.

My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Thursday, December 12, 2013

To whom it should concern

I am a writer who is a witness to, and a victim of, serious technological crimes against humanity. I am writing this statement to inform you of this grave situation and beg for help for those of us who are being criminally targeted - tortured with various types of chemicals, drugs and radio wave technologies, which include remotely operated microwave and laser weapons and satellite viewing systems.

I have never done anything to warrant this. Prior to the worst of this targeting I was a healthy and active middle class mother who has never engaged in any sort of criminal activity or political activism...etc.. I used to own a nice country home and am now living in a car that may not last much longer.

I believe that my family has been used for remote technological experimentation since at least 1974 and remain unaware victims of brainwashings. Those who target us appear to have singled me out for heavier targeting. My personal situation reached a critical point around 1990 and has vamped up several times since 2001. The hell I’ve been experiencing is indescribable.

It appears that I am being remotely watched (like through satellite) and often either stalked or psychologically harassed by local organized stalking and harassment groups.

My homes, vehicles, businesses, jobs, relationships and health have been being sabotaged by those who target me. I have been periodically drugged, inflicted with some sort of chemicals and/or bacteria that burn my lungs and eyes, threatened and shot with what appears to be some sort of laser weapon, which can cause severe pain, nausea, vomiting, heart attack symptoms, painful lumps on my head, sudden back, abdominal or limb pain...etc. I am often microwaved to the point of experiencing extreme heat in my head, mental confusion and numbness, physical and mental fatigue and physical illness...etc.

The pain and torture I am often forced to endure is probably comparable to being in a Nazi concentration camp. . .only worse on some ways, because I am surrounded by people who do not understand what is happening and cannot help me in the ways that I need it. My family members remain unaware mind control victims who appear to be programmed to drive against me and not believe or help me in the ways that I need it. I have been forced into a painful and dangerous isolation.

Since 2005, they appear to be trying to discredit me through public slanderings or through framing me for uncommitted crimes. My phone, emails, bank accounts and possibly even snail mail appear to be being interfered with. And there have been several attempts on my life in ways that appear to be trying to make it look like an accident or natural death. (I am lucky to be alive at this point.)

I have begged for help in every possible place from local law enforcement to FBI, Obama, human rights organizations and foreign countries.

Every day I pray for the targeting to stop - for this Technological Holocaust to be exposed and ended. But each pain filled day rolls into the next and years creep by as I fight to survive and expose these crimes while being threatened, stalked and shot with laser and microwave weapons...etc.

Though this may sound like science fiction horror, it is a sad and devastating reality for growing numbers of people. I am just one of many. We desperately need this targeting to be exposed and stopped. I beg you to do all that you can to stand up and speak out against these horrific crimes against humanity. We need you. We need your hearts to find the courage to stand up for us, because we are dyeing the slowest and cruelest deaths imaginable and these crimes can only get worst if nothing is done to stop them. Please help us and save the rest of humanity from this holocaust.

With Tears of Hope,
Sharon Rose Poet
(previously Sharon Y. LaBree, Sharon Buck and Namatari was my pen name)



My struggle to survive being targeted remains intense and more difficult than words can express! More than ever. . . I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as for the production of the Heart Bud. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


FYI: This blog is being interfered with - often malfunctioning while I try to use it. Changes may also still be made to my writings. Its difficult for me to keep up with. Please listen to your own Hearts above all else.



Update; Among other things they deleted following posts from this blog.


December 31, 2013 (4pm): Journey of a Targeted Individual


Shards of Ice

In barren winter she stumbles alone
Her destination completely unknown.

No warmth or shelter anywhere in sight.
Her days as empty as darkest nights.

Losing time - a month, a year, a week?
Each moan freezing tears upon her cheek.

So torn - each stitch in mended seams
That cold seeps in to skin uncleaned.

Shards of ice in wind gusts lash
Now stabbing deep each previous gash.

Exhausted limbs begin to freeze
Often dropping her to skinned knees.

Each step a pain she must endure.
Her troubled mind left too unsure.

No longer searching for nothing there
No one allowed to reach her or care.

Her strength a mask trying to bare
Now shattering in empty air.

How long will she last in such a land?
And who could try to understand?

