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Saturday, October 27, 2012

Reaching for the Light

I flounder and lose the voice to sing
Until I reach back to fix a wing.
Over and over and over again
Rounds until I don't know when.


   As Technologies continue harming humanity and the Earth I am feeling guilty praying and asking for help for myself, although I need it more than ever.

    I made it through October 14, although I'd not thought I would. Such has been the case on many other similar occasions, which only a Primary Targeted Individual can fully understand.
   I am doing all that I can to find ways to continue helping humanity to realize what I perceive as the Technological Holocaust. I am even trying another job, with the hope that my health will allow me to perform it, that my employers will prove to have enough Heart to not be manipulated against me - that this job will not be sabotaged or prove to be a deceitful way to lure me into deeper levels of harassment or harm. . .like too many others have been.
   In my heart
I know that e
ven if this job works out,
it will not enable me time to heal and it will not allow the freedom I need to perform the desired task of pouring my whole heart into my writings. But I hope that it can be a step, which can help me to survive, while I wait for the miracle - while I wait for the miracle that will provide the resources to protect all of us from further harm - while I wait for these crimes to be pulled out of the dark closets and into the LIGHT.

Though so much is needed
For all of humanity,
I do still need help for me.

Dear readers, I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my protection and safety. Please read this and let your Heart realize how genuine my plea is. Please help me.


Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



 
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P.S.  I ask that those of you who continue looking for reasons to dig your claws into me and manipulate others against me. . .instead of helping, PLEASE refrain from following this blog and start finding your Hearts. 

P.S.S. I keep running into people who seem like VERY obvious victims of remote mind control. Many are Veterans. The magnitude of this is hitting me hard. It does seem almost too widespread to combat, but I pray that you readers help this info to reach those who can help all of us.



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Is Sandy the name that sounds like "Samuel"? Time will tell.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Heart of My Song

Remote Mind Control Technologies Perform Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!

   I feel that secret remote mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with and are the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP.  Please help spread the word. I hear that there are technologies, which can detect the condensed radio waves and microwave energies that humanity is being attacked with. Put those into uncontrolled hands, (at times when the criminals are not watching and stopping attacks,) and see what you find!!! Please care to find the Truth.

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I'd hoped it would happen
But I didn’t fully believe

As I sat on this Earth alone
To think, write and grieve.

I'd built up my confidence
As strong as it could be,
Hoping the rest of the world
Could feel their hearts for me.

Humbled to core. . .I was,
In rejections lashing strong.
But I still hope to write
The Heart of my song.

Dear readers, I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my protection and safety. Please read this and let your Heart realize how genuine my plea is. Please help me.


Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057



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Friday, October 19, 2012

Please Print Out This Blog ASAP

Remote Mind Control Technologies Perform Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!


   I feel that mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with. . .and are the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP. I hear that there are technologies, which can detect the condensed radio waves and microwave energies and I also hear that they may have filters built into them, which prevent detection of the low frequencies that are used for mind control. Put unfiltered detectors into uncontrolled hands, (at times when the criminals are not watching and stopping attacks,) and see what you find!!! Please care to find the Truth.

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 Please print out and save my writings from this blog and the sites listed to the right...etc., As soon as possible. I pray that what is left of my original writings will be allowed to touch the Heart of humanity, although I was not allowed the peace and help I'd have needed, in order to improve upon them.

I do not know how much longer my body can hang in here with the amounts of radiation I am being hit with. When my body dies, please do not cry for me because I will be in a Loving Home. Cry for remaining victims of this Technological Holocaust - those who are still being tortured. . .and have no help, no comfort and no understanding from loved ones - those who's frozen tears still shatter into the painful emptiness that surrounds this cruelest of wars, which freely rages against  defenseless people. Cry for them, and for yourselves, until you can care to stand up and help end to this crisis.

 I am having insights around my children's Souls remaining around 5 or 6 years old, due to the targeting. I believe that this means that the mind control technologies are blocking our inner growth and preventing us from maturing and growing and evolving into all that we were meant to be.
   I feel that the long term consequences of these assaults against humanity will quickly lead to the complete destruction of the Heart and Soul of humanity if it is not stopped. But who is listening to me? I pray you do not wait to see.


