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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Burst of Courage

   Though I had a bit of a break from the more severe levels of remote electronic attacks, in the past few weeks, it had continued on periodic mild levels and again intensified the day before yesterday.
   Today, I went into an area, where I'd been heavily harassed by local organized stalking group members,. . .and passed out the Public Notice to the Police Department and local News Paper that had printed an article about me in May of 2006.
   I hadn't thought much of that article, because I can understand normal disbelief and it was not too obnoxious. (I was using my pen name - Namatari Neachi, at that time.) But I now wonder where the editor/reporter was coming from, because of today's experience:

I walked in, handed the same editor the Public Notice and asked him to NOT give me any publicity, but to just find the heart to become aware of the targeting and harming of innocent families and individuals in our communities. . .and that on the lower levels of that organization there is a dangerous rise in criminal organized stalking...etc. I asked him to please help bring public awareness to the general situation. He got a bit fidgety when I mention "organized stalking" and nervously said that it was "out of his realm" and "probably nothing he could do."  I stood my ground after he started drilling me and said, "I know for a fact that there is a large organized stalking group in THIS community that is harming people. . ." He got so nervous that he cut me off and again stammered, "There is probably nothing I can do" as he walked away.

FYI: His negative article was kept on the internet under my name and the retraction had been quickly passed through only the local paper. The media's negative manipulations are usually subtle enough to avoid being held responsible, but strong enough to manipulate public opinion. Its all VERY sneaky.

Among other places, I also went to the police department, where I'd previously encountered TWO police officers who are OBVIOUS members of the local criminal stalking society. . .and, (thank God) TWO officers who were good decent people who really wanted to help me, but couldn't. The first one who was helping me has left the police department. Today I was told that the second GOOD officer is now also leaving the department. Coincidence? I wonder if he'll get the paper and the "Thank You" I left for him and his secretary.

This was in an area where many of the local stalking group members appear to be part of some sort of dark/satanic occult and engage in far more criminal activities than just the usual harassing, bullying and stalking.

A few years ago, shortly after I opened a PO box in a neighboring town, was when the gruesome "Mont Vernon Murder" took place - an act that appeared to have been done by proud satanic gang/group members. Coincidence? Either way, you can see the mentality of the criminals in that area. Prior to this, Mont Vernon was the kind of community that many didn't even feel a need to keep doors locked in. It was/is a nice little town.
   Is it also a coincidence that, in 2005, I was blatantly slandered on the internet by my own sister who said that I am "evil..." and that "disasters happen everywhere I go". . .and then disasters really do start happening, in many of the places I go, AFTER that statement was made? This is too weird!

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Resurrecting a Dream

   In 2004, as I created "The Personal Journal" publications, I poured my heart and soul and all that I had left into it, because I had a grand vision - a dream of my writings taking off and helping people who needed to heal from devastating experiences. I had struggled through so many difficulties by myself that I wanted to help prevent others from undergoing the same lonely pains. Little did I know that I'd been a "Targeted Individual" and that the targeting would seriously intensify as I produced and distributed my publications through the year 2005.
   Though the targeting cast me into bankruptcy and homelessness, I held onto my work (my dream) and tried resurrecting it more than once. However, being targeted so heavily has made that task literally impossible for me to do without protection.

 I had advertised in the original personal journals, that the profits from my writings were to be used for creating a "Healing Center"/"Recover Center" to help people through devastating losses and experiences. Now, more than ever, that Recovery Center is needed. . .for myself as well as others. Because my work is being targeted so severely I can not make that dream come true, in the same way that I had envisioned it. But my heart yearns, more than ever, to use my writings in ways that can help humanity to overcome the difficulties we are faced with. Can you help me to help humanity?  Monetary help is DEEPLY needed.

 
 Sharon Poet 
PO Box 383 
Mont Vernon, NH 03047


Please help me to help the rest of humanity.


View some of my writings on the following sites: 
 http://www.heartbud.com/heartbud2.html
(My unpolished publications can be freely downloaded.)

 I know that I've not been doing a very good job with my writing, and I may not be able to do a whole lot better even if I were protected and my writings were not being interfered with. . . but if anyone has both the heart and money to help me, I will give it all I've got for as long as I can - I will use my pen to help others. . .in every way possible. I understand that financial help is the toughest type of help to give in our greedy world. But Please help me.

