How much can we stand?
Please help us.
In the week after the county lady called to schedule an appointment for the 30th of December, I was suddenly unable to get to sleep until around 2 or 3am for several nights in a row. I believe that it was technologically induced insomnia, because this is not normal for me. I'd suddenly, for no apparent reason, feel hungry and restless and wide awake right around the time when I'd normally go to sleep. This was worse on the night of the 29th. I got several unusual phone calls on the 29th. And then I was forced awake by vehicle horns blaring on the street outside my room on the morning of the 30. My head was being heavily microwaved as I drove to the appointment and it remained so heavy that I felt almost debilitating levels of mental numbness while the woman launched into the usual perpetration "depression"/mental illness suggestions WITHOUT my ever even saying anything about the targeting or my situation. All she knew was that I was homeless and had been through some difficult times before going into the room. This was CLEARLY a set up to make me appear "mentally" ill.
Last night I cried. Today I am again experiencing severe mental numbness and pain in my head from the new type of microwaves I've been periodically hit with since last Spring. But my heart is still crying, "When will this hell end?"