In my insights/dreams, my children and I re-unite in a Loving world and are completing the lives we were not allowed to freely live.  There is HOPE. :-)

Dear God, please set us free - restore the Heart of humanity.



In the Event of my body's death: 
Update 2014; I have erased this part of the post, because it contained wishes that can not happen due to my family members being long term unaware mind control victims whom I can not trust to respect my wishes to NOT be cremated and to be buried in the family grave yard. Besides, my father later informed me that the town suddenly decided to ban bodies from being buried in the family's preexisting grave yard unless they are cremated. This sure serves those who target us and want to destroy the evidence that our bodies contain.
 


P.S.  I made it through October 14, although I'd not thought I would. Such has been the case on many other similar occasions, which only a Primary Targeted Individual can fully understand. I ask that those of you who continue looking for reasons to dig your claws into me and manipulate others against me. . .instead of helping, PLEASE refrain from following this blog and start finding your Hearts.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Safety Net Removed

  Since I became completely homeless, I've found important levels of safety, under Wal-mart security cameras, from the groups who have been stalking and harassing me. Lately, this is where I sleep most of the time.
   Yesterday morning I was suddenly surrounded by more than one police car and a woman from the Concord, NH Walmart. . .claiming that I was harassing the employees. . .and stating that I am "no longer allowed on the premises of ANY Walmart". . .as if I am some sort of criminal! Those security cameras can prove that I was not harassing people, though I did catch up to and take a picture of one obvious organized stalking member in the parking lot.  This attack on me is an obvious part of the targeting, with fabrications that successfully removed me from the safety of those security cameras. . .at a time when the local stalking group members have been coming at me full force.
   As I drove away, fear gripped me and I wondered: what will happen to me now? What will they do next? Why is the FBI not helping us? Is it a coincidence that this is happening directly after I had brought reports to the media, the FBI and the Bureau of Homeland Security...etc. Am I being punished for trying to expose this and get help? Since yesterday morning, I fear that I may not be alive much longer. . .or that these criminals will find a way to have me locked up and left unbelieved and unheard by the general public. . .as I hear has been happening to Primary Targeted Individuals through the past few decades.
   I am surprised that I have held up this long. But the past year has taken its toll on me, on every level, and I know that I can not survive this for much longer without protection, law enforcement help and time to heal.

Dear readers, I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my protection and safety. Please read this and let your Heart realize how genuine my plea is. Please help me.


Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057






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 Dear God, please set us free - restore the Heart of humanity.

10/17/12: Am very sick and not functioning well - heavy microwave hits, feels the same as past lupus flares.  My children are still so severely mind controlled that they just carry on with their (now suddenly happy and wonderful) lives and do not come forward to remember the targetings they experienced or witnessed so that law enforcement can believe or help! They have even gone so far as to aim toward trying to have me institutionalized.  My children would never do this to me on their own accord - I believe that they are victims of severe levels of mind control and are being used against me.  Hitler would be proud of the criminals who do this to us. My situation appears similar to that of most Primary Targeted Individuals, where the criminal goal becomes the psychological and/or physical destruction of witnesses of the crimes being committed.)

I will do my best to keep posting here so that people know I am still alive. . .but when my body dies, please do not cry for me. . .(I will be in a Loving Home) cry for the victims of this Technological Holocaust, who are still stuck here and being tortured. . .with no help and no comfort and no understanding from fellow human beings.

 Feel for them and yourselves until you can care to
stand up and help put an end to this crisis.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

I Cry for Humanity as I Cry for me

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Sometimes I feel like I cry for all of humanity as I cry for those of us who are separately going through hell together. Sometimes my pain runs so deep that I shift into shocked numbness. A part of me wants to scream, "HOW CAN THIS BE HAPPENING. . .AND FREELY CONTINUING!!!?!!!" And I am wondering, "How many unaware Targeted Individuals are being secretly murdered, framed for crimes they did not commit or cruelly institutionalized for seeing the Truths?" and "Have we already COMPLETELY lost our freedom?" I can no longer think of humanity's future, through what surrounds me, without tears filling my eyes. This just can not be!

Dear God, please set us free - restore the Heart of humanity.


  I hope there is not too big of a distraction set up to drag NH reporter's attention (or trust) away from the information I just gave them about Remote Mind Control Technologies. 

