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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Friday, May 31, 2013

Introducing a Book of this Blog

Ramblings of a Targeted Individual Book
The "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" book will soon be available


Back Cover Description: This book contains blog entries that weave through the indescribable pain associated with being a “Primary Targeted Individual” in an operation that soars beyond Hitler’s deceitful cruelty with technologies that have been being used to remotely control, torture or harm victims for over forty years now.
   While being tortured to the point of barely being able to function, many Primary Targeted Individuals have launched their own campaigns to help bring public awareness to these horrific crimes against humanity. . .with hope for a united stand that could stop their continuation. I am one of these Primary Targeted Individuals.
   I began researching, in order to figure out why I’d been being slandered, stalked, threatened and have had one disaster after another happening in my life. . .and have been finding that I am just one of many victims in an operation that is becoming a serious threat to ALL of humanity.
   Over and over again, Primary Targeted Individuals, who’ve realized what is happening, have begged for help from law enforcement agencies, government agencies, leaders of countries and human rights organizations. . .with absolutely no positive results. The lethal crimes continue!
   I ask that, while you read this book, you look past my blunders and ramblings and let your Heart see the desperate need for the rest of humanity to realize what is happening and join a stand which can save masses of people who are either being tortured into deadly silence, used for non-consensual remote technological mind control experimentation or are being slowly murdered in ways that APPEAR to be natural deaths.


Thursday, May 30, 2013

PDF of this Blog

Here is Most of this Blog in a pdf 
(PDF is now only available upon approved request)

It appears that my web page back up of this blog is being cut short and is preventing the full blog from being viewed. And this blog is powered by others... So here is a quick gathering of my blog entries. (some may have already been altered before placed in this pdf. But a more accurate publication of my original writings may later be shared. It will take time to re-type and organize - time I do not have right now) I hope it helps humanity to some degree.

FYI: I do plan to continue here. But my trust in the web is diminishing. 
(I have noticed dates on blogs and files changed and writings altered and pages blocked from public view)

Thank you to those who have been printing my entries out since last year.

Urgent!!! Print out all pertinent scientific proof of the microwave targeting of humanity right away.

 I have reason to believe that there may soon be massive interference with the web. 

www.targetedinamerica.com

I know I'd posted this a long time ago, but it feels more important now. 



During this Holocaust We Should Only Fully Trust Those Whom We Personally Know to be Worthy of Our Trust

www.heartbud.com
Intro to the Fourth Printing of the  Heart Bud

Please help Support the Heart Bud
I do not have a clue as to how I am going to accomplish this, with my deteriorating situation, but feel that I must. The third printing was able to happen. . .and Faith should deliver the same this time. Please feel free to print and share this introduction to the fourth printing. Its basically the same as the third issue, but a couple important articles will be added to it just before going to press.


   My blog has been backed up and printed several times over again through the process of creating it. . .and it has been brought to my attention that others are copying and exposing what I write as if it is their own ideas or the results of their own research. I have also noticed some of this and have been fine with it - ANYTHING to help the public know about these atrocities ASAP.
    BUT like I said in the Personal Journal Intro, the danger of these people not giving credit where credit is due. . .is in the public blindly following those who are not as genuine or as honest or as insightful as is being portrayed. 

In this situation it is imperative that we listen to the depths of our own Hearts above all else - that we blindly follow and put FULL Trust in ABSOLUTELY NOBODY that we do not already PERSONALLY know to be FULLY trustworthy.

My health continues to fade. I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as to help with the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health... Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

www.targetedinamerica.com
My writings are still sometimes being altered! Please listen to your Heart above all else.
5/30/13: I just had a sudden drastic decline in hits on this blog. Is it being blocked from the public?  

"After Turning up the Thermostats"

 Update 2016; This post has been erased by those who target me. Its location may have been moved too. I have not yet been able to retrieve it. It contained a couple of dreams I had in 2004 or 2005 - dreams that forewarned of a disaster happening "after turning up the thermostats," which may be about the "global warming" that is probably being done with microwave weapons that could perform armageddon. This post had also contained the dream I had about a darkness moving in after the geese or "with the geese", which may be about good parts of the UN being used for the enslavement with protection technological targeting that is really an enslavement and/or the taking over of America with Agenda 21. I do not want to blame the UN. I feel that there is good there. But there seems to be a pattern of the bad using the unaware good to open doors for it to later move in and take control. And the dangers in this are immense. The same pattern seems to exist in many other arenas and situations as well. I hope those doors are closed and the enslavement is stopped.
  
