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Monday, April 27, 2015

Feelings are Right

   In this world where natural human feelings are being forced into suppression, by pharmaceuticals, microwave targeting and negative messaging, it is important that we resist and remember that. . .

We just need to deal with it in healthy ways.

Crying is like giving the Heart a shower
 to wash away accumulated dirt.

That fear can turn into courage to stand
 up against and eliminate the dangers.

In this prison of covert targeting I am often ridiculed, degraded, judged or even tortured with 
microwaves for feeling sad or angry. . .and this is JUST TOO HORRIBLY WRONG! I am experiencing another round of what seems like my heart and left arm being lasered to make me think I am having a heart attack. I have tested this and the intensity of the pain stops when I quickly turn and shield my heart. So its not real heart attacks. I have been through many painful rounds of this in the past few years.

Monday, April 20, 2015

I Need My Freedom Back

I need my Freedom back.

  I've experienced torture levels of microwaves shot into my brain in the past few days, especially when I cried. Attacks have often vamped up when I feel any sort of deep normal emotions. . .and even as I post this. :-(

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Thursday, April 16, 2015

A Slam and a Hug

Around 6:45 am; I received a VERY loud and clear message this morning, which basically said, "I think she's a liar and a co-conspirator and she should go to jail."

Later; A woman at a grocery counter looked at me and said, "You always look so sad." I replied, "Probably because I am" and held back from saying 'ya, there are people being tortured and destroyed in a world that just carries on and pretends that none of it is really happening...'  She asked me if I wanted a hug and tears choked me up through a nice caring hug and for a while afterwards. It is far too rare for me to experience such kindness and compassion. And I am dealt far too much of the opposite.

   The hug helped me to forget the slam, although the slam's bashing of my hope lingered and eventually resurfaced, because this is one of the many things that perpetration wants people to think. Are they succeeding? I guess only time will tell the Truth.

P.S. Around this slam are pushes for me to remove data from my cell phone - messages and pictures. My phone keeps beeping with a box that pops up asking me to erase saved messages. This has happened several times in the past as well and it happens when the message box is NOT nearly full. IT APPEARS THAT THIS IS A WAY TO FORCE ME INTO DELETING EVIDENCE. And it is effective because,the phone appears to not work if I don't.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Updated VIP Article

 Connecting the Dots Between Microwave Targeting, 
False “Mental Illness” Diagnosis, Psychiatric 
Pharmaceuticals and Eugenics

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Saturday, April 11, 2015

Change of Video Addresses

 Is it a coincidence that the addresses on at least two of the most important videos got changed after I published books and print papers with them in it? This happened with the video below, which I had in this paper and in three books. . . and the video on antidepressants found in public drinking water, which was printed on April 24th 2012 in the Public Notice paper. If I thought hard I could probably come up with more, but I am too tired right now. And that microwave ring in my ears doesn't help. I guess its not supposed to.

This video is a MUST SEE for anyone who has been labeled as "mentally ill" and anyone who knows someone who has been labeled.

Dr Paula Caplan on how psychiatrists decide who's normal

Previous addresshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKbybLM12yc

Lasered Awake

    I woke with a sudden jolt of pain in the center of my chest this morning. It felt like a laser shot due to its intensity and the way it suddenly happened and then stopped just as quickly. Not a good way to wake.
   The day before yesterday was moderate torture levels of microwaves into my brain most of the day. Same as today, thus far. Yesterday the microwaves had let up but stalking messages were demanding and rude and controlling. . .at one point one of them came near me with a dog and yelled "Heel! Heel!" and I knew the message was for me because it followed others that fit the demand. They appear to want me to be either heading to a far away place or into a job that THEY select or control so that abuse can be vamped up. (The job demands are coming after they sabotaged current avenues of financial help.) After experiencing multitudes of those "jobs," through the past decade, where I was terrorized or drugged and raped or constantly harassed. I know, in my heart, that I can not take anymore. I also still can not continue with MY WORK, due to their sabotaging it, until the targeting has been exposed and stopped.
   I do not share most of the microwave attacks here, because they are ongoing and the best way to survive is often to try to ignore it and put my focus elsewhere when possible. Through most of every day I experience a steady high pitch ring in my ears, which varies in intensity and effect, but is always distracting and irritating and intrusive and sometimes I feel like I just can't stand it anymore. . .although this is the mildest form of the microwaving. I am living in a car and am basically stranded with about an eighth thank of gas and hope for GENUINE help dwindling.


A Jeep pulled out in front of me today with the common saying, "Life is Good" written on the rear tire cover. . .and my first thought was, No. Its not. . .

Life is only "good" when its Free

While we are enslaved and being tortured its just something we are forced to survive.

I guess only a long term heavily Targeted Individual can understand how difficult it is to honor an invisible possibility, while under extreme distress. We can hope for help to arrive and have faith that it will someday come, but we can not honor/appreciate it until after its here for us.

