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Friday, December 2, 2016

I Wonder Why

    I see debates on whether or not vote counts are honest and wonder why no body is talking about the technological and pharmaceutical mind control which surely prevents honest voting.

   I see reports about an increase in diabetes in children and many other serious illnesses. . .and wonder why no body is reporting the fact that technological (radio wave) targeting can cause these illnesses, and that the medical and pharmaceutical fields can make astronomical amounts of money from the suffering that is being inflicted upon victims of these holocaustal crimes.

   I see uncountable numbers of citizens, around the globe, who have become aware of the technological and covert targetings and are crying out for help with protection from ongoing inhumane tortures. . . and wonder why the targetings are not being exposed and stopped instead of people adding to our pain by assuming or pretending that we are just "mentally ill"...etc.

   Everyone knows that the weather has gone crazy and I wonder why no body is talking about the weather modification technologies that can cause this.

I wonder why, although I know,
And wait for Hearts to care to show.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Who Cares?

   I feel hurt and scared beyond description. But who cares? While our lives are being destroyed who cares to stop the games and the terrorizing and the tortures and the covert madness that surrounds us and aims to abduct and enslave us?

I Can Not Freely Write

   Since my computers were disabled, I have found that library computers are also infiltrated. Things I write have often been immediately followed by their approval or disapproval, which seems to depend on what happens to me or whether or not I will get the proper kinds of help, if any. I have been badgered about this so much, that I have become scared that if I write the wrong things or do not fix all mistakes and do not understand and express all the targeting perfectly...etc., our lives will continue being destroyed or I will be forced into enslavement, which they often threaten when they disapprove of my writings. ("Ok, you have to go home," they say as I edit this instead of erasing it.)
   I have changed a lot of things with the hope of not deflecting good, genuine help...and probably do more harm than good in this process. There has been threatening demands for me to erase my "Into the Light" book, all previous books of this blog and my writings about my experiences with various government agencies that have been used to help target me..., in order to get help. I am not sure if this is coming from the government or someone who wants me to think it is and it is just too horribly stressful on top of everything else!!! And they have interfered with my writings in many ways, including altering them and changing dates...etc., and I can not keep up with it on infiltrated computers.
   The most recent vamp ups to abduct me, and have my car and belongings towed away, even appear to be connected to their disapproval of my writings and their concerns about how much I have realized about targeting! 
   They keep flipping back and forth and up and down about what kind of help I will get, which also seems to depend on my writings meeting their approval. But I have met no decent, sold - non covert help ON ANY LEVEL and help from some places would surely be dangerous for me. Is there any level of help that really cares to be here for us? I have not met it yet.
   People like me are in desperate need of kind, understanding Hearts who can care to help us and protect us from further harm. Where is that kind of help? While I am surrounded by covert chaos that nit-pics about the imperfections in my infiltrated writings people’s lives have been being destroyed! Who cares about our lives?

Like I have repeatedly stated; I can not perfect all of my writings on infiltrated computers and while I am being harassed and technologically targeted. I'd need GENUINE help with protection from all levels of the targeting and honest answers to a lot of questions, in order for me to even start accomplishing that. But this does not seem to matter to those who badger me about my writings while I am being tortured and our lives are being destroyed....!!!!!!!!! 

"You too" they keep saying, when I write things like this. And I guess this means they want to make out to be crazy or one of the bad guys.

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Disabling of my Phone and Vehicle and. . .

   On the Tuesday before Thanksgiving a perpetration puppet told me that I should "go home for Thanksgiving." (The 'home' they talk of is the covert rescue, which I feel leads to complete enslavement.) during the end of the next day ( the 23rd of November, 2016) my phone and car were disabled leaving me trapped in a graveyard. This was followed by two attempts to have my car towed before I had a chance to re-charge my phone and call for help, and what appeared to be an attempt to drug and abduct me, through a police officer who gave me water.  This felt like a seriously threatening situation, which left me trapped and cold and scared.
   Then they had a puppet come and offer to help me through her mechanic husband fixing my car. He did not show up. Other puppets helped to push my car out onto the street where I was forced to park in a lot across from the puppets who had offered "help." They even offered to look at my car again and then again did not show up. I felt uncomfortable staying with my car during the day because the woman had a grandson and appeared to be a puppet for those who have been trying to frame me as a pedophile. My car was trapped across from their house.
   When the mechanic finally showed up, on the third time that the woman said he would, he quickly put a quart of oil in my car before even looking at what was wrong with it, which was odd and done so slyly and quickly that it left me concerned about the oil possibly being contaminated with something that could hurt the engine in my car.
   He did end up fixing my car two mornings later - replacing the same parts that had been replaced the last time that they had disabled it - about a month or two ago. It was hard to appreciate the fixing since I feel certain that they had broken it to begin with and may have caused further damage with the oil and whatever else may have happened with my car being trapped there from the morning of the 26th to late morning on the 28th - yesterday. (This is a regular pattern in the covert targeting - they terrorize or hurt or disable or technologically torture and then leap in to "help.") This whole experience left me feeling deeply shaken. 
   I have been through too many of these types of situations, most of which I have not written about. And I have felt deeply hurt by all of them. The hell that has been inflicted, under the guise of "help," is often the most difficult and painful and confusing, especially when it is delivered by various levels of law enforcement. I beg all levels of law enforcement officials to not allow themselves to be used to abduct and enslave heavily targeted people instead of standing up to help us and protect us from further harm. 