I feel that armageddon can be prevented through preventing criminal use of all sorts of microwave weapons. Please help stop criminal use of all ground and spaced based laser and microwave weapons.

P.S. The original location, of the above mentioned post, may have been changed as well. These sorts of things appear to be happening to my blog. Why? I am not sure.  

Prophetic Dreams Can Help Prevent Disasters.
Please let them
.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Introducing the Fourth Printing of the Heart Bud

www.heartbud.com
Intro to the Fourth Printing of the  Heart Bud

Please help Support the Heart Bud
I do not have a clue as to how I am going to accomplish this, with my deteriorating situation, but feel that I must. The third printing was able to happen. . .and Faith should deliver the same this time. Please feel free to print and share this introduction to the fourth printing. Its basically the same as the third issue, but a couple important articles will be added to it just before going to press.



Love is the weapon to use against those 
who target the Heart of humanity
Raging Hate merely gives the criminals what they want. For Primary Targeted Individuals, remaining calm and in our Heart is sometimes impossible for even the most patient personalities. (Trust me. I know!) The scope of what is happening to humanity through the criminal use of remote mind control technologies - microwave weapons, alone is enough to be enraged about. Anger is more than understandable. The key is to vent it in ways that do not add discord to an already volatile situation. I am struggling with this myself. When I am being heavily targeted - when my head is being blasted with painful microwaves and puppets are surrounding me with degrading hate (even within my own family)...etc., its difficult to remain in my heart. But I am doing my best to channel my anger into effective aims to help improve the situation. My writings, which aim to expose these horrific crimes against humanity are my weapons. And I pray with all my heart that they reach the Heart of humanity and help (to at least some small degree) bring an end to this Technological Holocaust.

My health continues to fade. I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as to help with the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health... Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


Ironically I am feeling a bit better today - not being tortured with microwaves. One of the most consistent patterns of those who target me is a sudden back off after I am hit hard and publicly write about it. I do not understand why. . .but then I do not understand much of what these criminals do. Its like a roller coaster ride. The rounds of being hit hard or suddenly not at all seems to be to interfere with my getting help and to prevent people from listening to my writings while others copy them and take credit for them. 
   My blog has been backed up and printed several times over again through the process of creating it. . .and it has been brought to my attention that others are copying and exposing what I write as if it is their own ideas or the results of their own research. I have also noticed this and am fine with it - ANYTHING to help the public to know about these atrocities ASAP. BUT like I said in the Personal Journal Intro, the danger of this is in the public blindly following those who are not as genuine or as honest or as insightful as they appear. 

It is imperative that we listen to the depths of our own Hearts above all else - that we blindly follow and put full Trust in ABSOLUTELY NOBODY that we do not already PERSONALLY know to be genuine, and honest.

www.targetedinamerica.com
My writings are still sometimes being altered! Please listen to your Heart above all else.
5/30/13: I just had a sudden drastic decline in hits on this blog. Is it being blocked from the public?  

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Imagine Microwave Mind Control Away

The process of creative visualization helps to divert the microwave mind control invasions. Like I've been sharing in the "help for TIs" link - TIs should do as much creative visualization as possible.

Visualization Example: Sit or lay in a comfortable, relaxed position. Take deep slow breaths. Imagine a protective blanket of pure white light wrapping itself around you. . .and beams of pure white Light streaming down from the heavens and into the top of your head and flowing down through your whole body. Imagine this light washing away all the darkness and radio wave intrusions. Imagine the Light filling you with Peace, protection, strength and Love. Don't forget to keep up the deep, slow, rhythmic breathing. You can enhance this with prayers and also by imagining Angels holding you in their arms. . .or whatever else you find comforting. If you have a hard time fulling visualizing. . .keep at it. It will eventually happen. The more you do this the better you will get at it. Doing some form of creative visualization as many times as you can within EVERY DAY. . .will help more than you can imagine. (Pun intended)

Please let your heart read and share The Heart Bud:

My health continues to fade. I'm still living in my car and I'm in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety right now. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a functional RV and fuel for it Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA



www.targetedinamerica.com
My writings on this website and blog are still being tampered with!

