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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Monday, September 24, 2018

Please Understand Our Crippled Stands for Freedom

Victims who try to stand up for freedom from technological mind control are NOT the bad guys even though our stands are sometimes crippled by interference with our brain function and even though our ignorance may sometimes blame the wrong people or governments or technologies.

Saturday, September 22, 2018

Working on This Blog

   I am in the process of working on this blog. Ive drafted most posts and am reposting the ones that I feel are most important. This may take a while and my Yearn for Freedom blog is the back up until it is done. So please check back later for more posts. When I erase this part of this post the job is done. I'd hoped to do this in a safe place and on a safe computer and after I have had a bit of recovery time, but it looks like that is not going to happen. So there is still no guarantee that what is shown on this blog will be the way my heart wants it to be. I hope it is not interfered with.

Thursday, September 6, 2018

About This Blog

Please read the About page of my primary blog. There are times when it has been being erased or blocked and it explains a lot.


About this Blog
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/about-this-blog_2.html


    Ive drafted most posts and am reposting the ones that I feel are most important. I'd hoped to do this in a safe place and on a safe computer and after I have had a bit of recovery time, but it looks like that is not going to happen. So there is still no guarantee that what is shown on this blog will be the way my heart wants it to be. I hope it is not interfered with.
    This blog, from the start, has been being manipulated by those who target me. It even started with what may have been a perpetration push to make me feel that my life would be saved through going public with my day to day experiences. There are times when it seems like they are doing certain things in the targeting just to make me post it here. There have been times when they have altered my blog posts, through changing or erasing or moving things, even dates. There have been times when they have interfered through interfering with my brain function and through torturing me and setting me in too much physical pain while trying to write. And I have made many of my own mistakes as I struggled to figure things out and write about them while still being targeted. I often did not articulate things very well and sometimes made the wrong assumptions...etc. It has been a horrible struggle for me to even try to keep up with. Hopefully what is left here is all of the parts that are most important and can help us all to regain freedom from all levels of the targeting. More is on www.targetedinamerica.com
     As for my own personal experiences, which had consumed most of this blog; there does not appear to be anyone who can really care about me and my suffering, which has been tremendous. And if no official Hearts can be here for me, after all the contacts and reports I've sent, to uncountable numbers of places in the past decade or so, then there is not much hope that there ever will be. I am too trapped to do much of anything now.  A lot of my most obvious and provable experiences with the targeting are in my Targeted in America and Yearn for Freedom books. 


This blog started out being a fight for my life in 2011. Then, as I realized more about the targeting, it grew into a fumbling stand for freedom for myself and my loved ones and my country and the rest of humanity.

Its been difficult for me to figure out what is happening while still being targeted. I have made many mistakes along the way. And I have definitely not figured it all out yet. But in between my ramblings on this blog are realizations that I hope will help all of us to regain freedom from all levels of the targeting.

As I wrote and researched I realized that the problem I am faced with extends far beyond me and into my family and communities and country and the rest of humanity. The torturous targettings are just a small part of a huge, horrible, global holocaust that also utilizes technological mind control on a defenseless and unaware populous. I strongly feel that more people must quickly become aware of the mind control part of it, especially those who are in positions where they have the power to stop criminal use of both space and ground based technologies that can emit and direct radio waves…as well as stop the distribution the pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control.

In my dealings with my loved ones I have realized that they have been being targeted too, especially with mind control. Some have been being brainwashed into blind disbelief or into being used to target me under the guise of it being to help me in various ways, like to help me get labeled as “mentally ill” and put on disability. And real help has been being withheld in order to force me to do this. Sadly, some of my loved ones have been completely enslaved and used to help torture or harass me. This whole situation seems to be getting worse in the past few years.

In my many dealings with various levels of law enforcement (from local through federal and international) I have either experienced or sensed similar things to what has been happening in my family and communities. People from all walks of life appear to be being targeted in various ways, especially with the technological mind control and deceptions. This is an extremely difficult situation for all of everyone. So, the blame cannot be put on our families or on “the government” or any person or organization that has been being targeted in the way of being controlled and used by sadistic/satanic criminals who sometimes seem to want their unaware victims to be blamed in order to inflict discord between family members and between citizens and government and between countries…etc.

There are obviously some people, especially the leaders of this holocaust, who are aware and are free and willing participants of cruel and lethal targetings of fellow human beings as well the aim to enslave and control humanity, but I think there are very few of these sorts of criminals in this situation and that they hide behind the scenes of the masses of people whom they control or deceive and use. Most people would not even consider being part of such darkness – most people would not want to enslave or control or torture fellow human beings. But too many people have lost their own free will, through being either completely enslaved or drugged, technologically brainwashed and used by criminals to harm or harass harmless and innocent victims under the guise of it being help…etc. And I feel that there uncountable amounts of unaware mind control victims, both inside and outside the Government, whose minds have been being influenced at times when important decisions or realizations must be made…etc. This whole situation, from the mildest forms of mind control to the tortures and the complete enslavement of human beings is grossly inhumane holocaustal situation that must be more fully realized and completely stopped as quickly as possible. Freedom must be quickly gained for everyone – for all of us torture victims and all mind control victims and all enslaved victims and all of America and all of humanity. Please do everything in your power to help regain total freedom from all that controls and harms humanity.

As I wrote these posts I sometimes blasted things out in fear or frustration, especially when I was being technologically tortured. There have also been times when I have been either extremely overwhelmed or technological mind control has affected me and I have not articulated things very well. I have also probably misperceived the confusing covert stuff more then I may realize. I have tried to fix things as I go, especially in the past few years, but they are still not even close to perfect. I have not had the freedom to do a very good job with edits of my blog posts, I have made a lot of mistakes, and there have been times when my writings have been infiltrated and parts of them either changed or erased by those who target me, so please excuse anything that seems off or repetitive or too rambling…etc. So, I hope you will read them with your Heart and listen closely to your own instincts and excuse my mistake and ignore parts that seem infiltrated, until I can make it better.

I do not share very much about my personal experiences with the targeting, because my way of surviving it has been to ignore as much of it as I can. And I also tend to get tortured more severely when I write about what is being done to me. I have been suffering indescribably, but they want people to think that I am either just fine or just “mentally ill.” I don’t know if I will ever share all of it. Much of it is just too painful and I am in desperate need of it all ending so I can start processing my feelings and start recovering.

There is more condense writings about my personal experiences with the targeting in my Targeted in America book and in my Yearn for Freedom book. Both are available on Amazon until I have the freedom to bring them both together under the Yearn for Freedom title.

