My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Freedom Can Be Free

Freedom will be free when people stop fighting for it.

 This is what popped into my mind yesterday, after I saw a bumper sticker that read, "Freedom isn't free."

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Thank You to the Birds

    I believe in the old Native American spiritual belief of animals being symbolic of things that happen in our lives, particularly the birds. Each type of bird seems to represent people in the world that surrounds me. 

Thank God for you - precious little Doves.
We all need more of you. Your what truly loves.
Thank you to the Geese. Ravens gripe at you.
May only good shine through all that you do.
Thank you to the Eagles who, for Freedom, sing.
Oh let it lift strong currents beneath your wings.
Thank you to the Hawks for their keenest sight.
Let your Hearts sore into the glowing Light.
Thanks to all others who's Hearts can soar
To help the Light shine on this lonely shore.

More may be coming soon

Monday, August 21, 2017

Please Stop

   I beg all who perform any sort of covert stuff around me to PLEASE STOP. (I, of course, need all levels of the technological targeting to stop as well.) I have tried hard to understand, although there's a lot I don't, and to be patient under excruciatingly difficult and confusing circumstances. I do understand that various officials must have a lot to deal with in this mess. But we count too. If you can not help me/us in the ways that are still desperately needed, please just leave me alone - please do not do anything that can add to my confusion or distress in any way. Please understand that I need this for the sake of my health. Please stop all the covert stuff.
    I have been waiting, since I first started earnestly seeking professional help (since before 2012), for genuine good, honest, validating, caring, protective officials who can be here for me and my loved ones and others who are being heavily targeted...etc. I have been waiting, for ALL of you to be here for us, through many long, painful years and losses. I'm still waiting, but it is too discouraging that there is still no visible, trustworthy, OVERT Light at the end of this dark and torturous tunnel. Please shine for us.

Again, I beg ALL who are aware of my situation to please let your HEARTS stand up for me. If you can not help me/us in the ways that are still desperately needed, please just leave me alone - please do not do anything that can add to my confusion or distress in any way.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Sudden Car Problem!

   The serpentine belt in my car suddenly started breaking a few days ago - the same belt that was replaced four times in 2015 as I was punished for putting a "Please stop the covet war" sign on the back of my car...etc. Am praying to be allowed to keep my vehicle functional/unsabotaged until the miracle happens, which will expose and stop the technological and covert targeting. I really need it all to be stopped. It has been going on for too long. And I need it stopped without hurting me more and especially without an abduction into enslavement or a framing/arresting or declared "mentally ill"...etc.

Lot of set ups happening lately...too much to list now. I hope for dark manipulations to not succeed in any way or form. I was yet again kicked out of a parking lot for no valid reason today.

I beg all aware government officials to not remain silent about the technological targeting, the enslavement of humanity and its covert program, which uses citizens from all walks of life. We need our freedom back. Don't you need it too?

P.S. I got my car fixed. Then had a flat tire on the 23rd of this month. 

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Call to the Doves

I beg the Heart of officials, in EVERY level of our government, as well as abroad, to openly stand up for us and yourselves and America and the rest of humanity.

   Perpetration, that has tried to be "help" for Targeted Individuals on the web, has told us to focus only on the gang stalking part of the targeting. I have not done so, because I strongly feel that this merely sets up a scenario where those who control it all, through technological mind control, can merely set up whom ever they want to have caught, particularly the loved ones of us heavily Targeted Individuals...etc. (This scenario is also a danger for all levels of law enforcement officials.) I beg every level of government to do everything in your power to bring an end to the technological enslavement of humanity that has been torturing and abducting and deceitfully recruiting and using victims both inside and outside the government. I pray for us to not be blaming each other and to instead pull together and openly stand up against the real enemy - technological and pharmaceutical mind control, its enslavement of humanity and the silence that has enabled its success for too long.

  The sad truth is that the technological enslavement of humanity has inflicted many law enforcement places as well as loved ones of heavily Targeted Individuals. This is extremely dangerous for everyone. I hope it stops. 
   My situation has gotten too horribly confusing and threatening. There appear to be multiple set ups to hurt victims even more instead of helping us. Some of these set ups appear to involve law enforcement. But then there also seems to be set ups for me to blame law enforcement so that they will not help me or so that those who are under the influence of the sadistic mind control will seek revenge! I hope it does not succeed.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Fourth Technological Holocaust Drawing

   Rays of sun peaking through puffy clouds, in this mornings sky, inspired this fourth and final "Technological Holocaust drawing. It is called Technological Holocaust - Freedom


Its A Pain

   Lot of pain in my head today, due to what I feel is radio waves being shot into my head.

The Covert Part of the Targeting is Too Confusing

    If there hits a point where I realize, without manipulation of my brain, that I have misperceived some of the cover stuff I will clarify it. But can not do much while still being targeted. Truth is important.

Friday, August 4, 2017

Please Set Humanity Free

   God, please set humanity free. Please stop all the covert wars, the enslavement of the mind and Heart of humanity and the torture of those of us who know....etc. Please deliver freedom, safety and peace to all, in ways that do not harm anyone. Please deliver awareness of what has been happening so that recovery can take place. God, please set humanity free.

God’s hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part.
May the Heart of humanity immediately stand up
and save itself from further destruction.


 P.S. There is a danger of our words being altered in videos or recordings....like what I saw someone do in a video of presidential candidates in 2016. I hope this does not happen, but there needs to be an awareness.

A Prayer I've Had on My Sites

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, August 3, 2017

Attempt to Nuked Me Into An Abduction!

   Around midnight last night I experienced a severe round of microwaving that aimed to force me to leave the parking lot I was in and run to a bathroom. Then I was hit with a strong blast of microwaves and someone yelling, "GO!" when I did not comply. I did eventually have to go to a gas station and barely had the strength to walk in. I felt like I had been drugged as well. My mouth suddenly got severely dry and my limbs extremely weak. Then there was an ambulance waiting outside for me, trying to direct me into it, as I walked out of the gas station. I think they may have thought I would collapse from the microwave blast…etc., and sent an ambulance to pick me up, which is a common covert abduction maneuver. (I feel that the hospitals are heavily involved with a few types of the abductions of targeted people.)
     I have experienced these sorts of abduction attempts many times, especially through the last six months of 2013, when covert "help" zoomed in full force. They'd repeatedly hit me hard with lasers or microwaves, and/or through disabling my car and then try to pick me up, pretending that it’s a covert rescue, but I have felt certain that the tortures are done by the same people who are targeting me and using others to try to "rescue"/abduct me. I have stated, many times, that I feel it leads to complete enslavement and staged deaths…etc., and I do not understand why it is vamping up again. Please STOP! I do not want to be tortured into an abduction. I do not want to be enslaved.  Please stop.