Elimination System Interference

 Please read and share The Heart Bud: http://www.theheartbud.com/PrintedHB3.pdf  

This is a bit embarrassing, but here goes: In the past couple weeks I've been experiencing interference with the functioning of my elimination system. If I had doubts of it being inflicted by microwave targeting they all washed away last night, after a puppet walked by me, made a farting sound and said, "Its going to get worse" and after feeling my abdomen being lasored as I tried to go to sleep last night. I am experiencing more intense discomfort this morning and am having even more difficulty eliminating. (No. this is not constipation - my bms are soft) A few days ago, the complete opposite problem happened and I was unable to hold it in. I do not plan to go to the hospital, because my medical records have been altered and I do not believe that I will get proper medical attention even if I tried. 
  The doctor that I have a history with had died. My next doctor appears to be a mind control victim, who has lost my medical records and had tried to terrorize me more than once. During my last visit with her, in the late 1990s, she launched into the jibberish garb that mind controlled victims do when speech is trying to be forced and misfires or something. No matter how many times she tried, she could not say whatever she was trying to say to me. I walked away thinking, "WOW! She must be putting in WAY too many hours and has hit mental overload!" I was not aware of psychotronic weapons, at the time.
    Since then I have ended up in emergency rooms several tomes, due to microwave targeting and have realized, through comments made, that my medical records may have been falsified. I do not believe it is possible for long term Targeted Individuals to get fair medical treatment unless they have not yet been financially destroyed and can choose their own physician.

This overall situation is not a good one to have to deal with while living in my car and needing to keep my car protected from criminals who often tamper with it. In creating this problem those who target me can choose when I leave my car unattended, in order to rush to the bathroom. . .and this leaves me open to all sorts of other problems as well.

Boy! The heartless, judgmental, unaware people may have a field day with this one! If the whole situation were not actually life threatening for me right now, I may be seeing a bit of humor in it myself.

So what is my plan?...there seems nothing I can do but pray to quickly win the lottery, or gain enough monetary help, to enable me to at least purchase an RV, do a fast and buy the herbs and healthy foods I need right now. . .as well as meditating - visualizing my body being filled with pure white Light as much as possible. 

FYI: The process of visualizing - using our imaginations seems to help divert the microwave mind control and brain invasions, like I had been sharing in the "help for TIs" link. TIs should do as much creative visualization as possible. Unfortunately it can not also stop our bodily functions from being damaged by microwave weapons. But I still need to do more meditating than I have.
  
I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety right now. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone. Monetary help is the only kind of help I need - at least enough for an RV (with a bathroom), herbs and enough fuel. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
US

Saturday, May 25, 2013

The Deadly Rule

The Heart Bud Reaches for the Heart of Humanity While Exposing Mind Control Technologies and the Plight of Primary Targeted Individuals. Please let your heart read and share it: http://www.theheartbud.com/PrintedHB3.pdf 

  The past week has been pure hell! Between being hit with almost constant heavy microwaves, herds of gang stalkers, and possibly being drugged just before unusual anger welling up, I was trying to deal with pains from family issues that were also created by the targeting...etc. (My deep apologies to ALL family members. You are also victims who are caught up in this hell. . .and I do realize that. I just wish you did too. . .for all our sakes.)
   I am sorry if I have offended anyone with my directness and my listing names. I have second guessed myself - wondered if I should or should not actually expose names, because even those who are AWARE perpetrators may have first been victims. 
   Though my heart sometimes feels for them also,  what I keep realizing is the deadly rule, which swirls around most forms of severe abuse. That deadly rule usually goes something like this: "I am going to hurt you and keep on hurting you and of you say anything about it or tell anyone I will hurt you worst or hurt your loved ones..." And the lethal microwave targeting of Primary Targeted Individuals is surrounded by and perpetuated by this deadly rule. It will only stop when enough of those who are involved, are fully exposed and stopped from continuing such abusive behaviors. Its the silence and the disbelief that aids its continuation.
   Seriously, invading and damaging people's brains with remote mind control technologies, destroying lives and dreams and the process of personal growth, as well as torturing people with remote microwave weapons. . .and expecting them to "just shut up and take it" is just too horribly wrong. . .especially while the criminal hands are holding weather modification and mind control technologies that can wipe out whole towns and severely damage all of humanity as well as the Earth's atmosphere. 

SILENCE HURTS!

P.S. I am being tortured with microwaves again today.


