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Saturday, March 30, 2013

Reaching for Strength

I was completely blocked from the internet (in 6 places in a row) throughout this morning. . .and so it is VERY possible that my writings were being altered through that time.

 (continued from previous post)

I was told that my father, sisters and older brother (together) wrote, and omitted my daughters and I from, my step mother's obituary. It appears this is the way they wanted to let us know that we are no longer a part of the family. My daughter April cried and was the first to notice and let me know. It didn't hit me until I realized that it was done by more than just my sisters. . .by my dad and brother also. Ouch! - Ouch although I believe that this is due to microwave mind control enhancing what was already there, especially in my sisters. . . who heavily influence others. My visit with my father may not have gone so well if my Uncle had not been there. I am glad he was there. 
   This doesn't really change anything for me. I have been mostly separate from them since the targeting did its first vamping up - since the early 1990s, which is mostly NOT due to my choosing, although most of them think it is. They have never been here for me, not even when I was homeless and scared and sick and literally knocking on their doors and begging them for help about a year ago. 

Though I'm glad I found the heart to feel for and offer to help my father, before knowing that the opposite was being delivered to me. . .it appears to be time for me to finish letting go. 

To  those who are intentionally trying to hurt me, at such a time, I wish I could say it does not hurt. . .although it does. I hope they find their Hearts, for their own sakes.

Due to being shunned from the family funeral I never went to say good-bye to my step mother and that hurts too. I'd called the funeral home within two hours after the services, but they said she had already been cremated. BUT I meant, from the bottom of my heart, what I wrote in the online guest book: http://www.frenchandrising.com/_mgxroot/page_10780.php?id=1192739 

It was nice to talk to one of my daughters and see the other one although the walls between us remain too tall due to their inability to deal with my homeless, destitute and targeted situation. . .and my inability to help them to realize the targeting or make it all magically disappear for them. I was informed that my youngest daughter is 7 months pregnant. I cried. (She said she'd sent emails to announce - emails that I never received.) Many years ago I had sooooo looked forward to being a grandmother. But, with what I now know about our whole family being targeted with microwave weapons, it scares me to see another child being brought into such abuse. Something else that I will need to put in God's hands, because there is nothing I can do about it.

 As I begin coming out of shock and the chaos surrounding my step mother's death, I am looking back over a series of events:
 

2002/2003: After my little brother's death I began having dreams about a darkness harming my family members and that my step mother Pauline would die. (This was a precognitive dream that I got heavily targeted for sharing.)


About a month ago: I announce that I am putting out the third issue of the Heart Bud publication and that it will expose humanity being under attack by microwave weapons and mind control technologies. ( knew this would trigger heavy targeting and possibly even my death, because I have gotten many threats to stop writing.)

2-28-13: I had a dream, while my head was being microwaved, which put out a message that said, "She is on the hit list." (I believe this was a threat projected into my brain by those who target us with microwave weapons. At first I had assumed it was another threat against my daughter.)

3-2-13: A couple of puppets following me into a restaurant, sat near me and loudly talked about someone named "Sharon" and "making arrangements for a funeral." (Similar things have been happening through the past month.)

3-27-13: Pauline dies after being struck with a final sudden decline in her health  "about a month ago," both my brother and father said.



Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us - please help us to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Another "Surprising" Death

My little brother called to let me know that my step mother's body died around 4am yesterday morning. "It was a surprise to everyone," he said "she had been ill, but was recovering and then just suddenly died."  My father said that the suddenness of it is "normal for COPD" and that "she had been seriously struggling for the past month, with new abdominal issues on top of preexisting lung problems." (Is it a coincidence that this round of illness started around the time I started this issue of the Heart Bud and had the threatening dream about someone now being listed to die which I'd assumed was about my daughter or me?) Those who are aware of the targeting  know also and no one else will believe it anyway. . .and her body is scheduled for cremation after the services this Saturday.

But just for the record: I have added IMPORTANT statements at the bottom of page.

I am being hit hard from many angles in the past week or so! The unusually severe constant pain I'd felt in my head stopped yesterday, though. . .and I was actually able to work at selling ad space in the Heart Bud. But, today my heart and thoughts are forced into being with my father. I wish I could go to him and give him a hug and be there for him but feel that he would not want me to and that my presence may make things worse for him in several different ways. No matter how they treat me or shun me or degrade me or try to have me declared mentally ill...etc., they remain my family in my heart. Since I have realized how much they too are targeted, I have even found forgiveness. My heart aches for my Dad. I wish I could be there for him.
   