P.S. I believe that good people are sometimes used in the foreground of the covert operation that aims to abduct and enslave people like me. . . and that some of ALL LEVELS of government officials are victims of the mind control. But its really scary when they are unaware of being used against us. . .leaving us with no secure place to turn for help. God help us all to be set free.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

The Mistakes Are Many

   I think that most, if not all, who have realized this holocaustal crisis, and have tried to expose and/or stop it, have made mistakes in the process of figuring it all out, especially when being targeted in the process. How can anyone know how to effectively deal with such a confusing mess?  Please forgive me. And let me forgive you - be solid and true and kind and honest.

   Like I have said before, I have made many mistakes as I struggle to figure out and expose the targeting while still being targeted. Aside from the interference by those who target me, there are probably mistakes that I do not yet realize. I hope that those who read this blog and its books, (which contain more) will excuse my mistakes and realize that my writings have also been interfered with by those who target me. I hope I will someday have the freedom to fix them and make it all more clear.  Until then, please read with your Heart and do not judge anyone based on what is in this blog and its books.

Like I have repeatedly stated; I can not perfect my writings on infiltrated computers and while I am being harassed and technologically targeted. I'd need GENUINE help, with protection from all levels of the targeting, and honest answers to a lot of questions, in order for me to even start accomplishing that. 

   It breaks my heart each time I realize that I have not yet had the freedom to fully follow my heart with any of my writings.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

A Sad Day Striving for Hope

    In two posts on this blog I crossed a line into politics, which I had vowed not to cross in my writings. I think this year's elections were the toughest ever, especially for those of us were already scared for the future of America. This is a sad morning for me. And I imagine that today is sad for all who did not want this outcome.
    The only type of political statements I really wanted to make is to express that I do not care if our presidents are republican or democrat as long as they behave in ways that are honorable and as long as they have the Heart to Truly and deeply care for the safety and Freedom of America and it's citizens as well as that for other countries, humanity and the world.

    I have felt deeply concerned that too many of us do not have the freedom, to fully follow our Hearts in the voting process, due to technological and pharmaceutical mind control. But I still hope for the Heart of America to rise into a strong and peaceful stand for Freedom from all that harms us and holds us back from following our own Hearts and being all that we were born to be.

   I hope that destructive covert wars and revolutions stop, instead of intensifying. I hope that people who are opposed to Trump find peaceful ways to collect signatures...etc. I had thought of starting a petition, but decided not to due to being too overwhelmed with the targeting, which seems to block me from reaching many people anyway. I hope others can do more.

 God Help America to Regain its Freedom
P.S. I have been getting technological  interference as I write and edit this post.

Saturday, November 5, 2016

I am in desperate need of protection from further harm and distress

   I am in desperate need of protection from all levels of the targeting. I beg all who are aware of the targeting, and do not take part in it, to find the heart and the courage to come stand with me. . .openly and honestly. . .for all our sakes.
   In the past couple days I have experienced vamp ups in the targeting and another death threat.  This is nothing new and I have experienced worse. But its been happening for too long and I am still being held in a state of destitution...etc. Please help me.

Friday, November 4, 2016

Love for my Daughters

   My greatest pain, in all the targeting, has been knowing that my daughters are being technologically targeted and that there has been nothing I can do to stop it, especially since those who target us had convinced them that none of this is really happening and that its all in my head. The Truth is that we have all been surrounded by perpetration puppets as well as being technologically targeted. My daughters, as well as other targeted loved ones, have been my primary motivation for exposing the targeting. . .so that we can all get the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.
    Since 2011, I have tried to stay away from my daughters, only sending an occasional "I love you" in text messages, with the hope that they would not be targeted more heavily for being close to me, because this seemed to have been happening through many years. They even tried using my daughters in order to have me institutionalized in 2011. But I fear that this may not have made much of a difference. And it hurts indescribably to know that they are being hurt. This is my greatest pain. . .along with knowing that they have both unwittingly brought children into our targeted family.
   Last year someone told me that my youngest daughter's child is "completely mechanical" and does not behave like other children. Last year I also had a vision of that daughter's brain being hurt/damaged. And then my oldest daughter had a set of twins! I have been in a deeper state of grief since then. Knowing what can be done to remotely psychologically harm or even mentally destroy a person in targeted families has had me terrified for all of us.

   One of the things that had been erased, and then also moved, in my 2012 writings on this blog, was my statement on how my youngest daughter was born with a minor heart defect and four breasts in the early 1980s. (I have read reports which stated that microwave targeting of a pregnant woman can cause things like heart defects in the child.) I believe that my oldest daughter's brain had been lasered so severely, in the late 1990s, that it caused un-explainable neurological symptoms which severely effected her speech and motor skills...etc. Both of my daughters are mind control victims and this has been evident in many ways. We have all been being targeted with technologies, and surrounded by perpetration puppets, in varying degrees.
   In some of my writings I had begged for help for all of us. There have been times when I felt angry that help has not yet arrived, which is evident in some of my writings. I am sorry for this. Since I've more deeply realized the scope of this crisis I do not want to blame anyone who surely would care to help if they could. I understand that, there are many who are struggling, many who have been being hurt and even some who have been brain damaged...etc. My daughters and I are like little grains of sand in a giant dessert of technological warfare. But we matter to each other and we have all been deprived of the love that we need from each other. And I am still praying for us to receive  protection from further harm and a chance to recover and regain our freedom. I often pray for this for all of humanity. God help us all to be totally set free.

   I had written a post about "Leaving Doors open in my heart. . ." for my youngest daughter, around the time when she gave birth to her son in 2013. (I also wrote posts about how they did not allow me to even have an uninterrupted/unsabotaged visit with her after what seemed to me like an episode of them using her son's birth as a way to torture her...etc.!) It appears that least some of these posts had been altered. I have not had a chance to freely check them all. But the above mentioned post had been erased and filled with a statement that seemed to be from part of an old testimony. It was also hidden from public view. Why? Perhaps to deprive my children of my love even. I hope they still know, in their Hearts, how much I love them.