5-26-2013: This morning delivered severe microwave torture - severe pain, nausea and steady high pitched ring sound. Recent threats have been more direct and more intense also. (The last threat was an angry, "You little snitch! You'd better watch your back" and was delivered late this afternoon.) Since I started producing the Heart Bud with such determination, I knew I'd probably be stopped. I believe that the timing of Pauline's death was a follow through on direct threats that said, "She is now on the hit list." I believe there were all sorts of manipulations surrounding both her death and my daughter giving birth, in order to further alienate me from all family members, which was not difficult, since I was already completely separate from them for years now. These manipulations appear to have been a success. . .perhaps through putting them in states of trauma, in order to further brainwash them and through my openness on this blog. 
   I believe that something MAY happen to me now that those who target me have succeeded with completely isolating me. . .possibly even from the hearts of past loved ones. (Such is the case with Primary Targeted Individuals) I pray with all my heart that whatever it is will help prove the lethal targeting of witnesses to the technologies that are being used to harm humanity. In my heart I find it consoling to realize that every new thing that is done to TIs merely becomes more proof for all of humanity to use in efforts to end this atrocity.
    Whether recent threats are to terrorize me, or to warn me of what will indeed happen, will be shown in time. Am praying for that miracle that I've needed for far too long now. Though I am holding onto Faith and aiming to let go of worry by putting this in God's hands. . .the truth is that I am scared and hurt and my health continues to fade. I can not carry on like this for much longer.

5-27-13: Last night I was followed and screamed at by a raging puppet. I did not pay attention to most of what he said. All I heard was, "You f----- Bitch! Your gonna...." This morning was difficult. No point in giving many details. Most of you probably do not believe me anyway. . .and too few can even care anymore. 
   I know that listing the names I put into the previous post may cost me my life,  but I am already being slowly killed anyway, and threats and killings keep happening anyway. . .so why not do what I can to help others before I am finished off? My life has already been mostly destroyed. I was waiting for FBI help before exposing too much, but its been nearly two years since I began alerting FBI and there is still no help in sight. 
   Yesterday's VERY direct threats alone would be cause for most people to be able get law enforcement help. But there is no point in my even trying YET ANOTHER Police Department, because they will not understand the scope of this and I do not live in that town and well.... now that the targeting has already torn away most of what I had owned, most people seem to think I am not worth believing or helping. Sadly, too much of the world seems to think that only those who have money are worth anything. This is a discouraging reality that I have had to face time and time again since 2005. 
   I am going to keep adding to the list of criminals, whom I know, who've been targeting my daughters and I. . .and if it costs me my life. . .well. . .so be it. I am ready for this to end. . .one way or the other. Either they will follow through with killing me or honest law enforcement will finally step in. (The FBI DOES know of this blog and IS aware of this situation and HAVE had some of these names for a long time now.) 

I pray that other victims of the criminals I am listing find this information and begin to realize what has been happening to them, so they can pick up where I leave off. . .and help bring an end to these crimes.

I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety right now. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone. Monetary help is what I need - at least enough for an RV, protective technologies and fuel. Please help me.

Sharon Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Friday, May 24, 2013

"Enjoy today. Its later than you think"

"Enjoy today. Its later than you think" was a message given to me by what appeared to be a puppet today.

   I've been blocked from the internet through most of today. Things have definitely gotten heated since I passed the last heart bud paper out to employees at the NH State House. There seems to be another big push, like in 2011, to isolate me, terrorize me, silence me, drug me, make me get into an accident...etc. I am concerned that they may again be trying to find a way to have me locked up. . .and that this may be what today's message was about. If this happens please help me out of whatever they set up. I am a decent honest person who has never done anything to harm anyone and I am not a danger to myself or anyone else. 
   Today is a lot better than the past few weeks. But this morning, after thinking and even saying out loud, "I wonder if its too late for any of us to be saved and protected..." the above message was delivered to me by a man in a shop I delivered papers to. . . and, if it is indeed from those who target me, it sounds like they are about to unleash something onto me. What form this will take. . .I am not sure of and am trying to not think about it too much, because I do understand that it may be just another part of the terrorizing. 
   However, I am concerned because their pattern has been to stir up something against me in my family or acquaintances when I suddenly have a day or so with no electronics aimed at me. And my family is sure to be stirring. . .my sisters in particular may be sharpening their claws now that they know my daughters and I are completely separate. My daughters are probably hurting. . .although they seem completely brainwashed at this point.
   Whether something does or does not happen: since those who target me want me to think that something drastic is about to happen to me it leads me to want to expose a few more things. . .that could help other people. . .before it is too late for me to do so:
   As I realize the Stargate project and the remote technological experiments in the area of intuition, I am remembering more of the operatives who had infiltrated my life in the early 1990s. One man in particular, who had put himself out as a "shaman" who could do REMOTE VIEWING and enter people's dreams and homes after he had done energy work on them...etc. I am now believing that the whole scam was being done with microwave weapons - or in these circles they may be better known as Psychotronic Weapons. This man worked at the Department of Education and had often had his friend/accomplice rope me and other women into their "spiritual" circles.
   Another one was affiliated with a satanic occult and had bragged to me in 2003, that he had just pretended to be the "healer" he was at a yoga center. He had lured me to a place in 2006, where I was heavily targeted and nearly lost my life...etc.
    There are chains of targeted women and at least one death that surrounds the "spiritual" practices of these two men. My experiences and conversations with them leads me to believe that they are both high level perpetrators who use psychotronic weapons to target people. The chains of criminals who have infiltrated my life since my divorce from my husband are too long to list here. But these are two of the primary ones who are most apt to be continuing to harm others, although they may have gone into hiding or are "laying low" since I gave their names to the FBI. I pray that other victims of these men realize what had happened to them. Many may still be targeted and surveilled and mind controlled. . .without even realizing it.