Later: I'm glad I'd let my heart visit my father and give him that hug before I got the phone call (from my daughter) which informed me that both of my daughters and I were left out of the obituary. It may have prevented me from going, although the only tears shed over this came from my oldest daughter. . .and I do not want to believe that my father took part in such a thing. I feel content that my Dad now knows my heart is there with him. I will not be attending the services, in order to save him (and I) the added grief that others may raise due to my presence in the family. 

 Tears should not also have to be shed over my daughter's names, as well as mine, being left out of Pauline's obituary, but this is what has happened. How ANYONE can be trying to inflict even more pain at a time like this soars beyond my comprehension. I believe that this is due to microwave mind control
   This doesn't really change anything for me. I have been mostly separate from them since the targeting did its first vamping up - since the early 1990s.

  May my step mother rest in peace after realizing the TRUTHS of all that has happened to our family and herself. SHE TRULY IS IN A FAR BETTER PLACE. I feel relieved for her and grieve only for my Dad.

3-30-13: I was completely blocked from the internet (in 6 places in a row) throughout this morning. . .and so it is VERY possible that my writings were being altered through that time.

Due to being shunned from the family listings I never went to say good-bye to Pauline - not even before the scheduled services as I'd planned, and that hurts too. I'd called the funeral home within two hours after the services, but they said she had already been cremated. (The puppets, including the two who are in my family, must be elated.) BUT I meant, from the bottom of my heart, what I wrote in the online guest book: http://www.frenchandrising.com/_mgxroot/page_10780.php?id=1192739 

It was nice to talk to one of my daughters and see the other one although the walls between us remain too tall due to their inability to deal with my homeless, destitute and targeted situation. . .and my inability to make it all magically disappear for them. I was informed that my youngest daughter is 7 months pregnant. I cried. (She said she'd sent emails to announce - emails that I never received.) Many years ago I had sooooo looked forward to being a grandmother. But, with what I now know about our whole family being targeted with microwave weapons, it scares me to see another child being brought into such abuse. Something else that I will need to put in God's hands, because there is nothing I can do about it.

As I begin coming out of shock and the chaos surrounding my step mother's death, I am looking back over a series of events:


2002/2003: After my little brother's death I began having dreams about a darkness harming my family members and that my step mother Pauline would die. (This was a precognitive dream that I got heavily targeted for sharing.)


About a month ago: I announce that I am putting out the third issue of the Heart Bud publication and that it will expose humanity being under attack by microwave weapons and mind control technologies. ( knew this would trigger heavy targeting and possibly even my death, because I have gotten many threats to stop writing.)

2-28-13: I had a dream, while my head was being microwaved, which put out a message that said, "She is on the hit list." (I believe this was a threat projected into my brain by those who target us with microwave weapons. At first I had assumed it was another threat against my daughter.)

3-2-13: A couple of puppets following me into a restaurant, sat near me and loudly talked about someone named "Sharon" and "making arrangements for a funeral." (Similar things have been happening through the past month.)

3-27-13: Pauline dies after being struck with a final sudden decline in her health  "about a month ago," both my brother and father said.





Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Return to Heart

 My tears are reminding me of what my heart repeatedly 
wrote into the Personal Journals and the Heart Buds:

Sadness wells up in my heart when I see humanity being inundated with microwave energies and mind control technologies. . .and public disbelief growing due to manipulations, which include operatives of this crisis writing fiction movies and books about a holocaust that is REALLY happening and freely continues.

I fear that time is running our for us.

I feel in the depths of my heart that the only hope humanity has is if those of us who are already aware quickly make an open, honest, public stand that informs the rest of humanity - not in more science fiction or fairy tale movies and books - a stand that FULLY exposes the devastating REALITY so that people can realize what is happening and gain the opportunity to protect themselves and prevent further harm.