There may be important parts missing from these writings. There are those who want to hide important parts of the targeting and have sometimes infiltrated my computers and writings. An example of this is how they have tried to wipe out quotes from other people that can help prove the targeting as well as the mention of other genuine Targeted Individuals. There has also been those who seem to be into plagiarizing my insights and realizations and writings. It seems to be part of an insane “information war.” I do not mind if my realizations about the targeting of humanity are shared by others. I do not need credit for them. I want them to be shared, because more people need to know what is happening. But I do not want my writings or ideas or realizations to be stolen by criminals who steal credit for them and I do not want them erased from my writings. Hopefully, my most important blog posts remain intact so that my readers can have the information too. My personal writings – my experiences and poetry and little phrases…etc. I retain with all rights reserved. Nobody has any right to them.

If there are ever good officials who decide to be here for me, and if they need the full versions of my blog writings…etc., they can be produce from my emails and publishing site and storage devices and www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com...etc. This may also be important to do if anything worse happens to me or I vanish…which I pray does not happen. Although some of my writings have been infiltrated, hopefully not all of it has been.

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Around the late 1980s Professor Antony C. Sutton said, “Psychotronics is the long range modification or manipulation of behavior by electronic, specifically radio means. In other words you use electromagnetic energy – radio wave transmissions to effect human behavior. . . You are merging radio engineering and parapsychology . . You can create a passive behavior. You can make people go to sleep. You can create narcotic effect. . . You can make people alert. You can make them misconstrue – misunderstand things. Each has a specific – very precise frequency. We know what these frequencies are. We know the behavior modification that can be brought about. . . You can induce medical effect – you can induce heart attacks, at a distance, with certain frequencies. . . We know you can modify behavior through beaming radio waves on specific frequencies at a distance. I think what they did in the 1970s was experimentation. I think what they are doing today is not experimentation. . . The West Germans issued their diplomats with protective devices about ten years ago. . . ”



Antony C. Sutton - Psychotronic Weapons and Behavior Modification

https://youtu.be/Uhlym82G_t4


Tuesday, August 28, 2018

Message From my heart

    My heart still strongly feels that, There is a desperate need for good officials to be openly standing up for us and America and Humanity in ways that deliver compassion and validation for the victims and understanding for everyone else... so that people (from all walks of life) can start pulling together to help each other and support each other and love each other...etc.
   Every day there have been more hearts and spirits and souls and bodies being either broken or destroyed, by the covert and technological targeting...etc., in a world that mostly does not understand and is not allowed to care for the victims! This has been happening for too long and it should be going the other way.  It should be being stopped.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

    Through horrible levels of covert messaging stuff, seeming to come from various sources, my head has been spinning and my soul has been aching for a normal NON-covert world. I have done my best to ignore it, but some of it is impossible to ignore. Sometimes my desperation wants to believe that there is something good behind some of it. And its at these times when my heart loudly whispers, "If its not openly standing in the Light do not trust it." And I am listening to that advise, because not doing so means remaining trapped in the confusion of trying to decipher what the cryptic messages  mean and the uncertainty of who is behind them and what their intentions are...etc., which is too much to deal with on top of all else I must endure. Its just really too much.

Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Please Help Bring Public Awareness to Technological Mind Control

   The technological mind control parts of the targeting are too horribly destructive on unaware victims. Please help bring public awareness. www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html

Concern for my Daughters

  I have stayed painfully distant from my daughters since around the end of 2011. Most of the reason for this has been with the hope of them being less effected by the targeting. But did it protect them from the less obvious parts of it? I wonder if my keeping distant may have been a mistake, because they have been deeply struggling with what has happened to all of us as well as other difficulties.
   However, I have felt that my daughters would have to become aware of the targeting and officials would have to be here for us, in order for things to get better and for recovery to take place and this is very true. I have been waiting an excruciatingly long time for this too happen. Through all these years we are all still hurting and suffering in various ways, all of us too deprived of each other's love and understanding and support...etc. It all hurts so much its beyond words. I know that we are not the only ones, but we count too.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Documention of Memories Related to the Targeting


My most recent testimony of more obvious parts of the targeting

The Core Problem - the Technological and Pharmaceutical Destruction of the Heart of Humanity

God help our world, torn so far apart.
God help the people who suffer the death of a Heart.

God's hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part. Please do yours.


Technological and pharmaceutical mind control
www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html


Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Independence Day Wish


I wish America were completely Free from technological and pharmaceutical mind control, all forms of technological torture and all else that harms us. We need our Freedom Back.

Please read Targeted in America website
www.targetedinamerica.com





Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make
a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Pharmaceuticals That Aid Technological Mind Control Found in Public Drinking Water

  I still strongly feel that some of the pharmaceuticals, which have been found in public water supplies, have been being, and are probably still being, intentionally placed there, in order to aid technological mind control. I feel that the pharmaceutical problem, even extends beyond this and is directly linked to the technological mind control and the destruction of the heart of humanity. I strongly feel that this, and the mind control, should be fully and honestly exposed in order for it to be fully stopped and stay stopped - and in order for humanity to be saved and have a chance to recover from its effects.


Awareness is the key to bypassing the general mind control stuff

    The milder forms of technological mind control is most effective on people who are not aware and have been either drugged or shoved into deep states of trauma. Awareness is the key to bypassing the general mind control stuff and following our Hearts instead of the darkness that aims to take over humanity and rip loved ones apart...etc. Please help people to become aware and to resist and to pull together and help support each other. And please help all aspects of the targeting to be completely stopped.
    There is also a need for more officials to become aware that a severe mind control victim can be set up in many ways, in order for criminals to use our judicial system to perpetuate the targeting. Please help stop this from happening.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

About my Name Changes

   In short; I had legally changed my name from Sharon Buck (My married name) to my pen name, Namatari Neachi, in the mid 1990s, out of respect for my father, because he was so uncomfortable with my looking at and healing childhood things, that I felt he'd also have difficulty with my publicly sharing my writings about it.
   I later felt uncomfortable with the pen name I'd chosen and had hoped that another name change would help the targeting to stop. So, in 2007 I legally changed my name to Sharon Rose Poet. The Poet part came from my mother who used to call me the little poet when I was a child. The Rose part came from a poem my mother wrote for me, which was called, "Rose for Sharon". After I realized the scope of the targeting against my whole family and other loved ones, I decided to publicly share all of my names, so that my loved ones would be helped, which felt more important to me than any other issues. My maiden name is still Sharon Y. LaBree. . .always has been and always will be. Irregardless of what I am called I am still who I am.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Freedom's Beacon

   I have been working on this project up until the middle of last week. I really needed something else to focus on and to feel that I am doing something to help this whole situation. I started editing a few old articles and was going to try to publish them in another book under a pen name of Karin Hart and a title of either Beacon for Freedom or Freedom's Beacon. I had hoped that those who watch all I do would let it fly in order to help humanity, since it would not have my name. But, this appears impossible. I started a blog with the name of the book and just made it public. Maybe someday I can add more to it. Please help the info on it to reach as many people as possible, especially officials who can do more to help restore Freedom.




