This blog is a process of my exposing technological targeting...etc., while I'm figuring it out and still being targeted. So please excuse my mistakes and let the core of it reach your heart, because we - Targeted Individuals, are suffering in ways that most of you probably can not even imagine, and we need your understanding and help. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com
P.S. 1-2-12: The "Mind Control" page on my website was altered - the title and search words all jumbled up and some sort of code added to the page. It appears that my computer is again being accessed and that web links to my blog are sometimes being interfered with. PLEASE print out all pertinent scientific data on remote mind control technologies, ASAP. Also please print out this blog for me...in case it is wiped out. Thank you.
I believe that criminal use of Remote Mind Control Technologies is the most dangerous thing humanity now faces, because their criminal use now seems to lurk in the shadows of humanity's most serious problems.
If you Look With Your Heart You Will See Please print out the following information, read it as soon as possible and help pass the word.
I'm feeling sad about my situation. But when I step back and see where this is heading. . .my tears fall for all of humanity. I see how the criminal use of remote microwave technologies - the intrusions into our minds and bodies, is preventing our Soul's growth and our Heart's natural healing process, through the destruction of our free will and mental health.
I have been trying so hard to help us, although I am barely surviving heavy levels of targeting and the homeless plight it has driven me into. Sometimes I feel angry and sorry for myself. . .and I wonder why I still fight to help those who can not care about me or the plight of humanity. But then. . .in my heart I know that, no matter how cruel and uncaring people are to me, its just because they are not being allowed to care or see. (The ultimate "catch 22")
Dr. Duncan's, "Its too late" echoes in the shadow of our faded Hope. . .but its NOT "too late" - not in the grander scheme of things, at least. It appears to be becoming too late for many Primary Targeted Individuals to get full protection and help in our lifetime, but it is NOT too late for the Heart of humanity to be saved from the darkness that aims to suppress it. The Light will win and humanity will have it's freedom again. I know it will. In my heart I know it - no matter what is projected into our minds, the Light will eventually shine away the darkness.
I found out too late to reach my own family.
But its not too late for the Heart of humanity.
Love will reach into our hearts and set us free. If you look with yours you will See.
P.S. It appears that the heavy microwave attacks (As well as the sudden voids of them) and alterings of my writings, come at strategic times, in order to prevent me from being believed and perhaps to also prevent me from getting help. I feel like people's Hearts keep passing me by due to unnoticed manipulations. But there is nothing I can do. . .except keep asking for help. . .
I'm being heavily targeted and am now living in an unheated vehicle, in a frigid New Hampshire. I'm in deep need of enough financial assistance to provide me with safety, protection through purchasing technologies that can detect and block microchips and microwave energies...etc. Please help me.
PLEASE pray for the targeting to end. . .because you care about me/us enough to not want us to continue suffering. . .even if you think that proving the targeting makes you look "bad" or "wrong." Please "lead with your Hearts."
My blog and website statements have come primarily from my own personal experiences, insights and instincts. . .and it appears that more proof is required. I can not prove to you, with my words, that I am not "mentally ill", especially since my whole family remains stuck in this assumption/projection. . .in the shadows of no testing and no opportunity to prove what is happening to ALL of us. No Targeted Individual (TI) should have to prove their sanity - the opposite is the only ethical and fair thing to do. We should be believed unless proven wrong by HONEST testing for micro chips, for over doses of microwave energy and brain and cell structure damage...etc.
Even serious criminals are innocent until found guilty!!!
As for physical evidence, I can not share much more, because I feel that it will put people in danger of being targeted. . .and that the evidence will be destroyed. . .and too much of this has already happened. But I have already told a few people about this one: I witnessed things, in the 1970s, while working as a nursing assistant at the Hillsborough County Nursing Home, which was part of the "County Farm" in Goffstown, NH, at that time. I now believe that the Farm/home residents and workers were victims of the criminal use of remote microwave technologies. My head hurt in strange ways while I worked there. I had not had any problems with head aches prior to working there and they stopped when I left. Also, the residents would go through periods of appearing to be in pain from some unseen source, which baffled many of us. This facility housed poor people, who had no families, whom they could turn to, in exchange for working the farm, as well as having a small hospital and a low security prison on the premises. The property still contains and array of underground tunnels and a "Popper's" grave yard. . .where residents were buried in unmarked graves up until just a few years ago. I was told that many long term employees have had cancer. But I have not had a chance to check this out. It is difficult for me to do much research due to being held under surveillance and intrusions into my computer and web connections...etc., but here are a few links to prove the history of Remote Microwave Technologies, which exposes it's publicized existence and use, on an unsuspecting people, BEFORE the 1970s.