I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety right now. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone. Monetary help is what I need - at least enough for an RV, protective technologies and fuel. Please help me.

Sharon Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Again. . .Back to the Heart Bud


The fourth issue of the Heart Bud is yearning to spread its wings a bit higher than the last one, but it needs sponsorship for printing and distribution expenses.

Please Help Sponsor the Heart Bud
www.heartbud.com 

The Heart Bud Reaches for the Heart of Humanity While Exposing Mind Control Technologies and the Plight of Primary Targeted Individuals. Please let your heart read and share it:http://www.theheartbud.com/PrintedHB3.pdf

 

I am still in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival as well as my ability to continue improving upon and printing the Heart Bud. Please help me to help humanity.

Sharon Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

www.targetedinamerica.com 

 [UPDATE;   I have erased the PS that was here, because it was a venting of my anger, which was probably mostly technologically induced and should have been done in private. Sometimes I forget how public this blog is and vent in it as if it were my personal journal. Those who are being tortured can understand. But I guess all I can ask is that the rest of you try to and excuse and ignore my angry outbursts. I am actually a calm and patient person who is not prone to anger. . .when my brain is not being lasered and I am not being harassed and tortured.
  I am sorry if this post had offended anyone. In my worst fits of microwaved anger I perceived puppets who stalked me as cowards who are a disgrace to this country, like I had posted here. In between heavy rounds of technological targeting of my brain, I see them for what many of them seem to be....enslaved mind control victims who think they are fighting for freedom while being used to help destroy harmless people like me. Its all just too sad. God help us all to be totally set free.
  

Drugged Again?

It appears that I may have just been drugged again! A water faucet was left on at a graveyard and after I turned it off I began feeling weird. This was next to where I often park.Coincidence? Not sure. Mouth suddenly got extremely dry, tingling in lips, cold feeling in heart... very light headed. Am fighting it. Wish an honest FBI agent would go and check it. Or is that too much to hope for at this point? Probably. FYI: There had been a couple of puppets hovering near my car when I shut off the water. . .so something may have been sprayed into my car. I can not be sure exactly how I got hit.

About an hour later I am feeling a bit better. Was it microwaves? Not sure, but I don't think so, because I have not felt those since early this morning. It felt more like some sort of drug that I got a only small dose of, because I did not fully grip the faucet.

 I must be touching on some deep truths here. Sometimes I'm not sure. . .until I see the reaction to what I write. When I go along with the crowd. . .the targeting lets up a bit. When I follow only my instincts and share what I am finding. . .I get severe microwave attacks and gang stalking swarms.

 I am now realizing that some of the attacks are at times when something is happening to. . .or being done to a family member. I got hit really hard just before my step mother's death and also as Julia struggled with a late birth and was hospitalized for a few days before an induced labor...etc.

I think I need to let go of worrying about my daughters, because there is nothing I can do to help them. It is difficult to know that they are also targeted and that I can not be there for them, but I guess it is time for me to put them in God's hands and pray for the best, because I need to try to take better care of myself right now and they are so mind controlled that they add to my pain more than I have wanted to admit. It appears that they are used to hurt me when I am close to them and this is sure to be hurting them as well. I have lost them and it hurts like hell to facing this yet another time.

Guess its time to return to preparing for the fourth printing of the Heart Bud and perhaps write that book.

Please Help Sponsor the Heart Bud
 www.heartbud.com 

Leaving Doors Open in my Heart. . .

