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Thursday, January 31, 2013

Symptoms of Mind Control Targeting

Radio wave mind control can be virtually unnoticeable but has the devastating effect of interfering with (or blocking) our natural process of personal and spiritual growth. . .as well as the loss of our freedom to think and feel in the ways that we need to. The ramifications of allowing this to continue can not be over stated!

   Heavily targeted individuals can experience symptoms that range from periods of unusual stress, mental confusion, forgetfulness, unusual or repetitive thoughts and mood swings, giddiness, immune system problems, diminished hearing and eye sight, body bloating, dehydration, unusual head and body aches, diminished eye sight and hearing and blocked emotions. . .to symptoms that mimic schizophrenia, nervous breakdowns, brain damage, blindness, paralysis...etc. (Severe victims can be forced into things like lethal shootings at schools or navy yards.) Long term experiment cases can also have unusual tooth decay, ridges on finger nails, chains of unusual medial problems, unusual dry scalp,  unusual discord between family members...etc.

This list of symptoms are some of the ones I have either experienced or witnessed in other victims. (A few of them are those that I have only heard about) It appears that most heavily Targeted Individuals only have some of these symptoms. We are often targeted in different ways so there may also be symptoms that I do not listed here. Symptoms may come on suddenly and then disappear as quickly. . .or may slowly increase and continue almost constantly. There are many variables. I hear that it depends on which program we are on.

* Stunted Personal and Spiritual Growth:  A serious hindrance to our natural process of growing and evolving into all that we were born to be.

* High Pitched Ringing in Ears: Can be so faint that victims may not even notice. 


* Zombification: Mental numbness that can become so severe that it is difficult to focus, make decisions and think clearly.

* Brain Farts: (gotta hold onto my sense of humor!) Intrusions into our brains can cause interrupted thoughts or speech, dizziness, forgetfulness, mental fatigue...etc.


* Forced Speech: Saying things and not knowing why you said them. . .a "where did that come from" sort of feeling. Sometimes even sudden episodes of gibberish talk - making no sense (rare)

* Obsessions: Sudden unusual obsessions (either for or against someone or something)

* Memory loss: This can range from short bouts of memory loss to severe permanent complete loss of memory. Can also be in the form of mental blocks in certain areas or in regards to certain subjects.


* Nausea: Can range from short mild episodes to severe vomiting.


* Unusual Dreams with Unusual Messages: Psychotronic weapons are reported to be able to project voices, as well as visual effects, into our brains. . .in the form of dreams. I have experienced
a lot of this. And had thought it was my own dreams until I learned that I was targeted and began realizing the difference between projected dreams and my own dreams.

* Nerve Irritation or Damage: Periods of altered depth perception, eye sight and hearing. . .also numbness in lips, face or right arm, unusual head aches, bouts of small sharp pains shooting into head, deep pain behind right eye and eye brow, pain down back right side of head, muscle or nerve twitching in eyes or other parts of face, burning sensation in mouth, aching teeth and swollen gums...etc.

* Coordination Problems: Sudden bouts of malfunctions in coordination and depth perception.


* Symptoms that Mimic Mental Illness: Victims can experience sudden mood swings and feel anxious -  like they know something horrible is happening to them, but can not figure out what it is. Victims and/or their loved ones can easily assume it is a "mental illness" due to lack of awareness of remote mind control technologies. Also, when we explain our experiences with covert harassment groups it can sound like paranoia to unaware people. And, sadly, some doctors are more than happy to prescribe medications that are NOT needed and WILL aid the complete success of technological mind control. 


 V2K (Voice to Skull) - voices that are technologically projected are reported to be common in Targeted Individuals. Allthough I've not experienced this, in the ways others have, I fully believe that it is happening. 
   The technologically projected voices/messages can also be directed at people who are near us, in order to make them think we are saying foul things...etc. (This appears to have been done to me on an uncountable number of occasions.)

* Misdiagnosis: Falsely labeling Targeted Individuals as "mentally ill" is one of the worst parts of this, because it forces 'help' in ways that are NOT needed and completely prevents help in the ways that are DESPERATELY needed.

* Seizures: Sudden seizures for no apparent reason.


* Neurological Problems: Sudden unexplainable neurological problems, which can range from mild numbness in various parts of body. . .to sudden brain damage with severe altercations to speech, motor skills and memory.

* Personality Change: Slow or sudden altered belief systems, taste, desires, preferences, values, morals ...etc.


 * Mood Swings: Unusual episodes of depression, anger, anxiety, crying, laughing...etc. (possibly misdiagnosed as "bipolar...")

* Heat and Energy Flashes: Sudden rushes of heat in head.


* Unauthorized Surveillance Symptoms: Feeling like we are being watched when there appears to be no body there.

* Stunted Personal and Spiritual Growth:  A serious hindrance to our natural process of growing and evolving into all that we were born to be. 


Primary Targeted Individuals can also experience extremely painful and obvious remote electronic tortures...etc. Find a more on www.targetedinamerica.com



PLEASE DO ALL THAT YOU CAN TO HELP STOP THESE CRIMES FROM CONTINUING.

We are unheard victims lost beneath their lies.
We are the tortured ones put on a list to die.
We are rising wounded begging for your aide
Becoming specks of dust in an evil charade. 

P.S. My writings continue to be altered and interfered with. The "Symptoms of Targeting" link on my website had been being altered, so am placing it here as well and am still restoring it. Those who target us are also somehow duplicating pages of my blog and possibly web site - arranging it so that their fake and altered pages are the ones that the public sees at least some of the time. It also appears that my titles are suddenly being heavily used by web stalkers, especially the "Technological Holocaust" one. Basically, they are doing all they can to prevent my writings from being seen by the public.

2-1-13: I had a page entitled "In Dreams" which appears to have been erased from this blog. But I found this post (dated Feb 2012) although its not the one that was in the pages to the right of this blog, it was what instigated it. Its a bit negative. I have learned a lot since I wrote it. But here it is:  http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2012/02/dieing-dreams.html

My search for the dream post was inspired by a dream I had last night. In the dream both of my sisters (or the equivalent there of) are planning something that has something to do with me. . .and it is probably not good. This on top of one of their recent email attacks has me concerned. Like I don't already have too much to deal with!!!