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

For Us

If there is anyone who is aware of the targeting against me or any other person, I beg you to let your Heart stand up with/for us. We need you here for us. I still believe that it is safer to openly stand up against the targeting if you are aware of it. If you can not do this please inform people who can.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Reading the Stones

  A couple days ago, I sat watching the ocean and trying to get my mind off the targeting in order to regain a bit of my balance. I fantasized about picking small ocean worn stones and building a water fountain in a garden on my own property. (I no longer own any land, but wish I did, because gardens and lily ponds...etc., were one of my joyful hobbies on the peaceful country properties I used to own.)
   I felt better as I thought about working in my fantasy garden in a private and peaceful setting. I never said anything about what I was thinking. But within a few hours there were three women showing up at that spot to pick stones right in front of me. This seemed like more than a coincidence. It seemed to be a response to my thoughts, which I am now sure can indeed be read with the technologies they use on my brain.
   I wonder if the women were completely enslaved mind control victims or puppets who obeyed a text message from their leader. Either way, they need to be set free too.

God help us all to be totally set free
and have a chance to recover

P.S. I had owned my own peaceful country homes and require that so much that I've felt lost without them since I was targeted into losing them and then into destitution that has prevented me from replacing them.

Monday, July 31, 2017

My Recent Videos

   I did not do a very good job with my new videos, which were primarily to give a quick overview of  the most obvious parts of the targeting since around 1974. I was not allowed to edit them before uploading them or to keep them private until I edited them.
   Its very disturbing that I have not been able to freely produce and edit my videos and other writings about the targeting. And its even more disturbing that some of my writings, and their dates of creation, have been altered by those who target me.
   Until I have the freedom to be more clear and concise, and have the right to freely edit out mistakes without being harassed or blocked from doing so or being too heavily targeted to do so effectively, I can only pray that you read or listen with your Hearts, look past bloops and do not make negative assumptions against me or anyone else...etc.
   Sometimes I think that I should just pull this blog and my videos down until I have the freedom to do a better job with them. But then I have the concern that this could serve those who target me if something bad were to happen to me and there was nothing left of my writings. Until I am safe and free, its seems better to leave them up, because in between their alterations and my own mistakes is information that I feel can help people to realize, and help stop, the targeting of humanity.

Play List with my recent videos on it.

The Psychiatric DSM and Microwave Targeting

   I have written this before, but I feel a need to reiterate;

   I feel it is not a coincidence that the field of psychiatry created the DSM - the diagnostic manual for mental illness, in the 1950s - around the time when the enslavement of humanity appears to have been vamping into full swing. Even professionals in the field of psychiatry have noticed something wrong with many of the things that were being listed in and/or later added to the DSM, and had stood up against it. Among those who opposed it were Dr. Thomas Szasz and Dr. Paula Caplan. (Both appear to have been targeted for it.)
  I'm sure that there must be some legitimate things in the DSM. But was it actually created and/or added to, in order to falsely label symptoms of microwave targeting so that victims would be discredited, disbelieved and medicated instead of helped;  in order to destroy the Heart of humanity through falsely labeling and medicating things that are natural feelings and issues, which feeling and facing are what helps us to heal and grow;  in order to fabricate a reason to medicate as many people as possible, with substances that aid the success of technological mind control;  in order to instigate financial gain for pharmaceutical companies;  in order to discredit Targeted Individuals - people who are less controllable and have become aware of the targeting?
   I feel that all these questions can be accurately answered as, yes. This is something that I feel strongly about and feel certain that my perceptions are not wrong on. And I pray for the lethal microwave targeting and technological and pharmaceutical enslavement of humanity, and its destruction of the Heart of humanity, to be fully realized and stopped ASAP.


P.S. A similar thing has been happening with with physical illness, which are caused by microwave targeting and appears to be eugenics based.

The Choice

   It appears that I have been getting covert messages that try to make me choose to be for or against  America or other things. I find this disturbing, because, from my perspective, this situation is not a matter of being for or against anything. To me its a matter of standing up for freedom for all, because so much of humanity appears to have already been enslaved.

 I chose FREEDOM from all levels of the targeting, and its covert wars, for America and the rest of humanity. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover.

   I have not done a very good job with my writings and videos on the targeting, but I have been aiming to take a more neutral stand - to stop assuming or perceiving things as only what they appear to be in this situation, especially the covert harassment part, that has been too confusing and deceitful and manipulative to get a good handle on while still being targeted.
   I'd have to be free from all levels of the targeting and have the chance to recover, to the point of being able to listen to only my own instincts and heart above all else, BEFORE I'd be able to do a better job with this. Please try to understand.

Thursday, July 27, 2017


[ Update 8-11-2017: Yesterday I had changed this post, but I have restored it today. My situation leaves me at a loss as to how to handle this dilemma. I have legitimate concerns and feelings to deal with on top of being surrounded by the usual contradicting covert messages which include threats to withhold help if I change it or to disable my car and shove me into a shelter if I do not. I just want to follow my own heart. In my heart I want to expose enough (but not too much) of what has been happening with the hope of threats to inflict more harm to not succeed. And its extremely difficult to find that balance, especially while being harassed and/or my brain being lasered.
I have actually not written about hardly any of my experiences with ALL levels of law enforcement, because there are times when I have felt unsure of their intentions, and because there have been times when obvious ill intentions have left me in fear for my safety, and because I have been waiting and hoping for things to get better for all levels of law enforcement so that they can be here for us, and because I am concerned about losing even more evidence and witnesses than what has already been happening. This has been going on for over five years now.
I have not wanted to blame any of them because, when I look at the bigger picture, I sense that many of them have been targeted too and many appear to be enslaved by the organization who targets me as well as them. I have been repeatedly praying for us all to be set free, for things to be getting better for them, but in some places they seem to be getting worse - more enslaved, and this is extremely disturbing, especially since there appears to be multiple set ups happening that could hurt me and other victims even more instead of helping us. Recent set ups include trying to provoke me while lasering my brain in order to make me look dangerous or crazy. Around this time police officers were kicking me out of parking lots and video taping me at times when I was just waking and when my bran was being heavily microwaved. Another police officer recently delivered what appeared to be yet another covert threat to disable my car and throw me into an unsafe homeless shelter if I do not happily listen to and follow and obey the covert program…etc. This would also make me lose some f my belongings – the little bit of evidence I have left, although it has already been ransacked the last time they disabled my car for four month last year. Its really scary to be experiencing these things from officials whom I had hoped for help from. It appears that some of the law enforcement places, that had intended to help me, have been taken over by those who target me and I am extremely concerned for myself as well as them.
   Just this morning again, they had a puppet reminding me of the threat to throw me "off the sidewalk for not listening" or understanding or obeying the covert messaging that has been hurting and threatening and confusing me for too long. ]

