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www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Sometimes. . .

Please Download and Share This News Paper
http://www.heartbud.com/The%20Heart%20Bud%203.pdf
(Hopefully it has not been changed by those who target me)


Disbelief Continues to Enable
Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!

I feel that mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with. . .and are the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP. 


Sometimes I feel shocked and overwhelmed by the magnitude of this holocaust. Seriously! Remote mind control, and microwave weapon, technologies freely allowed to remain in the hands of those who obviously have no respect for our basic human rights or the sacredness of life and the growth of our souls...etc.!!! (The NH license plate - "Live free or die" is sadly starting to make more sense to me.)

Sometimes I feel angry that no one is even trying to protect us - that Primary Targeted Individuals have been crying out for help, from local law enforcement on up to the president and human rights associations in other countries. . ., with absolutely no results that I know of.

Sometimes I feel lost in the darkness that these criminals surround and blast me with. Its being vamped up lately! It seems like they are zooming in for the final kill and I know that my body does not have the strength to remain alive much longer. I am in constant physical pain and I am now suffering the results of the last biological attack, which happened at a Library a few days ago. My throat still burns from what I breathed in...etc. My hope to reach safety and protection in this lifetime is basically gone.

Sometimes I feel hurt beyond words. I carry an indescribable pain that cuts deep into my soul - the pain of being so severely misjudged, betrayed, abandoned, neglected and carelessly cast away by literally everyone I love and knew. . .and the pain of all the mistakes I too have made. (Perhaps I deserve nothing more than this.)  I understand the brain washing stuff, but it hurts just the same. If God were not there I'd have absolutely no one to turn to.

Oh God, PLEASE stop criminal use of the technologies and restore the Heart of humanity.


www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. I did stop smoking. :-) Not because I have the courage to do such a thing at a time like this, but because I am so sick that they no longer even appeal to me.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Save the Human Race

Please Download and Share This News Paper
http://www.heartbud.com/The%20Heart%20Bud%203.pdf
(Update 2014; I have learned a lot since I published this paper, but it has a few important articles )


Disbelief Continues to Enable
Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!

I feel that remotely inflicted mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with, because they appear to be the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP.  Please download this and spread the word. I hear that there are technologies, which can detect the condensed radio waves that people are being harmed with. Put those into uncontrolled hands, (at times when the criminals are not watching and stopping attacks,) and see what you find!!! Please care to find the Truth.


I understand that it may be
Too late to care about me.

But it can NOT be
 Too late for you and
The rest of humanity.

PLEASE
Let your Hearts rise to save
What's left of a dieing race.


   As I have said before, my hands are tied at this point. I even hit the point of going to another homeless  shelter, which happened to have an opening, and found it safer to remain on the street, although I am again running out of gas money for my car and am surrounded by vulture/puppets 24/7.
    Sometimes I am amazed that I've survived this long. . .if what I'm experiencing can be called "surviving." Too much is happening to list and most of it has been said before. I'm a victim of a lethal targeting program and there appears to be nothing else I can do about it. . .no way to end it. . .no safety. . .no protection.
   I have been fighting for my children and their children and humanity's future, because if the criminals who are attacking unaware people with microwave energy weapons and mind control technologies. . .are allowed to continue for much longer, there is no hope for ANY of us.
   At this point there is nothing else I can do to reach any of you. Many members of my family and X friends hold key pieces to long chains of proof of such targeting (much of which I have not shared) but they are all such completely unaware victims of severe levels of brainwashing against me, and to forget past incidents, that I have not been able to reach them. I fear for them more than myself right now. It appears that the criminals are winning, at this point.

But I am still praying for the miracle that can save us all.

Friday, September 14, 2012

Love Remains

Love Remains

They clawed me and cut me and left me to die
On streets where vultures don't care how I cry.

Their mirrors now reflecting such "loving" masks
That removing them appears to be an impossible task.

I search my soul praying, "What did I do wrong?"
And write my own sorrows into unheard songs.

Countless tears I've shed for all of our pain!
YEARS still being lost for darkness to gain!

But Love remains.



 I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my own protection and safety.
My situation is now at a critical point. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

(Please let me know if you donate, so we can know if it is interfered with.) 

