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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

From Blame's Covert Wars to Freedom

     Those who are responsible for the targetings and technological enslavement of humanity seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent or on unaware mind control victims whom they deceive and use. Please do not let this continue.
     Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on until we realize that humanity has been being covertly targeted and enslaved and used. . .and we must stop the blaming and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would pull together, stand up and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up
www.targetedinamerica.com



P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of corruption. But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life. The only answer seems to be to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening 
 
   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations...etc.

    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?

A Hope for Us All

   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations...etc.

www.targetedinamerica.com

   This blog is an example of the grueling process that a heavily Targeted Individual goes through in order to figure out the targeting and expose it, while still being targeted - computers infiltrated, brain function being interfered with...etc. In the initial stages of realizing what is happening it is too easy to misplace blame in desperate microwaved gropes for answers, or rushed reports, that hope to help end the hell or at least make the painful targeting back off for a bit.
   But the targeting is often too confusing and manipulative to fully figure out every aspect of it, especially while being targeted. But I have realized that many of those who've been used to help target me are enslaved mind control victims.
   I hope to someday have the freedom to follow my heart with better edits and explanations of the contents of this blog and the process I went through as I wrote it. (I'd also need clarification of many things.) Until then, please read with your Heart and look past anything that seems confusing or questionable. . .and please do not use any part of it to judge or blame anyone.
   This blog is not a news report or a legal report. Sometimes I posted things to make the targeting back off. Sometimes I was too microwaved and unclear about what was happening, especially with the covert harassment stuff. Sometimes I exposed people who have been being used to target me so that they would stop. But its not about blaming, especially recently. Its about exposing and stopping the targeting so that it does not cause more destruction to people like me...etc. I hope this blog, through all of my bloops and blunders and outside interference, can help us all to regain  freedom from all levels of the targeting. . .and ultimately free the Heart of humanity from destructive technological and pharmaceutical mind control.


Friday, August 19, 2016

Scary Weapon Attack



   The night before last I experienced several hours of a painful laser attack to the upper left, front, quarter of my brain. It stopped a few times, for just a few minutes, but was relentless through the rest of the evening. This was really scary due to the fact that it was in the area that lobotomies happen and the same area of the brain that appears to be being damaged in targeted people.
    This creative part of my brain is a critically important part of me and my work and my process of personal and spiritual growth. I do not want to be damaged any more than I already have been and feel horrible for those who have completely lost that vital part of themselves. Please help stop these horrible holocaustal crimes from continuing.

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Reposting of the Vision of Hope

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please help expose the targeting without inflicting more pain upon targeted families...etc. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html

   Recent tortures include new rounds of the lasering of my spine. Last night I was suddenly woken with severe lasering of my throat and lungs around 2am, as a driver came near my car to move a truck! Today, after posting about manipulations on my blog I am experiencing pain in my chest, which is probably the usual death threat of inflicting me with a heart attack with a laser weapon. I have experienced this a lot and am sure that it is inflicted with lasers aimed at my chest, due to the timing and the fact that the pain completely goes away for a few seconds on the times when I have quickly moved in ways that shield my body. In the past several months I have experienced a vamp up in painful laser and microwave weapon attacks on my brain.

 Please do not judge me based on anything I write or do not write or publicly share...etc. I have more in hard copies and on storage devices if it is ever needed. My writings have been interfered with, by those who target me, in multiple ways. The most recent thing I caught appeared to be the altering of the date on a post from 2012 to 2013. Since I recently experienced FOUR hard drive failures and one monitor failure I am forced to use public library computers that are obviously infiltrated and too often surrounded by librarian puppets who do not respect my need for peace and quiet. My efforts to make changes to past posts, due to my newer realizations, appears to be being sabotaged. I am still not being allowed to change the password to the ftp program which accesses my primary website pages. I pray for them to remain secure.  I do not have the equipment, freedom, peace or privacy that I'd need to follow my heart into perfecting all of my writings. This is the best I can do right now. So, please excuse the mistakes and areas of possible criminal intrusions and alterations. I hope that I will someday have the freedom to fix it all and explain it better.