P.S.  My computers are still infiltrated - they seem to have complete access to my writings and there seems nothing I can do about it right now. My lungs have still not fully recovered from what appeared to be both chemical and microwave inflictions. My eyes are again being effected after a puppet saying "eyes are sensitive to the sun." After another unusual number of large puppets were sent to limp around me, I suddenly experienced unusual weight gain and it appears that my left knee is again being lasered. . .same as the last round of this sort of threats to disable me. The rounds of these sorts of attacks have been ongoing. It seems like one stops after I expose it on this blog and then another one starts up...and on and on it has gone for so long that I wonder if they are doing it just to make me post it and appear like a Hypochondriac or paranoid...etc. Well I guess I know the answer to that. . .anything to make me look bad, feel bad and slowly disintegrate psychologically... That's what the core of the targeting is all about.
     Sometimes I even try to stay ahead of it, feeling that if I post what I intuitively feel that they may be about to do it can prevent it. Speaking of that. . .I had a dream, which showed that I go up the coast of Maine and the area I am in gets hit with a severe flood, (tidal wave?) Was this a precognitive dream? If so, I wonder if something like this can be technologically generated. Would they do something that huge and horrible just because I am in an area? I actually do not think so. And it would be too obvious at this point, especially if its an area that people know I frequent. But better safe than sorry - I'm posting it here with the hope of preventing it and I'm not going up into the areas where it would be more apt to happen.

    Sometimes I worry that help may not stand up for us until we are too wounded and too hurt and too far gone to pass over an ALMOST justifiable "mental illness" diagnosis. Never completely justifiable, because its the targeting that is damaging us. . .and not the other way around.
    This is a VERY legitimate concern because the psychiatric part of these crimes is extremely dangerous - a false "mental illness" label could finish destroying our lives through not only the goal of discrediting, but also through the next possible step of declaring people (like me) incompetent and forcing us under the control of family members who are already completely controlled by those who target us. This is the worst thing that could happen to me and I pray that they do not succeed.
    I've had several dreams that this could happen to me unless it is prevented. One dream showed the husband of one of my relatives taking over my work. . .and another showed me living with them and them having complete control over me as well. . .and how unhappy I was. I believe that these dreams were a forewarning of what those who are targeting me were/are aiming for through either rendering me physically disabled or through a false "mental illness" label. The later has been repeatedly aimed for and even suggested as a way to "get income" or "a place to live." There have been repeated perpetration threats to render me physiclly disabled and this is a bit disconcerting, because I no longer have any family members whom I can turn to. My relationship with my daughters was severed in 2011. And they are both mind control victims and are living with men who appear to be perpetration puppets.

There is a desperate need for awareness of the psychiatric connection to these crimes and the laws and legal processes that seem to support it.

I wish I knew at least one person in the world, whom I could turn to - someone who would embrace me and not let anyone harm me anymore, someone who'd be here for me without taking control of my life and treating me badly. But I don't, because those who would have been here for me are either dead or enslaved or are also too heavily targeted to think beyond a desperate fight to save their own lives. . .and this is very unsettling. . .for them as well as me. (Perpetration is very successful at keeping genuine heavy targets separate. We are literally not allowed to fully be here for each other.) We are all in desperate need of protection from further harm.

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

An Extremely Vulnerable Place

   Recent chains of events  have me in an extremely vulnerable situation.  I was recently forced to put what is left of my writings, which is perhaps my only source of proving my sanity and the targeting, into the vehicle I'm living in. Since then there appears to be a plan to either steal or disable my vehicle and leave me on the streets.
    Also, around pushes to make me leave familiar areas have been repeated questioning of if I have relatives or friends here. The most recent push was yet another attempt to make me drive across the country.  After a puppets saying, "RV," and then an offer of money to leave,  came just before another call from the woman who has my RV in storage and has been demanding for it to be moved.  This is the second attempt to do this in the same way - to try to make me go rescue my RV. And I have had a dream which forewarned that I'd die if I go to the desert and I believe that this is their intent.
   I'm not afraid to die, but am not ready yet and would prefer to go in a familiar area where it would not be so easy for them to make me disappear through either enslaving me or killing me and cremating me as a "Jane Doe." I know this may sound a bit extreme, but it appears to be happening to genuinely Targeted people. (Which reminds me, what happened to Rachael Orbin and Billy's friend?) (FYI: The brakes and engine in my RV appear to have been destroyed, by those who target me, and it is in a storage yard in Arizona where it has also been obviously vandalized twice since being left there in 2009. I am now in New England.)
    There appears to be repeated rounds of pushes for "help" to try to get me to go there or leave places where there is even any chance of anyone stepping forward to help me if they were to incarcerate me, institutionalize me, steal my vehicle and what is left of my journals and life's work. . .or God knows what else.
   I again did not leave and now there is a sudden (obviously intentional) push to prevent me from getting financial help. This began with covert messages and then sudden doors closed by those who were helping me as well as those who have helped in the past. (One of them suggested that I leave the area and get help elsewhere and again also suggested that I go on disability, in order to get an income.) This financial slam also came at a time when it can be perceived as revenge or to prevent me from putting what is left of my belongings in a storage bin, or taking better care of myself, which I had been talking about doing.