   FYI: Due to my situation with being stalked by organized stalking groups who have zoomed in to offer unsafe places to live...etc., Monetary help is really the only type of help I can comfortably accept at this point in time. I do understand that this is the most difficult type of help to give. But I am still hoping that someone who has both the Heart and the resources finds me worthy of being helped. Those who can't financially help me, but want to can periodically buy $2 or $1 lottery tickets for me or send a small amount weekly or take up collections from others. Though I need a lot to get me out of this situation and protect me from further harm, little bits of help can keep me hanging on and sort of surviving.
   
P.S. The offers I've refused are NOT a reflection of  "refusing help" in general. I just can not live with anyone who has been or may be (knowingly or unknowingly) taking part in the abuses I'm still fighting to survive. I must protect my sanity - my life. Financial help is the kind of help I need.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Fading Hope

   As I have been saying from the start, there are sure to be a few "coincidences" caught in between the chains of obvious targeting stuff. But so much has been happening that no unbrainwashed person could possibly see it ALL as "coincidences."

   Is it a coincidence that my step mother's existing health issues suddenly took a critical turn for the worse, after my father saying that he'd help me. . . and as I tried to help family members to realize that we have been targeted with remote directed energy weapons and mind control technologies? (I never got helped) This looks to me like the countless other diversions away from helping me or investigations or awareness of what is happening. . .ESPECIALLY since my step mother was a victim in one of the precognitive dreams I had about criminal targeting. (I shared this dream in 2003) I didn't understand it then, but do now. Around the same time, my nephew also had a dream about a "silver box in the sky aiming beams or something at a person on earth. . ." I didn't understand that then either, but do now. My family is a prime example of long term targeting, but I know no one who can even care to realize or  investigate it.

   Is it a coincidence that someone, who knows my situation, is now - right when I am about to finish crumbling, suddenly angrily aiming to salvage my truck and over a thousand dollars worth of equipment in it, because I owe her 120 dollars? (My truck ended up in a storage yard in Arizona after the brakes and engine were suddenly destroyed, within the same week, in Feb. 2009. - more "coincidences.")

   Is it a coincidence that I was shot in the head with some sort of laser weapon and was heavily hit with what felt like massive levels of microwave energy, directly after I had gone to the Bedford, NH FBI and then had called in a few names to them? (This is about the 7th or 8th time I beg the FBI for help with no results at all.) These hits are debilitating and my physical health continues to suffer for it. Its torture - literal torture. . .and foolish people think that all I have to do, in order to fix all of this is "get a job".!!!!!



This list could go on for a VERY long time. But I am becoming speechless.

I am losing hope. I don't want to, but I am. And the vulture puppets know it and there is nothing else I can do. The rest is up to you.

 I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my own protection and safety as I try to bring public awareness to this holocaust. My situation is now at a critical point. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

(Please let me know if you donate, so we can know if it is interfered with.) 

   FYI: Due to my situation with being stalked by organized stalking groups who have zoomed in to offer unsafe places to live...etc., Monetary help is really the only type of help I can comfortably accept at this point in time. I do understand that this is the most difficult type of help to give. But I am still hoping that someone who has both the Heart and the resources finds me worthy of being helped. Those who can't financially help me, but want to can periodically buy $2 or $1 lottery tickets for me or send a small amount weekly or take up collections from others. Though I need a lot to get me out of this situation and protect me from further harm, little bits of help can keep me hanging on and sort of surviving

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Stolen Papers

Was heavily stalked late yesterday! New News Papers I'd had printed, along with the original copies, were stolen from my car in just a few minutes of going into a gas station restroom! Someone does not want this paper to reach the public. Actually the stalking became extremely heavy as I tried passing one onto the Homeland Security Department in Concord, NH.  

