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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Friday, February 28, 2014

Another Disaster Imposed Upon a "Heart Bud" Advertiser!

   This morning, I learned that another Heart Bud advertiser’s shop was broken into. This Portsmouth business had supported the 2008 printing of “Sharon’s Bud” as well as the fourth printing of the Heart Bud. And he had recently expressed that he may support a future printing.
  Is this why his shop was hit? I believe it most likely is, because disasters have happened to too many of my advertisers for it to be accurately called a “coincidence.”

  
I feel so sad for him and his family, this morning, because I know too well what this can do to people. Far worse than the monetary loss, in this sort of crime, is the feeling of being violated and robbed of a sense of security and safety. This is the part that keeps on hurting.

  For me, this validates my recent decision to focus more on getting donations for printings, instead of advertisers, although these crimes can only be stopped if I continue until people realize that its not all just “coincidences.” Its been so indescribably difficult to continue my work, through obtaining advertisers, while knowing that some of them may be hurt for supporting me.
   Though most of my advertisers seem to only experience the usual rumors and mind control stuff, which makes my work extremely difficult, it appears that my largest supporters are being hit hard. So far one has had water pipes burst above his computer shop, one was held up at knife point, one had a sudden death and sudden unexplainable physical inflictions that lead to two surgeries. And I have not checked with the others out of fear of bring more targeting to them. The Heart Bud is still in need of miracles, in order to continue reaching out to the Heart of humanity.

   Please help pray for these crimes to be stopped and for freedom from covert harassment and electronic tortures to also be restored.

Please print and pass out these two papers:
www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

Please also send whatever financial help you can. . .

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
Thank you


Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Calling the Heart of Humanity

Due to being targeted, the Heart Bud has been struggling with the process of acquiring advertisers to support printings and distributions. . .and is now being forced to rely on donations, in order to prevent targeting of advertisers. Since this little publication aims to help all of us through the tough times we are facing in our troubled world, I am hoping that you will let your Heart support it.  Please help the Heart Bud to help humanity.


Please send donation to 

Poetic Publications
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

THANK YOU!

The "mind control" page on this site is being interfered with, because it has important information that those who target us don't want you to know. I'm doing the best I can to fix it. You can also find this info on: http://www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html (Ironically the interference stopped as soon as I posted this statement. This seems to be a pattern of those who target me - they interfere and then stop as soon as I make a public statement.)

I have added an update to the why was I targeted page. I am still being heavily targeted and am still in deep need of help for myself also. Please send financial help for me to. . . 
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Weather Modification

It appears that weather modification technologies have been used by military and governments through many decades now. Although most civilians are not aware of their existence, they are fully operational and can be used to redirect storms, stall storms, create storms, diminish storms, part clouds, create clouds...etc.

The Discovery of Global Warming


 Weather modification was addressed by the "United Nations General Assembly Resolution  Convention on the Prohibition of Military or Any Other Hostile Use of Environmental Modification Techniques." The Convention was signed in Geneva on May 18, 1977.”

UN Document
US Department of state

International concerns in the 1970s proves that these technologies do indeed exist. And common sense says that they were invented to be used.

   A variety of scientists, who are/were monitoring this situation have reported these technologies probably being the true cause of global warming as well as being used to create or redirect storms. The effects can be good or bad, depending on the intentions of the users.
   It appears that the leaders of the eugenics movement, and the criminals who perform mind control on humanity, have access to such technologies. It is even said that the technologies that perform mind control are the same ones that can also do weather modification. Its all done with computerized manipulation of microwaves - radio waves.

I’m no expert on this subject, but I believe those who are, and my insights have shown me that the Alstead, NH flood was instigated by weather modification technologies stalling a storm above an area where a culvert is said to have been plugged. And my insights are also telling me that these technologies may also be used to create other disasters as distractions in areas where a lot of people start becoming aware of the micorowave mind control and eugenics holocaust. (Possibly in the North Eastern USA) HOWEVER, I believe that these disasters, like the global mind control and eugenics based targetings, can be stopped through enough public exposure of these crimes, because the criminal pattern is to back off when too much awareness or proof is about to surface. So spread the word quickly, please.