   It appears that I am again receiving covert threats that they will disable my vehicle and shove me into an unsafe homeless shelter! If they did that it could also cause me to lose what is left of my belongings. I feel scared for myself and other Targeted Individuals who have been isolated and are in danger of being abducted and completely enslaved. I hope that what is left of us is spared from that hell.
   I have recently experienced three episodes of police officers in Goffstown, NH, kicking me out of places where I park for short periods of time during the day. . .and videotaping me while questioning me. This seems to happen at strategic times and I am not sure what it is about. The last episode came shortly after I had posted my concerns about the possibility of our words being altered in videos or recordings....like what I saw someone do in a video of presidential candidates in 2016. I had written about the last two episodes, which happened in conjunction with my brain being heavily lasered while librarians badgered me, but then had erased them out of respect for officers whom I'd hoped were not actually part of the obvious aim to make me look crazy or even dangerous. But now its happened again and I wonder if this is a retaliation against me for writing tiny bits of the parts of the targeting, which SOME police officers have been involved in? Is it them who have been demanding that I erase things from my writings in order to get help? Is it them who are again threatening to disable my car and force me into a stationary place where I could be even more trapped and hurt? Is it them who are being used to make it look like the lasering and microwaving is just done locally instead of mostly from space based technologies? I think it is whomever is using them and I hope they regain their freedom. . .for all our sakes.

I pray for all levels of law enforcement, (local through federal) as well as fire department and EMT officials, to be set free so that they can be a source of help to us and not be used by those who target us, which would be best for them as well as us.

I beg all good/uncontrolled law enforcement officials (on all levels - local through federal) to let your Hearts refuse to go along with the covert program and openly stand up with/for us and yourselves and America and the rest of humanity. We need you. We desperately need you to be here for us, instead of being used against us.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Plight of Targeted Individuals

   Targeted Individuals (TIs) are in deep need of good, supportive places to turn to for help. Not having this has been excruciating, literally. We need good, decent government officials and our loved ones to be free to be able to be here for us in ways that are supportive - validating, understanding, compassionate, protective...etc. And I hope it happens soon.

Covert "Rescues" Into Enslavement

    I have said this many times before, but. . . I feel that the worst of the tortures have been to force me to leave my life - to leap into enslavement in order for the torture to stop...and to force me toward a false "mental illness" label, which would discredit my testimony and strip me of what little is left of my rights and freedom.
   I still feel that the covert "rescues" lead to complete enslavement and that Targeted Individuals have been vanishing - torn from their lives and sometimes not even a trace of their existence left behind through the past few decades. Some of the covert "rescue" attempts appear to be performed by good people, who are enslaved and/or unwittingly used in the foreground of the dark operation that target us all, and this is disturbing to say the least.  So, I want to again make it really clear that I do NOT want to be abducted and enslaved. So, please stop trying.

I still feel that the dark forces have control of the covert world and that it is safer for good people to fully and publicly stand up for us as well as themselves and the rest of humanity.

Delayed Reactions and Realizations

   The mind control part of the targeting seems to cause delayed realizations and reactions to severe parts of the targeting. I have experienced this and have witnessed it in other victims.

Monday, July 24, 2017

Antony C. Sutton - Psychotronic Weapons and Behavior Modification

  Around the late 1980s Professor Antony C. Sutton said, “Psychotronics is the long range modification or manipulation of behavior by electronic, specifically radio means. In other words you use electromagnetic energy – radio wave transmissions to effect human behavior. . . You are merging radio engineering and parapsychology . . You can create a passive behavior. You can make people go to sleep. You can create narcotic effect. . . You can make people alert. You can make them misconstrue – misunderstand things. Each has a specific – very precise frequency. We know what these frequencies are. We know the behavior modification that can be brought about. . . You can induce medical effect – you can induce heart attacks, at a distance, with certain frequencies. . . We know you can modify behavior through beaming radio waves on specific frequencies at a distance. I think what they did in the 1970s was experimentation. I think what they are doing today is not experimentation. . . The West Germans issued their diplomats with protective devices about ten years ago. . . ”

Antony C. Sutton - Psychotronic Weapons and Behavior Modification


Monday, July 17, 2017

The TI Book Test?

   In 2012, those who targeted me were having their puppets tell me to write a book. I said no. Part of the targeting is done by a group that appears to be watching and judging and testing us while we get tortured and tormented. And I do not want to be used in the sadistic games that test and judge instead of protecting and helping.  My books, which are about the targeting, are just copies of my websites and blog so that my information will not be lost if I lose my websites.
   I feel that I am being too heavily targeted to do a good job with writing a new book, especially one on the details of my personal experiences with the targeting.  I want and need to be set free so that I can write my own book for the sake of healing. . .and write it from my heart when those who target me can not manipulate it or alter it or judge it or torture me if I feel and release my pain...etc.

Threats to Withhold Help Continue

    I am still getting threats to withhold help if I do not conform...etc. This seems to apply to various things and has been an ongoing part of the targeting. Its shocking - how much they have control of!

Dart Marks?

   It appears that I was shot with two little darts late in the day before yesterday. At first they were raised red bumps and, when I scratched my nail over them, there was a little snapping sound...as of something plastic snapped off of the center of both of them.
    I am experiencing very high levels of distress lately especially since being shot with the darts. I do not know what kind of effect it will have on me and I do not believe it is a "good" thing at all.
   Its been difficult trying to log my past experiences for my latest video. And it was frustrating not being allowed to do the video, as well as past ones, without interference with my brain and the technologies I use. I'd hoped the new one, which ended up being two due to my recorder shutting down, would be better than the ones I did in 2015, but there are many things I forgot and many things I did not articulate in the ways that I normally would have, due to technological interference with my thought process on top of my own distress.
   Yesterday morning, I tried doing a better video of my chain of past experiences, but my recorder shut down again and I felt it was done remotely. I spent the rest of the day venting in my car.

Thursday, July 13, 2017

My New Targeted Individual Videos

   In the first video below I had accidentally said "2007" instead of the 1970s when I talked about the chain of three vehicle accidents I experienced. I erased that part and am not sure if it was a mind control thing or my own nervous mistake. That chain of vehicle accidents actually happened between the spring of 1975 and the fall of 1977. Within that time I also had a near accident when my brakes failed to work as I approached a stop sign and then found that the brake fluid had been drained from my vehicle. In the 1970s my mother was also dieing of leukemia. It was a a difficult stretch of time. I was only eighteen years old in 1977.