 The web puppets/stalkers have created so much chaos and confusion on the web that its difficult to know who to trust. (A big part of their lethal game) So, I hope that those of you whom I have unfairly distrusted can understand and forgive me. . .as I forgive those who have done the same to me. The criminals who orchestrate this are the only ones we can rightfully hold responsible. Because I have all that I can handle to be just surviving every day, I am not remaining in touch with most of you. Please understand and know that my thoughts and prayers and heart are still with ALL of us.


 I am having to remind myself of the poem I wrote for other Targeted Individuals: 


Don't Give up

Don't ever think we will not escape,
Or that our rescue will remain too late.
Don't give them the power. Don't let them win.
Don't let hope fade. Don't give up again.
Cast aside their darkness and let the Light sing.
Climb up on their stones and raise your broken wing.



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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Please Listen to Your Hearts Above all Else

      The day before yesterday, I had headed into the wilderness to attempt a healing retreat and realized, once again, that my needs can not be met while being held under surveillance by local stalking group members and those who continue to hit me with remote directed energy weapons. 
   A part of me knew it was a suicide mission - that going off on my own could leave me vulnerable to being inconspicuously murdered, framed for a crime or abducted by those who target me. . .so, due the last two of these possibilities, I am back on the streets and am in desperate need of financial assistance as quickly as possible.
   More than once I've heard the phrase, "If they wanted to kill you they would have by now." Most of the time, this comes from people who do not realize that the sort of targeting I am struggling to survive is a SLOW cruel murdering with heavy doses of microwave energy. . .with constant surveillance, stalking and occultish psychological harassment (which includes the sabotaging of my writings, businesses, homes, jobs, relationships...etc.). . .and last but not least - with remote electronic torture as well as intrusive brain scanning...etc. Believe it or not, this is far worse than a blatant sudden murder.
   Its continuous torture that leaves a person with no way to recover, no way to escape and no help from relatives or friends. Sudden murder, although it has been tried in ways that would look like an accident, a heart attack or a lung infliction, is not the primary thing I need protection from. Your help could prevent me from having to endure further physical and psychological torture. Your help could give me a safe place to live and the ability to obtain law enforcement help. Your help could help me to get my own feet back under me and regain my balance. Your help could save my life and help me to keep helping the rest of humanity. I need your financial help more than words can express. This is a genuine plea.  I pray that at least one person, who has the means, will quickly find the Heart to listen to their deeper instincts above what is being projected into their minds. So. . .once again:


 I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my own protection and safety
and to help bring awareness to the rest of humanity. Please help me.

   Those who can't help, but want to, can periodically buy $2 or $1 lottery tickets for me or send a small amount weekly or take up collections from others. Though I need a lot to get me out of this situation and protect me from further harm, little bits of help can keep me hanging on and sort of surviving.
  
FYI: The past offers for housing, which I've refused, are NOT a reflection of  "refusing help" in general. I just can not live with anyone who has been or may be (knowingly or unknowingly) taking part in the abuses I'm still fighting to survive. I must protect myself. I also do not want to put anyone else in danger of becoming a victim of remote mind control technologies. Financial help is the kind of help I need. PLEASE understand this.

I remain in my situation because those who want to help can't and  old friends and acquaintances whom I turn to for help seem to continue expecting that someone else or my family should help me. I know of no one else to turn to and no one who truly believes and understands the severity of my situation!
 
P.S. My X boss - the one who had financially helped me a little bit, now informs me that he is undergoing TWO audits (IRS and Fuel) AFTER his business has been suddenly destroyed due to what appeared to be "someone getting payed off" to use a different trucking company. You may say its another coincidence and that he is not getting targeted. But, as I said before. . .too many "coincidences" add up to something wrong. And there have already been WAY too many coincidences like this for me to not feel that those who help me or support my publications are being targeted.