Introduction to Freedom's Peace

  “It is to the printing press - to the recorder of man’s deeds, the keeper of his conscience. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." ~ JFK

    Most people can sense that there is something horribly wrong in our world, something that lurks behind most of the troubles we are faced with on a global scale, but most of us don’t know what it is. There are many confusing theories bouncing around the world and it’s hard to know the Truth, because the core problem is something that most people have not even imagined possible or curable. But what is happening is possible and it can be stopped – Freedom can be restored. Many unaware people are connected to it in various ways. Most, if not all, of humanity has been being hurt by it in various ways and in varying degrees. And far more people must become fully aware of what is happening, in order for Freedom to be restored and recovery to take place. Again, as you read this, please push past possible walls of doubt and listen closely to your own instincts, because your awareness may be one of the catalysts for positive change in your life and that of your loved ones as well as many others. Awareness is the first step toward the regaining of vital Freedoms, which most people are not even aware have been being lost.

    President John F. Kennedy had started to expose a covert organization that he felt was a serious threat to all of humanity. The following quote comes from a video I found of JFK’s 1961 speech, “The President and the Press,” which I heard took place at the Waldorf – Astoria Hotel in New York City. The following JFK quote may contain the most valuable batch of information humanity has ever received. Please give it the attention it deserves.

"I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity. . . The very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are, as a people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. . . Today no war has been declared, and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. The survival of our friends is in danger. . .no war ever posed a greater threat to our security. . .for we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence - on infiltration instead of invasion, in subversion instead of elections, on intimidation, instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night, instead of armies by day. . .its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. . . This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to your second obligation, an obligation which I share. And that is our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well. . . I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed. . . it is to the printing press - to the recorder of man’s deeds, the keeper of his conscience. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." ~ President John F. Kennedy

Full version of the April 27, 1961 Speech by President John F Kennedy
(The best part starts around the 5:20 time period.)




   The secret society, that JFK speaks of, has grown and gotten far worse since he had the courage to stand up against it and was probably killed for doing so. There is a need for all of humanity to become aware of what is happening, in order to make this organization lose some of its power over people until it can be completely stopped. Public awareness is also going to be needed in order for masses of unaware victims to have the understanding (both within themselves and from loved ones) that is needed for recovery.
   In various degrees, most (if not all) of humanity has been being hurt by this organization and all should become aware of its tactics and sphere of influence so that Freedom can be regained as quickly as possible.
   There are holocaustal levels of severe victims, which include individuals and families from all walks of life, both inside and outside of governments. Many are suffering horribly and are in desperate need of understanding and help from fellow human beings. Sadly, most victims do not even know what is happening to them. This truly is a serious holocaustal situation, which needs the attention of ALL who have the power to peacefully stand up and help bring it to an end. Please pass it on to all officials and media who can help save humanity.
   In the bigger picture, mass brainwashings have been pitting people and organizations against each other – pitting governments against each other, pitting various government agencies against each other, pitting governments against common citizens and citizens against governments, pitting community members against each other, pitting the rich against the poor and the poor against the rich, pitting family members against each other. . . blocking hearts and leaving masses of people feeling unloved and upset…etc. Their tactics should be exposed and stopped so people, from all walks of life can start pulling together to support each other instead of suffering in the discord or engaging the horrid covert wars that merely add to the destruction.

Never, in the history of humanity, 
Has there been a more crucial time 
For the heart of humanity to rise 
 Into a peaceful stand for Freedom. 

Lets do it.


Read more on Freedom's Beacon blog

Monday, May 14, 2018

Can You Feel Them Crying for Help?

Can you feel the Spirit of completely enslaved victims crying for help - crying to be set free?

   I know some victims who have been completely enslaved - turned into ravens who are used to help target me and other torture victims. These victims are used by the worst criminals and often blamed by the rest of us. And I have felt their hearts and souls crying for freedom from the prison they are trapped in with technological mind control technologies. They are victims too. And their spirits are crying for freedom.
   Please find the Heart and wisdom to realize that many of those, whom we blame for the targeting, are victims who are being set up by those who enslaved them and control and use them. I hope they are ALL set free and that criminal use of the technologies is completely stopped in whatever way it can be done fastest.

Its not the enslaved victims who are responsible - its those who control them that are.

   Please help set the ravens free. Hopefully they can return to their Hearts and be who they used to be. My heart aches for those whom I knew to be Heart people. I wish I had the freedom to see if they can be healed using reiki types of methods…etc. I think at least some of them may be healable. But they need to be set free first – all technological control must be stopped first.

   According to my dreams there seems to be something about an injection involved with the enslaving and people being forced or deceived into making a choice to join. And then they seem to have victims do it to other victims. (There are also surgeries that mind control victims are forced into, like ear and eye and spinal and tonsil surgeries which implants microchips.)

   The complete enslaving seems to damage or completely block the victim's Heart - instincts and spiritual connections and conscience...etc., and leaves them completely controlled.

Saturday, May 12, 2018

The Manipulative Abduction Attempts

  It appears that there is still an aim to abduct me under the guise of "help." I hope they do not succeed and that all the victims who are enslaved or deceived and used in the foreground of these horrible abductions regain their freedom and safety from that darkness, in my situation as well as all others. 
   Someone I know had a dream, shortly after my little brother Kevin LaBree's death in 2002, that two other members of the family will vanish, including me. The time period of this event appears to be now. Like most precognitive dreams, this was clearly a forewarning that came, in order to prevent the event.
   They use our enslaved or deceived loved ones and aquaintances in the foreground of attempts to abduct the primary victims, like me. These "rescues"/abductions, which are orchestrated under the guise of saving or helping victims to escape the targeting, ARE NOT GOOD and are not helpful to anyone except the criminals who orchestrate them and want to enslave and silence those of us who are a threat to their covert operations! And the staged deaths of some abduction victims is just too horrible! Those who target humanity have succeeded with horrible holocaustal levels of targeting and enslavement, because not enough people are aware and not enough help is here for us and this has to change.
   I beg good/uncontrolled officials, around the globe as well as in America, to stand up against all aspects of the targeting and not let yourselves and your comrades continue being used by it. Even just the upholding of the secrecy, at this point, is being used by it. PLEASE let your Hearts stand up to help us and yourselves and the rest of humanity to be set free. PLEASE!

www.targetedinamerica.com

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

I have a Job. I Have Just Needed the Freedom to Do It!

