all levels of government officials have been positive. So these rounds of covert threats has me feeling a bit baffled and more scared. Are they coming from government officials or is the dark infiltration just wanting me to believe it is? The covert harassment part of the targeting is so manipulative that it is often hard to fully figure out. The highest level perpetration has a pattern of trying to make us place blame on the wrong people and of trying to make us think that our own government is targeting us. But they are using real policemen, firemen, DOT officials and men who look like government officials, in order to deliver parts of their messages, and this is disturbing.
   This is an incredibly difficult and sad situation. I can not wipe out the crimes and completely stand up for them, although I believe that most policemen, firefighters...etc., are good decent people who would not engage in criminal activity. Like most organizations in our troubled world, there are often SOME 'bad apples," especially in the covert operation that too many blindly follow. I also can't completely stand against them, because I feel that many are unaware victims of mind control and enslavement in the covert program that is used to help target me. Only a few are real criminals, like those individuals who crossed the lines of ethics in situations like the fire in my second home and the DOT taking of my first home...etc.

   In the past, especially through 2012, as I was being heavily microwaved and harassed, while trying to figure it all out, I often wrote with hast and desperation for the hell to stop. It often came out in ways that most people would probably not view as politically correct. And I may have fallen into a few of the usual TI traps of misperception and misplaced blame, which are intentionally manipulated by those who target us. I have surely made some of my own mistakes. . .and probably more than I now realize. My writings have also been sometimes altered, or parts of them erased, by those who target me and infiltrate my computers, especially before I started printing them out.
   Consequently, these reportings of my experiences have had no chance of being as good as they could be under better conditions. None of it is perfect, but I can not accurately fix things while being threatened, microwaved...etc. And there are some things that I'd need clarification on, in order to make accurate and honest edits. It is as it is, until my situation improves and I have a chance to recover and regain my balance. . .if that time ever comes.

I'm sorry, I Can't Join the Silence That is Hurting Too Many

   At this point, I feel that ALL of my writings about the targeting also standing up for the enslaved puppets who are used to harass and threaten me. Hiding the crimes, which they are used in, can not help them either. I do not blame most of the police officers, firemen...etc., who are just used as puppets and do not seem to realize what they are lead by. Though this was not reflected in some of my oldest writings, due to more realizations, it recently has been. We are ALL victims of various sorts. . .and we ALL need the Truth to set us free. I am sorry, but I can not 'zip my mouth' around the crimes that continue to hurt me as well as many other people. The threats to silence me, hurt me or create even more hardship for me, merely prove how bad it all really is.

   I have felt scared many times, in the course of the targeting. But recently, I have been hitting points of feeling literally terrified. Over and over again I have begged for help. . .but am still surrounded by death threats and demands for my silence. I used to wonder when this would end. Now I often wonder if I will be able survive it, physically, psychologically and spiritually, for even just one more day. In my heart I cry, "Where is the good? Where is America - home of the free and the brave - where is that indivisible "Nation Under God?" We need it back. We desperately need it back.

America, Please Stand up for Freedom!
Its safer to stand in the Light. It is.
www.targetedinamerica.com

 GOD HELP US ALL TO BE TOTALLY SET FREE.
P.S. The events around, the loss of my homes are extremely significant to me, at this time, due to efforts to make it look like I am not really being targeted and am just "mentally ill." They are some of the more solid pieces of evidence that a targeting has indeed been taking place. If the targeting were being acknowledged, and I did not have to fear being institutionalized, my primary focus would be less on those events and more on the core problem - the mind control and pharmaceutical parts, which are literally destroying the Heart of humanity. God help us all.

Friday, August 21, 2015

Please Help me

      Over and over I have begged people to stand up for humanity and those of us who are being hurt by technological, chemical and covert targeting. Now I am begging you to help me; I beg all who know, that I am really being targeted, to please openly stand up with/for me. Please! This has been continuing for too long and is hurting me too much.

Stranded for Four Days

   My car suddenly stopped running and I was swarmed. I ended up in a motel room where I experienced four days of extreme distress and a poor old perpetration puppet in the room next door. Its all too much to write here and I am still feeling stunned. But this left my car and its contents (all of my paper work and journals) exposed to whatever. . .and there appeared to have been a set up to have it stolen after the garage had finished working on it.
   I am very thankful to now have my car back and am praying for a chance to recover, but am still being swarmed! I had needed a chance to recover before this happened! I begged for things to slow down and they got worse!
   Again, I am in desperate need of honest, non-covert help and protection from the technologies that are aimed at my brain and body as well as the covert harassment part that uses community members to deliver covert messages literally everywhere I go.

