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Friday, September 30, 2011

Saved by Validation

My faith has carried me through unbelievable levels of difficulties in the past decade. But a recent drive, which seemed to be aiming to finish me off through steady stalking, harassing, threatening and shooting me with some sort laser weapon had left me in a dangerously weakened and terrified state.

In the middle of this attack, I found valuable validation for my experiences as a "Targeted Individual." I can even go so far as to say that my life was saved by Doctor John Hall's presence on the web. Finding out that there are people in the world who can understand what I have been going through. . .gave me the hope I needed to finish making it through the most terrifying weeks of my life, which started on 9-09-11, and included an attempt, by my daughters and their boyfriends, to have me institutionalized. Their drive appears to have been instigated due to my starting to realize the technological part of these crimes.

Doctor John Hall's book - New Breed Satellite Terrorism...

Brows through a few pages on

An interview with Doctor John Hall:

(I am now finding out that fabricated letters, emails and possibly even recorded phone messages had been delivered to some of my relatives and friends - messages they believe I had sent, which warned them to stay away from me...etc.!!! And the list goes on. . .)

Due to the criminal's advantage of nearly two decades of undetected deceptions and manipulations around my surviving family members and friends. . .my situation does not look good. In my heart I feel that Truth will be shown, in the end. . .and I hope that end comes soon.
I think the levels of strength needed to combat this can only come with a lot of Heart and realizations of the magnitude of horrific injustices that are happening, not only to myself, but also to every other TI who is being hurt by criminal manipulations and fabrications, threats, localized gang stalking, drugging, electronic harassment and attempts to destroy life in ways that appear to be a natural death or accident.

However, I no longer feel completely alone with this, because there are other TIs who are also fighting for their lives.

I pray for the Light of Love to shine its healing rays around us ALL.
Until we are protected and healed - until the dark can fall.

Holding onto remnants of hope.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

A TI's Cry Into a Painful Silence. . .

   I have asked, over and over again why I was targeted. I am still not completely sure. Since the severest attacks started, in 2005, when I finally realized I was being targeted. . .yet knew nothing about national "Targeted Individuals," I have confusedly pointed fingers at "this one" and "that one" and "those people" and "that group"...etc. There were many times when I felt confused and felt like I must be going crazy. My mind would cry, "How can ALL these different people be targeting me? How can this be possible? Am I just nuts?. . ." (Only a TI can understand the futile, desperate grope for answers and help and validation while being zapped. . .which just makes us look nuts to those whom we reach out to for support and help!) Words can not express how painful this is.

Now that I am learning more about "Targeted Individuals" I'm realizing that it has been ALL OF the people who were obviously involved and many others on top of them. It was not my imagination or paranoia. But now I keep on wondering where it all began? Who put me on the list? And WHY? For God's sake!!! WHY!!!???!!! I'm sure I don't deserve this. I honestly don't.

Empty Page
Sharon R. Poet

I reached out for advise
"Oh you found out too late"
Then no reply
Pushed to accept my fate
And let myself die.
Maybe I have no choice.
Maybe they already took
My reputable voice.
An empty book.
In vein I fight.
Have lost
My rights.

Please read this with an open Heart and mind, because the mental and
physical well-being of humanity, as a whole, appears to be in serious danger.

Through the past two decades I had felt confused and even ashamed of being hit with such magnitudes of difficulties in my life. (The worst of it has been happening since around 1999) I'd foolishly thought I was suddenly just having extremely bad luck and was undergoing a huge spiritual challenge. Each time people, at new locations, started treating me badly, I'd think, "the world seems to be losing its Heart!...etc." I'd felt and dreamed about harmful energies being directed at me but had no knowledge of the microwave weapons or groups of individuals, that were physically targeting me.

This experience has been as confusing as it has been difficult!

The remote weapon intrusions often made me physically ill. . .causing light headedness, blurred vision, slowed mental activity, dizziness, nausea, weakness, painful joints, bloating, hair loss, sharp pains in my head and abdomen, sudden lowered temp...etc. I'd continuously blamed these symptoms on the "Lupus" I was diagnosed with in 2006, although I had a dream which showed lupus not being a natural illness, but caused by bad energy being directed at me. I now feel certain that the Lupus was being caused by the microwave/radio wave technologies I was being targeted with.)

I feel like a caged animal that is being slowly destroyed on physical, spiritual, emotional and mental levels. I have prayed over and over again for a way to stop this - a way to escape - a way to prevent this from continuing. Answers have not yet come to me.

Please be aware that the stalkers sometimes interfere with websites that aim to inform the public about what is happening. Consequently the information on them can suddenly changed or be removed. Please just listen to the Heart of your own intuition.