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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

The Third Issue of the Heart Bud Has Been Printed!

5,000 copies of the third full issue of the Heart Bud has been printed. I felt a need to rush to print due to how heavily I was being targeted. This prevented it from being all that it could, but the fourth issue is itching to spread it wings a little higher.

DOWNLOAD
 (Third printing of the Heart Bud)

 If you send a stamped manilla envelope to the address below I will send you a printed copy, until supplies last.




There appears to have been no targetings or complications on the days of printing. (surprising) Distribution is mostly done. I'm hurting though. The whole process took my income tax check and I am left with barely enough for distribution. I need financial help more than ever. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


Thank you

 As I headed for the door of the first store I delivered the Heart Bud to, I somehow tripped and fell hard against concrete steps and a pole that drove into my shoulder. I'm a bit banged up and scraped up, but am OK. I was later approached by a man who said he had worked for Rathion or NASA or something like that. He looked at me and said, "We know how to take care of people in this country. . .they have relatives." and in the end of his ramblings he called me, "Scum."  The guy looked like santa clause but sure didn't play the part. . .unless it was all just another COINCIDENCE.
   However most of the people I encounter are not part of the criminal program I'm aiming to expose. Most of them are genuinely good, decent people and not the kind who just pretend to be. There is hope for humanity if the criminal targeting with Microwave Mind Control Technologies is stopped. Please do all that you can to help stop it. Please print and pass out this issue of the Heart Bud or financially support more printings of it. . .and my survival through the process. I didn't make any money from this issue. The whole process took my income tax check and I am left with what may not even be enough to finish distribution. Please help me.


 May 1, 2013: Am getting heavy Microwaves early this morning, though they had been practically non existent in the past couple days.This morning's thoughts on the threats against family members (that I have been receiving since 2006) are. . .if a few more die, in order to help save all of humanity from this atrocity then it is worth it. MANY have already died and many lives are already being destroyed in various ways. These crimes can only grow if they are not exposed and stopped. My heart will not let me be bullied into silence. There is too much at stake. . .far more than just my family that has ALREADY been being targeted anyway. 

 Like I said earlier: If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of the targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity and the bully groups that are also used to stalk, harass and threaten those of us who aim to expose it. There has already been one death in my family, which was surrounded by the usual threats and chaos, since I started this issue of the Heart Bud. Most people will see it as a coincidence.

Later: Distribution has been interesting. It is taking me a lot longer than the norm, because in the past the puppets have stolen the piles of papers I leave at stores...etc. So I now have to pass out just a few to MANY more business owners, which uses up a lot more gas...etc., not to mention the times when I have to veer of course to avoid the puppets and recover from shots from microwave weapons...etc. Over all I figure that this process of putting out the Heart Bud costs me at least four times more, and delivers a LOT less sponsorship, than it would if I were not being constantly harassed and stalked and interfered with from start to finish. This is happening in America. Did I mention that? Surprised?
   But I run into a lot of great people in between the puppets who are now hanging around outside of stores that they know I'm heading for, sometimes even following me into a store and hanging around me. . .as if TRYING to get me to hand them one of my publications. Looks like the beginnings of a set up to try to get me in trouble for "soliciting" in places that have signs that say "no soliciting." Some of the store owners of course are involved and have made it obvious to me which ones they are. Am making a list and am thankful that the criminals are a severe minority and are some of the more wealthy ones. One of them tried degrading me for passing out the paper, blaming his opinion on his boss. They obviously do not know me and the fact that snobbish degrading behaviors make me feel sorry for them instead of feeling ashamed of me. Because the sign outside this financial management business said something about showing people the path "to wealth," I replied with, "well then would you please tell your boss that a crazy woman came in here today and said that the path to TRUE wealth is through our Hearts?" The humbled look on their faces was rewarding and they both held a Heart Bud in their hands when I walked out. I hope they find their Hearts.
   I got a hug from an appreciative person. I got cheers from several. Two complimented the "courage" I do not have. Someone said, "It is something that needs to be said." Over all I am finding more Heart than what the puppets and higher level perpetrators are dishing out, although I got hit hard with microwaves several times today. I got so sick that I had to take a two hour lunch break. . .but made up for it by working until 7pm. I wish I could get paid for the hours I've put into this. But I guess the reward is in  knowing that my efforts may help someone, if not all of humanity. . .someday. . .maybe.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Sunday, April 28, 2013

"Crazy Maze"

Around 1994 and 1995, when the targeting on my family switched from technological experimentation and interference to a more obvious targeting which destroyed my business and took my beautiful waterfront home. . .the lyrics to the following song were one of my favorites. It is now taking on a much deeper meaning and some of the questions have been answered.

