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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Saturday, June 29, 2013

In Desperate Need of Help

I cry for protection and safety. . .for a hand of Light to reach down and help me to at least have a bit of recovery time. My health continues to fade. Microwave targeting along with attempts to harm me, and what appears to be aims to frame me for crimes, relentlessly continues. I am often hit so hard with microwaves and confusing levels of covert harassment that it is becoming difficult for me to function very well. My strength is running out. I am exhausted and run down. I am scared and am praying harder than I ever have before.  PLEASE help me


The kind of help I need is financial help and decent
 honest law enforcement protection. Please help me.

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057


The Heart Bud is still aspiring to fly worldwide. The fourth printing hopes to grow and include new information. Please support it: www.theheartbud.com

www.targetedinamerica.com

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Another Serious Attempt On My Life


June 15, 2013: 10am: I parked in a Portsmouth church parking lot to pull the last few hundred copies of the last printing of the Heart Bud from my trunk in preparation for distribution. While doing this I was hit with something that caused unusual pains in my back, abdomen, hips and head.

Around 5:20pm, after a few hours of passing out papers, I pulled into a nature park and suddenly experienced what felt like a heart attack. The circumstances around this event lead me to believe that I was shot with some sort of laser weapon. The heart attack lasted for more than a few minutes and the pain was so severe that I could hardly breath. Periodical chest and arm pain, as well as a strange cold feeling, continued into the next day before gradually disappearing. I spent about 23 hours in a hospital. (There is much more to this that I may share later)

This is not nearly the first time that those who target me tried to give me a heart attack, but it was by far the worst. 

June 14, 2013: Another job and Home Sabotaged: I excitedly headed for Vermont where I had just agreed to clean and paint a rental property in exchange for living in it while I worked on it. (This would have been about one month) A great deal for this couple. But I felt OK with doing a months work in exchange for sleeping in a construction site through that time, because I owed them and was in desperate need of a place to do a fast and brew a few herbal remedies for my health problems. BUT I had not been there for more than 30 minutes before one of them fumed into the driveway saying, "I just got a phone call and we can't do this...." And that was the end of that.

A Reluctant Return
I am being hit so hard since I let go of public posting on this blog that it may be best for me to push on with it so that people are aware of what is happening to me.


Wednesday, June 19, 2013

The Core of My Life's Work Plans to Continue

My plan is to continue producing the Heart Bud and other types of writings. I am just backing off from making personal blog posts in this forum, due to it being accessed and altered and it all becoming too overwhelming to keep up with and be accurate with at this point in time. Right now, producing the Heart Bud is about all I can handle while living in my car and being heavily targeted and dealing with resulting health issues. Words can not express how difficult all this is. But I still pray for the miracles that will sponsor  the Heart Bud and help me so that my life's work can continue.


The Heart Bud is aspiring to fly worldwide. The fourth printing hopes to grow and include new information. Please support it: www.theheartbud.com

I need monetary help more than ever
Please help me

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Monday, June 10, 2013

Final Messages

Sharon Rose Poet in 2005
( before the worst of the
targeting  began)
The Heart Bud is still aspiring to fly worldwide and the fourth printing plans to contain new and important information. Please help support it.

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



I am not feeling well and have been being so heavily targeted that I do not feel clear enough to continue writing personal messages on this blog. However, I will post general information often enough to let those who care know that I am still surviving. . .and I will continue my personal writings in other ways when I am able.

Message to Fellow GENUINE Targeted Individuals
: It is sad that the forces that target us work so hard to keep us apart. . .and that we are surrounded by so many sadistic operatives, who pretend to be TIs, that it becomes impossible for us to safely give each other the trust and support we need. My consolation has been that though we stand so painfully alone. . .our spirits are connected in our aim to survive and help prevent the rest of humanity from experiencing the indescribable pain we are being dealt. Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine us all standing in a circle of pure white Light, hugging each other and letting our tears heal our broken hearts. I hope to meet you there...someday.   