   Some Jobs Are More Important Than Money

   Harassment against my choice of work started back in the late 1990s. At that time it was subtle and came in the form of puppets repeatedly asking me and my key loved ones if I have "gotten a REAL job yet," implying that I was supposed to be doing something other than what I'd chosen and what I should be doing with my life. Then the harassment turned into various types of covert sabotage and then obvious sabotage (including theft) and now threatening tortures and infiltrations and alterations of my writings, and degradings that try to make me feel bad about my losses...etc., in the past several years.
   No, I have not been "making enough money" from my job, which is the question they often ask in the past few years. I have put FAR more money into it than I have gotten out of it. But this does not mean that I should stop doing it and do something else. It means that those who prevent its success, should be stopped from doing so and. . .to be fair. . .should even pay me back for what they have stolen and prevented my work from earning. THEY are the ones who should be making a change, not me. This is MY life and MY work and MY right to choose and really nobody else's business, literally! (I honestly don't expect them to pay me back, because I can not prove most of what they have done to me, but its a fair request.) They even appear to be trying to wipe out my older writings and appear to be threatening me into hiding the fact that my work ever existed and start something new in order for them to allow me to be financially successful. The amount of control they seem to have in our world is horrible and just should not be true.
   I have repeatedly aimed to restart my work after each sabotage, even after being shoved into destitution, and I still stand behind it, because it was not about making money - it was about things that are far more important than that. However, I fully believe that my job/work would have been VERY monetarily successful if it and I had not been being sabotaged, from the start
   This is America. We are supposed to be free to follow our hearts and make our dreams come true with our work. Its horribly sad that some of us have not had that freedom. It should be restored as quickly as possible. The problem can not be fixed with victims of covert targeting continuing to be forced to stop their choice of work and shoved into jobs at places like McDonalds and Walmart and Truck Driving Companies. . .where severe levels of the targeting freely continue and pay is often not enough to even get back onto our own feet. I have tried MANY other jobs, in order to get back on my feet with my own work, but they have been sabotaged too, maybe because I planned to use them to fund MY REAL JOB.

   My writings are only parts of what my work was intended to be, but they are the part that I have been able to continue offering to the public as those who target me shoved me into destitution and hold me in their torturous prison. I have not had the freedom to do a very good job with my work, and it appears to have been being blocked on the web, but its still my job and I am hoping for the help and support I need, in order to regain the freedom to keep it and I safe from further harm...etc., so I can heal from what has been done to me and make my work better and have a fair chance for success with it.

Important parts of my job;

Poetic Publications

The Heart Bud
www.heartbud.com

My Personal Site



They Use People!

   The leaders of this dark operation seem to have a pattern of roping in people from my past who may want to seek revenge on me, and using them to help target/hurt me. . .and also of roping in (or completely enslaving) my unaware loved ones and acquaintances to be used in other ways, including the false covert rescues, which lead to complete enslavement...etc. Its a hell of a scam, that should not be allowed to continue using them and hurting me. I am not nearly the only victim that things like this have been happening to. So, please help expose and stop the satanic covert program - please help set humanity free.

I hope everyone they use is set free from that satanic control and deception and has the opportunity to heal and return to and follow only their own Hearts...etc., including those who should take responsibility for their own behaviors, instead of seeking revenge.

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

The Sadistic Pedophile Thing

   I have wondered why those who target me have aimed to frame me as a pedophile and have assumed it was only about slandering me and also to try to terrorize me into thinking they have already framed me - ruined my life, in order to force me to chose to leave my life and leap, "forever", into their enslavement "home". And these things are clearly true. However, it may also be a vengeance thing or perhaps started out being so.
   I wonder if a pedophile (or two) has been being used to help target/torture me. . . and/or if he had vindictively plugged my name onto a list of pedophiles to be targeted by one of the rouge covert organizations that seem to think they have the right to covertly judge, sentence and torture people whom they THINK are criminals or are bad for society.
   In the late 1970s, I knew two men who had sexually assaulted children. One of them lost his wife and children due to my, and someone else's, aim to save them from him. I'm sure he was not very happy with me. I recently realized that the other man probably lived in fear, for many years, of charges being pressed against him. Both remained free due to difficult circumstances. One had escaped charges through taking off and joining the military. Its a long story. (Oddly, I had completely forgotten about them for a LONG time.) 
   Last week I remembered these incidents and started thinking about it. And, within days of my doing so there was a sudden vamp up with what appeared to be another attempt to frame me as a pedophile, which involved them having their puppets leaving their children in a hallway of a building that I was parked outside of, just before I experienced a sudden desperate urge to run in to use the bathroom. I'm sure the urge to have a BM was technologically induced, in order to force me into the building at a strategic time, because this sort of thing has happened a lot and I did not really have to go.
   These types of situations have had me living in fear for a few years. It is really scary, because they seem to have the freedom to do whatever they want and too many people are not aware of their tactics and I am too alone with all of this. All they really have to do is place children around me, when there are no honest witnesses around me, and then start their manipulations...etc. And all they really have to do to slander me is have one of their puppets accuse me and let the media say I was "suspected" of the crime...etc. Just the mere accusation could also land me in an extremely dangerous environment! Needless to say, I do not want either of these things to happen. I want them to stop this and leave me alone.
   The targeting is all so covert and so manipulative that its hard to know who is doing what and why, but some of the patterns have become quite clear and there has been obvious attempts to frame me as a pedophile, in the past few years, which included the incidents I'd written about, around 2012 or 2013, when they actually had a woman and her children following me from one place to another. . .and another woman who had appeared to have told her son to come sit on my lap and play with my computer in restaurant. Thanks to the prophetic dream I had about them having me put in prison under the fabricated accusation of my being a pedophile, I was able to avoid these set ups. But they are still trying and it seems impossible to intuit and completely avoid ALL their set ups! At one point, a few years ago they told me that I was already framed and had to leave my life forever...etc., and then swarmed me with the covert "rescue" stuff! I'm not leaving. I haven't done anything wrong! But THEY have and they are the ones who should leave MY life forever.