  
I pray for them to find their Hearts instead 
of continuing to add to our pain.  

Web stalker/puppets continue flooding the internet with my birth name  and my titles and interfering with my writings. BUT THIS LETS US KNOW WHO THEY ARE. They also seem to be able to gain access to my accounts even after I change passwords. It appears that they can even alter dates on blogs...etc. I am placing it in God's hands. There is nothing else I can do, at this point.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Destruction of FREE Choice = Destruction of FREE WILL = Too Wrong to Succeed

This post is primarily for the perpetrators of this holocaust. Everyone else please read the following link so you can understand this blog entry: www.targetedinamerica.com


Humanity's Right to FREE WILL Can Not Be Interfered With Without Serious Consequences, Which Will Restore It.

As I watch humanity being crushed by criminal use of remote mind control technologies, my heart has hurt indescribably. (Not to mention what is happening to me!) Its like watching a herd of sheep being lead into slaughter houses. . .only the sheep are people - good decent people. And with no law enforcement or government help this whole situation has appeared too hopeless. Sometimes my pain has run so deep that it folds into shocked numbness. . .until recently - until I began to reach beyond my own hopeless situation and look at the bigger picture until I could See more clearly.

As humanity blindly sits at the greatest crossroad in history - the largest battle between the forces of Light and dark. . .the dark forces seem to have forgotten that the usual universal rules still apply.
   Throughout history, when the dark forces robbed a person of their FREE WILL they could not succeed with their aim, because in order to pull a person onto the dark side, that person has to FREELY choose that direction and NOT be forced in any way. They can be enticed, but NOT FORCED - not intruded upon, not invaded. . .and not deceived, because lies and deceptions take away FREE CHOICE which is what FREE WILL is about.

   What is now happening, through the deceitful and criminal use of all sorts of mind control tactics and is a gross violation of human rights - the dark forces are over stepping their boundaries so severely that they are sure to instigate their own failure.

Last year, one of the higher level perpetrators of this holocaust approached me through a web forum. . .trying to recruit me and convince me that this targeting of humanity is really a good thing which will have a good outcome...etc. After I refused to be enticed, my account was invaded and his messages erased.
   This same person recently leaped into commenting on an article I posted about mind control. . .again inconspicuously trying to justify the criminal technological targeting.
  I found myself feeling shocked by the delusional justifications for using UNEXPOSED subliminal messaging and mind control in TV programs and movies as well as using drugs in conjunction with remote mind control technologies, in order to rob human beings of their right to FREELY think and feel in the ways that they naturally would without such intrusions. Here are a few of his statements. . .

"But what man is doing is really an imitation of what Satan is doing. Even Jesus acknowledged that Satan is the ruler of this system. And even the Illuminati admit they follow Satan. What Satan does is drugs the people with entertainment and fleshly desires. And all the while a much greater issue is going on; which they are completely unaware of. And they mock those who speak about it, because it is too fantastical for them to comprehend." "Yes, pushing radio waves on us is against our freewill. But it doesn't rob us of our freewill. . .Just like Satan with Job, man can only INFLUENCE us to hand it over of our own freewill. But it was still an act of freewill by which we surrendered ourselves to them. If one finds them self without freewill, it is because they relinquished it."
  "Yes, people can be hypnotized to do things they normally would not do; but being controlled by radio frequency is different; it's not hypnotism. . .Or as the Bible put it: "But each one is tried by being drawn out and enticed by his own desire. Then the desire, when it has become fertile, gives birth to sin...."—James 1:14-15."

   I find myself wondering if this man, and the other criminals he works with, really believe that they have a right to play God and that lasoring people's brains with controlling microwave beams is not seriously interfering with their ability to FREELY feel and think - their ability to FREELY CHOOSE - their ability to fully utilize their God given FREE WILL.
   There is a HUGE difference between "enticing" a person and forcing a person or disabling a person's FREE WILL. "Enticing" is an exterior beckoning force. Forcing is an invasive interference or destruction of FREE WILL. . .like physically grabbing a person and forcing them or drugging them or torturing them or shooting radio waves into a people's brains until they are so fried that they numbly say or follow almost anything.

The real TRUTH is that forcing people into choices that they would not make on their own, even if there are underlying desires,  is NOT allowing FREE WILL and is a gross violation of universal law as well as our basic human rights. (The same applies to preventing people from going in chosen directions, which has repeatedly happened to me.)

What is now happening is not natural, not normal, 
not meant to be, and is a criminal assault on an 
unsuspecting and defenseless populous.

On the milder scales: When radio stations, movies and TV programs are loaded with subliminal messaging and other intentionally harmful mind control tactics, WITHOUT informing the public of exactly what is in them and what effect it could have on us - without offering the choice of exposure or not. . .it is a gross violation of a persons RIGHT to CHOOSE - a person's right to utilize their own FREE WILL.

On the largest scales: The same laws apply to remote mind control technologies. . .even if their only use were to be aimed at whole communities, states or countries, in order to numb our minds - to prevent us from thinking clearly and making good choices, it is a severe violation that strips away our right to FREELY choose.  Remote mind control is also being more intricately applied to individuals and families, since before the 1970s, in ways that often rip away most of our FREE WILL, blocks our HEARTS and prevents the growth of our souls!
   So much destruction is being inflicted with the criminal use of microwave technologies that its difficult to describe and face and would take many books to fully cover. But please believe that this atrocity is indeed happening, has been happening for many decades.

   But the bottom line here is. . .that the good news is. . .that this is all too horribly wrong to be allowed to continue for much longer. We may not see an end to it in our lifetimes, but that end WILL come and the HEART of humanity WILL BE FREE once again. It will.

Humanity's Right to FREE WILL Can Not Be Interfered With Without Serious Consequences. . .Which Will Restore It.

There is HOPE



 More may be added soon


  

Monday, January 28, 2013

Love is the Weapon We Need


  As humanity gets slammed with unrestricted remote mind control technologies, and criminal efforts to rip us from our Hearts and families, we are being called to listen to and follow our own Hearts above our minds and all that gets projected into them. 
   During this Technological Holocaust it is critical that we embrace the depths of our own Hearts and work at healing the unresolved issues, which block them. . .so that we can open to deeper levels of Love. We are in deep need of more Love for ourselves, our families, our communities. . .our troubled world, in order to override the damaging effects of being targeted with remote microwave weapons and mind control technologies.