  Update; This post appears to have been altered since I posted it. Part of it appeared to have been plugged in from an earlier testimony.  I have not had the chance to research this, but I have erased all but the important and most accurate statements and edited them a little bit.
   During the time of this post I was being heavily targeted and was extremely concerned about my youngest daughter  being technologically tortured before, during and after she gave birth to her son. . .and that her son would also be targeted. I have posted a statement about this post on the link below.

Friday, November 4, 2016 Love for my Daughters
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2016/11/love-for-my-daughters.html

 

 The doors in my heart remain open for
my daughters, not matter what. I love them.


I am realizing that a lot of what is happening to me may also be about distracting me from her, because she is being covertly targeted more than I had wanted to realize, since around 1999 and especially since 2006. I believe that I had been brainwashed into forgetting some of the things she has gone through.

The core of the targeting of my children and I appears to be done by a satanic occult that has
access to surveillance and microwave technologies.

And if any of you think this can not be happening in our world. . .you have may have been brainwashed. There truly are satanic occults. . .and they truly do covertly target people in the most deceitful and evil ways. . .and those who are being destroyed need the right kinds of help from family members and honest, law enforcement NOW!  Instead of assuming it is not happening to us. . .I dare you to prove it. Tests for radiation, microchips, cell structure damage, brain damage...etc., CAN be run by honest law enforcement and medical professionals. Is anyone out there who has a heart that can help in the ways that are needed?

3+- pm. It appears that I was just drugged again! A water faucet was left on at the Bedford, NH
graveyard near the library and after I turned it off I am feeling weird. Dry mouth, cold feeling -
not feeling right at all. Am fighting it. It may be from microwaves - am not sure. It feels different
from microwaves, though. Later: There had also been a couple of puppets hovering near my
car when I’d gone to shut the water off. . .so something may have been sprayed into my car
also. I recovered after about an hour. . .but had nearly gone unconscious. It took a lot of
strength and praying to fight it.

 The doors in my heart remain open for
my daughters, not matter what. I love them.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Closing a Door

[ UPDATE;  I have erased most of this post. There are times when my pain has come out in dysfunctional ways, like it had in this post, especially before I realized the scope of the mind control targeting and the enslavement of those who are used against us.    
      The jist of it is that my youngest daughter's husband was the primary person that was used to convince my daughters that I am just "mentally ill" and that I should be institutionalized...etc., - the primary one used to pounded a wedge between both my daughters and I. In my family of origin, the youngest of my two sisters was that person - the one used in the targeting against me.  ]

Did I foolishly fantasize that all the cruel targeting would go away and let me be a part of my grandson’s life? For a few hours I did. But reality struck again today. And now its time to let my heart close a door that I’d not completely closed before. But my love for my daughters remains. . .and runs as deep as my pain.


But my love for my daughters remains
and runs as deep as my pain.

Please Help Protect Little Babies from Sadistic Microwave Targeting

[UPDATE: I have softened this post up a bit. I know that a lot of people care to help. The ones who do just either can't or don't know what is happening. During times when I am being too traumatized, or have been drugged, it is difficult for me to bypass the negative mind control. I am actually more functional and am not prone to anger when my brain is not being lasered and I am not being tortured. Please excuse me.]

 Prior to even knowing of my daughter’s pregnancy I’d had what now appears to be prophetic
dreams that show my grandson being targeted. One of the dreams showed him ending up with some sort of deformity in his abdominal or hip area. Will this actually happen? Are the sadists who target us so sick that they’d harm a little new born child? We need help and protection from the targeting.


   I am praying harder than ever for God to provide me with enough money to at least buy a good microwave detector and help this baby to not be harmed by the criminals who have used
my family as lab-rats for their technologies since the 1970s. . .but even if I had the money and
the technologies, how can I help protect him if his parents continue assuming that I am just
mentally ill and that none of this is really happening? My hands feel tied! My heart is hurting
unbearably. . .for my grandson. Please help protect him. Please.


Sunday, May 19, 2013

Stargate

   More puzzle pieces are clicking together. To explain the previous posting of the "Stargate Hell" poem. It appears that the "Stargate" program was some sort of take off from the MKULTRA program, and appears to have been performing mind control in ways that aimed to enhance psychic ability in naturally intuitive people. 
    This could CLEARLY explain why I had intuited the name "Stargate" in 2006 and what may have happened to me in 1986 during the second surgery on my spine, although I had thought it was due to what appeared to be a "near death experience."
    My experiences with the change in my levels of sensitivity after this surgery have been documented in many of my writings since then.
    It appears that the enhancement of my intuitive side backfired on them when I started picking up on what they were doing to humanity. . .and they have manipulated things to try to make me look crazy and make my family declare me as "mentally ill" ever since!" 