Her heart cries. Her soul screams.
But Light still shines in broken dreams.


Sunday, December 29, 2013: Counting Sheep Prevents my Sleep:

I was pretty heavily microwaved yesterday. My temp dropped to around 97 and I felt a bit loopy. I had a difficult time getting to sleep so I decided to start counting sheep and it went something like this. . .

The first little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 2nd little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 3rd... 4th... 5th... 6th... 7th... OOPS! That one got microwaved! 7th... 8th... DAMN! That one got shot with a laser weapon and now has brain damage! 8th... 9th... 10th... Oh my! That one got micro chipped and mind controlled and is trying to jump backwards!

10th little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 11th... HMMM! That one is cross eyed and doesn't hear me at first, because there is a psychotronic weapon trying to read its mind. 11th little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 12th... 13th... 14th... Well! Looks like that one is not going to make it past the swarms of gang stalkers.

14th... 15th... WHAT THE HECK! That one is just standing there shaking. Its afraid to jump into the air because it was brainwashed into thinking it was abducted by aliens the last time it was kidnapped and mutilated in a mad scientist's lab. 15th... 16th... Oh no! That one just got its life force energy sucked out and put into a glass cylinder for future scientific experimentations. Poor thing.

16th little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 17th... 18th... 19th... WHAT! That one is just standing there with its arms crossed - refusing to jump, because it knows that there is a group of sadists waiting on the other side and sharpening their knives for a lamb chop dinner. 19th little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 20th... 20th... 20th... That one is still sleeping and doesn't even know its turn it up. Its been being microwaved and experimented on for four decades and now has lupus and is too tired to want to do much of anything.

21st... Awe! That one fell because its crying so hard about what is happening to the other sheep. 21st little sheep jumps over the holocaust. 22nd... The 23rd and 24th had been standing up for the other sheep and try jumping at the same time. NO WAY! One is suddenly grabbed by the police and hoof cuffed due to being framed for an uncommitted crime. The other one trips over crap that the media is slinging around to discredit it so that no one will believe it or help the other sheep.

The 25th sheep makes it over the holocaust, but is crying and praying while digging graves for the ones who never made it...etc.

Needless to say I did not get much sleep. But I laughed until I cried as each crazy (but too real) scenario painted itself into my imagination. Sometimes laughing is as good a form of a release as crying is. Words can not describe how much my heart hurts for us. Its too much to bear while being tortured/targeted. I ache in ways that I've never before experienced. And sometimes I feel like I am literally going crazy. Please God, let this be over soon. . .really soon.


Saturday, December 14, 2013 (5:30 pm): Christmas Reality Poem
 
An Extra Candle
Lets Light an extra candle
On this sad Christmas day
For all the tortured people
Who'll be hit with microwaves.

Wishing you all a Meaningful Christmas - one that is filled with the kind of Love that Christ came to teach us. And while you are there in your Heart, would you send a prayer for heavily targeted individuals, because we are hurting and its difficult to be happy or "merry" about much of anything. I plan to Light that candle for all of humanity - for a quick and peaceful end to this crisis.

Jesus was born for us and lived to teach us.
Lets celebrate His birth, His life, His Love.




Monday, December 9, 2013

A Letter to Humanity


To whom it should concern,
   I am a writer who is a Targeted Individual - a witness to, and a victim of, serious technological crimes against humanity. I am writing this statement to inform you of this grave situation and beg for help for those of us who are being criminally targeted and/or brutally tortured with various types of chemicals, drugs and radio wave technologies, which include psychotronic - mind control weapons, microwave weapons, laser weapons and chemical warfare. 

My struggle to survive being targeted remains intense and more difficult than words can express! More than ever. . . I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as for the production of the Heart Bud. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA


FYI: This blog is being interfered with - often malfunctioning while I try to use it. Changes may also still be made to my writings. Its difficult for me to keep up with. Please listen to your own Hearts above all else.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Victims of Hell


Victims of Hell
copyright by Sharon Poet

None of us can rightly blame
Anything but this lethal game.
We are all just victims of hell.
Surly me, but them as well.