   This situation is really difficult for me. Aside from being effective with terrorizing me, it has isolated me from children. I love children and used to openly talk to them when the opportunity arose. But I now avoid them and have even been rude to some children in order to avoid them. Its sad, because I am not a pedophile - I am the opposite of a pedophile and I do not deserve to live in this fear. Some children could even benefit from associating with me. I'd be good for them if I were free to love them. (This includes my own children and grand children.)
   I have wondered...if the targeting were not forcing me to stay away from my own children, and was not also depriving me of relationships with my grandchildren, if I would be able to freely enjoy my grandchildren without worrying about them possibly being brainwashed or of V2K being used on them to make them think I said something bad...etc., The only way I would not worry about it is if ALL of us were fully aware of ALL aspects of the targeting, so that it could not succeed with hurting us...and the same goes for all other victims of these sorts of things, most of which I feel are not aware at all....like I wasn't in 2004, when  they tried to brainwash me into thinking that my father was a pedophile, with a technologically projected dream. Like I have been saying, it is critically important for the targeting, especially the mysterious technological parts of it, to be fully exposed to the whole population. I am sure that I am not the only one who has been being hurt by it, and the horrible secrecy that enables its success with many different types of things. I feel certain that some victims experience worse than I have, due to a complete lack of awareness in them as well as the people associated with their situations.

   How many innocent people have been framed and destroyed in prisons that hate pedophiles? And how many REAL pedophiles are free to use things like satellite remote viewing and laser weapons that can also be used to sexually assault people? Things should be the opposite of what they have been in these situations, except for the destruction. Even REAL pedophiles should not be tortured and tormented and destroyed. They should be kept away from children and encouraged to face and heal their obvious issues...etc. It appears that, in many cases, they too were once innocent children who were abused and that they have the type of personality that tends to take it out on others, instead of facing it and healing from it...etc.

Thursday, April 19, 2018

Waiting

 Waiting

Another stormy day in a winter
That's too reluctant to leave.
We impatiently await the Spring
They tucked up it's sleeve. 

I wrote this about a week ago.

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Lost Bank Account!

   I recently checked on my lost bank account and found that Fleet Bank did not keep records and underwent a merger in 2005, which complicates things even further. They said that the money should have gone to the state I live in after it being assumed that it was abandoned. But it does not appear to be in any of the states I lived in either. One clerk told me that it could be under a different name if there was a spelling error, which is like looking for a needle in a haystack. But it was not listed under my social security number either, and how could both have been misspelled in their system?
   This is really discouraging, because, since I remembered my back-up bank account, I had hoped to get at least this bit of my money back and perhaps be able to buy a piece of land and build a camping shelter. Even just a humble place of my own, in a peaceful setting, could have felt like heaven to me right now. Do I have to let go of that hope too? It appears so.

P.S. During this process I did find a typing mistake in a name on my birth certificate, but found nothing under that spelling either.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

MLK Quotes

  Today, on the anniversary of Martin Luther King's murder, I searched for important things he said and found many that can be applied to the crisis that too many are being hurt by. I do not believe in all that MLK said, but believe in the following quotes and the need for more people to let their Hearts break the lethal silence and unite in Peaceful stands for the regaining of our Freedom. 

“Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will.”

“A man has not begun to live until he can rise above the narrow confines of his own individual concerns to the broader concerns of all of humanity.”

“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”

“In the end we will remember not the words of our enemies but the silence of our friends.” 

“The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people, but the silence over that by the good.”

“Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for Freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hate.“

“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only Love can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only Love can do that.”

“Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend.”

“I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional Love will have the final word.”

“Man must evolve, for all of human conflict, a method which rejects revenge, aggression and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is Love.”

“The time is always right to do what is right.”

“A right delayed is a right denied.”

“The true measure of a man is not how he behaves in moments of comfort and convenience, but how he stands at times of controversy and challenge.”

“Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed.”

“We must learn that to expect God to do everything while we do nothing is not faith.” 



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, April 2, 2018

Gun Control

   I still feel that the general ownership of guns is NOT the problem. I feel that most, if not all, of the shootings, are really part of an evil covert targeting of humanity and America. I strongly feel that many, if not all, of the unusual problems we are faced with, including the shootings, are directly due to technological mind control, which should be being exposed and stopped.
   I feel that the space and ground based technologies, which have been being used on humanity for mind control, are the most dangerous weapons that human beings have ever owned, especially since they hurt us in ways that are not obvious and in ways that damage, block or destroy our hearts and instincts and spirits and natural perceptions...etc., and can brainwash people into doing things that they would not do on their own accord. And then there is the pharmaceutical part. The combination of technological mind control, and its aiding pharmaceuticals, is the most lethal weapon humanity has ever owned. This is the weapon that should be immediately removed from the hands of EVERYONE who could use it to harm or manipulate human beings...etc.

www.targetedinamerica.com/mindcont.html
 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. I do feel that there should be more restrictions, like ones that prevent children from carrying guns around...etc. and more focus on protection at schools and more awareness of the mind control happening and its effect on people so that people can be pulling together to support each other and possible severe mind control victims until it can be completely stopped.
   There is a problem with people who are labeled as "mentally ill" not being allowed to own guns, because many genuinely targeted and harassed victims have been being falsely labeled as mentally ill, instead of helped, and this is just yet another unfair destruction of their rights. I am sure that there are some genuinely mentally ill people who could be a danger to themselves or others, of their own free will. But, due to what I have witnessed and experienced, I feel that MOST people, who have been labeled as mentally ill are not really ill and that the false label has been imposed upon them, in order to administer the pharmaceuticals, which aid technological mind control...etc. These people are victims of crimes and they should not be losing more freedoms and rights, they should be regaining the ones that have already been stolen from them.

The Opioid Epidemic

   I can not help but feel that the opioid epidemic is a direct result of the covert targeting of humanity. The general technological mind control programing actually pushes people toward unhealthy addictions through actual brain washings. I have experienced and witnessed this happening to people. And the more specific mind control can make individuals forget taking a dose and then take it again...etc. Technological mind control is more effective on people who are taking mind and emotion numbing drugs, and so these people can be more easily forced into suicide as well. I feel that the deaths are probably just one part of an evil eugenics based targeting of humanity. I strongly feel that the CORE PROBLEM, with the opioid epidemic, as well as many of the other problems we are faced with, is technological mind control, which should be being exposed and stopped.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

There is Proof!

     There is solid physical proof of the technological part of the targeting of families and Torture Victims. All we need is more officials acknowledging that the targeting is indeed happening and honest medical people to run a few simple tests and/or take a few easy Xrays. There are large, and VERY detectable microchips in at least some long term victims. Medical tests can prove the brain damage that has been done to many children and adults. There are empty graves of abducted and completely enslaved victims... and there are chains of events and physical damages that are caused by the general technological targeting...etc. We just need officials to be here for us, and to use the OBVIOUS physical parts of the evidence to help stop ALL of the targeting from continuing. . .BEFORE more of the evidence and witnesses are destroyed. This should be happening, instead of us having to prove our sanity, in a profession that is used to discredit us and take away what little is left of our freedoms, on top of everything else. 