"Crazy Maze" by Des'ree

 

Updates on the Heart Bud will soon be posted. And My head is feeling better - not great, but better - less pain. Still have the lumps though. . .and the on and off heavy microwaving...etc.

www.targetedinamerica.com 

Monday, April 22, 2013

Please Let Your Hearts Help the Heart Bud and I

For the Heart of Humanity
I'm being Hit Hard and Need Help With Printing and Distribution Expenses

The Heart Bud is a free publication that's helping humanity through encouraging the support of small businesses; through encouraging natural herbal healing methods; through encouraging the opening of our Hearts to deeper levels of Love for each other...etc. Future issues will also expose the global crisis of microwave mind control technologies, being used on countless numbers of unaware individuals, families and communities since at least the 1970s.



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Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

 
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As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need financial help for myself also. Please help me to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


Like I said earlier: If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of a targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups that are being used to stalk, harass and threaten those of us who aim to expose it. There has already been one death in my family, which was surrounded by the usual chaos, since I started this issue of the Heart Bud. Most people will see it as a coincidence. I am concerned that the worst may be yet to come. But I hope not. I pray that these evil perpetrators gain the courage to allow a bit of opposition, which will give humanity a fair choice.



Other Free News Papers:
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/publicnotice.html


FYI: The bump on the back left side of my head remains painful and very heated and is also effecting my ear, neck, shoulder and arm. I had no injury that caused this. It just suddenly appeared. I'm getting some mild involuntary nerve twitching. This is unlike anything I've experienced with past targeting. I've gotten the message that those who target me are very angry about my recent writings. . .and my refusal to listen to any more of the disinformation they have fake TIs call to drill me with...and my aim to do this physical paper that can not be altered like web writings. But I must continue. My Heart needs to do this, no matter what the consequences for me or anyone else. . .all of humanity is in serious trouble if we do not push past these bullies and let the public know what is happening. 

4/28/13: The pain surrounding the lump on my head has diminished to an ache when moving in certain ways or moving quickly. It may have been an injury from being shot with a laser weapon, but I have not had an X ray to see if it is a tumor or not. Glad to be recovering. Moving forward with the third full issue of Heart Bud. . .more determined than ever. Please send help NOW.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Difficult Realities to Face

Find updated versions of this information on 
www.targetedinamerica.com

As I write three new articles for the Heart Bud I'm being hit hard - I am being heavily microwaved and it feels like I suddenly have a painful lump in the back left side of my head. Prior to this, the microwaving had shifted to happening more at night and less during the day. Since I do not know what is going to happen next, I have decided to share these unfinished articles with the hope that they may help humanity sooner. . .rather than later or possibly not at all. Find this and other newly revised articles on www.heartbud.blogspot.com 
 
[UPDATE 2016; I have erased small parts of this article since posting them, but they still reflect what I was thinking at this time. I have realized a bit more since then, and possibly a bit less. New info is now on www.targetedinamerica.com ]


The Heart Bud Publication is Still
 http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2013/04/reaching-for-heart-of-humanity.html



The Most Difficult Reality Humanity May Ever Need to Face

This article is not finished but hopes to be soon

    There are all sorts of foolish “conspiracy theories” bouncing around the world. . .and the damaging outcome is that they lead us to disbelieve EVERYTHING that can be perceived as a “conspiracy.”  A similar thing is happening in Hollywood - where existing organized crime techniques and technologies are being depicted in science fiction movies - programming us to believe that they are merely science fiction.