I have felt that we need a HUGE SUDDEN OUTCRY that includes media and government officials, in order to stop the worst of these crimes. What a horrible shame if not enough people find the Heart and the courage to stand up and expose this quickly enough. Thousands will die and the rest of us will experience something worse, if humanity does not stand up and save itself from this Technological Holocaust. Do it. For God's sake do it!



Another Call to Your Heart

Due to being targeted, the Heart Bud is struggling with the process of acquiring advertisers to support printings and distributions. . .and is now being forced to rely primarily on donations. Since this little publication aims to help all of us through the tough times we are facing in our troubled world, I am hoping that you will let your Heart support it.  Please help the Heart Bud to help humanity.


Please send donation to 

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

THANK YOU!

The "mind control" page on this site is being interfered with, because it has important information that those who target us don't want you to know. I'm doing the best I can to fix it. You can also find this info on:
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html (Ironically the interference stopped as soon as I posted this statement. This seems to be a pattern of those who target me - they interfere and then stop as soon as I make a public statement.)

I have added an update to the why was I targeted page. I am still being heavily targeted and am still in deep need of help for myself also. Please send financial help for me to. . . 
Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

The Framing Process or a Terrorizing Process?


   Last night I had a dream which showed how the criminals who target me are now pushing hard to do the framing that I'd been forewarned of in past dreams. Today, I am on my third library searching for just a bit of peaceful time to do some work! At the previous two, they swarmed me. I of course do not know if they will succeed with this charade to frame me, in order to discredit me and prevent my work from continuing. . .or if this is just another part of the terrorizing process.

   In my dream it showed "help" coming but that the "help" was also orchestrated by the criminals who target us. . .and that my nephew is now also in danger of this fake "help" confiscating him.

I pray with all my heart that they do not succeed - that whatever they do to me or other targeted individuals quickly leads to them setting themselves up to get caught and prevented from continuing with such crimes. Please help pray for this for all targeted individuals. We need GENUINE help now.

Monday, February 24, 2014

Calling Your Heart

Due to being targeted, the Heart Bud has been struggling with the process of acquiring advertisers to support printings and distributions. . .and is now being forced to rely on donations. Since this little publication aims to help all of us through the tough times we are facing in our troubled world, I am hoping that you will let your Heart support it.  Please help the Heart Bud to help humanity.




Please send donation to 

Poetic Publications
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

THANK YOU!

www.heartbud.com



2-25-14: I had a dream last night, which showed those who target me sending a completely controlled woman and her son to try to frame me for something like a child sexual abuse crime. Ironically I walked into a library and a woman who fits the description of one of the women in my dream walked in. I changed computers and guess I am going to sit this out and see what happens.

Yesterday I joined "linkedin" to do a bit of networking and a few perpetrators immediately leaped into my contacts and the site will not allow me to block them.  Guess that is completely controlled now also.

Today, I am being blocked from printing out the pdfs of papers I have on the web as downloads. I do not know if the public is also being blocked from printing them.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Knotted Rope


Knotted Rope
by Sharon Rose Poet

Oh wrap me in Love until it goes away -
The anger, the pain and all that they say.

Fill me with strength to persevere and survive
To do the best I can as long as I'm alive.

Throw me a long line - a strong knotted rope
That I can hold onto when I lose my hope.

Fill my Faith for humanity with a bit for me
And help my weary mind to understand and see.





This is a  prayer to God
www.heartbud.com

Covert War

Covert War
by Sharon Rose Poet

Covert words, worlds and ways are so foreign and confusing
That I fail to understand this game I'm surely losing.

How did it all begin? And when will it end?
Will controlling forces find their Hearts again?

Did they take lessons from Hitler's relations
Or just turn to darkness for cruelty's sensations?

 How long will it take for help to see
And finally stand up to set us free?


Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Why do I not "Just get a job?"