The criminals who are attacking us can not continue inconspicuously murdering everyone who tries to inform the public (especially those who are in the public eye) because so much of that has already been done that more will merely prove it. Whether we die for it or not. . .humanity will be saved. Are we willing to risk our own lives for the safety of the rest of humanity? This is the big question that needs an immediate answer. If we listen to only our HEARTS - if we live the LOVE that we know is the remedy. . .the answer will be yes. This is not a manipulation. This is not a guilt trip. This a calling for others to join me in what I am already doing. I can not do this alone and humanity needs us! Humanity needs our HEARTS to stand up and demonstrate the kind of pure unselfish LOVE that can dare to make an HONEST public stand for humanity's FREEDOM.

Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us - Please help us to help humanity.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA



 Yesterday I cried as I wrote about this on fb. I was in my heart - I was in a place of feeling our pain and the sadness of realizing the damage that will continue, and even worsen, if those of us who are aware do not quickly find the HEART to stand up (even though we are risking our lives) and aim to FULLY publicly expose this crisis or support something that does. Someone seriously degraded me for doing so. Among other things I was accused of "manipulating," of "looking for pity," of "infecting the world," of "attacking" and of being a "terrorist." This hurt, because I HONESTLY had none of the intentions I was accused of. I am guilty of spontaneously and honestly expressing my feelings without thinking about it. I now realize that, in this situation, I probably should have been more selective with my words. But I still did not deserve the attack I got and was accused of.



I'm crying.

I am deeply praying that humanity grows to fully realize how important it is for us to feel and express our True feelings, because this is what opens our HEARTS to deeper levels of the LOVE that is deeply needed through these troubled times. When we block/hide our pain, we also block/hide our LOVE. We must release the pain to free the Love.

LOVE Truly IS the Remedy
And we need it now

Sunday, March 24, 2013

My New Song for the USA and Beyond. . .

   As I face what's happening in our world, and struggle to survive being heavily targeted, I find myself swinging back and forth between feeling shocked and feeling angry and feeling the edges of a sadness that runs too deep to fully feel and heal under such conditions.
   Because I no longer have the freedom to privately deal with my feelings, I find myself sometimes being caught in an anger that's born from the pain. It is from this pain that this song was born.


I dedicate this song to my family, to the USA and other countries who are also losing their precious Freedom, to those who've been exposing the lethal targeting of humanity - especially those who've lost their lives in that process.

Return the Constitution to its Original Track
by Sharon R. Poet

Chorus: The freedom that we boast of in the "good old USA"
Has been being secretly taken away.
Lets take it back. Lets take it back -
Return the Constitution to it's original track.
There are microwave weapons aimed at you and me
And people dieing for telling us but we're too blind to see.
There's an evil darkness aiming for control
And we just accept it, because we don't know.
Eugenics didn't stop with the Hitler we degrade
But the Truth is being buried deep inside our graves.
Chorus: The freedom that we value in the "good old USA"
Has been being secretly taken away.
Lets take it back. Lets take it back -
Return the Constitution to it's original track.


 I pray for a PEACEFUL end to this crisis.




Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us.

www.heartbud.com

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

  
  If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of a targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups.


   Yesterday morning, shortly before 4:38 am I experienced something VERY weird. I woke to voices and at least two people moving my car in a way that felt like trying to pry a door open or jack up part of it. I did not feel scared because the doors were secured with a strap, which ran from one to the other. There is no way they could get into my car without braking something and I know that the puppets who target us do not get that obvious because they want people to think we are nuts.
   As I tried to sit up I felt a wave of energy roll over my shoulders and head, as a voice said, "Here you go" and I was unable to move or speak clearly. However, I could hear and feel what was going on. I felt pushing on my car and heard something that (at first) sounded like some sort of back and forth brushing. I heard one of them say, "I'm sorry, honey" as they walked away. I heard two car doors closing and a vehicle pulling away. The next time I tried to move I was able to and had regained by ability to speak. . .and my car works fine and appears to have not been tampered with.
   This left me so baffled that I have wondered if it was a dream, although it all felt too real to be a dream. I now wonder if my car door had been pried open so that something could be sprayed into it, because I now also realize that the repeated odd "brushing back and forth" sound was also similar to the pressure pumping of a sprayer - the type I used to use to spray the trees and plants in my gardens.
   There were most likely security cameras in this Brown Ave Holiday Inn parking lot in Manchester, NH, but I've already experienced repeated coverups of such things and with no law enforcement help it doesn't matter, anyway, which is why I post it here instead of reporting it elsewhere.