PS. At this point I am trapped and the only direction I can go in is down, unless a miracle happens. I still see no Light at the end of this tunnel, but am holding onto the faith that it will come into view around an upcoming bend. There still seems no hope for my family to help me in the ways I need it. They probably do not have the resources to accomplish protection for me even if they had the awareness and wanted to help.

The remote electronic attacks have been less in the past two weeks, but if their pattern rings true, it is because they've been aiming it at my family members or some other brain that could help or see or realize this painful reality. . .and will be hitting me hard as soon as I think its over.

  I believe that my whole family was targeted in the 1970s. It appears that each of us were effected in different ways. I feel that the youngest of my two sisters is a victim of severe levels of mind control. Until I learned about the mind control techniques that are used on us, I was baffled by her sudden swings in behaviors against me, which have gone WAY beyond her past jealousy issues. In some ways I feel that she needs help more than I do, although she does not realize it. My younger brother has many of the physical symptoms of being targeted, including joint problems, unusual cataracts at a young age...etc. They seem to have hit each of us in different ways.And the list goes on.

FYI: There were MANY people who KNEW that there was something off about my youngest brother's death. . .but none of us could pin-point it or prove it, because we did not know about the existence of technologies that can instantly make a person go unconscious...etc.

  I'd had a fantasy that. . . if just one family could unite with evidence and make a stand against this holocaust, all of humanity could be helped. But it seems that, in my family, the brain washings against me, on top of previous issues, have been too strong, and have been happening for too long. They are still completely unaware of the technologies being used on us. Also, due to past issues against me, it seems too easy for some of them to think the worst of me and push me away or try to convince me that I am "mentally ill"...etc. This has left me with no family to turn to. I have been mostly separated from my family since the early 1990s.

Perhaps its time for me to let go of the fantasy of us all pulling together against the targeting and close the door one final time. . .and let forgiveness finish seeping into my heart. But I still pray they soon realize what is happening to them, even though they can not care about my plight. Though I've been the "Primary Target" they are also being harmed since it all began - possibly as early as the 1970s. I wish there were more I could do. 

   However, I still gain strength from the spirit of my family. Sometimes I imagine them here with me and feel that the best of them is. . .in spirit; Thinking of my oldest brother’s strength, courage and determination has helped me to throw on my rambo mask and draw my camera while staring down stalker vehicles that veer toward me in parking lots...etc.; One of my sister’s detective skills have helped me to do my own investigating; The other sister’s intelligence has helped boost my faded intellect: My remaining younger brother’s gentle nature helps me to stay calm; My youngest brother’s open mindedness reminds me. I am weak in the areas that they have strength. . .and I know that we'd have made a good team, if we were not all so inflicted, restricted and manipulated into different directions.)

I have added to the bottom of the "Mind Control" page, which explains some of the issues many Targeted families are up against, whether they realize it or not. And I've added a "P.S" to the overview of my experience.



Targeting
copyright Sharon Poet

I lost it -
The life I used to lead
To those who target us -
Threats of dark success.

A MESS

Those whom I love
Turned into machines
Forgetting who I am
Or how to really care.

I STARE

My soul hangs on
Through torturous battles,
Uncomforted pains
And frozen fears.

MY TEARS.


I can not prove my sanity to those who can not See.

"Until Love wins the game we are all insane."

No blame.


www.targetedinamerica.com

6/23/12:
   Recently, I was repeatedly told, by a possible puppet, that I am going "unconscious." It made me think of the precognitive dream I'd had about being "put in a coma and my children and X husband making money for themselves off of my situation, instead of using it to help me get back on my feet when I wake. . ."  (My children would NEVER do this to me without negative outside influence.) The criminals who target me often play psycho games to make me feel powerless against their next attack, like the story that one of the puppets told me, about a little brother dieing, on the day before my little brother's sudden death.
   They certainly have the technology to remotely shove me into a coma. . .without leaving a "thumbprint." Time will tell. Or perhaps my stating this will force them to choose an alternate route. And I'll pray for guidance around that one too. . .and on and on the battle goes. . . My rambling voice may not be getting very far, but its better than the silence that has been enabling the destruction of our lives. I wish I'd realized what was happening sooner than I did.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Still in Desperate Need of Protection