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

FBI's Ted Gunderson

"Its Important that we follow the path of Truth - that 
we do not weave to the left or right." ~ Ted Gunderson

   I'd not posted Gunderson before, because most of his videos get into a lot of the political stuff that I have tried to steered away from. But this newer video dives right into what I have felt is the core of our problem - a satanic occult that has been infiltrating and aiming to take over not only America, but ultimately all of humanity. I received a lot of validation from this video of Ted Gunderson, an FBI agent who stood up for our freedom. He says, "This evil aliment has infiltrated virtually every level of society."
  I have felt that many places have been being infiltrated and that this dark infiltration has probably hit medical, dental, psychiatry, pharmaceutical and spiritual arenas even more heavily than most government agencies. Consequently, I feel that there is a danger in blaming "the government" when we need the uninfiltrated parts of it to save us, our country and ultimately all of humanity. And I feel that there may be as much of a danger in not realizing that that too has been being targeted and infiltrated. . .probably in some arenas more than others. . .so that the whole does not continue to be blamed for what a few criminals or mind control victims have been doing.
    I feel that the satanic occult, which Gunderson spoke of, has been utilizing technological and pharmaceutical mind control on people in all arenas and that their enslavement of humanity has already hit holocaustal levels and must be fully exposed and stopped as quickly as possible.


Ted Gunderson on Satanism in America

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Th-SO4w78

"Its Important that we follow the path of Truth - that 
we do not weave to the left or right." ~ Ted Gunderson

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. There has been some controversy about Ted Gunderson being an imposter. This is probably an aim to discredit him. No matter who this man is or is not, he says a lot of things that I have felt to be absolutely True long before I heard it from him. I think he is telling the Truth about a serious holocaustal problem that we all need to know and help remedy.

Monday, August 8, 2016

A Painful Batch of Ignorance in the New York Times

   Around the time when the NY Times News Paper came out with the article about Targeted Individuals I was stranded in a parking lot. My computers were being shut down. My writings were being sabotaged. And I was  experiencing a serious vamp up in electronic attacks...etc. I was just able to read it a couple days ago in a library.
   The article was entitled, "United States of Paranoia...," which implies that united Targeted Individuals are just in a state of paranoia. Other titles in the article were, "A Growing tribe of troubled Minds," and "A pretext for violence," and "An ‘echo chamber’ of paranoia," most of which appear to have grown from the field of psychiatry.
  When I read it I felt sad. . .incredibly sad. And I find myself wondering if the author, or New York Times, have even done any research into the technologies that are being used on us, or on the field of psychiatry being suspected of inflicting "false mental illness labels" on victims of eugenics based targetings, or on the fact that states, like Michigan, have even passed new laws against "gang stalking" because it is a VERY REAL crime that has been hurting many people.
      And, even more important, have they considered the additional suffering and pain that is inflicted upon us Targeted Individuals when we are publicly degraded and misjudged - that even just statements like "most likely delusional," can leave us to continue suffering the effects of VERY REAL technological tortures, covert harassment. . .and other false judgments, which prevent the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.

   Articles like this one feel like another part of the targeting. They hurt us and they prevent the compassionate understanding and comfort that we desperately need from our fellow human beings. We should not have to prove our sanity on top of all else that we are struggling to survive. http://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html

   I beg the media and general public to give us "Targeted Individuals" the benefit of the doubt that is being raised by those who target us and those who are not aware of the various types of technological targeting, which are happening to many more than just TIs who are in the web.

Please keep an open Heart and mind

   We need your support and help. We are not just "mentally ill." But we are not OK - we are being hurt and are suffering indescribably. We are victims of holocaustal crimes. . .crimes which need to be publicly acknowledged and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity

Please help us instead of adding to our pain
We desperately need good, aware Hearts to stand up for
 us as well as humanity's freedom. Please be those Hearts.

 P.S. My Amazon books and websites have been being blocked from web searches through the past few months. And I am still not being allowed to change the password to my websites.

Monday, August 1, 2016

Vision of Hope

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html


P.S. I was able to get my car fixed a couple days ago. Have a little bit of freedom back. It appears that I am experiencing another vamp up in set ups to try to frame me as a pedophile in stores that I go into.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

The Horrible Manipulations

   I still believe in the good and uninfiltrated parts of our government and have been concerned that they may be being targeted as well. I have recently been surrounded by manipulations in rounds of intense technological torture to my brain and other body parts as well as death threats - trauma inducing events in conjunction with brainwashings that aim to convince me that the FBI is doing all the torturing and threatening. This has been worse in the past year or so. Aside from around the 19th of June, 2016 there was a previous episode where they had terrorized me into thinking that I'd been hit with a lethal chemical as I dropped a report at an FBI office. In between these rounds of hell I strongly feel and sense that good people in the FBI have been being targeted by the same people who target me. I am concerned that I am probably not the only victim, of lethal targeting, who is being brainwashed and/or manipulated into thinking that it is all being done by "the government." When I am not being tortured and terrorized, and my brain is not being interfered with, I do not believe the manipulations. . .although I often have concerns about how infiltrated our country may be.
    I understand that nothing is perfect, especially in countries that have been being infiltrated by those who use technological and pharmaceutical mind control on people in all arenas. But I still feel that the core of the targeting is being done by a satanic occult. God help us all.
 