   This all continues to be so hurtful and devastating to me that its difficult to endure. . .to say the least. The only thing that keeps my hope alive is feeling that our world contains some good, UN-enslaved people who must be trying to make things better. I have never met any personally, but feel that they do exist, around the globe. May God's Light guide their Hearts, keep them safe and give them courage to stand up and save humanity from further destruction.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Radiation Vamp Up!

    The radiation that is being directed into my whole abdominal area has recently vamped up. This type of microwaving has been periodically happening through the past two years. I'd thought that it might back off after I had previously exposed it and the dream I'd had of them killing me by inflicting me with tumors in my stomach. But I do not know if that post was erased or not. My situation is critical. (I also had a recent dream, which portrayed bad energy being directed at me...etc.)  And the psychological harassment and lasering of my brain and body is still ongoing and wearing me down.
   I pray for them to not succeed with destroying me in any way. But this is slowly happening and there seems nothing I can do to stop it. My hope for survival has been diminishing. I am not safe. I am being hurt. I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. They backed off on this sort of microwaving after I posted this. I'd hoped they would. But things have vamped up in other ways! 

look for the 12th edition of the book, which is reconstructing this blog to its original form. 
www.poeticpublications.com/bookram12.pdf  Look for it soon on amazon also. I pray that this one remains in tact.
 

Monday, August 10, 2015

Still Calling All Hearts

   My most recent aim to print and share this paper was as sabotaged as others. I am being too heavily watched and targeted to be able to accomplish much. I hope you can do more.

Please print and share this little paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/callingallhearts4.pdf


I Agree With JFK

   I whole heartedly agree with JFK when he said, "the very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are, as a people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings."

Please watch and share the video on this page
 
   There is something horrible wrong when people can not freely and openly communicate about what is happening. Its shocking how many respected community members have been roped into, and blindly follow, the covert program. And its worse than wrong when those community members are used to covertly harass us or to try to control what we do.

  There also still seems to be a covert war surrounding me. It appears that even people who are in the covert program get targeted. It appears that people whom I talk to and people who help me, are still sometimes being targeted. My recent concern is for another minister who had helped me financially. I hope he remains safe. I wish there were honest, non-covert protection for all who are being targeted. I am still in desperate need of this myself.

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Another Turn Around

   I'm going through hell here! Not that this is anything new, but parts of it have gotten worse, like the situation with my writings. As I aim to not publicly share the book that resurrects this blog into something closer to its original state. . .it appears it is increasing the danger for me. Last night I had a dream that I was abducted. It appears that those who target me would zoom in more heavily without this public record of what has been happening to me. Though the following book was done on an infiltrated computer, and then erased from it, this pdf that was on my website is all I have left, aside from a rushed eleventh edition that is in the same state as the sixth edition was, but with newer posts added. Look for this on Amazon until I can put it on my websites as a free download. This is sooooo difficult. If I ever reach a point where I am genuinely safe, and have the privacy and peace I'd need, in order to reconstruct and edit my book of this blog. . .I will. Until then this is the best I can do.


Ramblings of a Targeted Individual - The Resurrection;
But, since the files for this book were erased from my computer and storage devices, I do not know if what was here and in my publishing company have remained in tact.

The following book has more in-depth deescritions of my experiences with the loss of my homes...etc. 



And this one is more up to date, but was still being altered as I tried to pull it together! The intrusions into this book have been crazy! Perhaps with these three versions, most of my writings will be here, until I am free from computer infiltrations.

 

Saturday, August 8, 2015

Stand for Freedom

Throughout history humanity has been fighting for freedom. It is time to stop fighting and start standing.


Friday, August 7, 2015

A Sad Refrain



   Those who target me have been interfering with my writings. Some of the intrusions and alterations to this blog appear to be for the purpose of discrediting, plagiarizing or stealing credit for time frames of the exposure of the crimes I have been witnessing and experiencing...etc. I don’t need any credit for anything, but what has been being done to me feels too horribly wrong and intrusive. 
   A recently published book of this blog, which had been too severely hacked up and infiltrated had suddenly sold three copies directly after being placed on Amazon, and directly before I was more heavily swarmed. (This was edition 9 or 10) I guess that is the one they want to have in the world, but it is not complete or honest.
   Since realizing this I have been trying to resurrect the original version of this blog, but this “resurrection” book was wiped out of my computer and storage devices. Due to it being erased, I am not sure if the pdf I had on the web, and with the publisher, has remained intact. I have also been experiencing my computers being disabled and erased in efforts to force me into libraries that are also infiltrated.
   I feel that I must let this go and not share a book of this blog until I have the freedom and peace to reconstruct the original posts and do the proper edits without interference. I feel sad that it has come to this. But there is nothing I can do to remedy this situation while still being so heavily targeted. I may never be able to. I feel like I have lost an important part of myself.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

My Request

    It is my request that everyone who chooses to follow the covert program, please either stay out of my life or follow only your own Heart, instead of the covert orders and covert ways, with anything in regards to me. If you can not help me in the ways that are needed (financially and openly and honestly) then please just leave me alone.