   Now, in order to face a few Truths, which deeply need our attention, we must break through the mental programming and let our common sense realize that there ARE genuine “conspiracies” - that covert organized crime DOES really exist and even thrives due to our lack of awareness. . . and that there Truly are technologies that most of us are not aware of.
   Determining what is True and what is false (or is merely someone's theory) can be close to impossible, with all the misinformation that's intentionally covering up a few important Truths that humanity needs to become aware of. But it can be done.


   When we cast aside other people’s perceptions and projections and listen more closely to the Heart of our own instincts, we can feel  what is or is not True. 

This is what we must now do, because blindly disbelieving the criminal use of things like remote microwave mind control technologies is  enabling lethal crimes against uncountable numbers of individuals, families and even whole communities since before the 1970s. With some of the main stream media ridiculing “Tin Foil Hat” people, its difficult to be objective, but we must be - for the sake of our safety and personal freedom. . .we must give this subject the benefit of our doubt.

Quote by (the late) Jim Keith: "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s, during which time the initial experiments were being performed on unwitting subjects." Find more information on:
http://www.illuminati-news.com/remote-mc-technology.htm

  There is scientific proof of Microwave Weapons and their mind control capabilities. . .and there are many valid witnesses to the effects of their criminal use on humanity. However, through the past few decades, these witnesses are being heavily targeted (Hitler Style)
. Many have been inconspicuously destroyed in ways that appear like a natural death, accident or suicide. Even our own family members being manipulated against us in efforts to publicly discredit/slander us and label us as “mentally ill”...etc.  The targeting that is happening to cover up the criminal use of these technologies is as inhumane as inhumane can get.  Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com

What are these technologies and how do they work? I will direct you to a few knowledgeable scientists and researchers who’ve been uncovering a Technological Holocaust that proves how Remote Microwave Mind Control is being performed on humanity (very remotely) through the manipulation of radio waves (microwaves) which appear to utilize technologies like SURA, HAARP, satellites, Gwen Towers and other radio wave transmitters. Many blame governments but my first gut feelings were that the core of the targeting is being done by a satanic occult that targets us all.


Quote by Philip Coppens’s published article - Russian Woodpecker - Experiments in Global Mind Control..., "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men’s minds. “We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . .In the 1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind” was exposed. . ." In 1976 Time Magazine exposed a small part of the microwave targeting, "Last month the U.S. confirmed that for some 15 years the Soviet Union has been beaming microwaves at the hulking nine-story U.S. Embassy..." However, this was has been hushed and has had little, if any, media coverage since then. Find more information this link or by doing a web search for the original article: http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html
 

  Continued criminal use of microwave technologies is covertly harming humanity in many ways. But the mind control part is by far the worst, because it is virtually undetectable to unaware victims and has the disturbing outcome of preventing us from freely living our own lives  - preventing our natural process of growing and evolving into healthy functional human beings. Not to mention the fact that whole countries can be taken over, and our precious freedom lost, through targeted control of the minds of key government officials and law makers.

What will become of Humankind if not allowed a Free Mind? This a question that deserves and needs serious immediate contemplation. Please start researching this and be aware that web searches on this subject can lead to an intentionally confusing array of misinformation. You will need to listen closely to the Heart of your own instincts.


Never, in the history of humanity has there been a more devastating holocaust or a more crucial time for humanity to rise into a peaceful fight for our freedom and well-being. What is now happening is not natural, not normal, not meant to be and is a criminal assault on an unsuspecting and defenseless populous. This is so outrageously inhumane that the natural response is to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or complete disbelief, but there is not time for this type of response. This situation needs our immediate awareness and attention.

What is the remedy?

   We must open and listen to our Hearts above what is being projected into our minds.  Purchasing or building a radio wave detector that do NOT have a filter, which prevents the detection of frequencies used for mind control, is a good idea. Radio wave blockers would come in VERY handy, but I hear they are becoming illegal to obtain and use in many countries. (coincidence?) I feel that we have a right to protect ourselves through creating and using radio wave blockers as long as it does not interfere with other people’s right to receive the microwaves. I feel that this is what we must do as quickly as possible, until our governments can  help and protect us. It appears that water, lead, tin and other substances can help to block or interfere with the low frequencies that are used for mind control. Some hospitals  have something that blocks them. I have witnessed this in one hospital. (coincidence?)