This is the web version of The Personal Journal and "The Heart Bud"- www.heartbud.com.
Due to being so heavily targeted I am not doing the best job with resurrecting 
my old writings, but hopefully this will give you the general idea. 

   I remember writing about our need to heal and save the Heart of humanity - about bringing more Love into our troubled world, in 2005 in "The Person Journal" publications. . .and being targeted so heavily that the original publications may have been completely destroyed by now. I know this sounds strange, but I now understand my old writings more than I did when I wrote them. And I now understand the obsessive drive I had to do all I could to help bring more Love into the Heart of humanity. . .as we approached the most devastating parts of this Technological Holocaust, which humanity is being crushed by. . . without even realizing it. Though I believe that some of those writings came from God. . .for me as much as everyone else, I feel like I had failed with a very important mission - a mission to not only help bring more Love into our world, but to also use the profits from my writings to build healing/recovery centers for people who are in need of healing their Hearts from a painful past or devastating losses and events. . .like this holocaust. At this point I have been hit so hard that I now need the recovery centers that I was not able to create for any of us.

   I'm not a bible thumper. I believe in letting God speak to us through our own Hearts more than through other people or books. But the bible has a lot of good information and it predicted that satin would be tearing families apart and causing horrific levels of disruption in our world...etc., and I feel that this is already being done through the secret use of remote microwave weapons - mind control technologies. . .and that we must embrace our HEARTS and do all that we can to resist the control that is forcing us to block our Hearts and veer away from what we feel, who we are and what we were born to do with our lives. 

   Please believe me on this subject. I speak from the Wisdom of experience here. I am the "Primary Targeted Individual" in a targeted family. . .and the only one who's realized that we are all victims of remote technological mind control and medical experimentation since at least the mid 1970s. But I realized this devastating reality too late. My family has been torn apart by cruel and deceitful technological manipulations - each member still blaming me and me blaming them. . .until we all hurt so much that it has become irreparable. So, from the bottom of my heart I am begging the rest of you to not let this happen to you. Learn from my mistake.
   
   I believe that my family is one of the long term original experimental cases and that there is hope for the rest of humanity if awareness is quickly acquired and you learn to listen more deeply to your Hearts above your minds. Become aware of the remote technological mind control manipulations and that their perpetrators push family members into taking antidepressants or other mood altering drugs, in order to aid their success. Such drugs have even been found in public drinking water, and can be put into private wells and food, so be careful of what your body consumes. (Fluoride may even be one of these masked drugs) Do some research for the sake of your loved ones and your self.
   
    We desperately need law enforcement help with this, but because these crimes against humanity have been freely happening and growing since before the 1970s it is appearing that those who should be helping us may already be completely controlled. Help will eventually arise, but until then, we MUST do our part and open our HEARTS. . .so that we can surround ourselves and each other with the levels of Love that can Light a path to protection and freedom from covert technological mind control.

Please Let Love Win

Click Here to Let Your Heart be Touched   

Click here for more information

I made the following video for Primary Targeted Individuals but I think it can apply to the rest of humanity also, because with the damaging microwave mind control being allowed to continue harming whole communities as well as individuals, there are many who feel too alone, too unloved and too abandoned. This is for the Heart of humanity.


I am in deep need of financial help as quickly as possible
I'm still homeless when not in uncomfortable or unsafe situations, due to being heavily targeted. 
 Please realize that this is not a scam. Please read this and let your heart help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
 
My struggle to save my writings from those who aim to prevent the rest of you from seeing them continues! But the "Symptoms of Targeting" link on "TargetedinAmerica.com" has been restored and also added to this blog.


P.S. I suddenly have seriously diminished eye sight since the last heavy microwave attack to my head - since January 15th. Also a lot of oozing fluid from my eyes and digestion pains and problems.

Friday, January 25, 2013

Out of the Dark and "Into the Light"


Out of the Dark and "Into the Light" 
Can Be Freely Downloaded:
http://www.poeticpublications.com/booklight.html

 There is a possibility that this book has been altered by those who target me. Although recent interference has been primarily to html codes and search engine tags on my blogs and web pages, more may still be done. And I can not keep combing through all of my writings. I can't find out who's accessing my websites, because my "stats" keep being disabled. I am sorry for the inconvenience, but there is nothing I can do about it until a miracle delivers protection from these crimes.


Two days ago, when I first received a demand (from my sister) insisting that I remove my writings from the web, which shifted to threats to again publicly declare me as "mentally ill" if I do not remove or alter parts of my "Into the Light" book, I felt like my heart had been stabbed at a time when I deeply needed the opposite. Among other things, I thought this attack may have been instigated by a recent change to my writings, because I have been having difficulty with those who target me altering and interfering with my writings. As the cruel email attack continued my protective walls flew up and I closed a door. But then I let my heart review the book - checking to see if it had been altered and trying to look at certain parts of it from her perspective. I did not fully read the whole book, and have not compared it to the saved originals, because I do not have access to them at this time. But the parts I did look at do not appear to have been altered.

  When I wrote this book, I was not thinking of any sort of outcome or other people's reactions...etc. I was deeply in my heart and using my pen as a tool to help me face some of the most difficult times in my life as I struggled to understand why I was being targeted. In that process I literally wrote my heart out. This book is my most uncensored heart felt batch of writing. My tears still linger between its lines and pages. The honesty I wrote it with makes me look worse than anyone else I mention in it, because I dove into deep levels of exposing and judging myself at a time when I did not know if I'd live through that month. . .and did not know that I was a "Targeted Individual" and the full scope of what that meant; at a time when I could not understand the capabilities of the microwave / psychotropic weapons and organized gang stalking groups that were/are influencing my family members as well as myself. 

The intro to this book, which I wrote early last year, speaks for itself.

As for my sister's threat/demand for me to change parts of it or remove it from the web: I have written over and over again. . .that we must follow our hearts above all else, especially above the darkness that aims to rip us apart. I have failed over and over again to fully follow my own advice - to FULLY follow my own heart under the suppression of the targeting. But with this book, I MUST let my heart win. I can not change it or hide it. It is too late for that anyway. I am truly sorry if it offends or hurts anyone. I pray that it will be used as a tool for healing and growing. I did not realize the technological parts of the targeting when I wrote this book. Since I have realized it, I believe that my family members are mind control victims, especially this sister that has been used to try to have me declared as "mentally ill" and "evil." I hope that we can BOTH someday be free from the targeting and let our love for each other rise above the walls it has raised between us.