I am placing this in God's hands, because there is nothing I can do.

3-25-13: I am experiencing severe head aches and nausea since yesterday. I need honest FBI help that includes protection from further harm or cruel games. 


 I pray with all my heart for the good honest people who are aware of this to find the courage to make an open stand against it. 
 

Friday, March 22, 2013

More Than Just a "National Security Letter"

The Targeting of Individuals is Sometimes More than Just the Result of a Criminal Issuance of a "National Security Letter"

Many have told me that I have a "National Security Letter" written against me and that this is why I'm being targeted in the manor I am. Though there may be SOME truth in this, I believe these crimes also extend far beyond these possible patriotic targetings - I believe that the criminals who targeted my family for the purpose of remote technological experimentation, are also using our own covert security system against those of us whom they perceive as a threat to their secrecy and success. Consequently we experience two levels of targeting. 1. We are targeted by those who believe  lies that label us a potential threat to either other people or our country. And 2. We are also targeted by members of what appears to be a satanic occult which utilizes mind control technologies through the past several decades.

I understand that it would be better for me to just shut up and "Stand Down." There are times when I almost convince myself to do so. But the more they come at me and threaten me or my children, the more determined I become because, in my heart I feel that these criminals will succeed if too many of us keep letting our fear back down or keep pretending that these crimes against humanity and our countries are not really happening. . .and I feel that there is no hope for the future freedom and health of humanity if we let them succeed.

   I understand that those whom I talk to and get close to become victims of mind control technologies, in efforts to raise disbelief in what I say. I understand that I may be crucified in the way of never being believed and possibly even being labeled as insane and shoved into an institution for further destruction. I understand that the most evil parts of this operation may be again trying to frame me for some sort of crime in an effort to have me incarcerated, which could also finish destroying me. I understand that if they can not succeed with these aims, they may murder me in a way that will appear like a natural, accidental or suicidal death. These sorts of patterns have already been well established for those who care to look deep enough into the history of this operation and what has happened to those who've tried to expose it.

   I am being hit hard with microwaves again this morning. I am also again trying to fix my website.



 

Thursday, March 21, 2013

The Heart Bud. . .Reaching for the Light

Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us.

www.theheartbud.com

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

  
  If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of a targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups that are being used to target those of us who aim to expose it.

 In case you did not read the bottom of the previous post: Is it a "coincidence" that one of the perpetrators told me a story about a red truck flipping upside down the day before I saw my daughter's FB post about a truck flipping upside down in front of her house? 

In the past week I'd run into a group of men who've been realizing some of what is happening in the USA - that we are quickly losing our freedom...etc. One of them appeared to be being heavily microwaved (with lupus symptoms) since buying large amounts of ammunition. Another one has a tumor in the side of his neck. . .
   I'd hoped that we could form a group to help each other and gather enough evidence to expose these crimes. But today they seem to be throwing up walls. One fearfully said, "I want to keep a low profile. I don't want to be targeted." Another one rushed to get off the phone, but said that he is feeling better since I informed him about the microwaving and advised him to buy a detector...etc.
   I guess it would make sense that the microwaving would back off after they were informed and advised to gather evidence. This is actually good for them. I agree that it would be best for them to just lay low at this point. But as usual I stand alone and am left to the wolves. Guess I should be used to it by now though.


The Light is there for me when I reach for it with my heart.

I'm reaching.

   I just popped in to see one of my past Heart Bud supporters and he appears to now be more heavily targeted. In 2010 it had appeared that he was being targeted in the way of sudden injuries to his shoulders, directly after placing a large ad in the Heart Bud. I let him know about my primary advertisers being targeted. And then he told me that he had just started checking into it when his father suddenly died an unusual and suspicious death. My tears are falling for him this morning.
   Though I know I am not responsible for the evil  targeting, I feel guilty, because I feel that this man's support of the Heart Bud's was what brought this hell into his life. 
   I have pulled back from my work, due to my primary advertisers being targeted. And I recently began launching into getting local business support for another issue, while thinking that "everyone is eventually going to be targeted if these criminals are not caught" and "a few hardships for a few more people may be worth helping to save ALL of humanity from this..." But this morning, after seeing this man I have been wondering if I was wrong.
   I'd gladly be the only sponsor for the Heart Bud if I had the money. But I don't have the money and my jobs keep being sabotaged. . .and what can I do to help us if I can not do my writings? I feel in my heart that I must continue with the Heart Bud. But it is with a heavy heart for those who may be hurt by these criminals. I pray with all my heart that my continuing exposes this crime enough to make it worth while for all of us.