   Over and over again I have heard this and been judged for not doing things the way people THINK I should or could. And the answer is that; I already have a job - my job is my writings. This is what I was meant to be doing. I should not be forced to give up on my life's work just because I am being targeted. Its the targeting that needs to be stopped rather than my work being stopped, although it surely is being sabotaged. But all the other jobs I've tried get sabotaged as well.
   Due to the targeting, I have aimed for and/or obtained more jobs than I can now count since 2005. I have spent SEVEN YEARS pounding my head against walls of sabotaged job opportunities. Literally EVERYTHING I try to do has been sabotaged either through vamping up targeting on me or those whom I work with or for! The jobs I have obtained have been infiltrated with the types of targeting that has hurt others as much, if not more, than it has hurt me. EVERYONE I get close to gets targeted also, especially those who are not aware of the technological targeting of humanity.
  Through the past few years I have stepped back and evaluated this situation and have gone in circles, over and over again. . .wondering what to do - how to earn a living and do my writings on the side. At one point I had decided that the best job was to drive and keep on the move, in order to avoid some of the targeting. . .so I got a class A CDL license and. . .the hell that door opened could fill a book all by itself. And this is just one example of too many to count. ALL of the jobs delivered heavier levels of targeting (for others as well as myself) than just doing what I am meant to be doing with my life.
   I have no real choice but to just do the best I can with what I have to work with until a miracle happens or I die. I know that in selling advertising for the Heart Bud, I am risking possible targeting of those who place ads, (and those who target me are blaming me for what they do) but it appears that most of this targeting is just brainwashing and rumors against me.
   In the grand scheme of the targeting of humanity, this seems minor. Every month that passes by, without the targeting being exposed and stopped, means EVEN MORE people being hurt WORLDWIDE. If this lethal targeting with mind control technologies is not exposed and stopped ALL of humanity is in serious trouble. This is what I believe and feel to the core of my being.
   This is a war and the front lines have already gone down - the first ones who let their hearts stand up to expose these crimes have already died. This has happened to so many that the pattern is well established and can not continue without it standing as strong proof of the targeting. And its up to us, to carry on the fight until we win - until the targeting is exposed and our freedom is restored. YES, a few more of us may be targeted and a few more of us may die, but is humanity's freedom not worth it?   
  I hope you find the heart to stop judging me instead of helping me in the ways I need it most. What I have desperately needed is more financial help from people, which is why I have been begging for help since 2005. Thus far the help has enabled me to sustain my plight (living in a car). I HAVE appreciated this although it has not also enabled me to take better care of myself and continue with my work, which helps to expose these crimes for all of us, among other things. Until, or unless I get more help I feel that I must continue to just do the best I can with what I have to work with. The only other alternative seems for me to give up and die. And this is what the criminals who target us want me to do.

Like I have been saying for a long time now. . .I am in desperate need of substancial amounts of monetary help for my own welbeing as well as for printings and distributions of the Heart Bud. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Another Computer Destroyed!

My computer was destroyed yesterday! It appears that it was microwaved and that I got hit at the same time. This confirms one of the recent inconspicuous threats I'd posted. It crashed after I revised an article on Mind Control and stated that it appears to be done from satellites in the same way that we now get internet from satellites. It also appears that the font on the "mind control" page of this site has been changed to make it almost unreadable, AGAIN! I guess we know what they do not want us to know. I hope they find their Hearts.

www.heartbud.com




Please send help to

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057 


P.S. I was able to fix the font on the "mind control" page.


Blocked From Making Pay Pal Transferes!

I am being blocked from receiving money from my own Pay Pal account! I am in the second round of re-adding the bank account, which they erase from my account and send emails stating that my bank is telling them that there is no such account, although pay pal had already used this account on the 7th of this month! Its obvious lies and interference with my getting income. I have documentation, but there appears to be nothing I can do to stop them from doing this to me, at this point.

www.targetedinamerica.com


Please send help to

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

P.S. Problem was fixed after exposing it.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

My Latest Book is Now Available



This book is now available on Amazon:
 http://www.amazon.com/Technological-Holocaust-Sharon-Rose-Poet/dp/1490344268/ref=sr_1_3?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1392481202&sr=1-3

(This book is OUT OF PRINT)

The Phone Call


P.S. I am trying the photo method for my writings so that changes can not so easily be made.