   I feel that I am not being targeted due to "not being in the Light" or "not being connected to God...etc.," as some people have been suggesting. These degrading comments seem to come from jealousy or from stalking group members who aim to make me feel bad about myself. Though I certainly have a lot of growing to do, and though I feel hurt by some of these judgements, in my heart I know that. . .
Love and Light being on my side
Is the only reason I'm still alive.
(Believe it or not)

   As we grow closer to the LIGHT we are often dealt greater challenges - are more heavily targeted by dark forces. This is depicted in many historic documents. Its the darkness that wants you to believe that we do not deserve help or do not really need it. Its the darkness that wants all of us to believe that "only those who have money and an easy life are blessed by or connected to the Highest Powers...etc."  Please let enough Light into your own Hearts to realize this. And please check out this publication: http://www.heartbud.com/heartbud2.pdf

 P.S.S. It appears that changes were made to a page of my last two papers: the page entitled "The Secret Criminal Part of Our Own Societies..." had (I believe) listed the organized stalking group intentions to  destroy a person through constant stalking and occultish harassment - through rumors and manipulations to destroy relationships, businesses, jobs...etc., and eventually (after isolating their victim) through framings for incarceration or institutionalization. . .if not through an inconspicuous murder...etc.

   I've had multiple people try to convince me that all we need to do is pray or focus on bringing more Light into the world, in order to end this holocaust. Though these things ARE needed, the FULL TRUTH is that we also need to take action on physical levels. (If you knew that a rapist was aiming for a child, and you could physically warn the parents or bring that child to safety, would you only retreat to pray. . .or would you aim to bring the child to safety??? If you were standing next to a cement block, which was about to fall on an unaware bystander, would you grab the block or turn away and pray for it not to hit him???!!! The answer is obvious.) SERIOUSLY PEOPLE!!! USING SPIRITUALITY AS AN EXCUSE FOR ENABLING THESE CRIMES IS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! WE NEED TO TAKE ACTION IN BETWEEN THOSE TIMES WHEN WE PRAY. There is no other way.

10/5/2012: Last night I was repeatedly shot with some sort of laser weapon. It aimed for my heart and when I felt the pain spreading through my chest I moved and shielded my chest with my arms and the pain then penetrated my stomach. When I shielded that it went to my lower abdomen and then my head. I was unconscious for at least 12 hours and woke with a severe head ache. These sorts of things have happened more times than I can now count. Each time, I do not know if I will live or die or end up with permanent brain damage. There have been a few divine interventions, but I truly need protection ASAP. Please help me.

10/6/2012: These lyrics to God - Love/Light touched my heart. (I erased teh video because of being unsure of who it was posted by and its origins. The lyrics were nice though.)

10/8/2012: Though I had a 36+- hour break from electronic attacks, this morning I woke with sharp shooting pains going into the right/back side of my head and was seeing a large yellow blotch with my left eye for a few hours. Also, a van tried backing into me and then pulled out to pass me in the brake down lane - cutting me into oncoming traffic! Close call. But I was lucky.

10/9/2012: I am on another crusade - passing info to pertinent places. Around 11am I handed information about mind control technologies and the targeting I am undergoing to the Concord Monitor for the third time. At noon I handed info to a reluctant woman at the Bedford FBI office...etc. The higher level puppet vultures seem to be following me around and trying to interfere. I understand that this seems useless at this point, but I am still being stalked and heavily targeted. Please check out this site: http://www.surveillanceissues.com/

   Like I recently told someone who demanded that I stop passing out literature, "I have no incentive to stop. My life is already mostly destroyed and I have already lost (one way or the other) literally EVERY person I love. . .and there seems no way for me to recover the life I'd lead before being heavily targeted. (I had owned my own home (with no mortgage) and ran my own businesses, and had a good relationship with my daughters...etc., at that time.) Can the criminals who target me COMPLETELY stop the targeting and give me back ALL that has been cruelly torn from me. . .and can they stop harming the rest of humanity with secret remote mind control technologies and microwave energy weapons? If either answer is no, why would I stop helping people to become aware and why would I stop asking for help for myself?" Seriously!
   Its my love for my children and family of origin that drives me: Its my respect for the sacredness of our soul's growth that drives me: Its the pain of everything I've lost, and everything I've been forced to endure, that drives me. Its my shock over the incomprehensible levels of cruelty, which a defenseless and unaware populous is being manipulated, mutilated or destroyed with, that drives me. Its my DEEP concern for humanity's future that drives me...etc.
An excerpt from Jim Keith's book
http://www.illuminati-news.com/remote-mc-technology.htm


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