I am reaching with a trembling hand this morning, from this painful darkness that surrounds me, the Heart Bud, and those whom I was close to. . .reaching for the Light to shine on them and give me strength and courage and guidance. . and the hug I need right now. 

www.targetedinamerica.com

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Please Help Support the Heart Bud

Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm being heavily targeted, while still living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your financial support for both myself and the Heart Bud. Please help us.

www.theheartbud.com

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

  
  If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my estranged loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it proof of a targeting and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups that are being used to target those of us who aim to expose it.

   The targeting had tapered off, and was sort of off and on, after a kind FBI agent called me on the 14th of February. But its now back to being so severe that its difficult to function. Every morning it takes all I have in me to find the physical strength to work. In the course of talking to business owners for Heart Bud sponsorship, it appears that there may be local people who are being targeted with microwaves just for realizing that the USA is in trouble and for being unhappy about its plight...etc. 

   A few nights ago I woke due to being hit so hard in the chest (with microwaves or some sort of laser weapon) that my heart began flying out of control. I know that this was not a natural symptom, because when I shielded my heart and turned my heart began beating normal and I was hit in the back with what felt like a laser weapon, which left some nerve damage for a couple days. This is not the first time that the criminals who target me appear to be trying to give me a heart attack.

    As I was passing through a small town today I began feeling sick from being hit so hard with microwaves and pulled into a church parking lot to rest. About two hours later I woke to a police officer banging on my window and asking me to open the door. I rolled down the window a little and answered his questions, which showed that he already knew who I was, although he pretended not to. They ended up accepting my remaining in my car and let me go, perhaps because I said I was waiting to meet someone. I hadn't opened the door, because I felt that if I had, I may have been in trouble although I'd done nothing wrong. This officer looked like the same one who'd terrorized me in 2011 when I'd tried to report a nearly lethal episode of the targeting.

   Last night my oldest daughter's X boyfriend told me that he thinks he is also a long term Targeted Individual. I fully believe him, due to things I'd witnessed. I feel that he is a target, as was my daughter and her dog Paddy while they were living together. (Paddy suddenly started having seizures after my daughter purchased him. Previous owners said he'd not had that problem before.)

Through an experience I had in a web forum, I am wondering how many long term Primary Targeted Individuals become perpetrators and never realize that they are also victims of what they work for. They appear to be unaware victims of mind control technologies.


? "Write a Book" ?

 The most satanic instigators of this targeting keep suggesting that I write a book. Last year one of them had even offered for me to go live in her house and write one. Lately they say I am choosing between this and writing a book, but this is not true. I have no fair choices while being targeted. On a personal level I need nothing more than that sort of writing, but I'm not able to do it because of the targeting and destitution, which completely deprives me of the privacy and protection I'd need for such a project.
   I am NOT going to spend what little seems left of my energy and life writing a new book for these criminals to AGAIN plagiarize and fool the public with. (Update; I have however, put my web writings into books as another mode of protection and distribution.)


Healing can only begin AFTER the trauma is over

   I still desperately need a miracle to lift me into a place of protection and inner healing. This can not be done while being tortured and surveilled. Until the safety and privacy I need is here. . .what's left of me is going into doing what I can to help spread public awareness with the Heart Bud. I wish I could do both, but can't, at this point it time. I have no freedom - no choice - no chance to FULLY do what I need to be doing with my life. But I can aim to do this part of it - I can aim to produce the third issue of the Heart Bud. And that is all I can handle while living in my car and getting tortured with microwave weapons...etc. Even this feels like too much for me to effectively do under such conditions. But I must give it my best shot, because the only alternative is doing nothing.


3-18-13: A round of SEVERE levels of microwave torture suddenly backed off around 10am +-. Feels like they were trying to give me a lobotomy! Am still not functioning well. Typing is slower than molasses!