Friday, February 14, 2014

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

The Heart Bud is Exposing Plight of Targeted Individuals

www.heartbud.com
The fifth printing is struggling to be born and needs your financial support: 
http://www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057








My struggle to survive the targeting on mental, emotional and physical levels remains intense! I'm still in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as for printings of the Heart Bud. I am still living in my car and my work is still being sabotaged but I'm doing the best I can, in order to help us all through this holocaust. I need your help. Please help me to help humanity. If you can not afford to send money, perhaps buy a lottery ticket for me or keep your eyes open for someone who wants to get rid of a functional van or RV. Your help will be deeply appreciated.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Myron Fagan erased from my computer!

A file, which contained information about Myron Fagan, just vanished from my computer. This is significant, because I was in the process of writing an article, which linked together things like Fagan's famous speeches, subliminal messaging in the media,  microwave weapons being used on humanity and the drugs being found in our public drinking waters being the same sorts of drugs that other reports say aid the success of remotely inflicted microwave mind control technologies, and the ways I've been severely targeted since I talked about military men being brainwashed and toxins being criminally placed in our drinking water...etc. I still fully believe that the USA is in the process of a communistic take-over and that parts of this operation are a dark occult sort of group, which is also covertly continuing a lethal eugenics movement. (Please look past Myron's prejudice and into the core messages in the following recording. The targetings he describes are so similar to many of those I've experienced that it seems like they are being inflicted by the same organization.)

Red Stars Over Hollywood by Myron Fagan 
COPY AND SHARE THIS RECORDING. I'll try to ad more later.

Two of Myron's famous speeches:
 https://archive.org/details/RedStarsOverHollywood-MyronFagan 

Another download of my latest book:
www.heartbud.com/tiaweb.pdf

Also freely download a book of this blog:
Ramblings of a Targeted Individual

Download intro to the fifth printing of The Heart Bud:
http://www.heartbud.com/hb5intro.pdf


www.heartbud.com


The Following

   As I fight to survive more vamp ups in the targeting, with those who sabotage my work zooming in to pretend to want to "help" me and bring me to what they call "home," my heart keeps crying out, "Our world will start becoming a better place when we ALL more fully follow our own Hearts, instead of other people. . .and when enough of humanity finds the courage to publicly expose criminal use of all sorts of radio wave technologies." and "My only 'Home' is that place where my heart merges with the highest form of Love and Light." and "God reaches us through our Hearts and if we follow our Hearts above all else we will be OK." and "Those who follow others sacrifice themselves in shadows that don't belong to them." and "For God's sake (literally) stop this nonsense and listen to your Hearts..." Its been an intense day!


The ONLY being we can FUNCTIONALLY follow is God and God speaks to us through our Hearts. I choose this direction and I wish the same for all the organized stalking group members who are mind control victims and/or remain blind followers of the darkness that is targeting humanity, especially those who put themselves out there as long term targeted individuals, or as "help" for targeted individuals, while interfering with the process of these crimes being exposed and preventing genuine targeted individuals from receiving GENUINE help.


www.heartbud.com

P.S. My computer is being infiltrated and writings interfered with and possibly plagiarized. . .still/again. I also just noticed that most of the page on the back up to this blog is not being shown on the web - its cut off. But you can find it in this book: Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Heart Touching Call for Public Awareness


When I saw this on fb it tugged at my heart so much that I had to share it. 
Does it help you to realize how important it is to expose and stop these crimes? I hope so.