The most dangerous and recent developments in Microwave Mind Control Technologies seem too outrageous for most of us to believe at this point. But PLEASE believe me when I say that this crisis can only get worse until enough people realize it and stop it. All of humanity is Truly in serious danger if these crimes are allowed to continue and grow. I urge you to at least give this the benefit of your understandable doubt.

This article is not finished but hopes to be soon

Resources that you can explore:
Jim Keith Books on Mind Control World Control, the Hidden History....
Jerry E. Smith Books on Haarp and Mind control

Aside from the links shown above and below more can be found on the following sites when they are not being interfered with. www.targetedinamerica.com A couple of my back up websites: www.technologicalholocaust.blogspot.com or www.targeted11.blogspot.com or www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com

A History of Mind Control - Tim Rifat:
http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

Mind Control by Anna Keeler:
http://ebookbrowse.com/keeler-anna-rmct-pdf-d237210733

The Silent Massacre by Nicholas Kirkland: http://loveforlife.com.au/content/09/05/25/silent-massacreelectronic-torture-mind-control-america-and-law-enforcement-complic





Plight of Primary Targeted Individuals
A call for compassion, instead of “tin foil hat” jokes.

(This article is not finished and hopes to soon be re-posted)

  Hitler’s Holocaust lurks in the shadows of the present crisis when we let our Hearts take an honest look at what is happening to individuals who are placed on the hit list in a corrupt program that holds victims under constant satellite surveillance, while literally torturing them with remote microwave laser weapons, mind control technologies and organized stalking and harassment groups that deliver almost constant (24/7) psychological harassment and mental abuse.
   Through covert manipulations (including microwave phenomenon, mind control - brainwashing and fabricated phone messages, emails, letters or rumors) the victim’s relationships and businesses or jobs are sabotaged. Family members are turned against them. They are forced into becoming completely isolated from anyone who can help them. The media ridicules them and calls them the crazy “tin foil hat” people. Law enforcement does nothing to acknowledge the crimes that are being committed against them.
   They are often forced into positions where they have to prove their sanity, instead of investigations and tests being performed to prove the crimes that are being committed. (Needless to say, sanity can not be proven to people who are not aware of the criminal use of Microwave Weapons and organized stalking and harassment groups ) Many healthy victims have been shoved into institutions and declared mentally ill, by their own families or law enforcement agencies. Many have been psychologically mutilated. Many have been inconspicuously murdered in ways that appear to be suicides or natural deaths.
   Words can not begin to describe what is happening. Calling it cruel, evil or sadistic does not seem to help unaware people to understand that this is happening now - that we are in the middle of a holocaust - a critical situation that is in desperate need of our awareness. Some victims are struggling to bring public awareness to these crimes while being threatened and tortured. (I am done of these) 

Find more information on www.targetedinamerica.com







Community Bullying 
The Secret Criminal Part of Our Own Societies

  There is a deep need for public awareness of this crime

   (This article is not finished and hopes to soon be re-posted)

   Organized Community Bullying is also referred to as gang stalking, organized stalking, cause stalking, covert harassment programs, predatory stalking, organized crime...etc. Its a lethal covert program that's designed to inconspicuously destroy literally every aspect of a person's life and then slander them, discredit them, manipulate them into being diagnosed as “mentally ill” or frame them for a crime. Most communities secretly have an organized bully group. . .often under the mask of “community watch” groups, when they are not members of a dark occult.
   Victims of these Bully Groups have been thought to be only famous or political individuals, but this is not the truth. Hitler used occultism Community Bullying tactics against the Jews.

If you are involved in a Community Bully Group - organized stalking and harassment group, PLEASE STOP.


Those Who Follow Others Sacrifice Themselves
In Shadows That Don’t Belong To Them

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Thursday, April 11, 2013

April 10, 2013 Was a Sad Day for New Hampshire

  As New Hampshire "Law Makers" debated on a bill to kill the already imposed ban on Agenda 21, the "Mind Control" threat was raised, as was the threat to our property rights. . .but both were cast aside by disbelief.
  