I have watched decent people be overtaken by a darkness that defies even spiritual explanations - people who remain completely unaware of this happening to them. I fully believe that they are victims of remote mind control technologies and that this gruesome technological experimentation on unsuspecting individuals and families began in the 1970s.
Please download and share this revised 4 page paper: http://www.targetedinamerica.com/TH%2012-15-12.pdf (This paper is outdated, due to my realizing more since I wrote it.)
Will authors like Jerry E. Smith and Jim Keith, remain hidden. . .along with the deeper TRUTHS they began uncovering and publicizing before they both suddenly died? Time will tell.
I beg researchers to reveal it ALL, because not doing so could hurt you as much as the rest of us. I pray for Main Stream Media Reporters to find the heart to give this situation the full and honest exposure that it desperately needs. . .ASAP. Those who are now exposing it seem to be only showing the surface that has already come out. What about the rest of it? What about humanity's future???
Can you feel our tears in your silence? Can you close in on Truth's growing distance?
Recent emails I received said:"It all came out on the Monday night show this week..." "... Dr. Robert
Duncan - Harvard/ MIT grad - former CIA confessed to it being used on
Americans all over the country to Jesse Ventura and he - Jesse Ventura
said to him, "so it's true innocent people are being abused by this
technology." Duncan replied, "abused is putting it mildly, they are being
TORTURED!" I emailed Duncan and just said in subject, "Thank you" he
emailed me back and said that means a lot and that he was now seriously
ill, vomiting, and in pain. He said he hoped he did not go the way of
Bell but he's not afraid of dying..."
My hope and my desperation wanted full exposure of our plight to be true, although Jessee's exposures do not fully describe what I've experienced, witnessed. . .and found in my own research. Jerry E. Smith had told Jessee Ventura about mind control capabilities YEARS ago - before he died. More in depth proof of mind control technologies can be found in the books of authors
Jerry E. Smith and Jim Keith.) However, I am glad for this little bit of exposure, although Dunkan says that it is "too late" to stop this atrocity. I am glad that more people are beginning to realize that we are not just crazy - that we are in the middle of a SERIOUS Technological Holocaust, which I refuse to believe is too late be stopped. IT MUST BE STOPPED. IT JUST HAS TO BE! Here is a bit of history on microwave technologies:
The following link is to a 4 page article which focuses primarily on bringing public awareness to the history of remote Mind Control Technologies and their use on us since at least the 1970s. Please print and share it.
Tears welled up in my heart when I read that Dr. Duncan is being tortured to the point of being "seriously
ill, vomiting, and in pain," because I have been tortured to that point more times than I can now count. The thought of him being tortured, whether it is true or not, bothers me. This whole targeting situation is just too horribly wrong! Though Duncan should have NEVER taken part in Hitler style mind control and torture programs, not even he deserves to be tortured by them. NOBODY should EVER have to experience any of this hell!!! Nobody! Absolutely nobody.
"A paranoid schizophrenic is someone who has figured out what's going on." by Anonymous
Please download and share this revised 4 page news paper: http://www.targetedinamerica.com/TH%2012-15-12.pdf
I'm being heavily targeted and am now living in an unheated vehicle, in a frigid New Hampshire. I'm in deep need
of enough financial assistance to provide me with safety, protection and the ability to continue my writings - my life's work. Please help me.
"A paranoid schizophrenic is someone who has figured out what's going on." by Anonymous
Please become aware of technologies, which are being used to harm common individuals, families and communities, because this situation is a serious threat to all of humanity. . .not only to Primary Targeted Individuals.
