This blog is a process of my exposing technological targeting...etc., while I'm figuring it out and still being targeted. So please excuse my mistakes and let the core of it reach your heart, because we - Targeted Individuals, are suffering in ways that most of you probably can not even imagine, and we need your understanding and help. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com
This poem was inspired by my experiences as a Primary Targeted Individual and the song, "Concrete Angel" written by Rob Crosby and Stephanie Bentley. As I listened to it, my tears released some of my pain and I saw Targeted Individuals as abused children in a world that is not here for us; only in our dreams do we escape and find safety; every day like a prison where we are forced to learn how to survive being tortured; too many of us being threatened into silence; too many of us hiding accumulating bruises for those who can't care or understand; too many tortured victims fighting to also save those who can not help us; neighbors, friends and relatives passively watching and doing nothing; too many of us being inconspicuously murdered; too many of us crumbling under the cruelest levels of psychological and physical torture - too many of us standing too painfully alone while "bearing the burden of a secret storm" - hardening into "broken hearts that the world forgot." I grieve.
Concrete angel lyrics - Martina McBride
Its OK to Cry.
Crying is like giving the Heart a shower To wash away accumulated dirt.
I dream of the day When we stand in the Light Gazing upon the birth of a sunrise Holding the pieces of our shattered lives Not knowing how to restore them But feeling that we can Because we are free. I dream.
P.S. My computer, email account and this blog are still being criminally accessed! I have been doing the best I can to keep up with correcting changes to my writings, but am sure I'm not completely successful, so please just be aware. Listen to only the heart of your own instincts. . .even with my writings. Stats on the websites I pay for are still being disabled even after asking for the issue to be fixed.
3-6-13: Thanks to three angels, my car has been fixed and has an inspection sticker on it. . .and I am able to continue living in it until my miracle happens. The oil filter was found mostly unscrewed AGAIN! This is one of the many subtly damaging recurring themes with my vehicles.
I just heard that Philip Coppens recently passed away from a "sudden and unexplainable illness."I feel that his death was not natural - not "meant to be" and may be yet another inconspicuous murder of a human being who cared to help humanity to realize the atrocities that are being performed with remote mind control technologies.
A previous quote by Philip Coppens, which had been erased from this blog:"In
April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University,
detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He
stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually
and collectively. He argued that brainwashing had effectively
enabled the Soviets to tamper with the mind until it became “a
phonograph playing a disk put on its spindle by an outside genius
over which it has no control.” With this control now in
place, Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new
era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterised as the
battle for men’s minds. . . In the 1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind”
was exposed in a number of Congressional enquiries, but most commentators
seem to believe, or accept, that everything stopped, and largely
that – from the little information that had not been destroyed
prior to the investigation began – it had been unsuccessful.
Though the latter might have been the case in the mid 1970s, it
is definitely clear that it did not end."
Today I listened to a news broadcast that felt real, honest and validating - "Red Stars Over Hollywood" When I look past its bits of prejudice it demonstrates a rare stand of courage and True care for our Constitutional Freedom. As I listened to it I sat in my car looking out over a landscape where the only color that seeped through its barren existence was a faded American flag. And my own faded patriotism began shining a little brighter as I listened to Mr. Fagan's speach. Although the recording is a bit outdated and seemed to get cut off before its conclusion, it made a lot of good points and exposed a covert infiltration of the USA, which sounds a lot like what is still happening.
It seems best that Myron Fagan is not here to see that Hollywood now encourages the display of skulls and bones, gruesome violence and mutilations, vampire mentalities, heartlessness, severe immorality, brainwashing techniques...etc. If Myron Fagan were here, I've no doubt that he'd raise a heart into a solid stand for our country and Freedom from the darkness that is now also surrounding us with technological targeting. He'd be doing what we must do.
Quotes from this site about the above recording:"In short this Recording is the most interesting and the most horrifying - and factual - story of the most sensational plot in the history of the World. Everybody who loves our Country - who loves God - who would save Christianity, which the Illuminati is dedicated to destroy - who would save our sons from dying on the battlefields of the Middle East, should hear this Recording. There is absolutely no doubt that anyone who does hear or read this amazing story will join in the fight to save our Country and our Nation's Youth. Myron Fagan's recording took place sometime in the 1960's. Please take the time to "verify" the statements made herein. We don't expect you to take Mr. Fagan's word at face value. We suggest that you visit the "Law" and "Depository" libraries that are located throughout your state."