And here is a display of the lack of realization that Microwave Mind Control Technologies are indeed being used on humanity and are a devastating reality that is destroying our personal freedom and basic human rights as well as our process of personal and spiritual growth: Dennis Miller on FOX News ridicules the "Mind Control" crisis in a video entitled, "Miller Evaluates Obamas Basketball Skills" - http://video.foxnews.com/v/2275456903001/miller-evaluates-obamas-basketball-skills/

They must not realize what is happening to us.


P.S.  I hear that the mail of Targeted Individuals is often tampered with. I'd prefer not to find this true. . .although recent mailings appear to be having unusual delays. I have no way fo knowing if I am not receiving all my mail.

FYI: My writings on the web continue to be altered although I keep changing passwords and wiping my computer clean! Again. . .the web is NOT a trustworthy forum. We need to get back to unalterable physical writings and putting pertinent scientific information in libraries.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Reaching for the Heart of Humanity

Please Let Your Heart Help Humanity
Through Supporting the Heart Bud


The Heart Bud is a free publication that's helping humanity through encouraging the support of small businesses; through encouraging natural herbal healing methods; through encouraging the opening of our Hearts to deeper levels of Love for each other...etc. Future issues will also expose the global crisis of microwave mind control technologies, being used since at least the 1970s.





Your sponsorship will be greatly appreciated

Poetic Publications
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
 
Thank you.


Advertising and Distribution Information:
http://www.theheartbud.com/adpricing.html

Free Download of the Last Issue Published:
www.theheartbud.com/heartbud2.pdf

Information about the Heart Bud:
www.heartbud.com




As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need financial help for myself also. Please help me to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


   Like I said earlier: If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of a targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups that are being used to stalk, harass and threaten those of us who aim to expose it. There has already been one death in my family, which was surrounded by the usual chaos, since I started this issue of the Heart Bud. Most people will see it as a coincidence. I am concerned that the worst may be yet to come. But I hope not. I pray that these evil perpetrators gain the courage to allow a bit of opposition, which will give humanity a fair choice.

FYI: I am realizing that those who target us have been manipulating situations, possibly even since the early 1990s, in order to slander me if I were to begin succeeding with my life's work. The manipulations are becoming countless and the public slanderous discrediting began in 2005. Its up to you - the general public to listen to your HEARTS enough to see the Truths that many are struggling to bring into public awareness. . .while being heavily targeted, slandered and discredited. Please do not let our grueling efforts and our concern for humanity be in vein.


Other Free News Papers:
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/publicnotice.html



As New Hampshire "Law Makers" debated on a bill to kill the already imposed ban on Agenda 21, the "Mind Control" threat was raised, as was the threat to our property rights. . .but both were cast aside by disbelief.
  
And here is a display of the lack of realization that Microwave Mind Control Technologies are indeed being used on humanity and are a devastating reality that is destroying our personal freedom and basic human rights as well as our process of personal and spiritual growth: Dennis Miller on FOX News ridicules the "Mind Control" crisis in a video entitled, "Miller Evaluates Obamas Basketball Skills" - http://video.foxnews.com/v/2275456903001/miller-evaluates-obamas-basketball-skills/


www.targetedinamerica.com

Thursday, April 4, 2013

The Heart Bud is Still Aiming for Production

Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us - please help us to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Yesterday the window on my car appears to have been pried open and had remained off track for a while afterwards. (This was either at the Northwood or Northfield Library (the one east of Lee) or most likely between 6pm and 6:40pm at the Lee, NH Planet Fitness parking lot.) Last night I suddenly began feeling unusually ill. Lungs burning, strange frigid feeling inside chest, stomach bloating, very weak. But I had promised myself that I'd continue aiming to put out this third issue of the Heart Bud no matter what those who target us do to me or others. . .and so I am doing all I can to gather the strength to continue. I still do this with the prayer that anything that happens helps to prove the lethal microwave targetings of my family and I as well as countless others worldwide. My fantasy has been that at least one decent, honest FBI agent is watching and aiming to expose this and protect us from these crimes. But it sadly appears that this is not the case.
  It appears that I've been inflicted with some sort of chemical or unusual bacteria. (This is similar to what happened in 2010) The cold/frigid feeling began in the center of my chest, as if I had suddenly breathed in something, and now its spreading from there. I had no flu or cold symptoms prior to this and there was a obvious invasion through the window of my car just prior to this beginning. There are many other times when I did not know if I'd survive various types of biological and microwave attacks, but did. And this could be another one of those, They are always surrounded by death threats so its difficult to know for sure. (This appears to be part of their game - they terrorize us and we get scared and/or cry out for help so many times that when the final blows come no body is listening or believing or caring. And chaos created around chains of deaths, in order to prevent investigations appears to also be a common pattern. . .like my cousin's death as we were investigating my little brother's death in 2002...and CNN news editor John Dedakas son's death as I told John about the targeting. . .and Jim Baker's death and my home burning down shortly after I had initial dreams revealing it and had written my first book which was destroyed in the fire...and Pauline's sudden decline in health when I first tried telling my family about the microwave targeting and asked for help from my father. . .and then Pauline's death as I aim to produce the Heart Bud publication...etc. I understand that coincidences happen, but there reaches a point where too many lined up in a row need to be perceived differently. 