I am being hit hard by stalkers. Running out of everything. Where are those people who's duty it is to protect us and our country? Where are their hearts? Is there really any hope for the USA? Is there any hope for me? All I have left is questions. But there are no answers.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Thursday, September 6, 2012

The Heart Bud


This small third edition of The Heart Bud offers basically the same info as the recently revised issue of the "Technological Holocaust", but in a softer approach. I hope it touches your Heart and helps you to become more aware of what is happening in our world. I have tried to make this 8 page Heart Bud universal, so that it can be shared in any country and still apply. I hope it works. Please help distribute it, because I am unable to do much for printing and distribution. If the link stops working you can also find this on www.heartbud.com. I'm sorry I could not do a better job with this, but without being able to use my Quark program and with still living in a car and and being ill and heavily targeted. I wish I could do more. But my hands are pretty much ties, at this point and help does not even look like its on the horizon.

http://www.heartbud.com/The%20Heart%20Bud%203.pdf
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/Technological%20Holocaust.pdf

Disbelief Continues to Enable
Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!

I feel that secret remote mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with. . .and are the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP.  Please download this and spread the word. I hear that there are technologies, which can detect the condensed radio waves and microwave energies that humanity is being harmed with. Put those into uncontrolled hands, (at times when the criminals are not watching and stopping attacks,) and see what you find!!! I dare you.

 I am in desperate need of financial assistance for my own protection and safety as I try to bring public awareness to this holocaust. My situation is now at a critical point. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

 
(Please let me know if you donate, so we can know if it is interfered with.) 

   FYI: Due to my situation with being stalked by organized stalking groups who have zoomed in to offer unsafe places to live...etc., Monetary help is really the only type of help I can comfortably accept at this point in time. I do understand that this is the most difficult type of help to give. But I am still hoping that someone who has both the Heart and the resources finds me worthy of being helped. Those who can't financially help me, but want to can periodically buy $2 or $1 lottery tickets for me or send a small amount weekly or take up collections from others. Though I need a lot to get me out of this situation and protect me from further harm, little bits of help can keep me hanging on and sort of surviving.

Attention: My emails, writings…etc., may still be altered by organized stalking groups on web or elsewhere. It appears that some of my snail mail letters may have been swapped while in transit. (not to mention the fabricated stuff that may have been sent to make people think it is from me!!!) Please let me know if you notice anything unusual, instead of letting their manipulations work with turning you against me. (Not that there hasn't already been too much success with this and that I am realizing their tactics too late!)
    FYI: I watched an email from John Hall change content RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES yesterday! I never fully read its content. I'd sent him the new news paper and his reply started out saying, "yes, anything to...." and then it flipped to a generic auto-reply type of message! The criminals continue preventing me from connecting with GENUINE Targeted Individuals. . .and probably also prevent them from getting my authentic emails and news papers. It seems like technology is set up to support criminal intrusions. Cell phones can also be accessed. Some of my photographs (the ones that were evidence) have been deleted seemingly without anyone having physical access to my phone. And as I've mentioned before, the dates and times have been changed in my digital camera, cell phone and laptop.
   It appears that the criminals are also hiding in our churches...etc. I've run into some seriously dark churches. This concerns me because those who attend probably do not even realize how far astray they are being lead.   

My Targeted in America website seems to be being blocked much of the time. . .perhaps more now, because the stats stopped working in July, which I'm sure is no coincidence.

9/8/12: Was heavily stalked late yesterday! Papers I'd had printed, along with the original copies, were stolen from my car in just a few minutes of going into a gas station restroom! Someone does not want this paper to reach the public. Actually the stalking became heavy as I tried passing one to a Homeland Security Department.  I pray that a HEART can help me to not let these criminals win.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Dedication to my Family

 I dedicate this song to the HEART of my family: to the turmoil we have undergone, to the misplaced blame in either me or them, to the decades of misperceptions and unhealed pain, to the isolation from each other, to the Love that can survive if we let go of what blocks minds.


With a prayer for Truths to be realized.
 I do not believe that my loved ones will stand up for me. Too much damage had been done before I realized the manipulations of those who target us. And none of them realize it yet. I see no hope for me in this area. But I hope they can eventually come to terms with it for their own sakes. . .as well as that of future generations.

I understand that I've been wiped out of their lives.
But I love them still. . .and always will.


Attention: My emails, writings…etc., may be altered by organized stalking groups on web or elsewhere. So, please let me know if you notice anything unusual.   

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Something Brewing?