 I pray for humanity to soon regain the
courage to openly stand up for Freedom. 


    P.S. I am sorry if this offends anyone. I feel that some of the covert messaging is people trying to help me. But most of it is obvious perpetration, which includes pretenses of covert help, and all of it is just too confusing to me. Please understand that I am at my wits end here. I just need it all to stop.

     I still strongly feel that the only way this Technological Holocaust has a chance of ending - that the only way we have a chance of regaining our Freedom, is in honest public stands that fully expose it, as well as its methods of distractions. . .so they can not do anymore without it being obvious. Again. . .Please let your Heart find the courage to stand up.

   The silence, which supports all types of covert crimes, sometimes hurts more than the crimes do. Please help break the silence.


Breaking the Lethal Silence

   Yesterday, I walked into a library, which is run by librarians who are obviously part of the covert program, and have repeatedly (and VERY loudly) disrupted me with covert messaging, while I am trying to focus on my writings. I have actually already confronted them several times, but they fail to respect my obvious need for just common levels of peace and quiet in a library.
   On this day, after they started the covert messaging, I flipped to the covert war page of my website, enabled the volume and clicked play on JFK's speech - the one that exposes the covert operation. As the video played through the part where JFK expressed opposition against "secret societies, secret oaths and secret proceedings," one of the librarians quickly rose from her seat and asked, "Do you want a set of microphones?" Though I said, "no," she rushed to get them and plug them in - literally rushed to silence the speech, with a shaky hand.
   Our conversation then lead to her saying that it was "disruptive" for a place like a library. I was glad to hear her understanding of that concept since she and her associates have demonstrated severe levels of disrespect for my rights to not be forced to experience loud disruptions and covert harassment in that library. I brought this to her attention and asked her to respect my need for quiet also. Though the conversation was very amiable, she seemed very nervous. As I got up to leave, I said something like, "That was a speech by a very wise and wonderful man named, President JFK. He died while fighting to expose and stop the covert program that has been infiltrating America - the one that you people belong to. . .and it would be wonderful if you'd just realize. I walked away wondering. . .if they are so nervous about being openly confronted why on earth do they not just stop harassing me and gain a bit of respect? Perhaps their leaders do not allow them to not obey the commands.

   On the day before this, I received a massive amount of messaging from a minister, whom I also (later) directly informed of the covert program, begged him to not participate in it, and told him that members are often unaware mind control victims. It felt like God spoke through me as I said, "Let God reach your heart," as I gave him a hug and walked out.
   Many of the puppets seem like ordinary unaware citizens who think they are into something that is cool and good. But others seem like such severe mind control victims who have lost the Light that usually shines in people's eyes. Its sad that so many are enslaved in that darkness and even sadder that they are being used to harass, recruit or enslave the rest of us.

   I have been feeling so wounded and so fed up, with all levels of the targeting, that it is becoming difficult to not openly confront it, especially since it is so disrespectful that, even in the mildest forms of it, it intentionally aims to deprive me of the peace I have been in desperate need of for too long. I have gone through many rounds of trying to inform the puppets, in between my attempts to completely block them out for the sake of my own sanity.
   When I confront them they treat me like I am the one who has done something wrong, although most of my confrontations and are aimed at informing the puppets that they are being used by criminals.
I feel justified standing up for myself, as well as them, especially since I have repeatedly warned, those who target me, that I will openly confront their puppets when I feel drawn to do so. I have even repeatedly told them, "If you do not want me to inform them, then keep them away from me and leave me alone," but it doesn't work. The covert messaging relentlessly continues and has even often vamped up at times when they know that I am already feeling hurt and irritated. This part of the targeting truly is a relentless psychological torture. I wish they'd find their Hearts and have often said this to them as well. Perhaps someday - perhaps when global media and government officials expose the lethal covert program, and sets its victims free. Until then, we all continue to suffer.


P.S. I am now wondering if some of the recent threats are about something connected to my family, because this morning puppets were gathered at a place I went to and talked about a "family gathering" just before I opened a door to find one standing there with a fist up, as if ready to punch me in the face. Last night one talked about a "fire" as he walked by my car...etc.
   The negative covert messages could mean almost anything or nothing. And they seem to be, as usual, surrounded by deceitful set ups and foolish judgments.  I desperately need all this confusing covert hell to end, including my process of trying to figure out if there is good or bad behind various parts of it and what the cryptic messages mean...etc., because it is literally driving me crazy.
   I have felt, from the start, that the best way to handle this situation is honestly and directly. . .while ignoring as much of the covert messaging as I can, even though they intrusively force themselves into my life, literally everywhere I go. Some of it insists that it is good and is trying to be helpful, but none of the covert stuff feels good to me. This is not helping me. It is hurting me. I know that there are good people in the world, and that covert operations are needed in some arenas, but that is separate from the program that is targeting and recruiting people. Right now it seems like most citizens in America are part of the covert program, and just blindly follow their masters, and this feels too horribly wrong.