A New Book; Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America

I finished and published this book, but it appears to be being blocked. I'll post the link when it becomes available. Until then, here is the information:

Technological Holocaust - Targeted in America
by Sharon Rose Poet
ISBN-13: 978-1490344263
ISBN-10: 1490344268



This book has been removed from the market
With this book Targeted Individual, Sharon Rose Poet, aims to help bring public awareness to the illegal utilization of microwave technologies on the global population as well as on specific targeted individuals and families. She has been being threatened, and tortured with microwave weapons, to the point of feeling afraid of losing her life and her website, which is the reason for the creation of this book.


Save Her - Don't Let Darkness Enslave Her:

Save Her - Don't Let Darkness Enslave Her

She rose from the ashes of a great nation
To preserve Freedoms torn by foreign relations.
A startling contradiction that is being repaired
For broken native tribes left in despair.
Through her sorted struggles she also deserves
To keep foundations mended and dignity preserved.
Dare we let her fall into a dark covert abyss?
Dare we not stand tall for the Liberty we miss?
Dare we raise a flag beyond just half a mast
Before we've fully banished the spells being cast?
Dare we not save her - not let infiltration enslave her?
Her constitution bleeds. Our Love is what she needs.
Lets sing a song of Love - citizens holding hands,
With our original government, until we understand
And Freedom rings away microwave commands.


God Help America

Shot and Blocked

   Messages I got through organized stalking group members in the past week; “Your not going to be driving.” “He died last night. Its your fault.” “Sharon the police are not going to be there for you, because you are listed in their data banks as a crazy person.”
   Yesterday, I was shot in the chest and upper back with lasers, got a lot of computer interference, (and now this morning's message that said, “after I am done,”) as I aim to finish my book “Technological Holocaust” and an article that pulled together Myron Fagon’s speeches (Red Stars Over Hollywood”, and my dreams about public water supplies being contaminated with the types of drugs that aid the success of remote mind control technologies...etc.
   Apparently those who hold me under surveillance are still in competition with my writings and insights. . .and may even be still stealing them and claiming them as their own.

More than ever, humanity is being called to listen to the HEART of its own instincts and not follow or idolize any other human being - to rise up out of the sheep mentality and pull in its own power.


 P.S. Yesterday was my birthday and I got two "happy birthday" messages that touched my heart, although it could not be "happy" under such circumstances. I had wanted to do something special for myself for my birthday and the first thing that came to mind was to go to a deserted tropical island for the day. ;-) Since I could not do that, (and certainly not without being under surveillance,) I decided to pull together another article that had been nudging its way through my heart. And. . .well. . .I just told you how that went. Maybe next year I will have a "happy birthday."

Thursday, February 6, 2014

My Video


[UPDATE: I erased this video, because I did it at a time when I was being
heavily microwaved did not have enough information on the targeting.]


  This is not a "cause." Its a fight for our lives. Its not a matter of if you "believe it" or not - its a matter of if you are aware and if you can care to help regain our safety and freedom. 


Never, in the history of humanity, has there been a more crucial time for our HEARTS to rise into a peaceful fight for humanity's safety and freedom.  

The Pitting and the Vision

   When I step back and take notice of the bigger picture, in regards to the covert targeting of the USA, I have been realizing that citizens of the USA are being pitted against their own government, and that government officials are being pitted against its citizens. Aside from the obvious perpetrators who publicly stir things up, are mind control technologies aiding this process? I believe they are on a HUGE scale.
   But perhaps we will learn to listen to our hearts more closely. . .and let go of the manipulations and embrace each other so that this holocaust can start coming to an end.
   I recently had a vision of government officials delivering a heart touching public speech, which set the nation into a shedding of healing tears - a speech that exposed the technologies that are being used on ALL of us, and requested a uniting of hearts in the process of overcoming them. . .instead of lawsuits. It was awesome. I pray for this. Will you pray for it also?




As for me: I've been being tortured with laser weapons shot into my head through the past two nights.I got all sorts of internet interference while trying to post this statement.

Public Notice Paper/Flyer

Pic designed for the Public Notice
As I comb through a few pages on my sites I've realized that the address/link to this flyer, which was printed on April, 24 2012, had been changed. So here it is again.