  I have desperately needed FBI help - help from someone who is familiar with satanic occult and organized crime tactics. This has been a hell of a fight - unimaginable to most people, I'm sure, which is why most of you assume that I'm just crazy. Unfortunately, you will eventually know the Truth also. Sooner would still be much better than later, but I do not know how to reach you, except through my writings.  I'd prefer to live and keep writing, but if I can't. . .I pray that a knowledgeable someone picks up where I leave off and is able to do a better job than I did with producing a physical news paper, which exposes the Truths about the lethal targeting of humanity with microwave weapons and mind control technologies since at least the mid 1970s.

P.S. My lap top is still being accessed while I am on the internet. So please understand that my writings may be altered. I wish my family had listened to me last year, for their sake as well as mine. People uniting with microwave detection equipment and being witnesses for each other is what could successfully combat this. Many have been telling me that I can not do this alone, but I've tried to get support and help and a group together to produce news papers, but have only gotten either ignored or  the opposite from EVERY one I approached thus far. I guess I'm getting defensive because I am beating up on myself for not doing a good enough job. . .and am reminding myself that it was not my choice to be doing this completely alone. But I'm all I have and am doing the best I can.


7pm: I am feeling better. The pain and convulsing in my lungs has almost completely gone. Perhaps it was just an attempt at terrorizing me. . .not that this is minor. I find myself not being fearful anymore, because I'm not afraid to die. I just would prefer not to go Home before I feel that my life's work is done.


 www.targetedinamerica.com 
 Please print out my writings

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Please Let Heart Shine Beyond Judgment

 Continued from previous posts

There are a few things I need to be clear on here, because some people may slip into judgment of my family, due to a lack of awareness of a crime that appears to be harming all of us.

My family members are good decent people. I fully believe that they are long term victims of Microwave Targeting, which includes the use of  Mind Control Technologies - that on their own accord, they would not behave in the ways that they have toward me and each other. (I also believe that this situation could have been a lot worse - that a criminal plan for me to be framed for some sort of violent retaliation had failed, because I left the state for the day of the funeral. For this I thank God - literally.)

Dear family, I'm sorry to be making this public, but its what I do and I do not think you'd have the chance to even begin facing it any other way. I'd like to assure you that I am not "being vindictive" here - that I am hurting as much, if not more than you are and am merely expressing my feelings and beliefs through my writings. . .but you are so accustomed to perceiving what I say or do as bad or wrong that I fear my assurance will be turned into something else also. I guess I can only hope that someday you will realize that my heart cries for ALL of us - and my fight to expose these crimes against humanity are for you more than the rest of humanity. I hope someday you will understand that my public writings are about sharing my experiences, especially the painful ones. . .and I probably wish, far more than you, that you were not a part of these.

I believe that I am the classic Primary Targeted Individual in a family that has been victimized by remote technological experimentation.
  
I believe that EVERY member of my family has been, and still are, victims of Microwave Weapon targetings in various ways. Some more severely than others. I believe that even the sister who often leads these sorts of things would not be performing such an evil drive against me on her own accord.  (This last episode of intentionally leaving me out of the obituary being one of the milder ones, although worse for them because it was a public display, which forces them and others to realize that something is wrong here - that I am not just imagining it.) I believe that other family members would not be going along with it. . .on their own accord.