 I ask that those who read this book please find the heart to refrain from any sort of judgment of anyone whom I mention in it. This isn't about pointing fingers - its about exposing lethal targetings that have deeply hurt me as well as everyone I have been close to. We ALL need to be protected from further harm.


Exposing the targeting is more important than the 
issues it raises in victims who have taken part in it.






I made a promise to God that my life's experiences would be a public example of my process of healing and growing. This is what the core of my old writings are about. I know that I have failed in many ways, but I can not completely turn my back on this promise.

As for the controversial writings that involve my father: I can honestly say that the dreams I had trusted, which showed my father being inappropriate when I was a young child, were most likely projected into my mind by the psychotronic weapons that I believe my whole family has been being targeted with. This is most likely the case and its what I also prefer to believe. However, I have not had the free and peaceful time I would need, in order to dig into the deeper Truths and perfect or write out the sequel to this book. Someday I hope to be able to, because this is not the only possible discrepancy and I need to clear the air on a lot of things for my own sake as well. However I'd need the targeting to stop and then a period of recovery before this can happen.

 I understand how parts of this book can upset those who can not understand my healing process or my pain filled desperate drive to understand why I am being targeted and why some of my own family members suddenly began driving against me with painful levels of mental abuse. I can understand that those who do not want to look at their own behaviors may remain enraged, although I wish they'd choose the other way. If I write about you in this book, it is most likely because your behaviors touched my heart in a way that hurt me. . .and pretending that the pain is not there or that it didn't happen is not going to make it go away. On the contrary - it merely compounds the problem.

Exposing the dark turns it toward the Light and offers it a chance to heal.

In our judgmental, law suit crazed world, where justice now seems to serve criminal perpetrators more than victims. . .people have become afraid to be genuine; afraid to speak out and hold each other accountable for harmful behaviors so that healthy shame can trigger a refrain; afraid to expose and shine a Light into the dark closets that hold us back and prevent healthy growth. . .afraid to feel and let Love heal instead of letting darkness grow. I pray for humanity to start heading in the other direction.

We all make mistakes and its through admitting those mistakes that we heal and grow from them. Humanity has become so used to hiding shameful things that we don't have a chance to let healthy levels of shame prevent them from continuing and growing throughout humanity. Hiding hurtful behaviors continues hurting ALL of us and feeds the darkness. Exposing them offers everyone concerned a chance to heal and grow. . .and it helps to prevent the same behaviors in others through the concern of being shamed if nothing else.

I do not do this lightly. I understand the risk I am running here. I understand that the hatred in those who choose to feed the dark may continue attacking or use this to inflict more pain upon me. I understand that those who target me may instigate any sort of hell they can raise with it. I understand that those who target me, whether it is through my sister or not, may make me suffer even more than I already do. But I hope that it turns into the other direction - I hope it helps us ALL to grow more deeply into our own HEARTS, because without heart. . .the dark wins. . .and that just can not happen.
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Sister, your attack ripped into my heart and left me feeling so concerned for Dad that I felt a need to post this. I pray that you find your heart enough to stop wanting to create more problems for me, at a time like this. . .especially when you use/hurt dad in order to do it. If you must bring the two paragraphs, (which you ended up saying were what your attack was all about) to his attention, please find the heart to also perceive them correctly and show him the intro so he can understand the TRUTH. Please stop trying to cause trouble. NONE of us need this. Please look in the mirror and heal enough to stop projecting your own behaviors onto me instead of facing what has been happening to you through many decades. And please start honoring your own gifts - the ones you have always had, so that you can stop wanting to posses and destroy mine. Please know that I love you. . .no matter what. I just can not keep my head on your chopping block. Please throw out the chopping block and. . . find your heart.

Dad, I love you. Please believe that I am deeply sorry that we have had to experience all of this. I know it must have been as confusing to you as it has been to me. I wish I could help you to see that we are all victims of microwave targeting. I wish that things had taken a different course. I guess, at this point I can only hope that you eventually forgive me as well as yourself.  Please know that I love you. . .no matter what. My writings are to help us all.



P.S. When/if I am ever free from targeting, and have peace and privacy, I will be able to more completely comb through ALL of my writings and be more focused on things that may be offensive. (I certainly do not want to offend anyone who has not been involved in the targeting me.) But until then, please understand that  I am still being targeted and am doing the best I can to expose it and get help to us under indescribably difficult conditions. I'm not doing it perfectly. And I can not keep up with the infiltrations and alterations. But my intentions are to help all of us through exposing the crimes with the hope for protection to arrive.

The "Symptoms of Targeting" link on "TargetedinAmerica" has been restored and also added to this blog

Thursday, January 24, 2013

"Men Behind Hitler" Triggers A Memory:

Men Behind Hitler - A German Warning to the World
by Bernard Schreiber: http://www.toolan.com/hitler/index.html

In "Men Behind Hitler" German researcher, Bernhard Schreiber exposes a shadowy aspect of psychiatry, which surrounded what we think of as only Hitler's holocaust. In this book Bernhard says, "Hitler was an evil man. . . but in blaming Hitler for all the evils one is overlooking a considerable number of those who are truly responsible, people who are being allowed to pursue their course to similar ends all over again - nothing to stop them.
    The Nazis may have been disbanded, but the psychiatrists still linger on among us. Maybe this is the secret weapon Goebbels boasted about which would lead to the rebirth of the Reich - not a super-bomb and not a death ray, but a blueprint for a psychiatric slave state."

   As I read this, I felt in my heart, that the "secret weapon" is the remote microwave weapons, which are performing mass murders through inflicting illnesses like Lupus, leukemia, tumorous cancers...etc., on an unsuspecting populous since even before the 1970s.