Part One of Three

Part Two of Three

   I had tried, in 2012 to help my family realize the targeting, but failed miserably. We remain separate and they still seem to think that I am just crazy. I had accidentally said "2007" instead of the 1970s when I talked about the chain of three vehicle accidents I experienced. I erased that part and am not sure if it was a mind control thing or my own nervous mistake. (This is the only edit I made in this video.) 
   Around the time when I started coughing in this video the targeting of my brain vamped up a bit and began interfering with my thought process more than it previously was. There are many spots in the video when my thoughts were interrupted and I did not complete what I was trying to say or did not say it the way I was thinking it. One is when I stated that the ambulance driver had heart attack symptoms. It was actually his assistant who had the heart attack symptoms. Sometimes what I try to say gets jumbled in my brain. Some of this can be my nervousness in front of the camera and my emotional struggle as I recall and talk about the targeting, but some of it may be the mind control. In order to do a better job with videos I'd need to be in a peaceful, radio wave free environment where there are no distractions and no intrusions upon my brain.
    These two were also interfered with through technological malfunctions that stopped my recorder and forced me to make a second video and then did not allow me to edit it or combine both videos into one before uploading it onto youtube. The situation about the blue coat, which I failed to finish talking about, is a situation where more puzzle pieces have been clicking together in the past few years. A woman who gave me a blue coat when I was around 11 years old now appears to have been part of the satanic/sadistic targeting. There is a lot that I did not share in this video. More is in my Targeted in America and Ramblings of a Targeted Individual books on Amazon. They can also be freely downloaded on http://www.targetedinamerica.com My blog is at www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

"You do not have my consent," She Cried

   I have added a few videos to my Targeted Individual Videos page; https://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/targeted-individual-videos-i-recently.html  In a new video I posted today Valentine Armon begs the perpetrators to stop. It really hit my heart when she cried out, "Enough is enough. . . I did not give you my consent. You have no right to torture me. You have no right to violate my brain. I beg you to stop. I am very ill. Stop it! Stop!" I can totally understand her feelings.

Targeted Individual Videos Web Page

   We desperately grope for who and why and how in a world that has provided too few honest answers. Is it this one or that one or coworkers or community members or our families or the government...etc. Who would do such a thing? And why? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! When we look through our justifiable pain, anger and fear, from the prison of hell that our abusers have us trapped in, it looks like everyone is involved in targeting us, because we are surrounded by manipulations and misinformation and interference with our brains, which makes it hard to be objective.
   When I reached the point of realizing the horrible technological and pharmaceutical mind control's enslavement of humanity, and was able to back up and look at the bigger picture, I began to see that humanity has been being targeted by a sadistic/satanic force that has been pitting people against each other and torturing those of us who are less controllable. In the sadistic targeting, technological mind control has been being used to pit governments and citizens against each other and pit loved ones against each other....etc. The government is just a compilation of our fellow citizens who have also been being targeted or effected in various ways, like the loved ones and community members of long term Targeted Individuals. Some have been technologically brainwashed into blind disbelief and/or the assumption that we are just "mentally ill," although there is concrete proof that both space and ground based technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, do indeed exist and can be criminally used; some have been lured or roped or tortured into the covert program that targets us and seem to think it is a good thing and are used to help "rescue"/enslave heavily Targeted Individuals or to fight for freedom in covert wars that merely add to the destruction. And some truly are criminals who know what is happening and either condone it or vengefully torture and/or aim to control us, our loved ones and other community members. God help us all.

Monday, July 10, 2017


   Radio waves can be shot into a person's body as easily as that which comes from satellites for internet access. Many of us are being tortured - literally tortured. The technological mind control, and its enslavement of humanity, is the core of the problem and it victimizes people both inside and outside governments. Please help expose and stop it from continuing. I beg all levels of government officials, who are aware of the technological tortures and mind control, to openly stand up for themselves, each other, us torture victims and all of humanity.

P.S. Early this morning I received a death threat, via a projected dream, and then my lungs were tortured/microwaved as I woke. Can they inflict emphazema with microwaves? Probably. This is part of another round of what appears to them wanting me to stop smoking and go through a healing process while they are watching and judging and, if its anything like the past, torturing me as well. I can not do it. I just can't stop smoking and heal while I am in this torturous prison. I am being painfully tortured with a laser shot to my head as I write this and was tortured off and on through yesterday and today. I have been experiencing a lot of harassment and lasering of my brain into anger lately. Apparently they have been trying to make me look insane or dangerous I hope they do not succeed.
   It appears that they have accessed and used my primary email account more than once lately. My original youtube account was taken over and I am not allowed access to it for a few years now. But this new one has been up and running; https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUnFkr95AGaz43o6FmOxbsw

Friday, July 7, 2017

Stand With Love

God is Love. Satan is hate. God forgives. Satan punishes.
God is Honest. Satan is deceitful. God promotes Peace. Satan promotes wars.
God is clear and direct. Satan is confusing, covert and cryptic.

Please stand with Love/God. 

   I have always viewed "satan" as just the dark forces in our world. But I'm using biblical terminology to make my point easier here.

A Potential Danger that Must Not Be Allowed to Happen

   I had exposed this before but erased it because I did not want to make good officials, who do good things, look bad. But my heart tells me that genuine good officials would want to know the danger of set ups where they could be used to hurt victims even more.
   Due to the wide spread mind control and enslavement of humanity there is a serious danger, if those who help to target and control victims are the ones who control the initial exposing of the targeting, because they could just set up anyone they want to look like a criminal part of the targeting. This could create even more hell for tortured individuals and loved ones of heavily Targeted Individuals. What a horrible scenario it would be if the targeting were exposed in ways that just hurt us more. This can not be allowed to happen. We need the opposite - kindness, validation, understanding, protection from further harm, a chance to recover...etc. I think that those who target me know that it would hurt me immensely if, after years of my begging and waiting for help and protection for my loved ones and I, they set up the most innocent and tortured victims to look like the criminals. Last year I had actually gotten threats that they would do this if I wanted a "stand up" in my situation. And it has concerned me since. Thinking about this scenario proves the statements I made about how the little stuff can not be fixed, or dealt with, in the usual way, under the constraints of the BIG stuff - the technological mind control and its enslavement of humanity.

I beg good/uncontrolled officials, in ALL levels of our government, to openly stand up for themselves, each other, us torture victims, America and ultimately all of humanity so that victims can be helped without more pain being inflicted.

Its Not Safe

   The mind reading part of the targeting leaves no room for privacy or secrets. It appears that the dark forces, which target me, lurk behind most, if not all, of the covert world, although some of it appears to be from good sources. I still do not trust any of the attempts to covertly "save" me, no matter who is doing it - I still feel that the covert "rescue" leads to enslavement. I still feel that the covert world is not safe and that its safer to openly stand up.
   Lately, there appears to be a vamp up in attempts to set me up, drug me, enslave me, drive me nuts...etc. I have been experiencing another round of what appears to be threats to disable my car in order to abduct me. I'm scared.