I believe that my big brother would be here for me - would not have been "writing me off", and then blaming me for not being there, or be saying things like "You may as well be dead. . ." on his own accord. I believe that my remaining little brother would not have tried to be angrily confronting my father, on the day before his wife's funeral ( even though I was telling him that I was OK with what they had done to me). . .on his own accord. And that he would not have repeatedly aimed to convince me that it was my father who publicly dropped me from the family, (although he later said it was my sister...etc.). . .on his own accord. And I believe that he'd not be suddenly jumping into my sister's roll of swinging into launching a mentally abusive attack against me, my beliefs and my sanity (even going so far as to be trying to use my X husband and children against me). . .at a time like this.

I believe that my father would not have ever joined any of the cruel drives against me, (through the past two decades). . .on his own accord. I do not believe that ANYONE in my family would be trying to raise chaos or trying to inflict more pain at a time when most of us are already hurting. . .on their own accord. I believe that none of them would be trying to blame me for what they do or have done. . .on their own accord. I believe that at least one of those who took part in trying to hurt me and my father, at such a time, would be considerate enough to be owning it and extending sincere apologies, instead of CONTINUING to add to the pain. . .on their own accord.

I believe that my little brother Kevin was inconspicuously murdered, in 2002, for starting to figure out that something was wrong - that something unusual was starting to happen to our family, especially to my father at that time. I believe that Pauline had been a severe, long term Targeted Individual, and that she had been hit hard (with microwaves) directly after I went to my father for help last year, in order to distract him from the help he was going to give me. I believe she would have died then if I had not publicly expressed my belief. I believe that, in the past month, she is the one who was being inconspicuously murdered, in an effort to force me into refraining from writing and sharing the microwave targetings, which I've witnessed, with the public. I know that I will never be able to prove this, because she was cremated and was already so ill, through the past year, that it appears like a natural death.

I received MANY cryptic death threats as I began aiming to expose my beliefs in the third issue of the Heart Bud. Sadly, it was not until after Pauline's death that I remembered the insights I'd had years before, because I had been being so heavily targeted. Although I do not think that ANYONE would have believed me if I'd again forewarned of it, because the criminals who target us had already completely discredited my insights through a series of manipulations, which appears to have included fabricated emails to every one I know, in conjunction with the "flood forewarnings."

I can feel the turmoil that is now boiling in my family and that they stand at a HUGE crossroad. They could follow past patterns and blame me for what they have done and for publicly exposing it. They could even go so far as to try to crucify me for it - to vindictively unite, (under the mask of love) in order to pass judgment on me and try to have me declared insane, which appears to already be happening. . . OR . . . they could choose to turn in the other direction - they could find the HEART to override what has been projected into their minds and realize that there is something happening here that is NOT normal. . .and is NOT only due to family dysfunction, although my family would surely have its fair share of normal problems if the microwave targeting were not happening.
   I feel for them. They have just exposed themselves - EVERY single one of them have. And this must be excruciatingly painful for them. I can only pray that they use this opportunity to look in the mirror and begin to HONESTLY look at their own behaviors enough to realize that something is wrong here - that this is NOT normal - that this is NOT who they are. . .and to at least begin considering the fact that they could REALLY be victims of a criminal operation that has been targeting countless numbers of families in similar ways, since at least the mid 1970s.

Please listen to your HEARTS above all else.
ALL of You - my family too


Again: Dear family, I'm sorry to be making this public, but its what I do and I do not think you'd have the chance to even begin facing it any other way. I'd like to assure you that I am not being vindictive here - that I am hurting as much, if not more than you are and am expressing my feelings and beliefs through my writings. . .but you are so accustomed to perceiving what I say or do as bad or wrong that I fear that my assurance will be turned into something else also. I guess I can only hope that someday you will realize that my heart cries for ALL of you - and my fight to expose these crimes against humanity are for you more than the rest of humanity. I hope someday you will understand that my public writings are about sharing my experiences, especially the painful ones. . .and I probably wish, far more than you, that you were not a part of these.