My Resurfaced Memory:
I worked at a mental health facility for a few years and was shocked by the amount of normal children who were being falsely labeled with things like ADHD or ADD in, what I had THOUGHT was, an effort to attain more federal funding for the "child intervention program." Even more disturbing were the mood altering drugs (like Prozac) that were fed to healthy children. But there now seems to be even more to this than I had thought.
   I painstakingly watched a bright healthy 2 year boy get destroyed by the drugs that our lead psychiatrist was prescribing. In my efforts to save this client I had a conference with the Dr. . .and because she could not dispute the fact that he was NOT in need of mood altering medications, her excuse for continuing to drug him was, "If we keep him sedated his mother will abuse him less." And there was nothing I could do about it.
   I quit this part time job in 1999 and in the next few years a co-worker told me that this child "is now institutionalized" and has serious mental and physical health problems, including unusual sudden obesity. This had disturbed me then, and it now disturbs me even more, because I feel that he may be only one of countless numbers of little innocent lives that are being slowly and cruelly destroyed, under the mask of mental health help.

I wonder how many drugs are being prescribed under false labels - drugs that intentionally contain substances which aid a secret eugenics movement that is said to have begun long before Hitler's public demonstration of such barbaric crimes against humanity. (My ridiculed push to not want my own children to be vaccinated and to use herbs instead of pharmaceuticals, in the late 1980s, is finally being justified.)

Although unlawful sterilization, lethal drugs and vaccinations and remote microwave weapons secretly performing murders. . .are almost too horrible to face. . .the mood altering pharmaceuticals, (like antidepressants) that are being pushed on humanity under the mask of mental health help, may be the worst of it, because they enable the success of the criminal control of human beings through remote mind control technologies like SURA, HAARP, satellites and other radio wave transmitters.
    I feel that the ramifications of turning the other cheek and allowing these technologies to continue destroying the heart of humanity is far worse than our body's death - A human being involuntarily drugged and controlled with technologies strips away our freedom and prevents our soul's natural growth process. This is the type of death that we may wish we did not have to live through.
   This is so horribly wrong that if it were not lighting a fire in my soul I would probably not be alive and writing right now. My heart wants to scream until enough of humanity has heard - until these criminals are prosecuted and their technologies disable. This is not just hurting humanity - its destroying the heart of humanity and aiming to turn us into machines that are controlled by sadists. This appears to be a crisis of a magnitude that sores beyond Hitler's. Please help expose and stop these crimes.

 The following link is to a 4 page article which focuses primarily on bringing public awareness to the history of remote Mind Control Technologies and their use on us since at least the 1970s. Please print and share it.
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/thmindcontrol.pdf

I could share more here, but I am a bit overwhelmed with being targeted and having my own life being destroyed, on top of facing this global crisis and trying to inform humanity. . .although my situation alone often feels too huge to bear. This is all so cruel and horrible that it is difficult to face without slipping into shocked overwhelm. But we MUST face this and do all that we can to stop it. We just must.

We are in the middle of the world's worst holocaust - a Technological Holocaust - a secret war against innocent lives and unsuspecting minds. The danger in this is immeasurable! Please become aware and help pass the word.
 
  


Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Another Cryptic Threat?


The following link is to a 4 page article which focuses primarily on bringing public awareness to the history of remote Mind Control Technologies and their use on us since at least the 1970s. Please print and share it.
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/thmindcontrol.pdf




   I just got a series of attacking emails, which may contain a threat, and appear to be from my estranged sister although it is a different email address! Those who target me are stirring up all sorts of trouble right now. Its one attack after another. . .with a heavy focus on preventing my writings from being viewed on the web!
Please note that these emails degrade me with words, that I can not write here, and demand that I remove my writings from the web or she will start a blog to make people think I am a liar and am just "mentally ill" and even goes so far as to insinuate that my writings could "kill" my father. . .and asks me if I "want to" "kill dad" by keeping my writings on the web. This is the first attack that is so directly vicious since this same sister slandered me in 2005.
    My answer to these threats: I am not able to make changes to my old writings at this time. And I will NOT wipe my writings off the web, in order to accommodate hate and its drive against me. If this is a cryptic threat, from those who target me, which asks for me to either hide my writings or they will kill my father. . .I will NOT enable such criminal behaviors - I will NOT remove my writings from the web. . .and in my heart I KNOW that I am NOT responsible for what you do.
   Members of my family are not all that is in danger here - ALL OF HUMANITY is in grave danger if we do not spread awareness of the technologies that are being used on us, as quickly as possible. . .and there is no hope for ANY of humanity if we let these criminals continue and sucumb to the threatening. . .or trying to tack a "mentally ill" label on those of us who can attest to what is happening.

 Later; The emails first insinuated that I had just recently written something against my father, which I did NOT do. At first I did not know what she was talking about or where she'd read it, because she just suddenly attacked  - degrading and cursing. . .without explaining. I figured that more of my writings had been altered, (which still may be the case) although she later emailed that the attack was about something in the book I wrote in Feb 2010 - something that had nothing to do with her. . .and was so grossly misperceived that there seems to be more to this. It appears that this WAS from my sister.

   The introduction of  this book, (which I wrote around a year ago) explains that the book had been written under extreme duress - during a winter when I was living in my car, while being heavily gang stalked, and did not know how much longer I would be alive. I also state that, because it was written prior to my realizing that I was also being targeted with remote microwave weapons - mind control technologies. . .I may have misperceived some of my own experiences. In my heart and mind, this along with the fact that I have been publicly warning people that my writings are being altered, makes this attack completely unjustified. 
    I can not effectively defend myself against the projected perceptions of those who are not able to understand my situation or my right to also have my own feelings and perceptions, no matter how right or wrong they may be. I believe that this sister is a victim of mind control who is being used, in order to stir up trouble for me and interfere with my writings. Because of  her doing this at a time when I am also being intensely targeted with other efforts to interfere with my writings, I believe that the criminals who target me have instigated her sudden attacks.

I believe that my sister is a long term victim of remote mind control technologies, and may even be one of those who have been technologically interfering with my writings since 2005. And there seems no hope for this situation, that she instigates in my family, taking a change for the good instead of continuing to make things even worse for me. Does this mean that I have to let go of the minuscule remnants of hope I had for my family of origin to realize what is happening and help me in the ways that I desperately need help right now? It appears so. . .and I can not hold back the tears. I wish she'd just find her heart. I did not realize that I even had any hope left, until it just got shattered. Sometimes I feel sadder for them, because their pain will run much deeper than mine, when they realize that they were used by criminals who aim to destroy me. But right now I am feeling more sad for myself, because, through all these years of hell, and in my deepest hours of need, they have had each other and I have had no body. 