"From that time on Mr. Fagan has devoted all of his time and efforts to writing monthly "News bulletins" for "C. E. G." in which he has kept up the fight to alert the American people to the plot to destroy the sovereignty of the United States of America and the ensuing enslavement of the American people in a United Nations' "One World Government."Find more on this site: http://www.iamthewitness.com/audio/Myron.C.Fagan/
2-22-13: I am being hit hard with microwaves since I wrote this post. It also appears that my ankle has been lasered to the point of appearing like a sprained ankle although I never sprained or twisted it. The left side of my head was hit hard this morning. Lot of pain behind my left ear. Feeling extreme fatigue since yesterday morning. Temp is between 96 and 97 since yesterday. This appears to be a punishment or another sabotaging of my writings, which I was aiming to pound the pavement and get sponsorship for yesterday.
I am wondering how infiltrated our country is. Each time I think about it I get a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and pray hard for an answer, for a resolution, for a way for us to regain our precious freedom - not only for Primary Targeted Individuals and the USA but also for all of humanity. Answers have not yet come. And I am being hit so hard with microwaves that it is difficult to remain focused. There are short times when it completely stops, but then gets vamped up again.
FYI: It appears that my web sites, email accounts and writings are still being invaded, although I keep changing passwords. Things are being altered and erased. Links are changed. Paragraphs are being swapped around, addresses altered...etc.
2-23-13: My ankle is getting better after an evening of itching.
I just found some of my storage saturated with water, which seemed to
have no way of naturally getting into my storage bin! Another mysterious
sabotage attempt? Flooding my belongings with water has been an ongoing pattern
with the gang stalkers since 2005. The front license plate on my car is suddenly
missing and I was stopped by a police officer who gave me a
"warning" ticket for it. I got a call from an FBI agent, after sending
two certified letters begging for help. He asked for more information, I
sent it although it is difficult to get organized in this situation
where it appears that one of the stalkers had tried accessing my car
while I was in it and writing the letter. I got no microwave attacks
around the time when the FBI agent called. In fact I was not hit hard
again until the night of the 15th. And now it has again subsided. Those
who target us seem to know when law enforcement is focused on us. (This is high tech organized crime at its
hellish best!) And in my heart I know that there is no way of proving what is happening without the proper help. Will HONEST agencies and people step forward to accurately test and help victims? I pray so, because this is our only hope.
I of course have mixed feelings about the FBI, because of the horror
stories I hear from other Targeted Individuals who have been forced into
institutions and false "mental illness" diagnosis by their own families
as well as FBI and other law enforcement agencies who are either not
aware of what is really happening or are possibly even part of the
organization that targets us. And I know at least one member of my family who appears so mind controlled that she'd leap at the chance to finish crushing me, even though it would hurt ALL of us in the long run. I guess time will tell what will happen next and all I
can do is keep praying for the Light to shine into it.
People can also help me through purchasing my books:
2-19-13: I have recently been degraded and told that my writings "are NOTHING and are doing NOTHING to help TIs...etc." This person has also insinuated that I will not be helped by a group of TIs unless I abandon my own writings and move in with one of them and join their group and lawsuit. So I guess I am not being helped by them, because I must stand firm in my need to follow my own heart and not knuckle under to such degrading control and manipulation. . .not even from possible fellow TIs. My heart is telling me to NOT join this group and law suit. . .and to NOT live with anyone, because it makes the targeting vamp us and merely adds to my distress at a time when I already have too much to deal with and need to put the little energy I have left into my writings - my life's work, which I am still hoping can help some of us. I prefer to listen to my instincts and continue toughing it out - alone in my car, until I can find or create a solution that is healthy for me. . .so that I can freely continue following my heart into my writings...etc. I feel sorry for those who can not respect or understand my need to follow my own heart and instincts. (Microwave attacks have vamped up since I made this stand!)
Sometimes we must stand alone - away from the controlling discord, in order to follow that little voice that echos from the depths of our own hearts. . .and leads us into our True purpose.
I am still being heavily targeted. I was suddenly
kicked out of the temporary room I'd been in for almost 6 weeks. . .the usual
no APPARENT reason, but obviously some sort of manipulation took place. I
was surrounded by puppets - (gang stalkers) there and knew it was only a matter
of time, because I refused to give
them much of a chance to
access my room and food...etc. However, they used some sort of device that
emitted loud alarm clock types of noises all night long and I was hit pretty hard with microwaves through most of the 6 weeks.
I'm glad to not be there anymore, but its more than difficult to live in a car that has
no heater - a car that I can not afford to fix and inspect this
month. There appears to be no good situation for me right now. I'm trying to look on the bright side - I am praying harder than ever
miracle that I've needed for too long now.
My desperation just put donation buttons on www.targetedinamerica.com although I know there will be more negative people saying or thinking that I am "only doing this for money...etc." I feel that those who listen to their Hearts will know the Truth. Please listen to only your HEARTS.
Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383 Mont Vernon, NH 03057
You can also help me survive through purchasing my books:
It appears that someone has again accessed my primary email address and sent emails, because I am getting messages bounced back, which say "undeliverable to certain addresses..." even though I sent no emails. Also someone whom I block/spam keeps getting unblocked!!!
My previous blog post had been altered. Changes to my writings appear to be happening through my own computer as the screen freezes up on me!
My immediate need for financial help just became more urgent! Please read this and let your Heart help me.
PO Box 383 Mont Vernon, NH 03057
Please Sign this Petition
Petition for the worldwide ban of remote control of the human nervous system and brain
PLEASE know that these petitions are a desperate fight for freedom from the targeting that has ALREADY destroyed many lives. I want my freedom back! I want to be able to live my life without being tortured and threatened and deprived of my loved ones! And the same can be said for countless thousands of other victims worldwide. Please help us.
Download and Distribute Free Technological Holocaust - Mind Control Paper;
The new Articles page, which I started over a month ago is finally being uploaded. My writings are still being altered and interfered with.There seems to be a big push to hide the fact that these weapons have been use against masses of families, and communities as well as Targeted Individuals since at least the 1970s. Articles and blogs are being invaded and altered!!! Please quickly print out all the proof you can find.
Quotes from this article appear to have been removed from previous posts:
"In 1976,Time Magazine reported that Washington had known for some 15 years that its Moscow Embassy had been bombarded with microwaves. . . In the wake of the microwave disclosures, former embassy employees and their families recalled suffering strange ailments during their tenure in Moscow, ranging from eye tics and headaches to heavy menstrual flows." "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. He argued that brainwashing had effectively enabled the Soviets to tamper with the mind until it became “a phonograph playing a disk put on its spindle by an outside genius over which it has no control.” With this control now in place, Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterised as the battle for men’s minds. “We might call it in its new form brain warfare.” His sentiments were echoed in 1955, when KGB chief Lavrenti Beria, Dulles’ Soviet counterpart, stated that “There will never be an atomic war, for Russia will have subjected all of her enemies.” In the 1970s, some of this "secret war for our mind” was exposed in a number of Congressional enquiries, but most commentators seem to believe, or accept, that everything stopped, . . . it is definitely clear that it did not end." Again, find more on this link: http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html
I believe that these weapons have ALREADY been practicing on unaware people, since at least the mid 1970s! Can you imagine how wide spread this crisis now is? This is TRULY a Technological Holocaust that we are ALREADY in! Please help save humanity.
Komsomolskaya Pravda stated in this article that "In 1924, chairman of the academician council of the Animal Psychology Laboratory, brilliant animal trainer Vladimir Durov wrote a book on animal training and told about his experiments on hypnosis applied to animals. In 1932, the Bekhterev Institute of Brain named after the scientist was officially charged to conduct experiments on distant interaction. In 1965-1968, the Institute of Automatics and Electroenergetics based in Novosibirsk studied mental communication between humans and animals. The materials of the study were classified and were never published officially." More can be found on http://english.pravda.ru/science/tech/14-08-2007/95965-psychotronic_weapon-1 It would be foolish to assume that these technologies have not also been being used on human beings within the same time frames. My experiences say this has been done since the mid 1970s, but it appears to have begun much sooner than this and that they were indeed used by Hitler.
P.S. I have added to the "symptoms" of microwave targeting: * Stunted Growth: Perhaps the worse symptom is one that is not immediately noticeable - the blockage of our Hearts - the blockage of our ability to feel. . .and consequently a lethal hindrance to our natural process of growing and evolving into healthy, functional human beings. "Lupus" had been removed from this list of symptoms. But I just restored it. My blog articles on mind control appear to be being jumbled up. Its seems like parts of my writings are deleted and paragraphs are moved to make it not read smoothly. Keeping up with it has been a full time job that I am not accomplishing!
Beware:It appears that operatives of this holocaust continue to pretend to be Targeted Individuals (TIs) in web forums that display false information and stalk genuine TIs on the web. It also appears that they are moving into media arenas so that they can be the ones who inform the public of this atrocity and leave out important details, like how long its been since the general public began being targeted and exactly how it is being done...etc. But it is difficult to know for sure who is who, in this evil charade, while being targeted so heavily myself.Many genuine TIs are so mind controlled that they sometimes behave like perpetrators. I have a few family members who are prime examples of this. Due to the mind control technologies, its all such a confusing mess! I have trusted establishments that I'd HOPED were honest. But, sadly, it now appears that some of them are not. If this atrocity finishes coming out in the media, are they going to abandon our destroyed lives, or will they find the courage and Heart to FULLY expose ALL of these holocaustal decades, irregardless of greed or fear of massive lawsuits...etc.? Most of us do not want law suits. We just need the targeting to end more than anything else. This isn't about money - its about regaining our freedom and a chance to heal from years of abuse. No amount of money can make up for what has been done. If the media does not soon HONESTLY take off with this humanity may be in serious trouble, because this may get a lot worse before it can get better! The worse part will be the continued remote mind control, which prevents our natural process of growing and evolving.