As for me. . .well. . .its the usual - the pain and the blame and the degradings just keep getting heaped onto my shoulders on top of a VERY justified concern that my own loved ones may, at any moment, rip me from my life and my aim to produce the third Heart Bud publication, through having me shoved into an institution or forced to have to prove my sanity...etc. And the only thing that stops me from crumbling is my Faith and my belief that my family truly does love me, although their actions have demonstrated the complete opposite for far too long now. I know that, I may need to more permanently and completely distance myself from them, in order to protect myself from further harm, but my heart still wishes they'd just find the Heart to realize what is happening and find a way to over ride it and heal from it. . .especially for my dad.

In case anyone can care about me: I'm hurting. I'm deeply hurting. My pain is indescribable! I'm scared. . .not only for myself and my family but also for all of humanity. And I am being hit from every direction right now. I believe that the successful criminal use of remote mind control technologies is the most dangerous thing humanity has ever been faced with. . .and that my family is just one small example of the sadistic cruelties that are being inflicted upon countless others who also remain completely unaware and either live in constant chaos and confusion or are used to slowly and cruelly mentally destroy a primary target in their own families. But I do count too and I need monetary help now more than ever. Please help me to take care of myself right now.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us - please help us to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


P.S. in the days before and after my step mother's death I had been severely tortured with remote technologies. There appeared to be an attempt, through various ways, to throw me into a rage. People who do not even know me were trying to make me out to be a vindictive type of person on fb....etc.

4-4-2013:  Yesterday the window on my car appears to have been pried open and remained off track for a while afterwards. Last night I suddenly began feeling unusually ill.    

Monday, April 1, 2013

More Than Ever. . .

MORE THAN EVER. . .the Heart Bud longs to touch the Heart of humanity; for all the unaware families that suffer through the separation, confusion and chaos of being targeted with microwave mind control weapons; for all the Primary Targeted Individuals who know but are disbelieved and blamed and shunned and slandered and discredited by loved ones, while also suffering through other unimaginable tortures; for all the lives that have been cut short by inconspicuous murders performed by criminals that freely continue terrorizing humanity; for all the honest law enforcement individuals who are going to feel like fools when they realize the crimes they have not been helping us with; for the future safety and freedom that humanity needs, in order to retain the health of babies yet to be born.



I feel that I'm not in the best place to be producing another Heart Bud right now. But I'm all I have and will just have to do the best I can. Your monetary help can make a HUGE difference

Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us - please help us to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


I was hit hard, on Friday and Saturday morning, with instigated chaos, manipulations, distractions and microwave attacks, which prevented me from having web access and also may have been to prevent me from calling the FBI before Pauline's body was cremated. 
   As I come out of shock and remove myself from the bulk of the chaos I am realizing a series of events:
 

2002/2003: After my little brother's suspicious death I began having dreams about a darkness harming my family and that unnatural deaths were taking place and that my step mother Pauline would also die. (These were precognitive dreams that I got heavily targeted for sharing with a couple family members and a police department.)

About a month ago: I announce that I am putting out the third issue of the Heart Bud publication and that it will expose microwave weapons and mind control technologies. ( I knew this would trigger heavy targeting and possibly even a death, because I have gotten many threats to stop writing.)

2-28-13: I had a dream, while my head was being microwaved, which put out a message that said, "She is on the hit list." (I believe this was a threat projected into my brain by those who target us with microwave weapons. I had assumed it was another threat against my daughter or me.)

3-2-13: A couple of puppets followed me into a restaurant, sat near me and loudly talked about someone named "Sharon" and "making arrangements for a funeral." (Similar things have been happening through the past month. All appeared to be cryptic death threats.)

3-27-13: Pauline suddenly stops breathing as she is recovering from a baffling abdominal infliction, which started "about a month ago," both my brother and father said.

P.S. There is a heavy push to slander me on the web right now. My accounts may still be accessed and writings altered or created by perpetrators who are also trying to influence what people think of me through making statements, which makes it look like they know me or have interacted with me. PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR HEARTS ABOVE ALL ELSE.

"Exposing the Dark Can Turn it to Light"
Please let it 
 

Just because some people do not want to believe or investigate the organized crimes of "gang stalking and microwave targeting. . .does not mean that those of us who do are "insane!"