One of the devastating parts of this holocaust are that if we say that we feel sad we are labeled as "depressed". . .and if we say we feel scared or leery or uncomfortable we are labeled as "paranoid." Its all so dysfunctional and damaging that we often have no choice but to hold back and protect ourselves from possible institutionalization or forced drugs/medications that would merely cause more harm. Those of us who have already been completely isolated from our families (especially when our families have been brainwashed against us) must be VERY careful.

FYI: People who are being targeted - stalked, threatened, shot with directed energy weapons and blasted with mind control technologies...etc., ARE naturally going to feel scared, anxious, hurt, angry and even sometimes confused. We are going through a hell that most of you can not even imagine!!! Tacking a false label on us and leaving us to the wolves is NOT healthy for anyone. Please help us instead of judging us. Please.

 If people continue abandoning judging and wrongly labeling Primary "Targeted Individuals," they will continue failing to SEE the TRUTHS and failing to address the REAL issues and. . .ALL of humanity could suffer indescribably. 

PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES AND HEARTS.


I am getting hit with a lot of microwave energy since yesterday. Prior to that there had been a bit of a respite during the days, (for about a week) although it felt like my brain was still being lasered at night. My physical health is staggering lately. I sure wish someone had the heart and ability to stop criminal use of, or shut down, the technologies these criminals are using to inconspicuously harm us. This seems like our only hope right now.

I am still in deep need of financial help so that I can gain some sort of protection from this. I value my life and my mind and prefer to recover from this instead of continuing to be destroyed. Please help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank you.

 Nobody can ever again say that I have not been helped, because I am "too proud or too independent to ask for help." I've flown past that issue and have been literally begging for the help I now need.

Again, many of  my writings have been either altered or erased. Among the things erased are my reporting of being mailed TWO licenses by the NH DOT and that one was stolen shortly after they arrived. . .and the parts about possible Fire Department involvement in the 2001 fire in my home...and the posts that contained the gang stalker website address, which had accidentally been sent to me...etc. I have tried to keep up with fixing the changes but its like a full time job and I am sure there are things I am missing. (BUT THESE CHANGES SHOW US WHAT THEY ARE TRYING TO COVER UP.) I am still being blocked from some of the functions on youtube and fb.

I am also being blocked from the internet most of the time, lately.  
Not much I can do.

   I have recently updated the info on my Technological Holocaust site, but it is being tampered with and sometimes does not load the way it is supposed to (This is the site that had been advertised in the "Public Notice" News Paper I printed). The last time I checked there was still a false link to it, which is what search engines are finding. (They seem to quickly change these sorts of things directly after I publicly bring attention to what they are doing.) My web provider  made a shift with the location of my websites and I do not know if it will be supportive or not. An employee there had told me that the shift was an "unusual" one and he didn't know why it was happening. But there is nothing I can do about this either. The perpetrators of this holocaust seem to have other Targeted Individuals convinced that I am one of them, so I have been being hit from BOTH sides! They are truly heartless masters of deceptive cruelty.

It is difficult to stand so alone in humanity.
All I can do is the best I can and put the rest in God's hands.

 PLEASE print out and share this "Public Notice"
 http://www.targetedinamerica.com/publicnotice.html

Friday, June 1, 2012

Targeted in America

I have created a new web site.


New Memory: (Updated 2014) My uncle worked for the FBI. I have wondered if he was involved, but am now wondering if FBI families are being targeted, because I know of two agents whose wives and/or children appear to be being targeted. Am I being targeted due to my Uncles job? I wish I knew the Truth.


P.S. If people continue judging me and wrongly labeling me, they will continue failing to SEE the Truths and fail to address the REAL issues here. And if this continues to happen to Primary Targeted Individuals, the crimes could grow and ALL of humanity could suffer. I pray for Light to shine into this situation.

I am still getting severe interference with this blog and other internet forums. Still praying for peace and protection for us all. I hope they find their hearts.