Dysfunctional Walls


Dysfunctional Walls
copyright by Sharon Poet

I try to build them strong
These walls around my pain,
Filling them with nicotine
And anger tinted with shame.
But still. . . 
I can not completely store
All that I protect and hide.
My heart still feels it all
And in my dreams. . .I cry. 

 

On this blog I've focused primarily on educating the public and sharing some of my experiences with being targeted, because sharing the depths of my feelings has felt like too much exposure in a world that can not yet understand what we are going through and seems to be robbing us of our right to even have natural and normal feelings without threats of psychological misdiagnosis...etc.

Though, in normal life circumstances, I am a strong advocate of healing our hearts through embracing sadness, being targeted and not believed or fully helped has often left me feeling too deeply hurt.
   Sometimes I feel like I have been cut so deep that there is no chance of even beginning to heal from it until the trauma of seeing and experiencing my loved ones and I being so heavily targeted is over. Sometimes I literally can not bear the pain of knowing and watching what is being done to humanity. Consequently, I have been suppressing far more than I normally would out of a need to protect myself from being too open to forces that aim to harm. I feel that I can not start healing from this until the trauma is over - until I am no longer being electronically tortured. But there are times when I have cried and screamed and cursed and prayed until I sat limp and exhausted in the torturous and relentless shadows of various types of criminal targeting including being remotely watched (like through satellite) and hit with microwaves and laser weapons...etc.

Deborah Dupre Offers Hope

"Targeted Individuals’ 24/7 Nightmare: NSA Whistleblower Tells EU Parliament"

Though the Cointelpro program is reported to be a difficult reality to many innocent people. . .it is the smallest part of a far more devastating reality that is being inflicted on long term Targeted Individuals who are often hit with debilitating levels of microwaves and psychotronic weapons on top of what appears to be an evil duplication of the original Cointelpro program. 

FYI: The Cointelpro and remote microwave targeting of humanity began LONG before 9/11. It has been happening, in various forms, since at least the mid 1970s. The first vamp up of targeting, in my situation, took place around 1985 and 1986 when I had two surgeries on my spine.

My struggle to survive being targeted by microwave technologies and gangstalking - an Organized Stalking and Harassment Program remains intense and more difficult than words can express! More than ever. . . I am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as for the production of the Heart Bud. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet

PO Box 383

Mont Vernon, NH 03057

FYI: This blog is being interfered with - often malfunctioning while I try to use it. Changes may also still be made to my writings. Its difficult for me to keep up with. Please listen to your own Hearts above all else.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

The Slandering of Targeted Individuals

There still appears to be attempts to frame, slander or discredit me in the area of some sort of sexual crime. . .according to my insights, messages from stalkers and the types of behaviors that are being sent to me under the mask of wanting to "help" me. It appears that my phone is being accessed and tampered with and there are again multiple hits on this blog, which are coming from a porn site! (The last time I noticed this the site was based in Russia)
   I have not investigated it because I am too overwhelmed with all the other crap they are doing to prevent me from accomplishing another printing of The Heart Bud. . .and most of me does not want to know. I do know, however, that I have done nothing wrong and have not had, or even thought of, a relationship in YEARS - That I have NEVER engaged in any sort of sex crimes or porn - that what they are threatening or attempting to do to me is a criminal process of discrediting me so that the general public will not value my writings or believe my testimonies.
   I have read reports, which state that similar things have been happening to Primary Targeted Individuals for decades now! There is also a well established pattern of us being slandered, framed for crimes or inconspicuously murdered in ways that appear to be a suicide, accident or natural death. It appears that there have been repeated attempts to do all of these things to me.
   Yesterday I was shot by what appeared to be a laser weapon in my back and am in almost constant pain. This was directly after I started looking for other jobs, in order to pay for another printing of The Heart Bud. . . .and also directly after I had rejected yet another stalker who was sexually harassing me. (I'd gotten the usual threats of this injury prior to it happening.)
   My struggle to survive being targeted by microwave technologies and gangstalking - an Organized Stalking and Harassment Program remains intense and more difficult than words can express!


FYI: This blog is being interfered with - often malfunctioning while I try to use it. Changes may also still be made to my writings. Its difficult for me to keep up with. Please listen to your own Hearts above all else.