Something appears to be brewing since I began revising the Technological Holocaust Paper: I have been blocked from an account I opened on https://planet.infowars.com. So, please know that it is not me who has control of what may be written there.
   Also: I am getting a lot of web interference with printing out my blog and with my blog being accessed although I keep changing the password. The web stalkers, who pretend to be Targeted Individuals, are convincing genuine Targeted Individuals that they need to stop using the term, "Targeted Individual" and I am concerned that this is to prevent them from be found and prevent their cases from being investigated. 
   My daughter's email addresses have been wiped out of my primary email account, which is connected to this blog. 
   I keep getting messages from the stalkers in regards to my daughters. I have completely lost touch with both of them and pray that this has slowed down the targeting on them. FYI: both of my daughters are victims of targeting, but do not realize it due to the mind control - brainwashing part. All of our lives have been seriously effected by these crimes. . .no matter what sorts of masks or brainwashing have tried to cover it up. Their Hearts know what their minds don't. . .and someday, that knowing will re-surface. I am sure of this, because they are good people who are being forced to go against their own will.

They love me as much as I love them 
And their Hearts will surface again.
I'm sure of it.


   I just had a dream, which warned that I may soon be forced into a jail or institution...etc. It appears that another series of manipulations are in the works and I am not sure exactly how or if it will play out, but time will tell. (Sometimes things change after I post them here. . .and some dreams are inflicted by the mind control technologies.)  Either way, I pray that those who are being manipulated against me remember to call in the Light and listen to only their own Hearts.
   It appears that the criminals who are secretly and successfully performing remote mind control on us, FOR DECADES NOW, may be aiming to finish crushing me, (possibly through a framing for a crime or a false diagnosis) as they have been doing to witnesses of their atrocities, through the past several decades.

 I pray that if they do this to me
It  will help the rest of humanity
To finally SEE this atrocity.
And set the world free.

   It has reached a point where the chain of psychological and physical deaths are becoming proof of these crimes! And those who have a Heart will eventually SEE even if they can't now. Love is stronger than hate. Love will win and the Light will shine again. It will. This belief is my consolation.

I also pray for the lethal technologies to be COMPLETELY disabled IF honest law enforcement does not quickly prevent criminals from using them to harm humanity.

Please help pray for these things.

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. I will continue postings on this blog at least once a week or so, just to let you know I am OK. Remember the precognitive dreams I'd shared about "being quarantined" and/or held in a place by armed forces and the "giant black cloud coming over us" and "with the geese" and "9-09"...etc. Some may have already happened, but others are yet to come and probably soon if nothing is done to stop this holocaust. Though these criminals discredited me and my dreams, the Truth remains the same.
 

Monday, September 3, 2012

Technological Holocaust Paper

Please download and share this newly revised version
of the Technological Holocaust News Paper  
http://www.targetedinamerica.com/Technological%20Holocaust.pdf
(I re-added an important page since posting it here. Its now 8 pages.)


 This small third edition of The Heart Bud has a softer approach.
http://www.heartbud.com/The%20Heart%20Bud%203.pdf

Update 2014;  The above papers are a bit outdated. I have learned a lot since I wrote them. Please find updated information on www.targetedinamerica.com and www.heartbud.com
 The stalking crap had been vamped up as soon as I aimed to write a new paper. . .from harassing phone calls and the destruction of one vehicle to the other being shot at...etc. I aimed to revise the Technological Holocaust paper. My computer was infiltrated, and the above newly revised version of the Technological Holocaust was erased, but I'd saved and retrieved it from other places. Its not much, but its the best I can do while being harassed and living in a car. . .and without being able to use my quark publishing program. Please download and share it with as many people as possible. . .and as quickly as possible. Looks like my writing is just about finished for now. I'm stuck until protection arrives.
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 Disbelief Continues to Enable
Lethal Crimes Against Humanity!!!

I feel that secret remote mind control technologies are the most dangerous threat humanity has ever been faced with. . .and are the root cause of MANY global and local problems. This Truly needs to be investigated ASAP.  I hear that there are technologies, which can detect the condensed radio waves and microwave energies that humanity is being harmed with. Put those into uncontrolled hands, (at times when the criminals are not watching and stopping attacks,) and see what you find!!! I dare you.