God, please help us all.

FYI: Those who target me have also repeatedly threatened to kill my daughters and have tried to blame me for what they are doing to me - they say that its my fault that they target me - that it would not be happening if I were not writing, although I was being heavily targeted many YEARS before I began figuring it out and writing about it. This is confusing - its like they abuse people and then blame their victims for what THEY do.

PM: Am getting heavy microwaves, blurred vision and a lot of pain in joints. 


P.S.S. 1-25-13: I later let my heart review the book through my poetic publications website - checking to see if it had been altered and trying to look at certain parts of it from my family's perspective. I did not fully read the whole book, and have not compared it to the saved originals, because I do not have access to them at this time. But the parts I did look at do not appear to have been altered.

  When I wrote this book, I was not thinking of any sort of outcome or other people's reactions...etc. I was deeply in my heart and using my pen as a tool to help me face some of the most difficult times in my life as I struggled to understand why I was being targeted by what appeared to be members of some sort of satanic occult. In that process I literally wrote my heart out. This book is my most uncensored heart felt batch of writing. It is also partly fiction,  but my tears still linger between its lines and pages. The honesty I wrote it with makes me look worse than anyone else I mention in it, because I dove into deep levels of exposing and judging myself at a time when I did not know if I'd live through that month and did not know that I was a "Targeted Individual" and the full scope of what that meant - at a time when I could not understand the capabilities of the microwave / psychotropic weapons and organized gang stalking groups that were/are influencing my family members as well as myself. 

The intro to this book, which I wrote early last year, speaks for itself.

As for my sister's threat/demand for me to change parts of it or remove it from the web: I have written over and over again. . .that we must follow our hearts above all else, especially above the darkness that aims to rip us apart. I have failed over and over again to fully follow my own advice - to FULLY follow my own heart. But with this book, I MUST let my heart win. I can not change it or hide it. It is too late for that anyway. I am truly sorry if it offends or hurts anyone. I pray that it will be used as a tool for healing and growing. And I hope that those who read it will find the heart to refrain from any sort of judgment of anyone whom I mention in it.

I made a promise to God that my life's experiences would be a public example of this process of healing and growing. This is what the core of my old writings are about. I know that I have failed in many ways, but I can not completely turn my back on this promise.

As for the controversial experience that involves my father: I can honestly say that the dreams I had trusted, (in 2004) which showed my father being inappropriate when I was a very young child, may have been projected into my mind by the microwave/psychotronic weapons that I believe my whole family has been being targeted with. . .and that his drive to keep me from my own siblings after I started looking into my childhood (since the mid 1990s) may have also been manipulated by outside forces. This is most likely the case and its what I also prefer to believe. However I have not had the free and peaceful time I would need, in order to dig into the deeper Truths and write out the sequel to this book. Someday I hope to be able to, because this is not the only possible discrepancy and I need to clear the air on a lot of things for my own sake as well.

 I understand how parts of this book can upset those who can not understand my healing process at a time when I felt that my life would soon be over. . .or my pain filled drive to understand why I am being targeted and why two of my own family members suddenly began driving against me with painful levels of mental abuse. I can understand that those who do not want to look at their own behaviors may remain enraged, although I wish they'd choose the other way. The Truth is that we are ALL responsible for our own actions and their outcomes. If I write about you in this book, it is most likely because your behaviors touched my heart in a way that hurt me. . .and pretending that the pain is not there or that it didn't happen is not going to make it go away. On the contrary - it merely compounds the problem.

In our judgmental, law suit crazed, spiritually warped world, where justice sometimes seems to serve criminals more than victims. . .people have become afraid to be genuine - afraid to speak out and hold each other accountable for harmful behaviors so that healthy shame can trigger a refrain - afraid to expose and shine a Light into the dark closets that hold us back and prevent healthy growth. . .afraid to feel and let Love heal instead of letting darkness grow. I pray for humanity to start heading in the other direction.

We all make mistakes and its through admitting those mistakes that we heal and grow from them. Humanity has become so used to hiding shameful things that we never have a chance to let healthy levels of shame prevent them from continuing and growing (like a festering mold) throughout humanity. Hiding hurtful behaviors hurts ALL of us and feeds the darkness. Exposing them offers everyone concerned a chance to heal and grow. . .and it helps to prevent the same behaviors in others.

I do not do this lightly. I understand the risk I am running here. I understand that the hatred in those who choose to feed the dark may continue attacking or use this to inflict more pain. I understand that those who target me may instigate any sort of hell they can raise with it. I understand that those who target me, whether it is through my sister or not, may make me suffer even more than I already do. But I hope that it turns into the other direction - I hope it helps us ALL to grow more deeply into our own HEARTS, because without heart. . .the dark wins. . .and that just can not happen.

Sisiter, your attack ripped into my heart and left me feeling so concerned for Dad that I felt a need to post this. I pray that you find your heart enough to stop wanting to create more problems for me, at a time like this. . .especially when you use/hurt dad in order to do it. If you must bring the two paragraphs, (which you ended up saying were what your attack was all about) to his attention, please find the heart to also perceive them correctly and show him the intro so he can understand the TRUTH. Please stop trying to cause trouble. NONE of us need this. Please look in the mirror and heal enough to stop projecting your own behaviors onto me instead of facing what has been happening to you through many decades. And please start honoring your own gifts - the ones you have always had, so that you can stop wanting to posses and destroy mine. Please know that I love you. . .no matter what. I just can not keep my head on your chopping block. Please throw out the chopping block and. . .please follow your heart instead of what controls you.

Dad, I love you. Please believe that I am deeply sorry that we have had to experience all of this. I know it must have been as confusing to you as it has been to me. I wish I could help you to see what has been happening to our family - that we have been being targeted. I have always wished that things had taken a different course. I guess, at this point I can only hope that you eventually forgive me as well as yourself. . .although I feel that this will not happen in my lifetime.  Please always remember that I love you. . .no matter what.