P.S. I believe that the technological targeting can be easily proven - that there are medical tests that can detect the brain and cell structure damage that is being inflicted upon heavily targeted people like my daughters and I. There are also ways to detect the technological targeting. But it would all have to be done honestly. And it is my experience that the field of medicine is more corrupt than anything else is. I am being lasered in my heart - heart attack symptoms, as I started writing this post.

Thursday, November 3, 2016

I am in desperate need of protection

   I can not effectively report and deal with the targeting while being targeted. I am in desperate need of protection from all levels of the targeting. I beg all who are aware of the targeting, and do not take part in it, to find the heart and the courage to come stand with me. . .openly and honestly. . .for all our sakes.

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Statement About This Blog

   I have caught many alterations being done to my writings on this blog and my gut feeling is that I have not nearly caught them all. I have been putting the posts into books, but have even experienced infiltrations into them and my publishing site.
    The sabotaging of my blog posts have happened in many ways and appear to be for multiple reasons.  Some of it appears to be to hide the targeting through erasing key things. Some of it appears to be to confuse my readers, through altering words and sentences in the first paragraphs of important statements. Some of it appears to be aims to plagiarize, which is evident in the erasing of things like poems and pictures from this site as well as my computers. Some of it appears to be manipulations in the targeting, which places blame in the wrong directions if I even just write about what they are doing to me. Some of it appears to be the altering of things just to make me look bad or crazy. Some of it appears to be the erasing of certain things that would make it look like someone else erased it. I have caught many places where they have plugged in things or moved phrases from one post to the other. Its amazing how the altering or erasing of just one word or sentence can change the meaning of a whole paragraph. I have made my own mistakes as I stumbled through periods of being too heavily targeted to function well, especially during those times when I was too traumatized or drugged to bypass the mind control and information they were feeding me in my initial years of trying to figure it all out.
   Between their manipulations and my microwaved ramblings there have been a lot of mistakes. I feel like I have been beating my head against a wall trying to fix them and keep this blog functional enough to help expose the targeting that is hurting so many of us. I am doing the best I can. I have been trying to fix the parts that were infiltrated or are outdated or could have been misinformation or misperceptions and things that may be too confusing or repetitive...etc. But this is impossible to fully do while being forced to use infiltrated public computers where I am often also being harassed. And there are many things that I am not sure about. Those who are targeting me seem to want me to either leave it with their manipulations in it or erase it and pretend that it never existed. I want to fix it, but do not yet have the freedom to do it justice.  Perhaps someday, I will be free to do a better job with it  and putting it. Until then, please read with your Heart and please do not judge me or anyone else based on what is on this blog.

       Please keep in mind that this blog is not a full legal report of the targeting. There are periods when I tried to use it for this, but the alterations make that sort of thing impossible. I have more solid accounts of my experiences if the need for them should ever arise. But I store them in the car I live in and am vulnerable to infiltrations into that, which has also happened. I hope to be able to retain what is left of my personal writings even if just for my own personal use. The core of my personal testimony can be found in my "Targeted in America" book

   This situation with the sabotaging of my writings has also happened in my work - my earlier writings. It all feels horrible to me. My work and my life have been being sabotaged and there seems to be nothing I can do about it at this point. It hurts indescribably. It feels like my hands, my heart, my mind, my life are being held in a prison. And I am just one example of the types of things that have been happening to many. We all need our freedom restored. America needs its freedom restored. Humanity needs its freedom restored. And I hope we live to experience the joy of that precious freedom so that we can be all that we were meant to be. God help us all.

P.S. I can not effectively report and deal with the targeting while being targeted. I am in desperate need of protection from all levels of the targeting. I received another death threat while posting this.

Saturday, October 29, 2016

I Deeply Cried Yesterday

   Yesterday, as I thought about the scope of the targeting and the ranges of feelings I have felt and been tortured for, (from anger to heart felt objectivity and concern for all) I deeply cried and silently wrote out my pain in my car. This was the first time, in YEARS, that I was not technologically tortured for grieving, which was surprising, although I only cried for a few minutes. But then they parked a puppet car next to me to keep slamming doors as if it is not OK.
   I have been feeling so hurt I can't always hold it in. The suffering I have been experiencing, the lives that I have witnessed being destroyed and the state of our country and world is all more excruciating than words can even begin to imagine. The pain is sometimes unbearable. I need to be able to freely feel and heal and not be hurt or badgered for it.  This is what my life's work has is about. But I have not had that freedom. I now realize that, even back when I thought I had privacy and freedom, I didn't really.

Its OK to feel angry and its OK to feel sad. We were born with these feelings so that we'd use them in positive ways that can help us to heal and grow and into all that we wee born to be. 

   My anger has sometimes come out in dysfunctional wordings on this blog, but it has a right to be there. My anger has helped me to have the strength and courage to keep standing up while I am being threatened and tortured for doing so. And my sadness, when I am able to deeply grieve without being tortured for it, would help me release the pain that has been building in my heart. I feel like I'd need to grieve for at least a few months in order to recover. But the targeting would have to stop, in order for that to happen.

P.S. This is about natural feelings. Most of my anger has actually been technologically induced and would not exist on its own and if I were free to release my pain in private without being tortured or harassed for it.