Message to my Father, Siblings and Daughters: I am truly sorry if my openness on this blog has hurt or offended you. Perhaps it was wrong of me to publicize so much about my personal experiences with you, especially during times when I was not clear and was in the process of figuring things out, but what is done is done and I hope it helps other families to deal with the targeting. 
   I have been HEAVILY targeted with microwave weapons around interactions with the family, and I believe you have been as well. The result has been walls of discord and confusion that keep us apart and blaming each other.
    The pain that has carved its way into ALL of our Hearts is something I feel on levels that I can not explain. In the past two years I had tried over and over again to reach you and help you realize what has been happening to us, but failed to break through the walls that criminal technological mind control inflictions have been building for too long. I am not sure if this was a failure on my part or if I was aiming to accomplish the impossible. But I feel sorry just the same, because I could have done a better job at it. I am sorry I could not help you to understand what is happening to us.
   Though there are times when I feel deeply hurt and betrayed by ALL of you, I have also cried for you. I have suffered for us all - much of my fight to expose this atrocity has been for you. I still pray for our freedom and a chance to re-group and heal in this lifetime. . .although this appears unlikely at this point in time. I know, in my Heart that someday the full Truths will be shown to you and when that day comes I hope you let forgiveness comfort you.
   Though I have stood separate from most of you through the past two decades, you have NEVER left my heart and never will. . .and these are not just words. I mean it. I love you. My love for you runs as deep as my pain for all of us. I am so sorry that this has been happening to us.

My Declaration - Believe it or not
: I believe that my family has been used for remote technological mind control experimentation since at least the mid 1970s. I believe that EVERY one of my family members are victims of microwave mind control - some worse than others. I believe that a more lethal targeting swung onto me since I began unwittingly figuring out what was happening. The core of this targeting appears to be inflicted by some sort of satanic occult. My relationships, pets, homes and jobs have been being destroyed since the early 1990s. I am often hit with nearly debilitating levels of microwaves and have had microwaves driven into my head so intensely that it has induced unbearable pain, vomiting and either loss of balance or consciousness. I have been periodically shot with what appears to be some sort of laser weapon. I am a victim of microwave mind control and torture. I am a victim of  organized stalking and harassment groups since the late 1980s. Since around the year 2000, I am almost constantly stalked, psychologically harassed and threatened by community people who are used in the covert program. My children have also been targeted and severely brainwashed although they seem to not realize it.
   The remote technological targeting and community group stalking and harassment has followed me to Canada, Peru, Mexico and through many USA states including Hawaii, Vermont, New Hampshire, New York, Massachusetts, Florida, North Carolina, Utah, California, Arizona and New Mexico.
   There have been at least four times when I've been drugged and raped by those who target us. I have received many threats against family members and believe that four of my family members, at least one friend and several acquaintances were inconspicuously murdered by the criminals who target us. I feel that some of their deaths were staged and the victims enslaved. (I had a precognitive dream, which showed my little brother, Kevin being trapped between the worlds - not dead but no in his life either and I now think this is about the enslavement.)
   I am being remotely tortured with directed energy weapons on a regular basis - severely since 2005. I am suffering indescribably. My health continues to fade on every level. I feel like I am being slowly murdered in a way that will appear to be a natural death. I am a Targeted Individual.

My birth name was Sharon LaBree. My married name was Sharon Buck. My Pen name was Namatari. My legal name is now Sharon R. Poet. I used to own a nice country home and run my own businesses and was a respectable citizen. Due to the targeting I am now living in my car, but I am still a real person who should matter. I was born and raised in the USA -  my mailing address is PO Box 383, Mont Vernon, NH 03057.


Saturday, June 8, 2013

I Still Have Faith

www.heartbud.com
The fourth printing of the Heart Bud will contain new and important information about the lethal targeting of humanity. Please support it.

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

 My writings are still sometimes being altered and this blog and my 
web pages interfered with! Please listen to your Heart above all else.

www.targetedinamerica.com
www.targeted11.blogspot.com

Another Pattern Revealed. . .and the Heart Bud

www.heartbud.com
The fourth printing of the Heart Bud will contain new and important information about the lethal targeting of humanity. Please support it.
 www.theheartbud.com/HeartBud4intro.pdf

Poetic Publications.com
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

 
I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health...for a while, technologies for radio wave detection and protection, to hire law enforcement help...etc. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

 My writings are still sometimes being altered and this blog and my web pages interfered with! Please listen to your Heart above all else.