The "Public Notice"Flyer
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/Public%20Notice%208.pdf
(This paper is a bit outdated. I have learned a lot since I wrote it.)





For updated information check out the following sites:


Wednesday, February 5, 2014

This is Worth Another Mention:

"Mind Control - World Control"
by Jim Keith 

"Veteran, author and investigator Jim Keith uncovered a surprising amount of information on mind control technology and its use on humanity since the 1960s."

This book is one of the few I had been able to buy as I struggled to figure out this mess we are in. I instantly felt a connection to Jim - as if he were a soul brother. I did not know him personally, but his work holds a heart that Truly cared for humanity and gave its all trying to expose it. This man is hero - a true humanitarian.

 Excerpt from Jim's Book:


Monday, February 3, 2014

Proof of Targeting

   According to my research its almost impossible to prove the microwave mind control and torture parts of the targeting without expensive detection equipment and/or extensive medical tests, which I hear can be interfered with if the physicians are not threatened and/or targeted into silence. Sadly, this will be the case until these criminal programs are fully exposed and stopped.
   HOWEVER, there are other types of proof. Long term victims are hit with more than just invisible radio waves and laser weapons. Proof also resides in the strange and unusual chains of losses and crisis at strategic times. Like in my case:

The fact that ALL of my siblings and I were ordered by a doctor to have our tonsils removed even though we had no medical problems with them, when we were children. (The surgeries took place and. . .I still have my tonsils.)

Obvious, unexplainable neurological damage to my sister’s eye.

The unusual cataracts in my brother’s eyes at a very young age.

The fact that FOUR members of my immediate family have had emergency back surgeries, although there is no history of back problems in our family.

In 1981: Unusual experiences around my second pregnancy: A doctor trying to abort my healthy child and getting angry with me for listening to my instincts and not believing that she was “dead and has to be aborted.” I gave birth to Julia in January 1982 and she was born with a minor heart defect and four breasts, when there have been absolutely no such defects in our family history.

In 1985 and 1986: Two surgeries on my spine and the unusual events surrounding them.

In the early 1990s: The confusing process of separating me from my family of origin. . .with them blaming me and me blaming them...and my step father’s unusually pain filled death during that process.

In 1995: The taking of my Loudon, NH home by the New Hampshire DOT rights of eminent domain, and all the chaos and losses that surrounded it. (this included unexplainable problems with my furnace, which would fill my house with smoke, and the sudden loss of our pet. In 2010, a witness of this said, “There was something wrong with that taking of your home.” Many people knew there was something wrong with it, but nobody understood or could do anything about it.

!999 to May 2001: The strange chain of events: at least 5 deaths surrounding my daughters and I (one being a strange murder of a grandmother and her two grandchildren and a suicide), a suspicious fire in our Andover, NH home, (which destroyed my dream journals and most of my other writings.) and 3 of my pets suddenly either disappearing or dead. . .after I shared a prophetic dream that showed criminal contamination of the Concord, NH public water supply and an acquaintance bringing contaminated water to a Concord, NH school system. There were TWO other fires on the same night and in the same area. The fire in my house was never reported in the news and can not be found on the web. The fire marshal who stood on the side of Truth expressed disappointment over having to list it as "unknown cause" although he knew. . , before suddenly retiring and later moving to another state. (This chain of things alone would raise red flags in anyone with half a brain left! All of this is completely provable.)

In 2002: My little brother’s unusual death after he had noticed something wrong happening to himself and my father. . .and then my cousin’s sudden death as suspicions and investigations rose around my little brother’s death.

In 2005: My estranged sister, whom I'd not been in touch with through most of 12+ years, suddenly going on the web to slander me - calling me "evil" and writing, "disasters happen everywhere she goes..." The strange storm and flood that raged through my Alstead, NH neighborhood a few months later. . .killing four of my neighbors. Anyone looking at this honestly, would realize that the unusual storm stalling over that area, and the culvert being plugged, COULD have been criminally orchestrated with weather modification technologies. . .especially since disasters really were happening almost everywhere I went. (There have been unbelievable numbers of accidents around me on roads. This became severe, and stalkers were even pointing it out to me, in 2012)
  
2008: The fact that MOST of the 2008 supporters of my “Sharon’s Bud” publication are no longer the owners of  their businesses. . .or have disappeared.