P.S. Oddly, there exists a pattern of sudden breaks from microwave attacks often happening directly after I publicly post their existence. 

3-19-13: This morning I was told a strange story about a red truck flipping upside down...etc., by what appeared to be another high ranking perpetrator, who also tried AGAIN to convince me that these technologies are only just now being developed and are "on the horizon." In my heart I KNOW this is not true. The big push right now appears to be to cover up the time frame of the developments of these technologies and to manipulate us into blaming only the USA government. 

3-20-13: I still feel that much of this remote microwave targeting is coming from beyond our own government; that many members of our governments are also unaware victims of remote mind control.

It appears that some of my writings have been again altered while I've been (off and on) blocked from the internet and hit hard with microwaves and laser weapons. . .in the past week or so. 

3-21-13: Is it a coincidence that a truck had flipping upside down in front of my daughter's house house? Her fb account of this accident did not mention the color. I wonder if it was the "red truck" which the puppet told me about BEFORE it happened.

Pennies are now being left in my car...etc., again. Guess they still want me to know that they invade my privacy. I already knew.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Thursday, March 14, 2013

We Know

 We Know
by Sharon R. Poet
 

Eyes become blind
As darkness entangles
Controlled minds

Because

They bury proof
In graves of those
Who uncover Truth

But
 
Truth is passed
From soul to soul
Within our Hearts
We Know



  
The above poem was inspired by an experience I had last night: I foolishly tolerated another degrading phone call from an unaware severe mind control victim who ripped into me for over TWO HOURS! But I let the Light wash away the darkness he surrounded me with.

The lyrics to the following song have meant a lot to me since the late 1990s. Sometimes, when I'm surrounded by the most evil parts of the targeting, (Like what speaks through those who intensely degrade me or my writings and try to convince me that I am "mentally ill" and that none of this is really happening...etc.) I close my eyes and imagine myself being surrounded by white Angels who understand and care and hold me in their Love. This often induces healthy tears and a level of comfort that would not be found through my loved ones even if they could be here for me.



I'm being heavily microwaved again today.  As for the Bully groups (gangstalkers) I am being heavily swarmed at times - so much so that if I keep trying to expose them I'd have no time or energy left to do my work, so I'm now ignoring them as much as I can, (Producing the Heart Bud and bringing public awareness to humanity being assaulted with lethal microwaves and mind control technologies is more important) although the bully groups are a bit difficult to ignore when I step out of a public bathroom and walk into a wall of at least five of them. "Oh excuse me" one of them innocently said as he bumped into me when I tried to squeeze past. Same as usual, actually, but vamped up a bit. They are definitely trying to intimidate me or are trying to get me to react negatively so they can do their usual pointing a finger at their victims and try to make us look like the "bad guys." Sometimes I wonder how these people live with themselves. When I thought of them and searched my heart this morning the following words came to me: 

"Would ALL of the perpetrators of this holocaust please stand up and sing 'Amazing Grace,' especially the part that says, 'I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now I see' over and over and over again until you are found - until you fully See what you are doing and return to your Hearts."




Evening: (8:40 pm) SEVERE levels of microwaves aimed at head, abdomen and chest.

3-15-13: Recovery from last night may take a while. This morning I'm left with slurred speech, weakness, nausea and a temp of 96.8...etc. But am going to do my best to still work at selling ads for the Heart Bud, since I was not able to yesterday. The puppets are getting more blatant - the same red Chevy pickup following me to two places and parked near me, within about an hour this morning. This is probably on security cameras in surrounding businesses, but I have no law enforcement to help me check them, because well. . .some say that. . ."this is all not really happening" and "its all in my head". . .even when its on security cameras. But I am glad to be remaining strong enough to know better. I know the puppets are trying hard to scare, intimidate and distract me, but its not working. I actually find it easier when they are more obvious. It gives me a chance to talk to them like I did this morning. Am I a fool for thinking I may be able to reach their Hearts and help them to stop engaging in criminal stalking and harassment campaigns against people? Maybe. Most of them may be either too far gone or too dark to be receptive. But sometimes I try anyway. The driver side mirror on my car was moved again last night. Guess they still want me to know that they come to my car while I'm sleeping. I already knew.