Thursday, July 6, 2017

Sticky Stuff

   It appears that they are putting some sort of sticky stuff on surfaces i have to touch lately. This has happened on the steering wheel in my car and on door handles, which happened today as well as other days. I do not know if they are just trying to make me think they are drugging me or trying to kill me...or if they just want me to think they are. Its hard to tell if there is any effect from it because  the technological targeting can mimic almost any symptom. And they sometimes do things to make it look like my symptoms are from that and not from the technological targeting.
   Aside from this I am having a lot of difficulty lately. I have been being hit hard. Am scared and still need help, but there is not yet anyone even acknowledging the targeting. Some places appear to have been taken over and I hope they haven't really been. Am doing the best I can under torturous and horribly confusing conditions.
   Though I said I'd back up a bit on blogging due to being hit so hard, I will still try to post something every week to let you know I am still hanging in here. No matter what, I do not want a covert "rescue"/abduction/enslavement from ANY source. So, if I vanish its not of my own choice and I hope that does not happen. No matter how unlikely it now appears I still want to believe that there are good decent officials who will someday be here for us. . .with compassion and validation...etc.

Some of my emails were erased from my account. Though I have a double security set up to access it, they still appear to be getting into it. There also may have been some recent mailings that were not from me. I hope nothing bad was done.

Saturday, July 1, 2017

A Hope for Survival

   Have been at my wits end worse than ever. But I spent this morning writing in notebooks about our recovery after we regain our freedom. My hope will not let me stop waiting for things to get better - for enough officials, around the globe as well as in America, to realize the scope of what has been happening and stand up for us and the rest of humanity.

Friday, June 30, 2017

Backing Up A Bit

  I am not going to be doing much on this blog anymore, due to too much harassment in libraries that I have been forced to write in since they disabled my computers...etc. In the future there will be more in my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book on Amazon than there will be in the free download on my websites and this blog.

Thursday, June 29, 2017


I don't need false labels and "medication" - I need kindness, understanding, validation and a chance to recover after its over.
And I don't want enslavement - I just need protection and freedom.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

The Evil Blue Coat

  I erased this post because this situation feels too dangerous without the proper kinds of help. Things are not looking very good for me and it appears that a lot of cover-ups and set-ups are happening.

The Baffling Draw

   Before I realized the full scope of the targeting I had sometimes felt drawn to turn to the  perpetrators, who had previously infiltrated my life to befriend me, in order to get help as I was shoved into fearing for my life and destitution. This had baffled me until I fully realized the technological mind control part of the targeting and that I have been effected by it more than I'd previously thought. The brainwashings can also make us forget names and make us (sometimes just for period of time) think people are wonderful when they are actually the satanic perpetrators who are hurting us. The brainwashings are most effective when we are inflicted with emotional trauma or have been drugged and when we are not aware of the mind control. But truly satanic people can fool many - they are sometimes the most respected community members.

   I feel certain that I have been being targeted by a satanic occult since at least 1970. Since I have become aware of the mind control I have learned to second guess my thoughts and do my best to listen to my heart above them, although it gets very difficult to do when being heavily targeted.
Please read the next post - the Blue Coat. 

Monday, June 26, 2017

Calling All Hearts Again

I recently updated this one page paper.
Please print it out and pass it to as many people as possible.

    Most people are aware that radio waves can be sent down to their homes or computers, from satellites, for the purpose of internet access. But most people are not aware that these technologies can be criminally used – that beams of radio waves (microwaves) can also be directed into human beings to disrupt brain and body functions in ways that can range from mild to lethal. Radio waves shot into the human brain can inflict mental numbness and confusion, unusual mood swings and mind control - brainwashings. Radio waves shot into other parts of the body can cause physical illnesses like fatigue, joint pain, lupus, cancers, lung inflictions, heart attacks, brain damage...etc. I understand how difficult it may be to believe that this is happening, but please give it the benefit if your doubt. What's happening is so outrageously inhumane that a natural response can be to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or blind disbelief, but this situation needs your awareness and attention. This is a crisis that is already hurting humanity in many ways. It is a technological holocaust that needs to be more fully realized and stopped as quickly as possible.
    There is documented scientific proof that experiments, on the effects of radio waves (microwaves), being shot into the human body, began around the early 1900s by scientists like Nicola Tesla. Around 1961 President John F. Kennedy exposed this crisis to media officials saying, “Today no war has been declared - and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack... we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means… There is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity." This is NOT A “COMSPIRACY THEORY.” It has been happening for decades. Most people just are not aware of it. Hints of it leaked into the mainstream media in the 1970s when part of the MKULTRA and Russia’s microwaving of the American Embassy were reported, but not much has been reported since then.
   The worst of the technological targeting is mind control, which is aided by certain types of pharmaceuticals that have been being heavily pushed upon humanity and were even reported to have been found in USA public drinking water supplies in 2008. Though the immediate effects of technological mind control may be virtually unnoticeable to most people, the long term effects could be devastating for all of humanity if it is not immediately stopped, especially that which is performed on children – humanity’s future. When we are not allowed to freely think and feel we cannot fully follow our own instincts and Hearts and our natural process of personal growth is impeded and this is too damaging to be allowed to continue any longer.
    The computerized infiltration of people’s minds may sound impossible to many, but it is a devastating reality to even some of them. Veteran Author, Jim Keith had stated that, "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s…”
    The technological mind control is a covert enslavement of humanity which must be stopped as quickly as possible. It has been being performed on unaware people in the secret shadows of a global covert war for decades now. The late Philip Coppens reported that "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare.” Many blame only “the government,” but victims of technological mind control, and other forms of microwave targeting, include government personnel and media, as well as common citizens. The sadistic mind control programming appears to be pitting government and citizens, as well as family members, against each other and this cannot have a good result if it is allowed to continue. We should be standing up for each other, instead of fighting against each other, since we are all in this together. There are privately owned satellites “for internet purposes,” And there probably are other privately owned space and ground based technologies as well. The field of medicine, from psychiatry and dental to universities and hospitals appears to be heavily involved in the targeting and it is very possible that many of the physical and mental illnesses, which are inflicted with radio waves (microwaves) being shot into our bodies, could be for the purpose of financial gain through the sale of pharmaceuticals. . . some of which may also contain the compounds that aid technological mind control.
   Part of the sadistic technological targeting includes the torturing of heavily Targeted Individuals who are suffering indescribably. Within the covert war, unaware citizens and mind control victims have been being lured into, or targeted/tortured into, a sadistic covert program, which uses them to help technologically target or harass or recruit fellow citizens, sometimes under the guise of it being good or “help.” There appear to be false covert “rescues” of isolated and tortured Targeted Individuals, which lead to complete enslavement of those of us who are thought to be missing or dead. Please help spread the word on this. Public awareness can stop the recruiting process and deliver severe victims and their families the validation and understanding that is desperately needed.