The Sexual Violations Are Hard to Bear

   Aside from the other types of technological targeting I have experienced laser weapon attacks, through the past few decades, that are obviously mostly just to irritate and cause discomfort through tingling and itching sensations. These have primarily focused on my nose, ears, pubic area and my hard to reach shoulder blades.
   But in the past three years or so I have been being sexually violated with laser weapons as well as what appears to be an infliction of some sort of parasite that crawls beneath my skin in my pubic area nearly every single day. Its probably some sort of African type worm that is aggravated by microwaves shot into that area at strategic times. . .especially during the times (like yesterday and today) when they have puppets chasing me around with their children. I was up half the night last night. . .being sexually violated with no way to avoid it or stop it from happening. This happens almost every night as I try to go to sleep. Though not always for as long it still happens.  Though they seem to try to cover up the laser weapon attacks with parasite attacks a lot is still done with weapons that instantly inflict bleeding sores like burn marks and cuts and a painful burning sensation after I scratch. Sometimes they have puppets yell at me or blare vehicle horns for scratching the itch, as if I am the one who is doing something wrong. They also often have puppets walk by me grabbing their groin.
   This past summer a laser was used to cut open my pants on the inner side of my thigh, which exposed me. (This could only have been done through a satellite, due to my position.) Then they had a puppet park next to me and loudly say, "I saw that." There are many times when they have lasered my breasts, including through the past few days. . .and since I said something about it they are threatening to give me breast cancer. This seems to be a common pattern in the targeting - inflicting something else to make it look like its not being done with laser weapons. (The cancers can be inflicted with microwaves as well.) Those who try to frame me as a pedophile are obviously the ones who are perverts. I have never touched a child and it is not something I would have ever done. I am the one who has been being sexually assaulted.
   When they do these rounds of sending puppets with children around me everywhere I go, while sexually assaulting me in more severe ways, I have often thought that they are trying to frame me, in order to dishonor me, because this has obviously been happening. But they sometimes obviously want to make me think that they already have framed me and are using it to try to terrorize/force me into the covert rescue/enslavement.  Over and over again they have attacked me and then swarmed me with puppets trying to "rescue" me. Watching these patterns for so long is one of the things that has proven to me that the covert "rescue" is performed by the very same people who do the targeting and that it leads to enslavement. I also had a dream which forewarned of this scenario.

    Technologies are not the only things they have used to sexually assault me. I have been VERY obviously drugged and raped by perpetration/pervert puppets on at least three occasions. The first time was in 2005, right after my Alstead, NH neighborhood was wiped out in a suspicious flash flood. The second time was in 2008/2009 winter as I drove across the USA with a perverted truck driving trainer. I reported both if these incidents, but the targeting vamped up. The third rape was in 2012 in Vermont while I was at the last job they shoved me toward. By this time I knew that reporting it would just hurt me more, especially since I had fully realized it too late and had no proof.I also believe that my children and I were being assaulted in our own home - drugged...etc., while sleeping in the 1990s.

Thursday, October 27, 2016

I am Deeply Sorry

    I have tried, on several occasions, to edit this blog. But ongoing infiltration into the computers I use and alterations to my writings are still preventing this. Interference also happens through the lasering of my brain. I can not fix all of their alterations and my own mistakes while alterations are still being done and I am still being targeted. Those who target me seem to want me to just wipe it all out. But I can not do that either. So, I want to again apologize for the dysfunctional posts. Please read with your Heart and look past them until I have the freedom I need, in order to fix them.
   I am deeply sorry that my writings have been such a target and that I have been shoved into a place where I do not even have an uninfiltrated computer to use. I pray that this changes soon.

Jolted Awake With a Painful Laser Shot to my Head

   This morning I was jolted awake with painful laser shot to my head as I had a projected dreams about my noticing a professional man's head being lasered. (This is not nearly the first time this sort of thing has happened.) The pain continued and I am now also being lasered in the neck for sharing thise and the previous post.

Found More Chages to my Writings

    I tried pulling together another book of this blog while doing better edits, until I found this post ("The Bad Uses the Unaware Good") completely erased as well as this post ("After Turning up the Thermostats") replaced with something entirely different. The date or location of key posts may have also been changed.   I am at my wits end with this process of trying to fix my writings on public computers that are infiltrated. I know that they need fixing, but how can I fix them while those who target me are still altering them?!! Obviously I can't.

Monday, October 24, 2016

Back and Forth and Up and Down

There are many times when the technological targeting has suddenly backed off at strategic times. . .and I have wondered if its to prevent detection or hide the fact that I am being targeted. At other times the opposite happens - my brain is lasered at strategic times to make me forget or look crazy...etc.

Sunday, October 23, 2016

"Eagle Fly but Don't Fly Away"

A beautiful song through a beautiful voice, which was once dedicated to me, but it now reminds me of America and the Freedom it needs, in order to be all that it was meant to be for us as well as the rest of humanity.  Tears well up as I listen to it. "How could we be so blind not to see that She is hurting too, just as we."


God Help America

Friday, October 21, 2016

Technological Mind Control Should be the Easiest Part of the Targeting to Detect

   The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in the article linked below, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/

   I'd like to also re-share previous statements, which reported a suspicion that future detection technologies could have a filter built in, which prevented the detection of low frequencies that are used for mind control. This was in the UK but it is not unreasonable to think that it could happen globally as well. http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

  It appears that the technological part of the targeting CAN be detected and proven with unfiltered detection technologies. And I pray for this to happen, so that it can not slyly continue controlling and damaging people.

   I beg government and military officials, around the globe, to do everything in their power to stop criminal use of all ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as the pharmaceutical targeting, which aids the mind control part of it, ASAP.

P.S. I experienced painful torture levels of microwaves being shot into by brain through the days that posted and edited this.