A few of articles that explain the masked surface of Stargate, which I believe was a take off from the hidden depths of MKULTRA: 
 

A New Born Baby!

   I was surprised when I got the call from my daughter's husband announcing the birth of my first grandson, because the walls that the targeting has built between my daughters and I are tall and strong and he helped to build them. But a deep love remains in my heart for her.
   My aim to visit my daughter today was an important event, not only to welcome my first grandchild into the world - it was also to be the first visit with my daughter in a couple years.
   Those who target me/us were trying to make me think that something would happen to me if I went to see her - they were trying to fuel my concern of family members forcing me into institutionalization and having me declared "mentally ill." One of the messages they gave me stated that if I go to the hospital I will not be allowed to leave. I was also being more heavily swarmed by stalkers, a this time. I knew it may all be just more terror tactics and not a set up for this to actually happen. . .so I walked through the wall and went to the hospital anyway.
   As I headed for the elevator in the hospital an employee walked in with me and said "I sometimes work in the maternity ward." I responded with, "That must be fun." He got quiet. . .and then just as I headed off the elevator he sadistically called out, "The psych ward is real fun." I found myself giving him a stern look and saying, "They need compassion." The kid was obviously one of the stalker/harasser puppets who were trying to scare me.
   I arrived at my daughter's room when two nurses had just gone in to try to show her different nursing techniques. They stayed and fussed over her, OBVIOUSLY more than the norm. My daughter had even repeatedly told them she was "all set" and then "I have the baby's head. . ." But they stayed and hovered obviously pretending to be helpful. . .trying to force the baby to eat although he was not yet hungry enough. . .and my daughter looked at me and apologized at least once, although I am sure she did not realize that they were intentionally preventing our visit.
   Her husband pressured me to go to the cafeteria with him while the nurses showed no sign of letting me even get close to my daughter's bed. I reluctantly went and when I got back the nurses were either back or still there and my daughter was frustrated and kept excusing them but they ignored her and stayed. By within about an hour I was being heavily microwaved and the baby got fussy. "He's not usually like this" my daughter said as she again apologized to me just before I had to leave.

   Apparently the birth had been a difficult one. And my daughter told me that last night, the baby got fussy and a nurse brought in a new wrap and told her it may help, just before he started having a hard time breathing and began breaking out in a rash. . .all of which began getting better after he was removed from the wrap. Coincidence? Was he allergic to the wrap or was the wrap used as an "allergy" excuse for microwaving or something else that his little body reacted to? I believe that something was intentionally done to him.
   These little chains of events can be easily viewed as coincidences to anyone who does not understand covert sadistic targeting and how rampant it is  in our medical professions. Though some things really are "coincidences" many things aren't and it is all done so covertly that its difficult for even an aware person to be sure which is which. Until decent people start becoming aware of the criminal targeting of unaware families and begin preventing sadistic criminals from working in environments like hospitals. . .the targeting can only continue to grow. Please help it to stop growing and start stopping.

 
   I want, with all my heart, to be there for my daughter through this time, but the targeting may make this impossible for her to even want me to be. . .and it may be too unhealthy for my grandson, because she and her husband are not aware of the targeting and are too susceptible, due to that lack of awareness. Either way, the chances for my grandson to be experimented on with microwave weapons, by the criminals who did the same to his mother and Aunt since they were children. . .is a bit too high for me to even want to think about, because there is absolutely nothing I can do to stop it, without the awareness of his parents. A time that should be happy and exciting is merely raising concerns, because the lethal targeting of our family relentlessly continues with no help in sight.

P.S. I've had prophetic dreams that show my grandson being targeted and constantly crying and my daughter not knowing what to do. One of the dreams showed him ending up with some sort of deformity in his abdominal or hip area. Will this actually happen? Are these sadists so sick that they'd harm a little new born child? Can it be prevented? Can anyone out there care to help and protect this little baby?

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Of Ignorance in Brilliance

Of Ignorance in Brilliance
by Sharon R. Poet
I wonder why you do not know
The value of the human soul.
I wonder why you can not see
The Heart of all we came to be.
I wonder why you don't respect
The things you choose to neglect -
Our lives, our needs - our right to choice,
Our feelings, our hearts, our souls, our voice. 
 