   I feel really scared and too vulnerable to those who target me. I am not normally a fearful type of person, but my gut feeling is that this is a dangerous time for me and I do still have natural human feelings. . .thank God. I'm trying to have faith that somehow things will work out for me. I have faith that the good in global governments will grow and eventually stand up to end the lethal technological and covert targeting.  But I do not know if this will happen for me and a few others whom I know are also being heavily targeted. Our only present choices seem to be to either join and obey the covert program that is targeting us, without question or doubt. . .or continue being destroyed.  And we ARE being slowly and cruelly destroyed.
   I pray that our suffering will soon end and that I will be allowed to retain possession of what is left of my personal writings. Until then I also need to retain the only home I have left - the vehicle I've been forced to live in since my homes, work and other jobs and vehicles have been being sabotaged by those who target me.
   I often pray for God's Light to surround me and give me strength, but my strength keeps weakening. I keep bouncing back, but never as fully as before. There is only so much that a person can take. We need protection from further abuse. We need our Freedom Back. And we deserve it. We do.

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Monday, April 6, 2015

I Stand Alone

   Yesterday was hell. Lot of emotions coming up and torture levels of lasers drilling into my head through most of the day. The torture seemed to intensify each time I cried and started the day before as I was prevented from getting a bit of help. It appears that I am still surrounded by multiple groups who are still playing covert games and issuing threats against both my family members and I.
   I am getting such obvious threats about government stuff that it still appears that perpetration wants me to be blaming the government. If this were really the government threatening me, it would not be so obvious. Of this I am sure, but I can not help but wonder sometimes, especially when I am being heavily microwaved,  because its all so painful and confusing and no one is here for us. I pray for the good in our government to grow and openly stand up against the covert infiltration so that we can know that they are here for us and so that we can have our Freedom back.
   There have been times when I've thought that parts of the covert stuff could be genuine help, but so much of it is negative and controlling, and the whole covert scene is so confusing and bad for me, that none of it feels good to me. 
   I wish that good decent people would just find the Heart and the courage to stand up with me and other victims instead of adding to our distress. Until/unless this happens I stand alone and choose no side. The only people whom I'd feel comfortable fully trusting are those who demonstrate kindness and consideration and whom I can openly talk to (face to face) so that I know who it is and if they are trustworthy.

I am in desperate need of financial help. I am living in a vehicle and those who target me are again trying to leave me stranded and at their mercy. Please let your Heart send what you can. Thank you.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Help the Good to Grow. . .

I still feel like I am being slammed by all sides. Am being hit with one thing after another. . .now being deprived of financial help again when my stress levels are already off the charts!

I started a new "about" page on this blog today. It appears that the previous one was erased and this one was disabled after I posted it. But the info I'd put in it is here. . .

 This blog has been a process of my realizing and exposing the targeting while I am still being targeted. And its areas of confusion or disarray reflect this gruelling process. I have also experienced periods of infiltration in my computers and alterations to my writings, especially from 2011 to 2014. I have done my best to comb through it and make it as accurate and objective as possible, but am surely not doing a perfect job of it while being targeted. So, please excuse the mistakes, hold the semantics and let your Heart focus on the core issues I am exposing.

   When I first started realizing the technological part of the targeting I was hit hard with threats and laser shots and an attempt to have me institutionalized. (These sorts of threats continue and jump from one thing to another.)
   After surviving this round of terror, my fear and anger at such injustices, along with the continued microwaving, sometimes clouded my judgment. At first I saw EVERYONE who seemed involved as a perpetrator. But then, as I realized the scope of the mind control part, I realized that many of those who have treated me so horribly are unaware victims of mind control. (This is why I call them puppets.) I feel that I can not fully blame most of the veterans, or other citizens, who have played obvious rolls in the gang stalking, or any of the law enforcement that has not helped in the ways that I (and many others) have desperately needed it. . .because the only ones who deserve FULL blame are those who are enslaving people, brainwashing people and issuing the orders to deprive us of help, torture us and aim to force us into enslavement. I believe that most of those who follow these orders are good decent people who either do not realize what  they are following or are completely brainwashed and that they all need to be informed and set free.
   I pray that the covert war stops; that victims stop hurting each other and stand up to set themselves free; that those of us, who are being literally tortured, have the honest and open protection we need; that the leaders of this holocaust are put behind bars where they can not hurt anyone anymore; and for ALL criminal use of microwave weapons, laser weapons, psychotronic weapons...etc., be quickly exposed and stopped, in order to help victims to gain understanding and safety from further harm so that recovery can begin.