Most of the "TIs" who had sent regular emails...etc., suddenly started acting differently and/or have completely disappeared since I started aiming to publicly expose those whom I feel sure are operatives in the sadistic targeting. Coincidence? Now I feel more sure of who is who in the TI circles. 
   Another pattern in the targeting: The perpetrators who zoom in on primary Targeted Individuals will often pretend to also be TIs and will offer help (even send bits of money) - anything to gain trust so they can regularly fill our ears with negative messages or lure us to unsafe locations or push us into situations that will be more harmful to us. As soon as they realize they can not lure us into a more destructive situation they suddenly act out and slam us - making it look like our choice to close a door to them. 
   MANY times they have also zoomed in and tried to get me to IMMEDIATELY go to meet them or one of their associates. . .and then slandered or degraded me when I didn't. They seem to be instructed to not give their victims time to think about their directives - to push for an immediate response and then slam them or make them feel guilty or "paranoid"  when they don't have immediate success. Either way. . .negative blows are delivered. They have tried these patterns on me so much that its getting foolish for them to even continue trying. FYI: If you record conversations and later listen to them you will begin seeing the patterns and that they all mechanically aim toward the same goal. (microwave hits vamped up directly after I posted this!)

   In the past few days I was being hit hard on every level, and steady microwaves into my brain today! Is it a coincidence that this is happening around the time when my family is gathering to bury my step mother's remains? Did those who target us get the desired outcome? Probably. Could it have gone in another direction? Probably not. 
     I have been almost completely separate from my family of origin since the early 1990s. Unless the targeting and their drive against me completely stops, and a chance for healing begins, it will have to remain that way. I have repeatedly excused their behaviors through blaming it on the mind control targeting, but I still feel hurt and betrayed that they have not allowed this to happen. I  sometimes feel like a fool for still caring and worrying about them, but I'm glad I still do.

www.targetedinamerica.com

www.targeted11.blogspot.com

Thursday, June 6, 2013

The Heart Bud Needs Your Support

www.heartbud.com
The fourth printing of the Heart Bud will contain new and important information about the lethal targeting of humanity. Please support it.

Poetic Publications (Heart Bud)
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057


I need help too. I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV, fuel and herbs for my health...for a while. This would enable me to take better care of myself and BEGIN climbing back on my feet. Please help me.


My writings are still sometimes being altered and this blog and my web pages interfered with! Please listen to your Heart above all else.

www.targetedinamerica.com

www.targeted11.blogspot.com

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

? "IP Address Conflict" and "Pictures" ?

   The last few times I went to a certain public Library I get a box that constantly pops up on my computer screen that says something like, "IP Address Conflict in Windows...". . .as if there is now another computer there that has my IP address!

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

The Mantra

I woke this morning, as if still in a dream, where I was saying over and over again . . ."God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. . ." This mantra felt like it came from the depths of my soul and was wrapped in a sadness that I can not express or even fully feel right now.

I go through rounds of thinking about my family members and wondering how many other people are also lost in similar levels of pain and confusion due to being unaware victims of remotely inflicted microwave mind control.
   And I find myself feeling angry with the media, (especially those who say they expose the TRUTH) for not FULLY and COMPLETELY exposing the microwave mind control catastrophe UNTIL THE WHOLE POPULATION IS AWARE AND CRIMES ARE STOPPED!
   Can they not see that the results of microwave mind control weapons, which have already been proven to have been criminally used for over 40 YEARS, may be the root cause of many of the other problems we face. . .and that their refrain would enable A CHANCE for recovery? 
   Also, like I have said before, the growing focus on angrily blaming "the government" for everything is not only enabling the continuation of this holocaust, but is also instigating civilian unrest instead of what we need. We need people to report the FULL  scope of this devastating reality with the compassion it needs, instead of continuing to surround it with even more of the types of discord and hate that it was created by.