The mask?: http://www.fas.org/irp/program/collect/stargate.htm

FYI: I am being more heavily tortured and followed since delivering my paper to employees at the State House in Concord, NH. My computers and programs are being infiltrated again. And someone told me that the web can be manipulated in ways that can cause people to view my sight differently from what it really is. Listen to your HEART above all else.


www.targetedinamerica.com

Stargate Hell

Stargate Hell
by Sharon R. Poet

I wrote a poem in 2006, first entitled "Stargate Crip."
A curious name. . .I did not know from where it came
Although have lived it every day -
The pain of being the prey
Of ignorance that can not discern
The difference
Between a thing and a human being -
Between feeling and physical seeing.
I - the specimen
Fight for freedom I can not win
Inside a prison of radio waves and microchips
That quiver inside my brain and lips.
Cast aside by disbelief -
No help, no freedom, no relief.
Surrounded by foe masked as friend
Who can not discern lives being spent.
Ignorance judges circles
Beneath microwaved eyes
And sees nothing
Beyond criminal lies.
I reach for Light.

The mask?: http://www.fas.org/irp/program/collect/stargate.htm

FYI: I am being more heavily tortured and followed since delivering my paper to employees at the State House in Concord, NH. My computers and programs are being infiltrated again. And someone told me that the web can be manipulated in ways that can cause people to view my sight differently from what it really is. Listen to your HEART above all else.



Friday, May 17, 2013

Kirlian Photography - an Answer for Brain Wave / Radio Wave Detection?

Resonant Field Imaging Aura and Brain Imaging System
http://www.item-bioenergy.com/rfi/science.html

Building a Simple Kirlian Photography Device
http://kirlian-photography.com/kirlian-photography-device.html

I hope someone takes off with this idea. If these measure brainwaves, they should also measure radio waves that are at the same frequency as brainwaves. Please do it. It could save a life or two or. . .a few million.

So. . .what was that called again?

We wonder why we can not reach the public when the names of mind control technologies, and other covert targeting tactics, have been being changed so often that each new label prevents original information from being found.
   Last year, a woman who claimed to be a Targeted Individual started telling TIs to stop calling themselves "Targeted Individuals" on the web. Sadly many seem to have followed her lead and are now lost to anyone who is web searching for genuine "Targeted Individuals."
   I am losing track of the amounts of names that have been assigned to "Mind Control Technologies."
   In a conference call last night TWO out of about four speakers suggested YET MORE new name changes! I believe the constant changes are being instigated by the perpetrators. . .either directly or through mind control technologies, because the sudden new labels lead the public AWAY from some of the best information that can be found. . .and seems to add to the psychological confusion, which all of the targeting aims to produce. Please help stop this damaging process.

 A few of the things that Remote Mind Control is being called:
(This is just a few I have found in a minute or two)
 
 M.I.N.D. - Magnetic Integrated Neuron Duplicator, Psychic Warfare, Electromagnetic (EMR) mind control, microwave mind control, Psychotronic weapons, Bio-communications technologies, Radio wave mind control, Electroenergetics, Electronic Harassment, Directed Energy Weapons, Remote Neuro Monitoring, Brain Warfare, Geophysical weapons, psychoneurological weapons, behavior modification technologies. . .

Here are a few links to VERY good information that appears to have been lost in the confusion of  constantly changing names of the technologies that are preventing the evolution of humanity, through destroying the Heart of humanity, while damaging the minds in countless thousands of human beings.

UPDATE DEC. 2014; I removed the links below, because they are not as objective as I now prefer. When we are being targeted and are desperately searching for answers it is easy to be coerced or brainwashed into placing blame in the wrong directions. There are a lot of assumptions about who is doing the targeting and there has been a lot of perpetration blame on the USA government being responsible for the targeting of its own citizens. 
    I am not saying that the USA government is 100% pure and innocent. . .but I am saying that they do not deserve ALL the blame and they may be our only chance for this hell to start ending.
    I believe that, because technological crimes have been kept secret and allowed to grow. . . there are different groups targeting different people for different reasons. . .and the largest one appears to be performing a covert takeover of the USA and is using mind control technologies on ALL of us in efforts to pit citizens against government and government against citizens...etc.  Its a hell of a mess. . .until the key people realize what is happening and start preventing criminal use of ALL radio wave technologies. 

U.S. Human Rights Abuse Report by Cheryl Welsh
http://mindjustice.org/7.htm

Mind Control Experiment Evidence by Cheryl Welsh
http://mindjustice.org/2003_survey.htm