   Criminal use of ground and space based technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, is probably the most dangerous thing humanity has been face with. Never, in the history of humanity, has there been a more crucial time for the Heart of humanity to rise into a strong, PEACEFUL, public stand for Freedom. I beg government and media officials, in America, as well as around the globe, to let your Hearts unite and stand up for us.

   Please give this information the benefit of your doubt. Please copy and share this paper with as many people as possible. Gather loved ones and neighbors into supportive groups and stay calm and act peacefully. Avoid the sadistic covert program/secret society and follow your own Hearts above all else. Do what you can to protect yourself, especially your brain. Please help remedy the obstacle of radio wave blockers being illegal to obtain in some countries. Pray or wish for the full restoration of our Freedom and do all that you can to help stop criminal use of radio wave technologies.

ATTENTION GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS; There may be modes of technological “protection” that have been a sly enslavement and filters, which bypass the low frequencies used for mind control, built into radio wave detect and blocking technologies. I hope this is investigated.

A PDF of this to print and pass it to as many people as possible;

P.S. Today a library computer was shut down, blocking my access, while I had my email account open. So, I am concerned about what may have happened. I hope it was closed out and not accessed by those who target me.Technological torture of my brain vamped up to painful levels as I worked on editing this paper, which I started trying to do over a month ago. Its been hell, but I think I finally made it a bit better. Please print it and help pass it out, since there is not much I can do, due to being so heavily targeted and monitored. Thank you.

Friday, June 23, 2017

Graveyard Bar Song

Graveyard Bar
copyright 6-22-2017 by Sharon R. Poet

I went to the bar for just one more drink
Could have stayed but needed time to think.
So I am at the grave yard talking to a stone
Although it cannot hear me, I am not alone
On my long way here, inside a crooked turn,
I thought I saw a Dove - something I can learn.
There's a white butterfly slowly flitting by
While I vent anguish over my heart's need to cry
I want to feel peace here, but am wound up tight
Puffing another cigarette and waiting for the Light.
Just one more stoke and then yet another sip
To stop the quiver inside my tightest lip.
Trees are still living and standing tall and strong,
Like I wish I were outside this bar-room song.

CHORUS; I took my bar-room to the graveyard where I sit alone
Talking to the shadows beneath a strangers stone.
Took my bar-room to the graveyard and its amazing what I saw.
Am I really just "crazy?" Am I? Am I totally nuts?
Or am I just someone who dares to see too much?

There's an America flag trying to wave in tall grass.
And I have too many questions that I cannot ask.
Oh fly high for us your stripes and brightest stars.
Sooth away our pain and embrace our scars.
I truly do Love you. Oh, why can't you see?
I just want us saved - them and you and me.
Can't you feel it. . . beneath stories untold -
The pain and confusion honesty can unfold?

Four Turkeys meander toward a hunting Hawk
Who flies into thick trees and begins to talk.
Shine a Light for them, God, clear and strong.
Their difficulties have been too hard and long.
Hawk circles and calls above the tallest tree.
Then a little Blue jay comes to screech at me.
Why must they bicker? Dear Blue Jay stand for us
With the Hawks and Doves, and stop all the fuss.

CHORUS; I took my bar-room to the graveyard where I sit alone
Talking to the shadows beneath a strangers stone.
Took my bar-room to the graveyard and its amazing what I saw.
Am I really just "crazy?" Am I? Am I totally nuts?
Or am I just someone who dares to see too much?

Oh, I don't want to notice, but there it is again -
Jesus on a cross! They're still killing Him!
Raven issues a warning from a dieing tree.
God please shine a Light for Jesus and for me.
"The world is a mess and I am a mess," I dare moan.
How can things get better if we accept the bones?
There's a broken white stone with an empty face.
No name or date or stamp to mark its little place.
This song was broken by a stalker and microwaves.
The rest remains unspoken around the empty graves.

CHORUS; I took my bar-room to the graveyard where I sit alone
Talking to the shadows beneath a strangers stone.
Took my bar-room to the graveyard and its amazing what I saw.
Am I really just "crazy?" Am I? Am I totally nuts?
Or am I just someone who dares to see too much?

PS. I wrote this yesterday. Its still a work in progress.

Empty Promise

This is it - its summer - another time gone by
When a promise of help sits empty on my sigh.
Were all these years of waiting and suffering in vein?
How can nothing here for us sooth away my pain?
How can hope start over with only a broken feather in my hand
And too many promises broken? I don't understand.


Monday, June 19, 2017

I'm Worried

    Among many others, I am still worried about a man who lost his jobs and his wife and his children and his home after he witnessed life threatening damage done to my vehicle on two different occasions.
    I also still feel concerned about my estranged loved ones who have been being targeted in ways that they do not even realize. I hope they have not been tortured or drugged or lured into being used in the sadistic covert program. Either way, I hope they get the freedom and protection they need, because I feel they are all mind control victims.
   My fight to expose the targeting for all of us has been long and hard and I still hope it will help all of us. I hope the people in and around my situation are not hurt any more than they already have been. I wish we were all free of and aware of the targeting so we could be together and be free to love each other and support each other and recover...etc.
   When I say things like this I am not trying to blame anyone for this not happening yet. Obviously it just has not been able to. But I worry, especially since there appears to have been so much destruction of people and evidence in my situation. I just do not want any of us to be hurt anymore! And I do not want anymore of them to be enslaved. I want us all to be set free. . .and also the rest of humanity.

Chemotherapy Concern

   Some forms of Chemotherapy may be good for some types of natural illnesses. I really do not know much about it. However, I feel that there is a type of chemotherapy that can be extremely damaging to our Spirits and cause a sort of inner death, which greatly aids technological mind control.
   My concern started in 2006 when a doctor told me I was nearly dead and needed chemotherapy. At that time, I'd had a dream which showed my illness being caused by dark energy being shot at me and had felt that the chemo would be even more damaging to me, so I refused treatment. I now feel that the "dark energy" was the microwaves/radio wave targeting and that, at that time, it was being done in ways that were intended to force me into medical treatment, including chemotherapy. I am so glad I didn't let them do that to me. And I hope other people listen to their instincts above all else, when it comes to taking any sort of pharmaceuticals. Doctors do not always know what is best for us. It appears that, in this holocaustal targeting, they are sometimes even used to hurt us. The field of medicine seems heavily involved in the targeting. I hope it is all exposed and stopped soon.