   Due to my experiences I believe that those who target me have operatives within government agencies, and are putting their victims on the hit list for "suspected terrorists" (or whatever) in order to use our own security system against us. PARTS of the government seem involved and the rest are either being deceived or are oblivious to what is happening. 

Educating the good parts of our government as well as the public seems to be the key. (And its too much to expect Primary Targeted Individuals to effectively continue doing the job of the media, law enforcement and government while also fighting to survive the targeting!!!!)
   How do you suppose most government officials (The ones who are decent honest people and are not taking part in these crimes) will feel when they realize that they themselves may be victims of mind control technologies and are being used by criminals who are taking over this country and harming innocent people? How will honest law enforcement and military (especially veterans) feel when they realize that they are being used to cruelly target witnesses to crimes that are probably being committed against them as well?

What I woke feeling this morning was the pain and concern that also resides beneath my own frustration over not being effective enough with anything I've tried to do to help us through this crisis. I can use the valid excuse that I am homeless and not getting the help I need. . .and that I am constantly surrounded by criminals who either stalk me, try to lure me to fake TI groups and homes, harass me, distract me, sabotage my work, destroy my homes, microwave me or threatened me...etc. But the Truth is that I too have failed to do all that I could for humanity. And I feel deeply sorry for this. But I do not know what else to do.

So again. . .God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. God, please stop microwave technologies from being used on humanity. . .

 I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as to help with the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters.  Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health... Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

Sunday, June 2, 2013

The Rambling. . .Book Download

Ramblings of TI Book
Freely download a book of this blog: Third Edition: 
Update: This book is a bit out dated and may contain some inaccurate material.
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/Ramblings3web.pdf

I did not have the time to replace altered posts, but plan to do so in a future edition. This book is primarily the way the blog is right now. A hard copy will soon be available on Amazon at minimal cost:

 I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as to help with the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health... Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA
www.targetedinamerica.com

I have been hit with microwaves through most of  this day. Stats suddenly jumped up after my mentioning them suddenly going down. But most hits appear to be from statistic search engines. I do not know if it is actually being viewed by the public at this time

My writings are still sometimes being altered!
Please listen to your Heart above all else. 

Saturday, June 1, 2013

The Heart Bud is Yearning to Reach More of Humanity

www.heartbud.com
The fourth printing of the Heart Bud will contain new and important information about the technological targeting of humanity. Please support it.
 www.theheartbud.com/HeartBud4intro.pdf

Poetic Publications.com
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

 

The severe targeting is taking a bit of a respite since it brought me to my knees a few days back. (Its like a roller coaster ride on an unstable track!) I'm using this window of time to work on the fourth issue of the Heart Bud and a book of this blog.
  There continues to be a lot of interference with my writings on the web. My www.targeted11.blogspot.com is not always coming up on search engines and there had been an effort to hide the date of my first posting on it. My sites appear to have suddenly been moved WAY down on search engines and the back up blog page on www.targetedinamerica.com has been cut off, preventing full view of it...etc. Just before this was done I was getting around 400 hits per day on the "Targeted in America" site and around 100 per day on this blog. They appear to be somehow blocking me from the public, at this point.
   This appears to be a regular pattern with those of us who aim to expose the FULL Truths - we get shoved behind the ones that the operators of this holocaust and rulers of the internet want the public to see. REMEMBER THIS!
    Its a steady battle and full time job to even just attempt to keep up with the interference on the web. And I'm not knowledgeable enough in this realm, which is why my writings are ending up in books and papers - things that can not be altered after being printed. (although they have altered dates on files in my computer. . .and have altered my writings just before they went to print. . .and I have not always caught the changes!) All I can do is the best I can. I'm still all I have. And I believe that Truth always wins. . .in the end. 

I'm still living in a car, which is not running well, and am in deep need of substantial amounts of financial help, for my own survival and safety, as well as to help with the production of the Heart Bud. Due to being so heavily targeted I can not live with anyone or go to shelters. Monetary help is the kind of help I need - at least enough for a small functional, roadworthy RV,  fuel and herbs for my health... Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
USA

www.targetedinamerica.com

My writings are still sometimes being altered!
Please listen to your Heart above all else.