Wednesday, October 19, 2016

Another Alteration Found in My Writings

    I am deeply concerned about what is being done to my writings. I just realized that the post I wrote about getting an email from President Obama was not only moved to a different date but also altered! :-(   http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2015/08/an-email-from-obama.html.
  I do not know what else has been changed. But just my having to post the fact that they alter some of my writings discredits all of them to some to some degree! This feels horrible, no matter what their motive is, especially since writing has been a large part of my work. I hope they do not succeed with any more manipulations of my writings, but I have no way of securing them since computers I use tend to be infiltrated. I pray for the freedom to do my work without any sort of interference, invasions and alterations.

     Also, one of the last special editions of my "Heart Bud" paper (printed in 2014) was altered in ways that made it look like I am blaming the government; Part of a quote from 'Veteran's Today' was erased (the part that stated how technological mind control was technologically detected), and then another part of it, which mentioned the government, was plugged in. This has felt like yet another aim to set me up for something that is not true. Its horrible that I am not only continuing to be targeted, but also have to worry about my writings being altered.
      The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in this article, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/

I Beg You

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control, protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

Please Help Set Humanity Free

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Example of the "Noise Campaign" Part of the Targeting

   I have been wanting to share this for a while now but keep forgetting. Another bit of harassment, which happened today, jogged my memory.
   The noise campaign part of the targeting can get intense at times. And it happens through puppets dropping things, banging things, beeping vehicle horns, screeching vehicle tires, revving engines...etc. Sometimes its done with technologically transmitted sound and sometimes it is VERY obviously done through puppets being instructed to be where I am going and do what their master tells them to do. I do my best to ignore it all. But this is often impossible and every now and then I react to it. The experience I was reminded of today happened a couple years ago. . .
  I had walked into a McDonalds and a puppet who stood at the counter dropped something onto the floor, making a loud bang, right after I walked by. I was in a sassy mood that day. So, I turned around, walked up behind her and said, "You were a few seconds too late." And she said, "Oh I thought she was right there!" She had thought I was her partner speaking, because she didn't see me double back. I wonder how she felt when she realized it was me whom she admitted her harassment to.
   Sometimes the puppets seem like mind control victims who are not aware of what they are doing. But sometimes they obviously know exactly what they are doing.

 P.S. There have been other times when I head for a public bathroom and instead of going in I have waited, either for someone else to finish using it or to watch something on a nearby TV. On a few occasions this has put me in a position where I actually watched the puppets race to the door and reef on the handle as if trying to break in, the way they have often done to me as I sit on the toilet. On a few occasions I looked at them and sarcastically said, "That's not me in there." My reacting this way is an attempt to defuse the agitation, which is raised by these sort of things happening so much and for so long.
   I feel that the covert program, which uses their puppets to harass or harm fellow citizens, also enslaves unaware victims under the guise of it being good or helpful. But there seems to be different levels of it. One level is obviously criminal. How can anyone think that making loud noises or trying to force a locked door open or drugging us against our will or inflicting us with parasites or  intentionally damaging our property or breaking into our homes and vehicles or moving and replacing our belongings...etc., is helpful? Some puppets are obviously too lost in the darkness that surrounds heavily Targeted Individuals and its difficult to know if it is through their own choices or through being tortured or brain damaged and completely controlled.  Its a horrible thing - this covert and technological targeting. . .and I hope it is quickly and completely exposed and stopped.

    Its no wonder why, back in 2004, I started feeling like humanity was losing its Heart. It was and is. I just didn't know how back then, because I was not aware that I was being targeted and was not aware of technological mind control. But I was noticing the rudeness that was surrounding me. I was feeling the pain of unnatural amounts of losses and difficulties and being either abandoned or targeted by loved ones. And I was feeling the confusion of wondering what was "wrong with me" and what I had done to deserve it for over a decade before I realized that criminals were targeting me with covert harassment, radio wave technologies, chemicals and parasites. . .and that brainwashings, heavy targetings or enslavement was being inflicted upon those who would have wanted to be here for me.

God help us all to be completely set free

Saturday, October 15, 2016

The Garlic Experiment and Cyclotron Resonance?

  Until today, I recently went through another round of the technological part of the targeting backing off and a vamp up in the parasite and chemical part. As this happened my garlic started turning bright green as it cooked. This has happened before, at a time when ginger root also contained the same green color in most of the stores I frequented. After I told a store manager about it and posted it on this blog it stopped. All seemed normal again. The ginger root stopped being green. But now the garlic is again turning green.
    This time I went to different stores to buy and test the garlic. They knew I was doing this test and I had talked about it. Three times I tried and three times there was no green color appearing in even the garlic which had turned green yesterday morning and the day before. (above is a picture of the green garlic.) What does this mean?
   It APPEARS that the green color is not in the garlic when I buy it - that something is happening to it while I cook it. This again happening during a time when they are actively trying to inflict me with parasites leads me to believe that they are trying to prevent the garlic from being effective. (Garlic and ginger are great remedies for may types of infections and parasites.) What are they doing to it?
   I believe that radio waves, at certain frequencies, can have multiple effects on a variety of substances and that this is an area we need to know more about for the safety of all of humanity. I found this information in a book by Jerry E. Smith; "Laboratory experiments have shown that a minute quantity of a substance in a living body (an amount too small to cause effect) can be excited by exposure to EMR, through something called, Cyclotron Resonance, so as to produce effects as though there were up to a thousand times as much of the substance present."
   And even too much of a good thing can be bad and even lethal. If radio waves can effect vegetables and fruits in ways that prevent proper nutrition, or worse, in ways that can harm or kill, we have a serious problem that I hope is investigated and stopped as quickly as possible.

Please help stop criminal use of ground and
space based technologies that emit radio waves.