2009: The sudden loss of brakes on my truck at the same time of the engine suddenly being destroyed and the whole electrical system suddenly going haywire. (A mechanic had let me know that my brakes were tampered with and this was not the first or last time of such occurrence.)

2010: The fact that ALL THREE of my largest advertisers in this year’s issue of the Heart Bud experienced unusual difficulties: A computer shop was suddenly dealt with water pipes burst and destroy his shop, the health food store owner being held up at knife point, the insurance man having sudden, unusual death in his family and unexplainable inflictions/injuries to his shoulders.

2011: My collapse in a store before being rushed to the Concord hospital with severe vomiting and unexplainable malfunction of my equilibrium and balance. (And the uncountable numbers of other times that I’d been rushed to emergency rooms, or had gone to a doctor, with strange and unexplainable symptoms from 2002 to 2006)

2012: My van being destroyed, sudden brake loss on my car and my step mother suddenly becoming ill as I aimed to produce another Heart Bud publication. . .and then her recovery as I was forced to discontinue.
2013: My step mother’s unusual death as I again aimed to produce the third issue of the Heart Bud, which exposed some of this targeting.

The amount of times that mechanics have found my oil filter unscrewed. The mechanic who told me that it looked like motor oil had been put into my transmission. Other obvious tamperings of my vehicles. The amount of times that I’ve had sudden brake losses in the past few years. (Its up to about 5!)

The long list of people who help me, support my work or hire me...suddenly experiencing a variety of difficulties: like the deaths of family members at times when I was about to turn to them for help. And the sudden complete loss of memory and finances in a woman who had helped me and was the founder of a Spiritual Growth Network. My best friend, who'd just reconnected with me, suddenly having to deal with a death in her family and a heart attack in her father...etc. A woman whom I had connected with calling me and saying that her mother had just been in a car accident and that all sorts of strange things were happening since she'd met me. (She blamed me for being "bad luck") There have been many such chains of events.

Changes in my writings, with key things erased and the same patterns performed over and over again.

Proof also exists in the fact that those who are being targeted are so often assumed to be lieing  or “mentally ill”- too often ‘guilty unless proven innocent’ in the media as well as law enforcement. Even hard core criminals get more respect than this! The norm would be for our testimonies to be assumed to be true/innocent unless proven wrong/guilty. The fact that this is not happening is proof that something is horribly wrong.

This list could probably expand into a whole book, but I'd have to have time to look back at my notes. So this is enough for now.

ANYONE, who is not a perpetrator, and has witnessed these unusual chains of difficulties in my life. . .and still stands in the assumption that I am “just mentally ill” without ever investigating or helping me. . .is surely a mind control victim. This in itself can be proof. Nobody in their right mind would see my mental health as the problem here. Absolutely nobody. And nobody who cared about me would, ON THEIR OWN ACCORD, be leaving me to be tortured in this surveillance prison. The strange lack of help or care in loved ones is also proof of the targeting. Most people are NOT that careless, but mind control victims are. And loved ones of long term Targeted Individuals are often mind control victims. We are sometimes even literally wiped out of each other’s minds, in attempts to prevent our hearts from taking over and helping each other.

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Sunday, February 2, 2014

Jim Keith - Mind Control, World Control

I was so glad to have found this video.

ATTENTION: Make sure to rewind this video, if it starts in middle of interview. (This is typical types of targeting interference. The part that is skipped over is the most revealing.)


A book on a subject of Jim's research:

The Tavistock Institute of Human Relations: Shaping the Moral, Spiritual, Cultural, and Political Paperback – January 1, 1999 by John Coleman: http://www.amazon.com/The-Tavistock-Institute-Human-Relations/dp/B000MQPTMQ 

The Tavistock Institute of Human Relations was created in 1921 at Oxford by The Royal Institute for International Affairs and later funded by the Rockefeller Foundation. It is the core for mass indoctrination and global manipulation. From Wars to the media, it has effected it all.