The "gang stalking" part of the 8 page version of my "Technological Holocaust" paper had been altered. Its amazing how they can access our computers and/or web forums and make changes to our writings. It seems like the new technologies are made for criminal access. . .and most people are not aware that firewalls...etc., are NOT real protection. I have found this with my phones, usb thingys and digital camera as well. They can alter anything. . .including dates on documents and photos!!! And the pdf files are now being prevented from being printed on a dated internet page. They just change whatever they want to in order to either cover their crimes, discredit us or to possibly give exposure credits to those who will lie for them.
I'm being heavily targeted and am now living in an unheated vehicle, in a frigid New Hampshire. I'm in deep need of enough financial assistance to provide me with safety, protection and the ability to continue my writings - my life's work. Please help me.
I believe that TRUE Patriotism is the process of honoring EVERY individual's right to "Freedom" and "Liberty".
Even REAL criminals do not deserve the cruelty that local covert harassment groups deliver. PLEASE STOP. Engaging in these crimes while displaying an American flag is JUST TOO WRONG! PLEASE STOP. For the sake of our country if not for us. . .PLEASE STOP.
I wrote this poem in the fall of 2006, while living in New York. Even when my mind remained unaware of what is happening to us. . .my pen somehow knew. I now dedicate this poem to Primary Targeted Individuals - those who've openly fought, under unimaginably difficult conditions, to bring public awareness into a world that appears to have already been oppressed into a deafening blindness.
I am in deep need
of enough financial assistance to provide me with protection and the ability to continue with my life's work. I'm now living in an unheated vehicle and am still being targeted. Please help me.
I wrote this poem in the spring of 2007 but needed to read it today. Yesterday I grieved. Last night was too cold. Today was healing. Tomorrow will be whatever fate is dealing. And I'll keep doing my best to "Let each bump in the road become a higher step to take. . ."
I feel that I can not be a Beacon right now, because I keep getting torn down and refused chances to climb back on my feet...etc. I am being heavily targeted. . .still even through dark manipulations of those whom I get close to. I am still completely alone with this and have too many forces working against me. BUT perhaps some of my old writings can shine a bit of Light through the clouds and into the Heart of humanity. As I review them I am beginning to understand, more deeply, that many of the words, which came through me (and my obsession with writing about "Healing the Heart of Humanity" since the early 1990s) seem to have come from beyond me - from a source that has far more Wisdom, Love and Insight than I have. Perhaps they will help me as well as you, at this point. I hope so, anyway. I plan to share more soon. Until then. . .here are a couple "Poetography Prints" from my 2004 and 2007 collections. I hope you let them touch your Heart and that of others.
These Poetography Prints are un-matted, acid-free 8x10s
Please send your mailing address with $16 per print and a list of how many of which ones you want. . .to
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
(Price includes shipping)
Your purchases can help me to survive, since I am now back to living in my car without a working heater. . .and your purchases can also help a better version of this Heart Bud publication to reach the Heart of humanity. . .and perhaps even fill my 2004 dream of creating at least one recovery center, which can help us through these tough times in our troubled world. I hope to soon post more Poetography Prints to chose from. Please check back for them.
I understand that you are reluctant, at this time, to believe that there exists such a thing as remotely used mind control technologies, microwave weapons, laser weapons and weather modification technologies...etc., which are being used to harm us through the past few decades. I understand your position and am accepting it. However, I ask that you work at keeping an open Heart in regards to this situation, because its Truth extends beyond our belief systems and into a devastating reality, which increasing numbers of unaware people are being harmed by. . .and we need your prayers even if you do not believe this is happening.
My efforts to inform the public have been repeatedly blocked by manipulated disbelief and heavy targeting, which has included altering my writings, threats and attempts to harm me - even attempts to frame me for incarceration or institutionalize...etc., with the use of organized stalking and harassment groups as well as microwave technologies. There still appears to be nothing I can do to free myself from the "Hit List" these criminals have me on. I can, however, let go of the angry parts of the fight to expose, what no one seems to even want to believe, and do my best to put most of my focus back into the work I was doing before being distracted by heavy targeting. I'm aiming to do this with the hope that the criminals who target me will find enough decency and courage to just allow fair opposition. . .because they can not win through such manipulations - if people are not allowed Free Will and are not allowed to FREELY listen to their Hearts or FREELY CHOOSE the Light over the dark, nothing is gained by the dark forces. . .in the ultimate end of it all. I believe that humanity can NOT be completely oppressed by any dark force, due to the Higher Powers and the laws of the universe. So, I feel that the key for the rest of us is to help bring more Light - more Heart, more Compassion, more Love into our world. . .through healing and opening our own Hearts more deeply and helping others to do the same. This is what the core of my life's work has been about since the early 1990s.