 There is a possibility that this book has been altered by those who target me. Although recent interference has been primarily to html codes and search engine tags on my blogs and web pages, more may still be done. And I can not keep combing through all of my writings. I can't find out who's accessing my websites, because my "stats" keep being disabled (probably from within Go Daddy) so that I can not get any recent information about traffic on my sites. I am sorry for the inconvenience, but there is nothing I can do about it until a miracle delivers enough money for me to protect myself and my writings.

P.S.    My physical health is not well. I am taking herbal supplements and dandelion root, which I bought during my last job, but I'm almost out of them. I feel like my obsessive drive to help us is what is keeping me going right now. I believe that my sister's attacks against me are fueled by mind control technologies, which she is not aware of. . .and that she is just one of the many people whom this is happening to. 
   Victims of mind control are not being allowed to be who they are or to resolve their issues in their own way or to grow and heal...etc. I wish this could be exposed. ALL of humanity is in SERIOUS trouble if this is allowed to continue and grow.



Monday, January 14, 2013

Technological Holocaust - New Paper on Mind Control

The following 4 page article focuses primarily on bringing public awareness to the history of remote Mind Control Technologies and their use on us since at least the 1970s. Please feel free to print it out and share it as long as no changes are made to it.

Technological Holocaust - Mind Control Steals Hope
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/thmindcontrol.pdf


I'm in desperate need of substantial amounts of financial 
help within the next few weeks! Please help me.
    I appreciate the offers to live with other "Targeted Individuals." Unfortunately, I have been targeted for so long and lured to so many places, by perpetrators who pretend to be functional TIs, and seem to have mastered the art of masking their True intentions, while drugging me and blasting my brain with microwaves. . .that I dare not run the risk of being drugged and raped or God knows what else again. And I can not live with non TIs because that tends to turn them into targets. Please believe that I have already repeatedly tried every avenue. Every place I turn to ends up being extremely temporary due to being surrounded by the chaos of gang stalkers and remote mind control manipulations, which, when involving other people, can be worse than just living in a car by myself.
   Because my businesses, jobs and vehicles continue being sabotaged as my health continues to fade, I'm up against a wall here and there seems nothing more I can do, but keep asking for the kind of help I need and praying for a miracle that can deliver it within the next few weeks. Monetary help is the only type of help I need, so that I can make my own choices on where to live...etc. Even just enough money to purchase a functional vehicle for me to live in would be VERY helpful right now. Please let your heart help me.
   
I am still homeless when not in uncomfortable, temporary and unsafe situations. I am in desperate need of substantial amounts of financial assistance, in order to provide myself with the safety and protection I need. This is not a game. Its not a joke. Its not a scam.  Please let your heart help me.


PLEASE HELP ME


Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057


(snail mail is the best way to send help)




I have been surviving by focusing on bringing public awareness to this atrocity that we are ALL being deeply hurt by. I know I can't do much but its the best I can do under the circumstances. Am still being literally tortured with remote microwave weapons and the relentless puppets - gang stalkers. Same old same old. The difference is that my general health is worse and my vehicle situation is worse.

1/18/13: I was hit hard with microwaves since last Saturday! The night of the 15th I was severely tortured all night. Perhaps because it was my daughter's birthday on the 16th? My accounts continue being accessed and my writings continue being altered. I am still blocked from my primary fb account and someone else has a fb account with my name, which advertizes photos, but may be in place for another future purpose. Please know it is not me. As for my writings, things sometimes get added, changed or deleted, in order to confuse people or make me look bad or prevent important facts from being exposed. A recent theme also seems to be to make me appear like I only want recognition or am not a real TI. My consolation is. . . in my heart I know that Light will shine on the TRUTHS in the end. . .even of not in my life time.

1/19/13: I have a deep concern that perpetrators of this holocaust are still moving into positions where they will be the ones to inform the public and "help" or lead Targeted Individuals.

   I must be hitting on accurate information, because I am suddenly swarmed by stalkers who are trying to feed me misinformation and make me reveal my proof so that it can be destroyed...etc.


 1/21/13: Recent invasive changes to my writings (which I found) were to the html coding in www.targetedinamerica.com website, in order to prevent search engines from picking up on my"Mind Control" page "Agenda 21" page, my "Unnatural Disasters" page, and the "Depopulation Operation" page. Please check out these pages and print out all scientific information that their links lead to.


 www.targetedinamerica.com

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Technological Holocaust Blog

Please download and share this newly revised 4 page news paper: 
 http://www.targetedinamerica.com/technologicalholocaust.pdf

   After I made the previous blog entry about my original "Technological Holocaust" blog - www.targeted11.blogspot.com it was invaded - it's March 15, 2012 date color was changed so that it could not be viewed and this page had been altered and blocked from view. (I do not know if there were other changes.) Why is this being done? Why do the criminals who target me not want people to know about the date of this blog or the "Technological Holocaust" news paper that it grew from? In the past few days there had been a lot of people suddenly claiming web search results of "technologicalholocaust" or "Technological Holocaust," which have since disappeared. Is this part of the psycho games, which those who target me perform? Or could there be a plagiarizing of my title happening? The good part is that I don't need credit for possibly being the first to coin this title, but please know that those who steal it - use it and take credit for it are not honest trustworthy people. 
   I wrote the Technological Holocaust news paper, which was first called "Mutilation Holocaust," in the first two weeks of March, 2012, while living in my car and going through hell - being shot with microwave and laser weapons and surrounded by threatening sadistic gang stalkers....etc., before putting it on the web as the "Technological Holocaust" on March 15, 2012. (Actually, I remember being degraded and told I'd get in trouble for using the word "holocaust" on my blog and I had changed it for a short period time. Was this a manipulation by someone who decided to steal my idea? Time will tell.) The original news paper now seems to be even erased from most of my own personal storage places. This would not be the first time that criminals have aimed to plagiarize my writings or prevent the public from viewing it. BUT still. . .I do not need credit. Just please don't trust those who steal from and target people like me - help bring more honesty, trust and heart back into our world, through not honoring thieves and perpetrators of this Technological Holocaust.

Since 2005, Those who target me/us think they are hurting me by making a best selling book, using ideas and names from my writings and doing the same with one of my songs, which they take full credit for. But I can honestly say that what bothers me most is not losing credit for my own creations. The part of this that bothers me most is the state of our world due to such dishonesty - the way that greedy, plagiarizing thieves, who fool the media, are being followed and honored as they lead humanity into the destructive darkness that we are ALL being hurt by. This is just too wrong. I hope we quickly gain the WISDOM to only follow our own HEARTS.