God help America
God help the good to stand up for humanity

Saturday, July 9, 2016

A Reluctant Break Untaken

   I tried temporarily making this blog private due to vamp ups in the targeting, which included alterations to my writings as well as targeting geared toward manipulating things if I even just write what they are doing to me. (I am trying to refrain from posting cryptic covert messaging and threats, which can too easily be misperceived. But they are an ongoing part of the hell I experience.)
    Recent attacks appear to be aims to prevent the proper kinds of help from being here for me…and to make it look like the government is targeting me. . .or that I am just blaming the government. At this point in time I feel too overwhelmed and am being too heavily targeted to fully figure out their manipulations and keep combing through my writings.
   The most recent alterations, which I noticed, that they made to my writings were the addition of double words and sentences. They even added in a double post on the 19th of June in this blog. Oddly this was added AFTER the 20th but was dated on the 19th. They have again disabled my computers - four hard drive crashes and one blackened monitor in just the past couple months. And I was not allowed to change my passwords to my websites the last time I tried.

Most recent book of this blog


Ramblings book on Amazon; 

The Heart Bud book 
has my most recent information on the targeting;

The Heart Bud book on Amazon; 
https://www.amazon.com/Heart-Bud-Touching-Personal-Global/dp/1508976120?ie=UTF8&keywords=Heart%20Bud%20by%20Sharon%20R.%20Poet&qid=1427306657&ref_=sr_1_1&sr=8-1

P.S. Making this blog private was not being allowed! I am using a borrowed infiltrated computer. And its jamming up and there is no longer an option to set this blog private. They seem to be trying to force me to completely delete it. I can not completely delete it as it contains important information that could be a source of help or protection for me as well as others. So it remains public.

[Update; I was able to make most of the alterations that were being prevented through blocking me from computers and torturing my brain. So the blog feels better remaining public now.]

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Independence Day Prayer and Statement

On the fourth my tears cried the following prayer. . .

May the Heart of America stand like the statue of Liberty
For all of its targeted citizens to finally be set free.

   I believe in the Heart of America. I believe in the Hearts that can stand up and restore its freedom. However, many of the past month's posts reflect manipulations by those who target me. The last round included; sleep deprivation, tactics to induce trauma - threats...etc., before literally torturing my brain and surrounding me with puppets, while I was writing on and around the 19th of June. Around this time my writings were being altered as well - double words and sentences were being plugged in...etc. A duplicate post for the 19th was even added in after the 20th! On the 20th my computer was disabled and two other hard drives later crashed. . .preventing me from doing edits. The torture of my brain also continued. I still have not yet been allowed ample time and freedom to do proper edits and explanations.
   Those who target me obviously have wanted these posts to be viewed. It all feels like an aim to make it look like I am part of the infiltration and/or to stop the proper kinds of help. . .irregardless of who is doing it. I pray that they do not succeed with their manipulations. God help the Heart of America to stand up for freedom and help TIs no matter what kinds of manipulations we are surrounded by.


May the Heart of America stand like the statue of Liberty
For all of its targeted citizens to finally be set free.

Monday, June 27, 2016

I Can't Agree With Either One.


   I seem to be surrounded by two opposing covert groups. One blames only the government and the USA, even though they are being targeted too. This group seems to be the infiltration that targets America and utilizes technological mind control on us all. The other group goes in the opposite extreme. Both have been demanding, controlling and threatening in various ways. I can't agree with either one. Are they both lead by perpetration? It seems so
  
I wish all covert groups would let their Hearts unite into a peaceful stand for our Freedom. We desperately need more Hearts to publicly stand up and expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, the human enslavement, and the torturing and tormenting of victims like myself

PLEASE HELP BREAK THE SILENCE.

P.S.  The covert and technological hell continues for me! I do not write most of it. Lately has been horrible and too much. I feel too traumatized. It appeared that ticks were being shot into my car today. I am still stranded in a parking lot. I was surrounded by a group of puppets yesterday. They sarcasically took pictures of me after I took pictures of their cars and plates. I'd hoped to intimidate them away. But it didn't work. I am in desperate need of protection from further harm.