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, March 24, 2018

"I Had a Dream My Life Would Be So Different From This Hell I'm Living"

    I am sure that all of us long term Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals can relate to much of this song - the pain and the lost dreams and lost loved ones, "As they tear your hope apart and turn your dream to shame.... I Had a Dream My Life Would Be So Different From This Hell I'm Living" But we must hold onto hope and faith until the Light shines for us, difficult though it often is.

Anne Hathaway - I Dreamed a Dream

https://youtu.be/86lczf7Bou8

The Tear

That tear rolling down your face;
Don't wipe it away. Just let it stay
For all of the human race.


   I sat thinking, this morning, about this horrible thing that is happening to humanity, the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which has been blocking people's Hearts, and the enslavement of humanity and the tortures against those of us who are less controllable or who refuse to join the evil secret society - covert program. . .and my heart ached for all of us, for those who are enslaved in the program and those of us who are being tortured and others who have not stood up to stop it from continuing. As a tear rolled down my cheek I thought of the above part of a poem I wrote long ago. I didn't wipe the tear away.
   And then my heart was hit with a laser weapon as ravens swooped in screeching. It hurt, but not nearly as much as the inner pain I feel for the harm that has been being inflicted upon too many of us.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

For Freedom

Many fight, in different ways, for Freedom.
And whose to say what is wrong or right.
The only wrong is when a blind fight
Harms or kills what we're fighting for.
Please stop all the horrid fighting
And start standing for freedom's return
Its time let our hearts teach the lessons
That every one of us should learn.

Please Peacefully STAND for Freedom
And hold a caring hand out to fellow human beings.

Saturday, March 17, 2018

For Officials Around the Globe

   I beg the Heart of officials, in America as well as around the globe, to do everything in your power to stop technological and pharmaceutical mind control...etc. Please expose this situation so that victims can pull together and support each other until it is over. . .and recover after it is. Please let your Hearts stand in the Light - give us something we can believe in - give us hope for the hell to end and Freedom to be restored. Please help return our world to something that is real and clear and safe and trustworthy. . .for everyone, including you. Please be here for us.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Overwhelmed

   In the past few years, as puzzle pieces click together, and I realize the scope of the covert targeting that has destroyed too much in my life, it gets overwhelming. Surviving the present targeting has kept me from healing from the past and this has been hurting me. For over seventeen years now, I deeply need to be able to process my experiences and heal from them, but more has been being heaped on instead. It really is all too overwhelming and extremely difficult to deal with. My heart aches for all that I have lost, including plans I'd made and dreams I had for myself and others, and the recovery and healing that I have not had the freedom to do. Today I am remembering my Lost Garden, which I wrote about in the previous post. It does not look like I will ever be able to actually build it. So, here it is in a little article. https://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2018/03/the-lost-garden.html

The Lost Garden

The Lost Garden
copyright 3/15/2018 by Sharon Rose Poet 

   In 2002 I had soul searched about what to do after a chain of painful and disturbing experiences. And I had decided that I needed to heal from it all before I launched into the plans I had for my work. I'd decided to finish resurrecting my "Embracing Feelings" book, which had been lost in a fire, and let go of my plans to create a formal recovery center, since it would distract me from my own needed recovery. I felt emotionally blocked and knew I needed to do something to open myself back up. I assumed that I was in a state of shock and needed a more comfortable and peaceful and private place to heal from all that had happened to me. (My Embracing Feelings book is now "Embracing Sadness" but it is not the same as it had been before it was destroyed.)
   I decided to buy a large piece of land in a peaceful private setting, and build a garden. I had planned to focus on prayer and healing while I worked in it. I wanted to build it with my own sweat and tears, literally, and then open it to the public as a place where people, who are going through tough times, could pray or grieve and heal. I'd planned to set it up to remain a public property after I passed on, like a healing park that people could visit.
   This was a primitive version of my original plans for a retreat/recovery center in a home, and it felt like a much better plan. Doing this was extremely important to me. I needed to build the garden for myself. And I felt that it could also help others, after I had finished it. I excitedly drew up plans for it. I had it all designed. It was to have pathways through trees and flowers and lily ponds that were shaped like hearts and teardrops and a statue of a woman in the center - one hand on her Heart and her face gazing up at the sky. At her feet, the point of a teardrop shaped lily pond. It was to have benches in little tucked away places, between vines, fruit trees, herbs and pampas grass, where people could find privacy.
   It was a good solid plan that would have been as good for me as it could eventually be for others. My heart yearned to start it. I just had to figure out where I was going to do it. I wanted a warmer climate than the North East, so that I could plant types of flowers and trees that had not grown well on the properties I'd owned in New Hampshire. The ten acres I'd just purchased in the Adirondack wilderness was even colder and not suitable since it was on a private road and could not be opened to the public and was not as private or peaceful as I'd thought it would be when I purchased it.
   I decided on a visit to West Virginia, where I thought I could find an affordable property that was surrounded by wilderness. Then my world flipped upside down again, with the loss of a loved one and then family turmoil and then my plans vanished from my mind. How could this have happened? How could I let myself be distracted from something that was so important to me? After yet another chain of losses I needed to be purchasing that property and working on my garden more than ever. I needed a long stretch of peaceful time in a place that contained total privacy, so that I could walk and pray and dig my hands into the Earth and cry when I wanted to, scream if I wanted to and pray out loud. . .only God and I in the beautiful healing energy of nature. I'd never needed anything so much as I needed that. But I ended up heading in the opposite direction and I now understand why. This is the saddest part.
   I didn't know that, while I wondered why my emotions were so blocked, and while I was making plans to set myself up in a place where I could open myself back up, I was being watched by people who utilized satellite systems and laser weapon systems, that interfered with my thought process as well as my emotions. Around this time I'd had a dream, which showed a man dealing drugs in my home and I now understand what it meant, although I didn't at the time. I was being drugged, either through things I'd touch or through something put into my food in my own home. I have since learned that the technological mind control that is being used on human beings is more effective with certain types of drugs/pharmaceuticals. And those who intrusively watched and targeted me did not want me to be healing from the destruction that THEY had actually been causing in my life.
   To make a long story short, they were literally brainwashing me and my life's work ended up taking the route that they wanted - the route that enabled them to literally suck away my energy and money and leave me destitute and even more wounded. Needless to say, this has been extremely devastating to me.
   I am still being held in that prison. The targeting is not as subtle as it was back then – its not just inflictions that seem like natural physical illnesses and chains of bad luck, but sometimes painful tortures with laser weapons and threats to keep silent about it all or be labeled as "mentally ill" and institutionalized….etc. Sometimes they even technologically torture me during the rare times when I start to cry/grieve and this, on top of all the other things that have been happening to me, and people whom I love, has been literally destroying me. . .on the inside. I do not know if I will ever be able to recover from it all, even if the miracle of regaining my freedom were to ever happen.
   I am now nearly sixty years old and trapped and destitute and living in a vehicle. I do not know if I will ever be able to get back on my feet and build my garden and have it be all that I needed it to be for myself as well as others. It appears extremely unlikely. But, in my fantasy dreams I work in my garden; I plant flowers and herbs and fruit trees. . . and I build stone walkways and lily ponds and a statue of the woman I could have been. . .and I cry and heal and pray for freedom. I guess my garden is not completely lost, because it still exists in my heart. But I wish it were real. I wish I’d had the freedom to do the things that I had needed to be doing with my own life, especially things that were for the sake of my own health as well as that of others.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

They Change Oil Dip Sticks On Vehicles!