Back cover: "The Tavistock Institute for Human Relations has had a profound effect on the moral, spiritual, cultural, political and economic policies of the United States and Great Britain. It has been in the front line of the attack on the U.S. Constitution and State constitutions. No group did more to propagandize the U.S to participate in the WWI at a time when the majority of the American people were opposed to it.

Review By Vanessa Barrera: If the whole nation read this book, most would take this as utter nonsense. "Well if all this was true, we would know about it!" No, wrong my fellow citizen. That theory would contradict this whole book. It would contradict the basic principles of The Tavistock Institute of Human Relations. Their aim is not to inform you on their controlling actions in our society but to use scientific methods that are well known to work in discreetly "brainwashing" the public.

As for me: I am being threatened and those who target me are trying to force me into going with them. I am refusing to and they appear to be seeking revenge. Recent threats have been, "Your not going to be driving." and "You want to do this alone, but" and "Be careful." "Payback" was said after I refused to go with an abusive X boyfriend who has been recruited into the program. I just reported what appeared to be a tampering with my car which caused a severe oil leakage while parked in a parking lot.
 
Jerry E. Smith on Jim Keith’s death and research


Saturday, February 1, 2014

Faust vs. Me

[UPDATE: This post had been taken down.]

    I have received many messages that prove how the core of the targeting against me is dark/satanic. Some of these messages have come through people who had called or emailed me while pretending to be other Targeted  Individuals, some have come through stalkers who walk by me or stand near me and deliver messages, which are spoken much louder than the rest of their conversation. Some are delivered through particular songs that played as I walk into places. Some of them are saying, "You are going to be mine."
    A recent message was printed on a receipt with "Faust" put where my name was supposed to go. I was oblivious to it until one of them pointed it out to me and then I looked it up.
   Apparently Faust was a mythical poet/writer who turned away from God and sold his soul to the devil for worldly knowledge, power and physical possessions - the very thing that those who target us have done - the very opposite of all that I stand for. This is clearly another one of their projections.
   There appears to be others (possibly not the ones who are doing the worst of the torturing) who are watching me and judging me while I'm being tortured - instead of helping me they join it. But they do not know what is in my heart.

My Faith in God/Love/Heart/Light has actually been deepening. There have been times when I am being heavily tortured and am in complete agony. . .and I close my eyes and See the Light here for me. Its what gives me Hope for humanity's future. Its what has shown me that its working through the Heart of humanity to free us from this holocaust.  Turning from that would be an impossible thing for me to do. Its everything to me. Its all I really FULLY have on my side right now.

I feel that Faust was a foolish man. I feel that those who judge me, instead of protecting me from harm, (while I'm being tortured) are the ones who do not use their hearts.

I feel that ALL of humanity stands at a critical crossroad and that we can choose to tie in with the dark or open our HEARTS enough to GENUINELY and FULLY stand in the Light - in that place that has the Faith, the Strength and the Courage to stand up for what is right instead of joining or hiding behind what is dark/wrong/hurtful...etc.

Our true HOME is where our Hearts merge with God's Love/Light 
And finds the Courage to stand up and restore our safety and Freedom.

I feel that we are all God's children unless we FREELY CHOOSE not to be. I choose to remain God's. And I hope those who have turned the other way - those who stand with the ones who hurt and judge us, find the heart to turn back towards God and allow themselves to be embraced by the type of Love that NOTHING else can take the place of.

Lets let LOVE win.



P.S. This morning, as I took a shower in planet fitness, what appeared to be a couple of
puppets walked in and began loudly talking. I didn't hear the words they probably wanted me to, because I was in the shower. And to make sure I didn't hear, I suddenly began singing "Amazing Grace" as loud as I could. When I stopped I heard nothing but a peaceful silence. ;-)