I feel and fully believe that this is what God/The Highest Power wants us to do - that the unrecognized darkness in our world can also be combatted through bringing more Heart, more Love, more Light into our own Hearts - into our communities. . .into our world.
As I aim to continue my life's work, I pray that you will include me in your prayers if you can not support me in any other way. I will need a lot of help. Recovering and protecting myself from further harm, while re-launching my mission, is something I can not do by myself. In fact. . .it appears completely impossible. But. . .
LOVE, alone, can heal
I believe this and am working at holding onto enough Faith and Courage to eventually succeed with doing my part in the process of healing/restoring the Heart of humanity. Although my own heart now feels inadequate, and my resources have been torn from me, I plan to do the best I can, with what I have to work with. . .and hope you will do the same.
I am in deep need
of enough financial assistance to provide me with protection and the ability to continue with the HEART of my life's work. Please let your Heart realize how genuine my plea is.
I had a tear-filled morning as I realized that yesterday's decisions must be changed and that I need to find the strength to follow my Heart more completely, although it feels like I need to again leap off a cliff, in order to do it. But I was delivered this song, which brought me to a point of being breathless, while tears once again poured from my aching heart. You will understand when you listen to, "Lead With Your Heart" by the Tenors.
I am in deep need
of a miracle - enough financial assistance to provide me with protection and the ability to continue with the HEART of my life's work. Please read this and let your Heart realize how genuine my plea for financial help is.
My Early morning Tears wrote the following message:
No Comfortable Choice
I've wallowed in a puddle of indecision for nearly two weeks now. Each time I make up my mind, I realize why I can not go down that road. The choices I've been faced with leave no comfortable direction, due to being targeted.
I tried to not write or talk about the "forbidden knowledge" until I get back on my feet and so that I could get back onto my feet. I have tried to forget it for a while. I have tried to "stand down" and I simply can not remain silent, because what I've seen is too hurtful to all of humanity. I've tried. I really have. I've tried to shut my mouth and my heart and I can not do it. A part of me wants to scream, "WE CAN NOT EVEN FREELY LIVE OUR OWN LIVES WHILE CRIMINALS CONTINUE TO TARGET HUMANITY WITH REMOTE MIND CONTROL, MICROWAVE AND WEATHER MODIFICATION TECHNOLOGIES!!!
I feel that I have no choice - I have to write and talk about it. . .for those who've already lost their lives and freedom. . .and for those who surely will if these crimes are allowed to continue. I can not silently enable this. I just can't! I can't. . .no mater what.
This leads me to a choice of where to live. Do I continue living where others may also be harmed by those who target me? Do I return to a job/home, which I can not safely perform, while being physically ill. . .where the truck I live in could be invaded or suddenly lose breaks AGAIN? (The bruises from this last invasion have finally faded, but the pain remains. The brakes were fixed, but concern remains.)
OR. . .
Do I return to my old unheated car and see if God helps me to survive single digit weather on top of the targeting, while I continue waiting for the miracle that can provide the safety and protection I need? I feel that I have no choice - I must. I beg the honest parts of our FBI to finally step in. . .and forgive me for blasting them and accusing them of not fulfilled their obligation to protect humanity. Please help me. P.S. Lot of tears releasing this morning. Finally fully facing what appears to be another episode of being drugged and raped a few weeks ago - in the truck I drove. Feeling sad that I need to leave people who seem to have been so kind to me, through this time. Feeling sad that this torturous targeting continues to hurt me and so many others.Feeling sad that I have not been able to reach the Hearts of those who could GENUINELY help me/us.
Please help pray for the Highest Power to save
humanity from the darkness that lurks in the shadows of
mind control Technologies.
Please pray for the miracle that will deliver us to the safety and
protection that too many of us are already desperately needing as
criminals are allowed to continue attacking us with secret technologies.