    I have experienced the changing of the oil dip stick on my car to one that is shorter and one that is longer. This can make us either let a vehicle run out of oil or put too much oil into it. Oddly, it is VERY difficult to find out what the proper length of an oil dip stick is for a particular vehicle. I hope this lack of auto part information is changed and that other victims become aware. It appears that this scenario destroyed one of my vehicles (in the 1990s) and that it has been damaging the one I have now.

Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals


   I now also call Targeted Individuals, Torture Victims, because I have noticed that the word "targeted" is suddenly being used in the media a lot through the past couple years, which could prevent people from realizing our plight. I want people to know the Truth - that we are not just being "targeted" we are being tortured both physically and psychologically - in ways that no human being can endure for very long without ending up wounded by it. This should be realized by more people who can help it to be stopped.

The Dark 'Targeted for Helping a Victim' Scenario

 There is Safety in Numbers.  
Please help stop the isolation and destruction
of Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals.


  It appears that (years ago) I was set up to believe and make remarks in my writings about people being targeted for helping me. Like many of the dark manipulations, this seems to have multiple aims. One is that it would make me feel guilty and scared for others, which worked. And a statement like this would make other people feel too scared to help me and stand with me. . .aiding the dark aim to isolate me for heavier targeting. (They succeeded with this in my situation. I have been too isolated since the fall of 2011. The 'targeted for helping' scenario has been used to prevent people from being here for me, when we should have been doing the opposite - when we should have been pulling together instead of letting that darkness succeed.)

   I have spent a lot of years feeling guilty about what THEY do to me and others and I do not want to do it anymore. Its not right. Its not my fault. I am trapped in a situation where I am forced to either beg for or accept help from others in order to survive, and this has hurt me a lot as well. I made a BIG mistake when I avoided loved ones, in order to stop them from being targeted, because they were already getting targeted and it could have helped us all if at least some of us had been able to push past the dark threats and manipulations and stand together. Most of them were not tortured as heavily as I am, because they were dooped into taking the psychiatric drugs, or ended up with a spouse who drugged them, which made them more controllable and easy to brainwash into assuming I was just "mentally ill." Some of my loved ones (if not all) now appear to be completely enslaved and some are being used by those who targeted us all, which is worse then what I suffer through, in some ways. I hope we ALL regain our Freedom, even though there has been too much dark success in our situation. I hope other Targeted Individuals do not find out too late to form a support system of people are capable of sensing the Truth.

 P.S. I have also had the concern that there appears to be scenario where they use their puppets to "help" me in order for the puppet to gain my trust so they can be used to harm me or enslave me or manipulate things that will not be good for me. . .and that when I turn away, there could be a danger for that puppet - NOT because they helped me but because they were USED to and therefore become a witness, that their leaders don't want to leave around. I hope they do not succeed with any more of the dark targetings against me and also against the people/puppets they use, most of which appear unaware of what they are being used by.

P.S.S. It is true that people, whom I have been close to, have really been targeted as well. . .and that targeting has vamped up on them when I aimed to seek support or help from them, especially those who really cared about me. Most of this was in the form of brainwashings or the usual attack on a spouse or other loved one to distract them...etc. Its been a horrible situation for all of us. But this would not have been happening if I had known before being isolated and if they were also aware of the targeting. The key is awareness. The whole world should know what is happening so people can pull together and support each other, especially in situations of torturous targeting, BEFORE it gets too late for that to happen, like it did in my situation.



There is Safety in Numbers.  
Please help stop the isolation and destruction
of Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals.

Windshield Wiper Fluid Contamination

   I have periodically experienced something being sprayed onto my windshield which makes it hard to see through when it is wet. This has often happened just before a rain or snow storm. They had again disconnected the tube that supplies my windshield wiper fluid and I recently reconnected it and filled it up with fluid. Then, the other day, I found the cap left open on it and it now leaves that film on my windshield. Glad I keep a bottle of glass cleaner on hand.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Official Hearts Around the globe

PLEASE let your courage stand up to inform all of humanity about what is happening with the technological, parasite and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity, especially the mind control part - the enslavement of humanity (which has robbed too many of freedoms that are required for a healthy and growthfull life). . ., spreading awareness and sending other officials rushing to bring it all to an end as quickly as possible. . . . .humanity saved. PLEASE!

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

The Most Important Kind of Safety

  The technological torture, technological interference with our brain function and emotions, as well as the covert harassment...etc., which Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals have been being inflicted with, clearly aims to rip us down psychologically - to break our Spirits and Hearts in aims to control us or destroy us in ways that are not obvious to anyone who does not know what is happening or does no realize the importance of a human being remaining whole on the inside. I feel that this form of targeting does more damage than bullets would, especially for those of us whose life focus was on personal or spiritual growth.

What good will a body be after our
Spirits, Hearts and Minds are broken?

   Then there is the microwaving of our bodies as well as chemical, drug and parasite parts of the targeting, which are physically damaging to us as well as many others.

Please help restore humanity's safety.

I experienced a painful laser shot to my heart as I finished writings this. In its original form it was to help those who seem to think I am safe, to realize that I have not been safe in the ways that are most important to me. . .and many others aren't either. But I guess those who would torture me for writing it probably would not care about my feelings or my safety. I wish more people knew. Surely most would care.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

The Drugging

  Though living in a car is hard, it has made it harder for them to drug or contaminate my food, than it was in the homes I'd owned. But still have not been safe from it. They appear to have been putting stuff on my steering wheel and public toilet seats and door handles and money that they force me to beg their puppets for....etc. Nothing is fully safe until the targeting is exposed and I am no longer isolated and can have support from caring people who can help insure my safety.
   Over a decade ago I had dreams which showed a man "dealing drugs" in the homes I'd owned. At the time I did not understand what that meant, but I do now. Apparently someone was accessing my homes and drugging me as well as my children. I wish I'd known then. There are a lot of things I wish I'd known. Its too late for too much and this is discouraging. But I hope that my experiences, and my sharing of them will help bring it all to an and for all of us.