It is my request that everyone who chooses to follow the covert program, please either stay out of my life or follow only your own Heart, instead of the covert orders and covert ways, with anything in regards to me.

 I pray for America to soon regain the
courage to openly stand up for Freedom.

    I still strongly feel that the only way this Technological Holocaust has a chance of ending - that the only way we have a chance of regaining our Freedom, is in honest public stands that fully expose it, as well as its methods of distractions. . .so they can not do anymore without it being obvious. Again. . .Please stand up.
 

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

"Going to be Found Dead Somewhere" !

   Today, "Going to be found dead somewhere," was said by one of two puppets, as I walked by them, directly after I'd openly confronted a group of people who were obvious puppets in the covert program, which is used to help target me. I have experienced many death threats, but this one is more threatening due to the timing of it. It does appear that they are performing cover-ups and manipulations in preparation for something.
   Both of my infiltrated computers have recently been wiped clean. I am not able to make changes to my websites, at this time, and there continues to be interference with the free downloads: like with this one to the Heart Bud book - www.poeticpublications.com/bookhb3.pdf. Demands are again being made for me to alter my writings in ways that hide the crimes. I am getting threats to disable or steal my vehicle/home. And perpetration regulated bits of financial help are now suddenly being drastically cut back...etc.
   Yesterday, my writings, and my Quark publishing program, were wiped out of my dell laptop. This laptop has not been used on the internet and was only for my personal writings. Yet, it has been infiltrated and, prior to this complete wiping out of my files and program, alterations had been being made to my writings and some files had been being erased, especially the "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual - The Resurrection" book, which I no longer even have a copy of. Has it remained as I wrote it? I have no way of knowing, at this point.
   My Quark publishing program had appeared to be being replaced with a different one, because it would sometimes not require the registration that my program had always required in the past. Perhaps this is why it was erased. And perhaps the files erased from the desk top and the documents folders, were to help cover this up. Another odd thing is that, since yesterdays intrusion, my computer is now set up to erase what is on the desktop each time it shuts down and is restarted. I am unable to figure out how to fix it this problem. Obviously my computer is still infiltrated and I am being surrounded my manipulations that appear to be aiming toward them either preventing or taking control of my writings.
   The computer I'd used for the internet was disabled a short time ago. . .forcing me to use infiltrated library computers, which often freeze up or lose control of the courser when I use them. I have tried to reinstall a windows program into my internet laptop, but get messages, which state that there is no longer an operating system to erase and replace. This computer had proven to be heavily infiltrated as I caught alterations being made to my writings as well as a download.
   I would normally be happy for the loss of the infiltration in this computer, but it also means the loss of my computer and my ability to work on my websites, which still appear to be being interfered with.

   This current round of hell began as I started gearing up to do more with my writings and taking better care of my health. One of the puppets kept directing me to my father for help. Relatives have mostly been a dead end avenue for me. But my desperation thought maybe he knew something I didn't, so I reluctantly bit the hook and found that there was still no help there either. However, he told me that my brother had a serious lung infliction, which I realized happened after he had sent me a rare bit of help. My relatives have been so targeted and are such long term mind control victims that there seems no genuine hope for any of us until the crimes are honestly exposed and stopped. I think that the same goes for an uncountable number of other families.
   There is a desperate need for public awareness of the targeting, so that loved ones of targeted individuals can break away from the covert program and support each other until the targeting can be stopped.

   It still appears that the more remote technological parts of the targeting suddenly stop at strategic times, in order to hide the fact that they are happening, and make it look like they are being done more locally. The sudden changes are very obvious and, on a few occasions, I was covertly instructed to be sure to "write everything down" while it was happening. On other occasions I have been told, "You are OK," as if all is fine and the targeting isn't really happening. But it has always picked right back up again and is still hurting me on every level. The TRUTHS about the technological targeting are in desperate need of exposure, if there is to be any hope for them to Truly stop.
   There appear to be many manipulations, which aim to hide the technological mind control and other more remote parts of the targeting. I pray that they do not succeed, because I can not see how any of the other problems can be TRULY fixed while technological and pharmaceutical mind control continues manipulating people. . .and has the long term effect of literally destroying the heart and soul of humanity. Please help expose and stop these crimes.