3-16-13: I'm feeling a bit better than I was yesterday - the usual roller-coaster ride. But am still being microwaved. I am being completely blocked from the internet on most mornings lately. . .and the local library just suddenly started requesting a full log in of a customer's name when getting a pass to use a public computer. But its enabling me to catch up on other things, instead of being on the internet. Still moving forward with the Heart Bud, although it looks like parts of this community are already being manipulated. A few people have backed out of placing ads, but a few gladly aim to support me. Some of the business owners are involved in the gangstalking. . .so this is not easy, but I'm learning to roll from the head games and manipulations and time wasting tactics. . . and just keep moving on, because (thank God) most business owners are decent people who would never engage in harassing or manipulating or slandering or bullying. . . and I enjoy them. 


PLEASE STAND UP AND HELP PROTECT OUR FREEDOM
 
www.targetedinamerica.com

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Moving Forward with the Heart Bud

  Future issues of the Heart Bud will also include articles about the microwave weapons and mind control technologies that humanity is being harmed by. As I resurrect my work I'm still being heavily targeted, while living in my car and barely surviving, so I deeply need your support for both myself and the production of the Heart Bud. Please help us.

www.theheartbud.com


Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

  

 I've almost fully recovered from the last severe laser attack, although microwaves aimed at my chest continued through most of yesterday. It appeared that someone was accessing my email this morning - as I tried to reply to an email my screen froze up and a duplicate web page suddenly popped up on my computer with my open email on it. Please be aware that my computer and writings are probably still being invaded.

 If anything disastrous or unusual happens to me, my vehicle, any of my advertisers or supporters, any of my loved ones or even the area I'm working in, during or shortly after this time of my AGAIN trying to produce this third issue of the Heart Bud, please consider it another link of proof of a targeting that has already established this pattern. . .and let it raise red flags against the lethal microwave targeting of humanity, as well as community bully - stalking and harassment groups that are being used to target those of us who aim to expose it.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Bringing Public Awareness to Community Bullying

This is not the first time that Bully Groups aim to sabotage my work. Its been an obvious ongoing thing since at least 2001. Most of my life has already been destroyed by the criminals who target me in a few different ways. But I'm trying not to give up - not to let them finish winning. So I'm making a stand to put out a new issue of my publication - The Heart Bud, which plans to help expose harmful microwave (mind control)  technologies, as well as containing the usual articles about using natural healing methods and bringing more Heart into humanity...etc. As I do this I am still being harassed by people who appear to belong to organized bullying groups (also called organized stalking and harassment groups or "gang stalking" groups). Since there is still no law enforcement help for most victims of this growing crime I'm going to start publicly posting events along with names and plate numbers when I can identify one of them and feel at least 99% sure of their involvement.

Since these criminals seem to have no conscience when it comes to bullying - harassing, stalking and threatening people, perhaps they can be publicly shamed into stopping such criminal behaviors. I encourage other Targeted Individuals to do the same. BUT have these criminal groups infiltrated our communities so heavily that those who speak out against it are the ones who are degraded and looked down upon? Time will tell. Lets hope not. Although the bullies who were harassing me at Wall-Mart in Concord, NH last year manipulated things to make it look like I was the one who was doing the harassing. . .and nobody cared to investigate and find the Truth.

Though many of these bullies are obvious sadistic occult members, I do realize that SOME of those who stalk and harass me THINK they are protecting their community and are acting on lies that are fed to them through a corrupt neighborhood watch type of system. I think the girl I mention below is in this category. (These are the ones I call "puppets") But I still see them as criminals, because this is NOT a functional or legal way to deal with ANYONE - not even REAL "suspected terrorists" or "pedophiles". . .or whatever else the criminals may have us listed as in their black market program. Their behaviors are cruel and inhumane and should not be allowed to continue. 
    I wonder if any of these puppets are wise enough to do a LEGAL background check on the people they are targeting. . .so they could realize that they are hurting and even being accomplices to the destruction of people who are witnesses to technologies that are harming them and their loved ones as much as the rest of humanity - that we are innocent people who have been hit listed in their criminal program as part of a sadistic effort to destroy us and prevent the public from realizing that what we say is true? I wonder how many of them just blindly follow their criminal leaders without even questioning it or thinking about it. I wonder if they are even allowed to question or leave the bully groups.