There is an extreme danger, not only for Torture Victims - Targeted Individuals, but also for all other people. . .with being drugged with the types of pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control. These sorts of drugs have even been being found in public drinking water! 

Saturday, March 3, 2018

Delayed Realizations

     I often experience a delay in realizing things. It sometimes takes me a long time to process and experience and fully realize what is happening. I think this is due to my state of overwhelm and how confusing the manipulations are and/or it may be a mind control thing - the short term memory being effected at strategic times.

Sometimes those who instigate the problems produce
what appears to be valid explanations, but the TRUTH
of the original intent remains what it was and is a
serious problem for people in my situation.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, March 2, 2018

The Pretending

    Its amazing how the darkness pretends to be good and friendly and helpful while it manipulates things and aims to destroy our lives, often under the guise of "help." Sometimes they even seem to use real good/uncontrolled people in the foreground of their covert operations, so that I don't sense the bad, which is scary for them as well as me. Sometimes they seem to stay hidden in the background of covert stuff, waiting for the right opportunity to step in. I hope it is all stopped, for every one's sake, VERY soon. Its been succeeding with too much for too long already.
   Humanity should be completely free of all that harms and controls and suppresses...etc. I wish all the good, everywhere, would openly stand in the Light...forcing the dark to lose its power and letting awareness help the good to grow.

Parasite Injected Into My Arm?

   Long ago, I had a dream, which showed that I need to have a parasite removed from my body. The dream showed the parasite being sort of oval shaped and between the size of a dime and a nickel. In the past few years some puzzle pieces, around this situation, have clicked into place.
   I feel that the parasite was probably injected into my arm, in 1986, when I was forced to go to a hospital for a second surgery on my spine. A nurse had put an IV in my arm, which was not in the usual place. Another nurse moved it and said something like, "I don't know why they put that there," and injected something that she said was to flush out the area before taking the IV out and putting it in the proper location.
   I think it was initially put where it was so that the parasite could be injected into me and no one would think it was from an IV, because that is not the usual IV location. This, as well as many other experiences, has destroyed my trust in the medical field, which is obviously heavily involved in and/or used in the targeting.
   This parasite thing has been difficult for me to live with, as has many other things. I have to try not to think about it. I wish I could have it removed, but I feel that it is not safe to do so, while I am still being targeted and before the targeting is exposed so that I can have at least one trustworthy person who can go with me and make sure nothing else is done to me during the surgical process. I have thought of trying to cut it out myself, but I am too squeamish with such things and know too little about where arteries are and would probably pass out during the process. Its not safe for me to do it by myself either. Hopefully I can have it removed someday.

P.S. Speaking of parasites; I recently suddenly experienced a large mass of open sores forming on my chest. This seemed to be from parasites leaving my body - the kind that many (if not all) people are being infected with in foods and drinks. I tried taking a picture of it but they remotely interfered with my camcorder on BOTH occasions when I tried.
   Proof is often too hard to get with them being able to control technologies...etc. All I have is my word with most things. Perhaps someday my word will be worth more than what they are making honest TI declarations fade into.

Friday, February 16, 2018

Honoring President's Day

   When I think of a great president John F. Kennedy is the one who comes to mind, because he stood up against the covert operation that had been, and still is, a serious danger to America as well as the rest of humanity. We need more officials like him - officials who openly stand up for our Freedom...etc. I beg government and media officials, around the globe, to let your Hearts openly stand up for us and the Freedom that still remains too painfully unavailable for too many of us.
   In the 1960s JFK not only stood up for Freedom, but he also shared wisdom that still yearns to be heard and honored. . .

   President John F. Kennedy ~ "I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity. . .
   The very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are, as a people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. . .
   Today no war has been declared, and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. The survival of our friends is in danger. . .no war ever posed a greater threat to our security. . .for we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence - on infiltration instead of invasion, in subversion instead of elections, on intimidation, instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night, instead of armies by day. . .its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. . .  This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to your second obligation, an obligation which I share. And that is our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well. . .  I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed. . . it is to the printing press - to the recorder of mans deeds, the keeper of his conscience. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." 


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

God Help Unaware Victims

   My heart aches for the people who are being targeted and do not realize it. So many times I have wondered, how many continue being tortured or controlled or sabotaged or institutionalized...etc., and believe that its all just something wrong with them. I know that real emotional problems do exist, especially in situations where there has been sever abuse in people who do not face it or have any outlet for the pain...etc. But people who face the pain, and aim to heal through finding outlets for it tend to recover and not crumble.
   I feel that Sinead O'conner (Now Magda Davitt) may be a Targeted Individual and may not even really be mentally ill, although she certainly seems to have been convinced that she is just ill. Below are two videos, which I feel are a portrayal of a vibrant, talented, strong, defiant, independent deep heart/soul who gets targeted and then suffers too horribly. If Sinead is being covertly targeted I hope she gets the help and protection she has probably needed for many confusing, pain filled years. If she's not I still hope she gets the type of help she needs - the kind that surrounds her with compassion and understanding and opportunities to heal...etc.
   Either way, there are many victims all around the globe, (I feel it in my heart) who are being hurt with technological mind control and its aiding pharmaceuticals. . . and are suffering in ways that no human being should have to endure. If they knew, and the rest of humanity knew, at least some victims could find the right kinds of support and perhaps even some modes of protection. If only the knew.

My heart goes out to you, Sinead. Don't let that darkness steal the best of you.
Remember your Heart - your beautiful Heart.

Sinead O'conner - Nothing Compares to You

https://youtu.be/0-EF60neguk

Sinead O'conner - Wounded and in pain


My heart goes out to you, Sinead. Don't let that darkness steal the best of you.
Remember your Heart - your beautiful Heart.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, January 27, 2018

I Wish

   I wish the HEART of everything would openly stand up for Freedom from all levels of the covert targeting of humanity, especially the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, not to fight or blame, but to deliver understanding and validation to all victims and hold a compassionate hand out to the individuals and families who are being hit hard. Everything being; every level of law enforcement (local through federal), military and other government places as well as media. . .throughout America as well as around the globe....etc. I wish their Hearts would stand up for us as well as themselves.

Update 1/30/2018; I am just now completing this post, fleshing it into what it was supposed to be - what I had prayed and said in my car before aiming to post it. I have experienced a lot of technological interference with my brain function lately. Yesterday I felt like I had suddenly become retarded all day. Is there any REAL hope for freedom for me? I don't know, but I keep praying for it.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.