   I feel that there are many different types of pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control, and have been being pushed onto people who are not really physically or mentally ill, but are experiencing microwave/radio wave targeting, perhaps just to be put on the meds for monetary gain and/or to aid technological mind control.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. I am concerned for the wife of someone I know who told me she was recently diagnosed with cancer and is undergoing chemotherapy. I feel that she may be being targeted due to a few past interactions with him. I hope the chemo does not damage her in the ways that enable complete technological enslavement or any other form of death. I hope she is saved from further harm. And the same for all others who suffer due to cruel technological and pharmaceutical targetings.

The Bill

   Those who target me claim to be just giving us what we want and keep asking what I want so this is it. I don't believe in the law suit craze, especially those against the government that us heavily Targeted Individuals have been being pushed into by those who target us. But I do believe in people taking responsibility for their actions. I have felt from the start that the core of the targeting has been being done by a satanic occult and that the the top leaders, of all the hell we are experiencing, hide in the back ground watching the wars and destruction...etc. This condensed version of a bill is for them.

Please permanently stop all the targeting and immediately pay me what you owe me in a one lump sum payment that has no strings attached, since I already paid for them one way or the other. I’ll appreciate it very much, because I DO NOT WANT you to keep holding me in a state of destitution and forcing me to beg for little scraps of money from your operatives who limit the amount of help I get, especially when I need it for things that will help protect me...etc. You claim to give us what we want so... I DO WANT THE FOLLOWING THINGS.

1. Reimbursement to me of Freedom; Please permanently restore my Freedom from ALL aspects of the targeting. . .and do the same for the world I live in - for the rest of humanity, so that I can freely live a healthy life in a safe and free world.

2. Reimbursement to me of all the personal property and all the money that your operatives have either stolen from me, caused me to lose or forced me to spend due to the targeting. And the same for all others who have been being targeted.

3. Reimbursement to me for every year, since the year 2001, of the average yearly income, which you prevented me from earning, PLUS all that was spent on and all that could have been earned by my mission with my books, poetography prints, songs and other artistic works, which you sabotaged.

4. All losses and expenses instigated by the taking of my Loudon, NH home, the fire in my Andover, NH home and the forced sale of my "Adirondack Shack" - my in New York...etc.

5. Reimbursement to me for all moneys that have been earned by my works through those whom you used to plagiarize them. This includes, but is not limited to, my second "I Sing" song, which is sung by Tim Mcgraw and called "Last Dollar" and also some other name. And I want all of my creative works to be returned to me so that I can use my own songs and poems...etc., without running into difficulties with what looks like set ups for plagiarizers to pretend that I am the one who plagiarized if I were to ever succeed with my work.

6. Reimbursement to me of the amount of money I have had to spend on medical bills due to any aspect of the targeting.

7. Reimbursement of money I spent on every phone, computer, camera, guitar, vehicle...etc., that was damaged or lost in any way or form, due to the targeting.

8. The return of all of my personal property that was scoffed up by your operatives as you shoved me into destitution and instigated their loss on many occasions.

9. The amount of all money I borrowed (and still owe), while being held in destitution and struggling to survive. This includes what I owe three banks, several hospitals, several churches and many individuals...etc.

10. Reimbursement to me of the inheritance, from a friend, that you appear to have had people take from me in 2001.

11. My life back; All of my loved ones permanently returned to me in a state of being completely free of all mind control and other forms of targeting and them and the rest humanity fully aware of what has been happening to us so that we can heal from it together. And the same for other heavily Targeted Individuals, so that we can heal together as well, because we need each other's validation. Please also pay for our choices of modes of recovery from what you have done to us.

I reserve the right o ad to this since I am being too heavily targeted to think of every possible detail and way of perceiving it.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

   Is this a joke or what?! Seriously though. Its only fair. I have been experiencing indescribable difficulty with having to beg for money just to survive living in a vehicle. This has been very distressing, on top of all the other parts of the targeting, especially when I have gotten harassed, or have been in more danger, for begging for money in parking lots...etc. Though I deeply appreciate the batches of uncomplicated help I have gotten since around 2012, I am in deep need of more financial help, in order to relieve this part of my distress, until a miracle happens to stop the targeting and I can get back onto my own feet. Would you please let your Heart care to send me as much monetary help as you can? It can be done anonymously with bits of cash each week or things like postal checks for more...etc. Please let your heart help me.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Saturday, June 17, 2017

Please Stand Up

   I again want to beg those who are being used in the sadistic covert program, under the guise of it being a good thing, to realize that it isn't and find the Heart and the courage to step out of it with a group of people/witnesses and fully and peacefully stand up for yourselves and us and America and humanity.
  But if you want to stand up please do it quickly because there may be dangers in considering it or talking about standing up for too long before acting. Those who do the targeting seem to have had a pattern of distracting those who do not stand up quickly enough.

 God, help humanity to be completely
set free and have a chance to recover.

I wrote this poem, in the Spring of 2014, for those who are completely enslaved and are missing or thought to be dead.

How many alive are thought to be gone?
How many shoved into that lethal "home"?
They are the angels we now need
To step out and stop the bleed.
Beneath the numbing microwave's pill
Our hearts Truly love them still.
Please come back.

Friday, June 16, 2017

Bits of Validation

    When I run across bits of validation from sub media forums that are standing up for us Targeted Individuals, (TIs) I feel grateful. I deeply appreciate their courage. And I'd do more to thank them in comments on their articles, but I have been being blocked from them, much of the time.
   I have concerns too though, because most of the exposure in the sub media seems to focus primarily on the "gang stalking" and is laced with blame against our families and/or the government, which is understandable, since these are the places we have been being programed to blame. And their silence...etc., makes them look guilty. Its easy to blame them when we are not aware of the extent of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control which can seriously influence not only our loved ones, but also community members in all arenas. . .both inside and outside the government.
    The technological mind control is a critically important component in the sadistic targeting, because it is used on our loved ones and community members, in order to keep us isolated and disbelieved and unhelped and sometimes even completely forgotten or framed for crimes...etc. Much of humanity appears to already be enslaved. Most of the covert harassment  appears to be done by mind control victims who are unaware of being used.  Some of them appear to have been recruited or tortured into the covert program under the guise of it being good and "helpful." This level of the stalkers are used to try to recruit or abduct us under the guise of it being a covert "rescue." Some appear to be torture victims who have been recruited, by their own abusers, in order to seek revenge on those whom they are convinced have been torturing them, in a covert war for freedom that merely adds to the horrible destruction of it. In one way or another, most of them are victims too. But some are actual criminals who do things like tamper with brakes on vehicles or shoot things into tires or spray something on our windshield that prevents us from seeing through it when it rains or drug and rape us, or steal from us or destroy our property, or inflict us with parasites...etc.
   We TIs also experience the mind control in ways that sabotage relationships and block our hearts and block us from getting the proper kinds of help. It can make us appear "mentally ill," or make us forget important pieces of evidence, or make it look like we are just catastrophizing things that are really even worse then we can express...etc. The tortures and mind control can practically drop us to our knees in physical and/or emotional agony one day, and then make us look happy and OK - like nothing is really happening to us, the next day.  The result can be devastating and like being trapped in a desolate public prison.
    Aside from the covert harassment (gang stalking), and the parasite targeting and chemical/bacteria targeting, and the technological mind control, we also experience technological tortures to various parts of our bodies, especially in our head and breasts and pubic area. We are experiencing horrible, holocaustal levels of physical and psychological torture, while being surrounded by people who are not even free to follow their own minds and Hearts and realize or believe or care about what is happening to us. This is more excruciating then words can express, especially when we are not aware of the mind control that uses people to either prevent or withhold various types of help or limit and control the amounts of financial help we get once we are shoved into destitution. We are in desperate need of compassion, validation, understanding, protection from further harm...etc. But all of humanity must become aware, be set free and start recovering, in order for our lives to return to normal even if the targeting stopped on us.