 Enabling criminal activity, of any kind, does not help those who engage in such behaviors and certainly does not help the rest of us. Its just not good for anyone.



Sunday, January 6, 2013

Again. . .Please See


PLEASE do all that you can to end the lethal targeting of Primary Targeted Individuals, and the manipulating of our family's minds with remotely used microwave weapons and mind control technologies

Long term TIs (like me) have been cast away by families that have become so mind controlled that they leave us with the choice of either agreeing to a false, nonprofessional "mentally ill" assumption and forced institutionalization. . .or. . .complete abandonment - sometimes even leaving us homeless and dangerously vulnerable to sadistic gang stalking groups on top of continued remote electronic torture. Either way is indescribably harmful to us. Our suffering is immeasurable! This whole process is so cruel and barbaric that it goes beyond being inhumane! This is Hitler style sadism at its worst! We are in desperate need of your awareness, your prayers and your help.

Please print and share this paper:
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/technologicalholocaust.pdf

   Criminal targeting with microwave weapons, as well as remote mind control technologies, is a crisis that has been having ill effects on people for decades now!!! Please help expose it and bring it to an end. If you doubt that such technologies exist, or that such a crisis is happening, please let your heart do some research and PLEASE do not blindly judge or label a Targeted Individual - please care to at least have us tested for microchips, cell structure damage, radiation...etc., instead of making us have to prove our sanity (which is an impossible task with those who do not realize what is happening) on top of everything else that we are being hit with. PLEASE LISTEN TO AND FOLLOW ONLY YOUR HEARTS.. .because not doing so is hurting us too much.

Quote by Jim Kieth:"Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s, during which time the initial experiments were being performed on unwitting subjects."
The Russian Woodpecker: experiments in global mind control: In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterised as the battle for men’s minds. “We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . .In the 1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind” was exposed. . ." http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html

A History of Mind Control - Tim Rifat: "The 1970s brought a darker side to the story, with the news that the Russians were microwaving the US embassy in Moscow. One third of the staff eventually died of cancer from this microwave irradiation." http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html
Quote by (the late) Jim Kieth: "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s, during which time the initial experiments were being performed on unwitting subjects." Read more on, http://www.illuminati-news.com/remote-mctechnology.htm

In 1976 Time Magazine said, "Last month the U.S. confirmed that for some 15 years the Soviet Union has been beaming microwaves at the hulking nine-story U.S. embassy..." More on this link: http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,911755,00.html


Please also read updated pages on my site:

www.targetedinamerica.com


1-2-12: The "Mind Control" page on my website was altered - the title and search words all jumbled up and some sort of code added to the page. It appears that my computer is again being accessed and that web links to my blog are sometimes being interfered with also. PLEASE print out all the scientific info on the links above - and all other pertinent scientific data on the history of remote mind control technologies, ASAP. Also please print out this blog for me...in case it is wiped out or altered again. Thank you.


P.S. I have written, several times, that my medical records appear to have been tampered with, and it keeps getting erased - I have added new things to my story. It appears that my original "Technological Holocaust" blog - www.targeted11.blogspot.com continues being interfered with and blocked from people's view even in search engines. After the posting of my "Technological Holocaust" news paper into this blog I created the back up - www.technologicalholocaust.blogspot.com and then shifted to my own website - www.targetedinamerica.com when it also met with technical difficulties too often. What I've been through to keep getting the word out is unbelievable, let alone all else. The interference has been almost constant, but I am now trying to update my original blogs, because of early ads I had put out for them in March of 2012.

PSS:  After I made the above statement about my original "Technological Holocaust" blog - www.targeted11.blogspot.com it was invaded - it's March 15, 2012 date color was changed so that it could not be viewed and this page had been altered and blocked from view. Why is this being done? Why do the criminals who target me not want people to know about this blog or the Technological Holocaust Paper that it grew from?


 Today's technology seems to offer no secure boundaries from criminals who are more high tech than the rest of us. There is serious danger in falling into the trap of fully depending on internet and cell phone technologies for the storage of important information...etc.


PLEASE PRINT OUT PERTINENT INFORMATION.

Friday, January 4, 2013

A Chip for a Tonsil?


I remember a Dr. Sney telling my mother that her six children had to have their tonsils removed. I remember us being taken, one by one, to the small hospital across from the Hillsborough County Farm, in Goffstown, NH to have it done. 
 
After that

I remember my sister suddenly getting some nerve or muscle damage in her eye. . .and them calling it a "lazy eye", although it suddenly happened. I remember my little brother suddenly forgetting how to read around 8th or 9th grade...and all of us wondering how he could have gotten that far in school without knowing how to read. . .and none of us realizing that he HAD known how to read and had suddenly and mysteriously forgotten some of the process. I remember. . .

   Were we micro chipped when our tonsils were removed? Simple tests would show the Truth - and find either remaining chips or recent incisions. I say recent incisions, because around 2010, I woke with a weird sore throat and blood trickling down the back of my throat. It felt like my throat had been cut while I was asleep, but that didn't make any sense to me at the time. Now. . .I wonder. Are they inconspicuously removing larger, more detectable microchips that were used on people in the 1960s or 1970s? If so, there will be evidence of recent incisions, and the memory of a sudden unexplainable sore throat, in those whom they have been removed from.

It is a sure thing that mine is not the only family this has happened to. Did you have your tonsils removed in the late 1960s or 1970s, in the Goffstown, New Hampshire area? Would you want to know if you are, or were, walking around with a microchip, which enabled you to be used for technological mind control experimentation?

FYI: It is said that micro chips are no longer needed for more advanced remote mind control technologies to be successful. Can you care to think about what this means for humanity's future if these crimes are not quickly stopped?

 www.targetedinamerica.com

Please realize what is happening, because all of humanity is in SERIOUS danger with advanced mind control technologies no longer needing microchips for successful intrusions. This Truly is a Technological Holocaust.

P.S. The hospital this took place in has been since torn down. . .and was on the same grounds as the previous Hillsborough County Nursing Home, which I worked at and felt microwaved at, around 1974.