This blog post had been altered. It appears that changes to my writings are happening through my own computer when the screen freezes up on me! Am trying to restore this entry.
Observations:Those whom I feel sure are operatives of this atrocity (who often wear a "TI" mask) are trying to force us into disability and welfare lines. They also adamantly insist that the lethal targeting is "all being done by only the USA government;" and that "the electronic torture/harassment is only being done by localized gang stalking groups"...etc. This affirms that the opposite is true. Since I tested the microwave targeting, there is no doubt in my mind that it is being done with the use of extremely remote technologies in conjunction with surveillance satellites. I still believe that it also originates from BEYOND the parts of the USA government that appear to be either involved or controlled by these criminals. It appears that evil eugenics is a huge part of the targeting and that, in that process of slowly murdering us, there is a lot of medical and psychological experimentation being performed on targeted families and individuals, which also points a heavy finger at medical fields.
According to experts Russia and Britain were more advanced with microwave technologies than the USA.
I am still being hit hard with microwaves and web stalkers who aim to distract me and interfere with my writings. Ironically I received no microwave torture on the 8th of February. But am being hit hard since then. The attacks often stop for a while directly after I report them on this blog. Don't know why. There is a lot I do not understand about this sadistic targeting. I may have been wrong with some of the details through the past few years, due to all the intentional misinformation that was/is being flung around. But there is no doubt that we are in the middle of a Technological Holocaust. . .and that the our freedom has been torn away by these remote mind control technologies. Please become aware and do what you can.
2-11-13: I was suddenly kicked out of a temporary room today. No apparent reason, as usual...but probably some sort of manipulation. I had known it wouldn't last for long while being surrounded by puppets. I am back to living in my car, which has no heater. . . and with inspection...etc., due this month and no way to do it. It looks like the end of the road for me. Please help pray for a miracle to lead me to GENUINE safety and help.
Update: The petition I had here did not seem to have done much of anything. It appeared to have been blocked. The critical situation of technological mind control on humanity still rages on. Its threat seems to be growing and is in desperate need of being stopped ASAP. I have erased the petition and article that were here. I am deeply sorry if it was from a genuine and honest source. Because I do not know, and am trying to be more careful about what I share from other people on my sites. But the primary message, which I shared it for is still here. Please help spread the word and do everything in your power to stop the use of all sorts of radio wave technologies on humanity. Please help stop the enslavement process. Please help restore our freedom.
To help prove that technological mind control being performed on human beings is really happening and is a serious problem, here is a quote from the Space Preservation Bill proposed by Congressman Dennis J. Kucinich in the U.S. House of Representatives in 2001. This was a Bill"To preserve the cooperative, peaceful uses of space for the benefit of all humankind by permanently prohibiting the basing of weapons in space by the United States, and to require the President to take action to adopt and implement a world treaty banning space-based weapons." This was an aim to prevent harm "through the use of land-based, sea-based, or space-based systems using radiation, electromagnetic, psychotronic, sonic, laser, or other energies directed at individual persons or targeted populations for the purpose of information war, mood management, or mind control of such persons or populations." Read the rest of it on this link;
TECHNOLOGICAL MIND CONTROL IS PROBABLY THE MOST DANGEROUS THING THAT HUMANITY HAS EVER BEEN FACED WITH, BECAUSE IT PREVENTS THE NATURAL PROCESS OF PERSONAL AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND THE DANGERS OF THIS CAN NOT BE OVERSTATED.
P.S. I have added to the "symptoms" of microwave targeting Stunted Growth. Perhaps the worse symptom is one that is not immediately noticeable - the blockage of our Hearts - the blockage of our ability to feel. . .and consequently a serious hindrance of our natural process of growing and evolving into healthy, functional human beings.
I am in deep need of financial help as quickly as
possible. I'm still homeless when not in uncomfortable or unsafe
situations, due to being heavily targeted. Please realize that this is
not a scam. My need is genuine. Please read this and let your heart help me. Thank you.
My writings have been being interfered with! Please print them out for safe keeping. Thank you.
Because I'm a writer, I have aimed to produce
a good flyer for distribution. I've been so heavily targeted that
its been difficult to do a good job with it. But, perhaps these can help
you to inform others or can be an inspiration for you to create a
better one. (Sponsorship for printing and distribution of these
is still welcome though, because they can be improved upon.) My first
news paper on this subject was uploaded into a blog format - www.targetd11.blogspot.com on March 14, 2012. Physical printings of a condensed version began in April 2012, but I ran out of money. . .)