   The darkest core of the sadistic targeting is criminal use of radio wave technologies, which has been performing various types of mind control and torture upon much of humanity and it must be quickly stopped. Please help to stop it from continuing - Please help set humanity free.

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Deprivation of Nurturing Nourishment?

  In the early 1980s I had two babies whom I had wanted to breast feed. But I was forced to give them formula due to experiencing excruciating pain when I tried to nurse them. This happened with both of my children. Now that I am aware of the sadistic targeting I feel that the pain may have been technologically inflicted, in order to deprive my children of the mother-child bonding that breast feeding can provide and/or to force me to give them formula instead of the natural milk that would have been better for them.
   This leads me to wonder about baby formula. Since certain types of pharmaceuticals aid technological mind control, and have even been found in public drinking water, is it possible that baby formula could contain traces of at least one of them? I hope someone investigates to find out.
   No matter what may or may not be in baby formula, surely a mother's natural milk is what is best for children. I'd like to urge parents to breast feel their children, no matter how inconvenient it may be, so that the babies can receive the healthiest food and the nurturing bond that nursing can provide. I wish I could have done this. Not being able to was hard for me.

   Please help our children - humanity's future, to be free of pharmaceutical and technological mind control so they can grow into all that they were born to be. And please do everything in your power to stop criminal use of ground and space based technologies that have been being used to target people. . . including little defenseless babies!

Please Help Stop Technological Mind Control from Continuing to Destroy Humanity

   My writings have contained a heavy focus on the technological and pharmaceutical mind control because I feel that it is literally the worst thing that has ever happened to humanity. The infliction of technological and pharmaceutical mind control prevents the natural process of personal growth and can block or interfere with our Hearts and our ability to listen to our natural instincts....etc.
   In my dreams, through the past decade or so, my children are depicted as being young children (under ten years old) even in current circumstances. And I strongly feel that this is because their natural process of inner growth stopped when the technological mind control vamped up on them around the late 1980s. This leaves me deeply concerned for them as well as the rest of humanity.
   Even if you do not believe in dreams, or my interpretation of this scenario, I beg you to listen to your own common sense, which can tell you that ANYTHING, which interferes with our natural process of thinking and feeling also interferes with our natural process of personal growth. And our natural process of personal growth is needed, in order for us to grow into all that we were born to be. Humanity needs to be set free and our children - our future need to be protected from further harm.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block our most valuable tool - our Hearts. Just look around the world and see its effects through the past few decades. There has been a growing darkness that must be stopped.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block natural instincts, which are needed by every human being, especially those who work in professions like law enforcement - from local through federal. Please THINK about this and the ramifications of dulled or blocked instincts in mind control victims of all kinds. I beg all levels of law enforcement to openly stand up against technological and pharmaceutical mind control for them selves as well as us.
   The list of harm that technological mind control has been inflicting upon humanity could go on and on and on. It is just too horribly wrong and intrusive and damaging and it has to be stopped ASAP. Humanity needs to be free to think and feel and grow...etc.

   Please help set humanity free from technological mind control and the pharmaceuticals and torturous technological targetings that aid its process, as quickly as possible. Please do everything in your power to help stop criminal use of all space and ground based technologies which can emit radio waves. . .as quickly as possible.


   The targeting has been severe lately. Lot of technological torture of various kinds on top of the covert stuff. And there appears to be another heavy push to make me look crazy and declared insane. I hope they do not succeed. I wish I had protection from it. Am not holding up very well, but doing the best I can to hang in here.

Are they trying to drive me crazy
so they can say that I was? 

Monday, June 5, 2017

For Forgiveness to Blossom

  There are many things that I have been feeling confused about or hurt by and I hope for this hell to end with Freedom being regained and direct/overt, positive resolution, in all places where it is possible, so that forgiveness can blossom.

Saturday, June 3, 2017

From Vengeance to Freedom

   In a free world we are able to stand up for what we feel is right, and stand up to publicly expose what is wrong, so that things can get better. In an enslaved world, where sadistic technological mind control has been inflicted, the opposite can happen and this is too unfortunate.
   My experiences have shown me that the technological mind control programming, that has been being used to enslave humanity, pushes severe victims, or covertly uses unaware victims, to seek vengeance against grievances instead of doing the functional listening and looking at and altering behaviors...etc. This creates a horrible situation for people in my type of situation. There are many times when the more I felt and said or wrote about the wrongs/crimes that have been being committed against me as well as many others, the worse things got for me. They'd retaliate instead of caring and striving to make things better. And this has appeared to happen in almost every arena that I have been associated with.
   Clearly we are not living in a free world. It appears that most of humanity has already been enslaved and is influenced by a horribly dysfunctional, often cruel, technological mind control programming. This is a critical holocaustal situation, not only for people like myself who are being heavily targeted/tortured, but also for those who are enslaved by, or used in, the sadistic covert program. But the answer is not to cower in fear as they seek revenge, although I have been doing my share of this, even recently. Its a scary situation I am in! But my heart's Wisdom says that the primary answer is to let our Hearts. . .

Openly stand up for Freedom for all
until it has been completely regained.

Please stand up for Freedom, instead of seeking revenge against me.
Please stop the covert wars and peacefully stand up for Freedom.


P.S. We need more people peacefully and publicly standing up for Freedom from technological mind control...etc.,, especially media and government officials of all levels, in order to stop it from continuing and growing. . .and to start restoring the Heart of humanity.
   Its still OK to embrace and share our feelings. It will just
be a lot easier to do when our Freedom has been regained.