P.S. After I did the garlic test the technological part of the targeting vamped back up. Prior to that it only been mild ringing in my ears and periodic painful laser shots that only lasted a few seconds and then stopped. Most of the time when they torture me it lasts a lot longer. I enjoyed the break, but I don't want the parasites and toxic food in exchange for it. I want it ALL to completely and genuinely stop. I'm hurting today and it has been difficult to focus on this article, but I felt it had to be written.

Thursday, October 13, 2016

Hilary Clinton Quote for Children - Our Future

“That will be my mission as president; to make sure I do everything I can, every single day, to knock down the barriers, to open up the doors, so that every child has a chance to live up to his or her God given potential” ~ Hilary Clinton

I hope she is able to stop technological and pharmaceutical mind control from continuing to prevent children from being all that they were born to be. Who will REALLY care enough to expose, and start ending, the enslavement of humanity? I hope Hillary does, and if she does. . .I hope she becomes our next president.

Our children TRULY ARE "our future" and they need to be free. Please help them be. Too many have already been too hurt.


4:02 pm today; Painful laser shots to back of neck/spine as I post this.

Please Don't Go

  I pray for all who are aware of the targeting to not leave - to not leap into that covert hole or the lethal silence, which leaves the rest of us stranded without validation, understanding or help. Please don't go. Let your Hearts rise and grow. Please don't leave. Please don't go.


And please stop asking me to run into that wall. It hurts too much.

Life can not be lived without freedom. It can only be survived

"Shut Up," they say. "Stop Complaining," they say. And a part of me says OK. I'll write in my journal instead of talking because its a more accepting release anyway. But its not, because they read my mind or read my writings and torture me for that too! So what is a victim of technological torture and invisible imprisonment supposed to do? Pray for freedom. Just keep praying for freedom.
   Ironically my New Hampshire license place says "Live Free or Die." I understand that more now than I ever have. Life can not be lived without freedom. It can only be survived. I'm still surviving, but I'm not living. I want to live.

P.S. They know that I am not going to leap into their false covert rescue stuff. But still they prance puppets, including estranged loved ones and their friends, around me as if it were all a cool game. The oblivious puppets laugh and smile while I stand alone and continue being tortured. Not much is more cruel than this.

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Another Increase in Chem Trails?

   I am not sure if this is becoming a pattern - the increase of chemtrails in areas after I spend a lot of time there. I have read that chem trails are made up of liquid and little polymer fibers which help the liquids to stay in the air for longer periods of time. But there are many different theories on what the spraying is really for. I took this video this morning in central southern New Hampshire.



Friday, October 7, 2016

Thursday, October 6, 2016

The Plight of Our Families

   I know that I have mentioned all of this before, but it deserves reiterating; I am not a "bible thumper" but I do believe that there are some good and accurate messages in the bible. . .and that prophecies are more for prevention than preparation.
   The bible spoke of a time when the dark forces would be harming humanity through tearing families apart and inflicting horrible pain and suffering. I feel that this has already been happening and is being done with technological and pharmaceutical mind control, as well as covert harassment with rumor campaigns, in order to pit family members against each other - competing and judging and degrading and hating and separating, and sometimes even being brainwashed into believing bad things about each other. . .instead of Loving each other. 
   In some situations family members are literally tortured to death and the suffering spreads through all who care. In some situations a member is covertly torn away - their death staged. . .leaving remaining family members with the nagging feeling that something is wrong, which prevents healthy grieving and closure. In some situations a family member is shunned and isolated for extreme levels of torture. . .other family members blaming this primary victim and often blocked from even caring while the victim is stalked, tortured and shoved into poverty - bank accounts, homes, relationships and work sabotaged...etc. Some family members are fully enslaved and used to aid in the targeting of the isolated relative, sometimes cruelly harassing and instigating/manipulating the deprivation of the types of care and help that are desperately needed. . .and sometimes operating under a dark guise of "help" that aims to rescue/force the victim into the covert program that targets them all or to install a "mental illness," label, which strips vital levels of freedom from the victim.
    In these sad situations, where whole families are inflicted with technological mind control and used against each other, ALL family members are victims and all suffer in ways that no human being should have to endure.

    I feel that my whole family has been a victim of sadistic technological targeting since at least the mid 1970s. I am the one who was isolated from my family with them blaming me (some even used to help target me in various ways). . .and me blaming them until I realized the technological mind control part that targets us all.
   I feel that this is happening to far more families then most of us may want to realize and it needs to be faced and stopped as quickly as possible. I sense that the same sorts of sadistic pitting have been happening between citizens and government...etc.
   These truly are holocaustal crimes against humanity and criminal use of both land and space based radio wave technologies must be stopped as quickly as possible. The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting is the way it blocks our Hearts and prevents us from fully Loving and grieving and healing and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help restore our freedom to live and love and grow in the ways that we were born to.

Please help stop the targeting of families,
So that we can freely Love each other.


P.S. Many blame the technological and covert targeting on the government's aim to control us, especially those who are unwittingly enslaved into the covert program that targets us all. But these types targetings of families include families of government officials (my uncle worked for the FBI). They seem to be performed by a truly satanic/sadistic group whose primary aim appears to be to destroy the good - the Love and Heart and Soul and Togetherness and Freedoms that all individuals and families need, in order to grow into all that we are intended to be. Please do everything in your power to help immediately stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies. Too many have already been hurt.

Monday, October 3, 2016

Who In Their Right Mind?

   I keep wondering who, in their right mind, would even consider using technological mind control on fellow human beings, even if they did not realize that it interferes with the natural process of personal growth - the evolution of our Hearts and Souls? I beg all who are involved in it to please stop and turn your focus onto helping to stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as their aiding pharmaceuticals. Please help set humanity free.