The Heart Bud and I Need Your Help
Please help us.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA



   It appears that the targeting is getting vamped up, as I thought it would after I'd gotten a couple advertisers for the Heart Bud last Thursday. This is why I am publicizing what I'm doing. The criminals know so it is best that the rest of you do also. One of the shops that placed an ad was swarmed by one supposed buyer after another while I tried to talk to the owner. Like most covert organized crime tactics, this can be seen as "normal" to onlookers, but when it happens to EVERY business I go into. . .even at times that are not normally busy. . .it becomes obvious to me. (Such is the way with covert gang stalking
   I'm talking to my customers about being targeted so they can take notice, and also make note of and report, anyone who tries to slander me, which is another gang stalking tactic. However, this may lessen the amount of support I get, because it appears that many people are afraid of community bullies and the covert difficulties they can cause for even those who support me. It appeared that at least some of my past advertisers were targeted! This is why I had pulled away from getting sponsors and had tried to fund my work through other jobs. But I now realize that the lethal targeting with microwave weapons and gang stalking groups is so wide spread that ALL of humanity will suffer indescribably if it is not exposed. I return to finding sponsors with the prayer that covert targetings will be exposed and ALL of humanity can be freed from it. 

   Literally EVERY time I take a shower, at a Planet Fitness, the toilets are repeatedly flushed, which drastically alters the water temp and pressure. I had been ignoring it, but am now making note of who is doing it. One of them appeared to enjoy repeatedly flushing toilets, while pretending to be cleaning the bathroom, as I took a shower this morning. Is she part of a gang stalking group or just a foolish kid who's letting herself be manipulated by them. . .or could it be that she just happened to really be cleaning and was not aware of the effects of her flushing toilets while a customer is in the shower? This was around 9:30 am and it is my understanding that the night crew are the ones who clean bathrooms that thoroughly. And she was working the desk just before and after this. . .and was not wearing cleaning gloves and had no cleaning solutions out. (I got out of the shower to check.) Due to this and some of her comments, there is absolutely no doubt in MY mind that she is either part of, or is gladly being manipulated by, an organized stalking and harassment group.

3-11-13 - between 8:45 and 8:49 am: As I walked out of a gas station I noticed that a black sedan had pulled up behind my car and appeared to be taking a picture of me. 3pm: There is suddenly something wrong with the brakes on my car and smell something like rubber burning when I drive it. Will share more later.

3-12-13: Since around 3 or 4 pm yesterday I've been heavily hit with microwave blasts. Last night, it appeared that laser blasts were aimed at my chest. When I turned to shield my heart I was hit hard with what felt like a laser shot to my back. It appears to have done some nerve damage to the right side of my upper torso. The pain was so severe I couldn't breath for a minute or so. Several hours later, I'm still experiencing pain behind my right shoulder blade and into my right arm, shoulder and neck. . . as well as tingling in my right arm and hand.
   I knew that in making this stand with my work, I may be hit hard and possibly even killed in a way that appears like a natural death. . .or possibly framed by local bully group members, in conjunction with technological manipulations. And I must continue because the only alternative is to just curl up and shut up and give up and let the people I love, and the rest of humanity, remain technological guinea pigs for criminals who seem to have no regard for any aspect of our lives. I pray for these criminals to find the Heart to realize how horribly wrong it is to be targeting us this way - for them to realize that though they may not see our value in humanity, it DOES exist. I pray for our freedom. . .and that anything that may happen to me be used to help attain freedom from this atrocity for the rest of humanity. . .especially for future generations of my family, which I believe has been targeted for remote technological experimentation since at least the mid 1970s. I pray for our freedom.

3-13-13: I have almost fully recovered from the last severe microwave attack, which continued through most of yesterday with heavy swarms of puppets. Someone was accessing my email this morning - as I tried to reply to an email my screen froze up and even another web page popped up on my computer with my open email on it!
   If anything disastrous happens to me, any of my advertisers, or any of my loved ones, during or directly after this time of my putting out this publication, please consider it yet another link in a pattern that has already been well established. . .and let it raise red flags against this lethal targeting of humanity and especially those who try to expose it.

More may be added soon


Its just been brought my awareness that my PayPal buttons may have been corrupted. I have replaced recent ones but those on past postings may remain corrupted for a while.