God Doesn't Do It! God is the Love that helps us stand up and stop it.

Friday, September 16, 2016

Vehicle Disabled and Brain Tortured

   Yesterday, my car suddenly stopped functioning after a puppet told me a story about a tree falling on the car of someone who was not obeying God and needed to learn a lesson...etc. My brain was also painfully tortured through the whole day. My car is my home and this leaves me stranded again, which is horribly distressing and just too much on top of all the other parts of the targeting. They pretend that disabling my car is to help me or "teach me a lesson" but it only hurts me and the only lesson I am learning is how cruel they can be.
   For too long they have held me in a state of destitution...sabotaging my business and other jobs and forcing me to depend on their puppets for financial help that has recently been consistently dropped in order to prevent me from saving or buying things like lead to protect my brain from their laser attacks, herbs to combat the parasites they infect me with...etc. They have been OK with my buying things that are NOT good for me, which they have actually tortured me into. After I noticed the pattern and started talking about the obvious drops in the amount of help at strategic times, their "help" took another severe nose dive.

   I desperately need help from people who are not controlled by those who target me and will not use it as a way to harass me. Please let your Heart send financial help to. . .

Sharon Rose Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

It will be deeply appreciated. Thank you.

P.S. I put a sign for help on my car and the spot where it sits, and had been surrounded by puppets, has been mostly vacant since then. Maybe they do not want their puppets to know I am a defenseless homeless person or maybe they don't want them to see the website I put onto the bottom of the sign; www.targetedinamerica.com. I may remove the sign because they could have my car towed/stolen along with what little is left of my belongings, which they had already threatened to do when they landed me here. I pray for protection for myself and my car and what little is left of my belongings.

P.S. The past year's obvious cut backs in financial help seem odd. They were even sometimes announced by puppets in advance. Like when I had tried to save $20 toward a piece of lead to protect my brain they said "your tucking it!" and then I was given $20 less help that week and then they started asking me why I am not able to save money. Another time they said "five dollars" and the helper gave me $5 less...etc. This was all so obvious that they seemed to be setting up the minister who was helping me. I am worried about him, although he proved to be on the side of those who target me, he did not seem to be aware that they were bad, although he must have been aware of saying the same things to me almost every time we met. . .things that tried to push me to go to a mental health professional, to go on disability and get help from the government and he persistantly tried pushing me toward my family, which seemed to be a set up of some sort. Most, if not all, of my family members are long term mind control victims. Some seem to be fully enslaved and controlled. They would need to be set free from, and fully realize, the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, in order for us to reunite in a way that is healing and growthfull. And I pray that this will someday happen for us as well as other targeted families.

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Gang Stalking Part of Heights of Wisdom Story

Wisdom's first "gang stalking" experience

    Please excuse the poor writing in this fumbling attempt to finish my 2004/2005 Heights of Wisdom story. It gave me a better focus when I was stranded in a parking lot and feeling too scared and tortured. My last computer was disabled as I was working on it. Consequently its not very good but it hopes to grow and touch people's Hearts....someday...when I am free.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

The Bad Uses the Unaware Good

   [Update; I tried pulling together another book of this blog, until I found this post completely erased from it. I also found the 2-13 post about forwarnings of disaster connected to dreams I'd had about "turning up the thermostats" and "with the geese" erased.]  

   This pattern seems to exist in a lot of the targeting - good people or organizations being used by the bad, which secretly remains in the background of their deceitful operations, while utilizing technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unaware people.
   Around the year 2005 I had a dream about a darkness moving in after the geese or "with the geese", which now appears to be about the UN being used for the technological enslavement of humanity, under the guise of  "protection," and/or the taking over of America through things like "Agenda 21." And I hope this is all stopped without the good being blamed.

I pray for the Heart of all, who are aware of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, to unite in publicly exposing and stopping the technological holocaust. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover.

Old Pains and Few Gains

   This is not my complete blog, but it is what is left of it until I gain the clarity and freedom I'd need to pull it back together, into a book, with better edits and updates/explanations. At this point, as I look back over some of my old posts, it brings back old pains that I have not had a chance to deal with properly and this, as well as the ongoing targeting and my state of overwhelm, prevents me from being able to do a very good job with it, especially the covert harassment stuff. I am confused about a lot of what has been happening in the covert stuff around me. I hope that soon, the targeting will be over and I will be able to gain the privacy and  understanding that would enable me to do better edits without technological or covert interference.

 This blog has been a desperate (literally) fight for our lives. I often did not have time or freedom for contemplation of what is or is not politically correct. Please understand and excuse my mistakes. There may be things that were not clear to me during the time when I wrote them. I will fix any misperceptions when total clarity and freedom arrives. Until then please excuse my mistakes, which often rise from my pain and concern for us all.

    In my heart I feel that there is a lot of good in our government, that their struggle with the infiltration must be immense, and that they will be here for us when they can be. But I sometimes lose sight of this, especially when I am being heavily hit with technological attacks to my brain and other body parts as well as covert threats. . .and have no safe place to run to...where there could be acknowledgment of the technological and covert targeting and protection from further harm. I'm sorry.

Thursday, September 8, 2016

I'm Sorry. I Forgot.

In the depths of microwaved pain
I forgot it until my heart saw again.
But whose to know what is never learned
When lasered memories forget to return?

I'm Sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.

    The technological interference with my brain has caused the usual short term memory losses that many victims report. Sometimes my microwaved brain has gotten lost in the trenches of despair. . .until my heart re-grabs the handle of that bucket of hope and that long tattered rope, which hangs from the Light.
   But I have also experienced memories of specific things (important things) being wiped out of my memory. . .until something triggers them and brings them back. Among these memory losses are the memory of getting an email from President Obama in August of 2015, and the memory of a bank account that had contained around 40,000 dollars and was my emergency back up fund. . .and it now appears to be too late for me to get it back. I can understand them making me lose money as they shoved me into destitution. My other account appeared to have been being drained too. But I am having a hard time understanding why they wiped out the memory of the email, especially since they appear to have also moved my blog post about it. They have even tried to wipe my daughters out of my mind, but my heart aches for them still. Love sometimes remembers what minds forget. But not always. I'm sorry if I have forgotten things that you think I should remember. My memory will be better when my brain stops being intruded upon with radio waves. God help us all to be completely regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Mutilated Animal Dropped onto Windsheild!

  Late yesterday afternoon I had parked under a shade tree and a small dead animal suddenly dropped down onto my windsheild!  I don't know if it was lasered or not, but it just suddenly dropped right out of the tree or sky within minutes after I parked my car. Since the early 1990s I have experienced periods of what I now believe were murdered animals being left at my home or in roads or trails I frequent. The first ones were decapitated chipmunks left on my doorstep at the home I'd owned in Loudon, NH.

The video is hard to look at. But. . .

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Books Stolen from my Car!

   The original 2013 edition of my Technological Holocaust book and last years edition of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book appear to have been stolen from my car. This book was my only solid recording of this blog since June 2013.
   About a month ago, my car appeared to have been accessed while I was sleeping - the string I tie between the doors had been broken. (This could have been done with a laser just to make me think that it was accessed that night.) There was also ample time for access into my car during the four months that it was stranded in a parking lot and forced to leave it for extended periods of time.
   I am deeply concerned about the manipulations that have been vamping up around me and my writings in the past year or two, which also include a printed page swapped with another one, the death of, and serious accident of, two friends/witnesses...etc. I pray for answers and assurance that things are better in the rest of the world than they still appear around me.

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

From Blame's Covert Wars to Peaceful Freedom

     Those who are responsible for the targetings, and technological enslavement of humanity, seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent, on people who have been deceived into thinking its a good thing or on unaware mind control victims whom they use. Please do not let this continue.
     Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on, and the resulting wars could go on and on and on. . . until we realize that too much of humanity has been being covertly targeted, enslaved and/or used. . .and we must stop the blaming and fighting and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would stand up, expose the targeting and its deceitful tactics and manipulations. . .and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up

P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of problems or "corruptions." But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life the normal problems have been magnified to a dangerous degree. The only answer seems to be to fully expose it - to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening 
   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations, targeted countries...etc.

    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?Please help it to be exposed and stopped.

A Hope for Us All

   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations...etc.


  Please do not judge or blame anyone based on what I have written on this blog. This is not a "politically correct" report or a legal report. It is exactly what the title implies - Ramblings of a Targeted Individual. If good officials are ever able to be here for me I will give them whatever information they need, privately and directly. I regret treating like a report initially. I probably shared too much of some things and too little about other things. My brain has not functioned well under the constraints of radio waves being shot into it...etc.
     This blog is an example of the grueling process that a heavily Targeted Individual goes through in order to figure out the targeting and expose it, while still being targeted - computers infiltrated, brain function being interfered with...etc. In the initial stages of realizing what is happening it is too easy to misplace blame in desperate microwaved gropes for answers, or rushed aims to expose it, with hope to end the hell or at least make a painful round of targeting back off...etc.
   The targeting is often too confusing and manipulative to fully figure out every aspect of it, especially while my brain is being microwaved. The covert harassment parts of the targeting have been extremely confusing to me, and posts about this merely reflect my perceptions at that point in time. This blog needs a lot of editing and explaining, but I am unable to do it on infiltrated computers and while still being targeted... but it does not feel safe to completely let go of it at this point in time, due to it being my primary log of the targeting...etc.
   I hope to someday have the freedom to follow my heart with better edits and explanations of the contents of this blog and the process I went through as I wrote it. (I'd also need clarification of many things, in order to do this effectivly.) Until then, please read with your Heart, look past anything that seems confusing or questionable. . .and please do not use any part of this blog to judge or blame any person or organization.

   I hope this blog, through all of my bloops and blunders and the outside interference, can still help us all to regain  freedom from all levels of the targeting. . .and ultimately help free America and save the Heart of humanity from destructive technological and pharmaceutical mind control.

Friday, August 19, 2016

Scary Weapon Attack

   The night before last I experienced several hours of a painful laser attack to the upper left, front, quarter of my brain. It stopped a few times, for just a few minutes, but was relentless through the rest of the evening. This was really scary due to the fact that it was in the area that lobotomies happen and the same area of the brain that appears to be being damaged in targeted people.
    This creative part of my brain is a critically important part of me and my work and my process of personal and spiritual growth. I do not want to be damaged any more than I already have been and feel horrible for those who have completely lost that vital part of themselves. Please help stop these sorts of targetings.

  Update;  In situations like this, those who target me may be just trying to terrorize me into thinking that they are damaging my brain. These sorts of terrors happen a lot. Among other recent ones they had a puppet say, "Breast cancer" as they walked by me, just before they started painful lasering of my left breast. Other similar things happen as they laser my lungs, spine, brain, legs...etc. A couple years ago they were threatening to make me blind while effecting my eye sight with laser weapons aimed into my brain. And the list could go on. I don't write most of it, because I try to ignore it instead of letting it scare me. . .but sometimes I can not help but to feel scared. Its scary to have a threatening criminal aim a weapon at me, in order to inflict pain and fear. . .even if it does not leave me with permanent damage.